My canary flew away

Chapter 75 Roots

Shang Yu's footsteps paused for a moment, then continued to move forward.

He watched the water gurgling into the glass, watching it get fuller and fuller.Originally, it was a red wine glass with a stronger decorative meaning, and it couldn't hold too many things in it.Soon, water overflowed from the mouth of the cup.

But Shang Yu was too confused.

So much so that the water flowed for a while, before he pulled his mind out of the complicated scripts in his mind, and said silently: I know what the worst result is.

And Guan Cheng has such an attitude today, he wants to "talk" with Shang Yu - Guan Cheng faces everything with a positive attitude.

It is different from the vagueness in the past, only Shang Yu can figure it out by himself.But it was too clear, so clear that Shang Yu might not be able to bear it.

When Shang Yu picked up the cup, his hands trembled a little.The water inside spilled out again and fell on the ground, because the light was reflected, and it was a little bright.

On the other side of the bar, Guan Cheng's eyes fell, as if he had squinted his eyes, observing what was happening on Shang Yu's side.

Shang Yu swore that Guan Cheng must have whispered something at this time.The voice was too far away and too soft for him to distinguish.

But Guan Cheng at this time was very different.

He was leaning against the bar, his shirt showing his thin waistline.Shang Yu knew that after unbuttoning the buttons, he could see Guan Cheng's abdominal muscles and mermaid lines—very attractive and powerful.

But at this moment, Guan Cheng buttoned his buttons meticulously, propped his elbows on the bar, and asked impatiently, "Why are you still in a daze?"

It looks like a big cat that looks elegant, but can't help but start grinding its paws.

Shang Yu was amused by his association.He took a deep breath, adjusted his mentality, and walked forward.

Shang Yu sat down in front of Guan Cheng again.

He watched as Guan Cheng's fingers began to circle around the rim of the cup again.Based on previous observations, Shang Yu came up with a very bold guess: at this time, not only himself, but even Guan Cheng himself was feeling uneasy.

This thought made Shang Yu's gloomy mood clearer all of a sudden.He looked at Guan Cheng, greedily kissing Guan Cheng's face with his gaze.Under Shang Yu's gaze, Guan Cheng asked, "You know," paused, "What is the thing I'm most angry with you about?"

Shang Yu was stunned.

Guan Cheng's eyes lowered a little, instead of looking at him, they fell on a certain point of nothingness.

Guan Cheng: "If we want to leave that circle of constant repetition, we have to find out the root of the problem, right?"

It was probably difficult for Guan Cheng to say this.

He hadn't confessed anything to anyone for a long time, and now, Shang Yu was in front of him again.In the usual days, in front of Shang Yu, Guan Cheng was always the one who was easygoing and calm.He was emotional at times, but soon he could bear it again, seeing that Shang Yu couldn't get what he wanted in front of him.

He was disappointed and felt that Shang Yu hadn't improved.

This is real.

But he saw Shang Yu suffering, seeing Shang Yu bumping into walls everywhere, seeing Shang Yu so sad.

Guan Cheng will not be happy about this.

The worse Shang Yu's condition was, the more Guan Cheng thought: he was not like this before.

It was he who changed Shang Yu.

——Guan Cheng doesn't think he has any responsibility for this, every choice of Shang Yu is made by himself.But Guan Cheng also knew that these choices appeared because of himself.

He could watch Shang Yu continue to suffer, but Guan Cheng would think that he was already 33 years old.

This is not an age that can be defined by "old" or "weak", but he is indeed much older than Shang Yu.He watched Shang Yu go on a rampage, causing injuries all over his body.He saw that Shang Yu could still burst out with intense love despite these injuries.

Guan Cheng felt that maybe he could let go a little bit.

Shang Yu: "...Because, I misunderstood what you meant, and thought that you would also use force to persecute me."

Guan Cheng picked up his wine glass, took a sip, and said, "Continue."

Shang Yu's Adam's apple rolled, and he said with difficulty: "At that time, I couldn't say 'love you' - but Brother Guan, I didn't see clearly at that time, how could I not love you?"

Guan Cheng thought: I have heard this sentence many times.

But he suppressed the thought and said, "I know."

Shang Yu's pupils shrank.

Guan Cheng: "Shang Yu, you are sitting here now because I know."

Shang Yu's eyes became brighter and brighter.

Guan Cheng: "Yes, these are all things that I am very concerned about. But now, from this level, I forgive you."

Shang Yu leaned forward a little.This was a subconscious movement, he wanted to hug Guan Cheng.

But Guan Cheng said, "Go ahead."

Two short words, like a pot of semi-cold water, splashed on Shang Yu's heart.

He is blessed to the soul.

Guan Cheng said before that he did not "forgive" himself—but there are many things Guan Cheng was angry with him about.He has already obtained Guan Cheng's understanding in some aspects, so he can sit here and have many nights with Guan Cheng, but he hasn't reached the point where he can become Guan Cheng's boyfriend.

But that's enough.

Shang Yu knew that he had not only made mistakes in the past, but also made many choices right.

The corners of his lips curled up a little bit, showing a silly smile in Guan Cheng's eyes.Seeing it in his eyes, Guan Cheng found it difficult to look directly at him, so he gave a soft "tsk".

Shang Yu was in a trance, thinking: He is so pretty, I really want to kiss him, hug him to the bar, he will wrap his legs around my waist.Maybe he was reluctant at first, but I know how to make him happy, so that he can only hug me and ask me to give more.

But he suddenly thought again: "Also, last October, I wanted to apologize to you, but you told me that you mistakenly identified the person, and you thought I saved you before, so you gave me that business card... I did something to you."

The rising desire in Shang Yu's heart suddenly cooled down.

His teeth trembled, and he finally realized what he had done last night.

And Guan Cheng is still willing to sit here and talk with him, how tolerant and magnanimous it is.

Guan Cheng smiled slightly, "It seems you remembered."

Shang Yu whispered, "Yes."

Guan Cheng pressed, "What did you do?"

Shang Yu's voice was messed up, and he answered with difficulty: "I tied you to a chair and tied you with a tie—"

He caught his breath.

The first night he entered this room, Guan Cheng tied his hands with a tie, preventing him from moving.

Shang Yu could hardly breathe.

What he had been vaguely dissatisfied with was what he did to Guan Cheng!

How could he be dissatisfied, how could he have the confidence to be dissatisfied? !

Shang Yu said: "I pressed you to the ground and kissed you, took off your clothes, and wanted to 'check' if there is anyone else on you... Brother Guan, I..."

Guan Cheng said, "Continue."

Shang Yu closed his eyes in pain.

He murmured: "I know what I did wrong, and I dare not touch you again. The first time I came here, I wanted you, but I was worried about making you angry again."

Guan Cheng's expression was subtle for a moment, and he remembered Shang Yu's "may I" who didn't know whether it was torturing him or himself.

Guan Cheng said, "I know."

Shang Yu: "But I, I did the same thing again."

Guan Cheng drinks.

Shang Yu: "Brother Guan, I'm really—really an asshole."

Guan Cheng said, "But you stopped."

Shang Yu looked up at him.

It's like being in an abyss and seeing a little light.

Guan Cheng's voice was still the same as before, cold, calm, and slightly gentle.Shang Yu almost cried because of the last bit of tenderness, thinking, if Guan Cheng treats him like this, he must still love him.

It's just that Guan Cheng has been disappointed too many times.

He was still willing to give Shang Yu a chance. When Shang Yu was hesitating, he told him, let's sit down and have a good talk to find the root of the problem.

Shang Yu saw the moon at this moment.

Guan Cheng loves him.

He thought almost gratefully.

Guan Cheng loves him no matter the distance between them.

Guan Cheng said a goal of [-]%, but in his mind, what Shang Yu should do more, perhaps is to solve these problems one by one.It took Shang Yu half a year and a fire to prove his deep love for Guan Cheng.So the door that had been closed in front of him opened again.

Shang Yu staggered, embarrassed, and made many mistakes.But this time, Guan Cheng will not stand by and watch, but will grab him and bring him to his side.

Guan Cheng said: "I said yesterday that if you can endure until dawn, then I can probably completely let go of the affairs of the meeting room. But if you didn't endure, I'm really—Shang Yu, I'm really unhappy. Even if we have a deeper relationship now, you can't do something to me when I say 'don't want'."

Shang Yu looked at him, but Guan Cheng tilted his head slightly, actually smiled, and said, "However, if I didn't have that lipstick mark on my body, wouldn't you be more obedient?"

Shang Yu was gripped by a huge surprise.

Guan Cheng was quiet for a moment, and said, "But you know why I came back with that lipstick stamp, right?"

Shang Yu said, "I know."

This is his way of repaying his deep misunderstanding of Guan Cheng during those two years.

Guan Cheng: "Maybe it was indeed me who pushed you too hard."

Shang Yu didn't know how to answer.

Guan Cheng drank another glass and wanted to pour it for himself.But he was really drunk. He stretched out his hand and groped for a while, and felt that the wine bottle had become two or three.

Shang Yu said at this moment, "Brother Guan, drink less."

Guan Cheng looked sideways at him.

There was a little red in the corners of his eyebrows and eyes, which stood out against his fair skin.With the temptation of lust, there is the beauty of peaches and plums.

Guan Cheng said: "I know, when I fell asleep, you were not honest and would do something to me."

Shang Yu curled his fingers lightly, looking at Guan Cheng as if he had given up on drinking.He rested his head on one hand while he unbuttoned his shirt with the other.After untiing it, fingers lingered on the chest, and said: "Many times, after I woke up, I felt sore, numb, and a little swollen. I saw that you—"

Shang Yu said, "It won't happen in the future."

Guan Cheng looked at him and asked, "Really? You've said this many times, I don't believe it."

Shang Yu breathed heavily and said, "I'd better sleep in the guest room tonight."

"Oh," Guan Cheng said slowly, "but I want it now, why don't you give it?"

The author has something to say: Brother Guan has a small book in his heart.

·Do not love me - deduct 100 points

·Thinking of me that much—deduct 200 points

·Tie me up in the conference room - 300 points deducted

·Send so many messages for me in the circle of friends - add 5 points

·Shang’s father, Shang’s mother missed me the same way—1000 points deducted

· Follow up in the hotel - deduct 200 points

·Abandon yourself in the fire to save me - add 1000 points

Say "I give up" - add 500 points

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