My canary flew away

Chapter 74 Exam

Shang Yu had a dream.

He was in a dream and returned to the stage.It's not the tour after leaving Shirong, but before that, at the beginning of last year, the New Year's concert that Shirong held for him.

He saw Guan Cheng in the crowd, and he was sitting there, like all the fans and fans, holding a blue-green light stick in his hand.

The light stick swayed gently in Guan Cheng's hand. He was not very close to Shang Yu, there was always a distance from the stage to the auditorium.But Shang Yu was holding the microphone, and on the stage, it seemed that he was the only one he could see.

At a certain moment, Shang Yu suddenly knew clearly that this was a dream, and Guan Cheng did not come.

A burst of panic suddenly appeared in his heart, he only thought that he was about to lose Guan Cheng.For this reason, Shang Yu jumped off the stage and ran towards Guan Cheng.

Even though the distance was only tens of meters, he ran for a long, long time.There is darkness all around, but there is also gleaming light.He saw a green peacock flying around him, its gorgeous tail feathers leaving a brilliant trail in his peripheral vision.

Shang Yu yelled "Brother Guan", at this moment, Guan Cheng turned around.

Shang Yu was extremely pleasantly surprised.

He wanted to move forward, to get closer to Guan Cheng.

He knew it was a dream, but his mind was still stuck in it.In Shang Yu's consciousness, he was already very close to the goal of [-]%.He happily said to Guan Cheng, "Brother Guan, I'm going to catch up with you soon!"

Guan Cheng smiled slightly.

He withdrew his hand from Shang Yu's hand little by little, clearly smiling, but getting further and further away.He said softly, "But how are you going to earn the rest?"

Shang Yu said, "I can still write songs."

Guan Cheng: "You can't sell a lot of money for a song."

Shang Yu: "I can accept the show..."

The Guan Cheng in the dream looked at him sympathetically, "The value of 'First Appearance after the Fire' has been consumed, how much salary can you get when you contact the new program team?"

Shang Yu's breath stagnated, and he said, "I can still hold concerts! Yes, touring."

Guan Cheng said, "But your voice is broken, and you can't dance."

The panic in Shang Yu's heart became more and more serious.

A green peacock in dots of fluorescent light flew around him, and then went away.

The light sticks in the darkness around him gradually dimmed, and even Guan Cheng's figure was about to be engulfed by the darkness.

Shang Yu thought desperately: "I can accept the endorsement! I can go to the live broadcast to bring goods! I..."

In the end, he only saw Guan Cheng completely disappear in the silence.

Shang Yu froze in place.

He didn't know how long he had been in that darkness before finally waking up.

When he woke up, Shang Yu's face was full of tears.He looked at the ceiling of the guest room and the arrangement next to it, and it took him a while to understand what happened.

Shang Yu slowly got up from the bed.He checked the time on his mobile phone, knowing that it was ten o'clock in the morning.Guan Cheng had already left for the company, and the bed beside him was cold.

He was in a trance for a long time, got out of bed slowly, got dressed, and washed.When he went to the kitchen, he saw a post-it note on the refrigerator.Shang Yu stared blankly, making out the words on it.

"I leave the company at about five o'clock."

Shang Yu's eyes widened slightly, and before his consciousness turned the corner, a smile was already on the corner of his lips.

He took out all the materials he had prepared earlier from the refrigerator and started to work.For lunch, I cooked noodles for myself, so I made do with it.In the afternoon, Shang Yu spent a lot of time dismantling himself into two halves.

When the housekeeping aunt came, she was only busy in the living room and bedroom, cleaning.

The smell of the food wafted out, and my aunt left.Putting the food on the table and covering it, Shang Yu glanced at his watch and knew that Guan Cheng should already be in the car at this moment.

He was decorating the cake with his hands, but his mind was already flying away, always thinking of that dream.

Shang Yu knew intellectually: everything in the dream will not come true.Among other things, even if he can't sing and his knees are not good, he can always appear on some relaxing variety shows, and it is impossible to be reduced to the point where there is no announcement to receive.

Guan Cheng's heart has already softened. He promised that if he and Shang Yu are together, there will be no other people.Shang Yu was inexplicably certain that Guan Cheng would wait for him.Two years is not enough, then three years, five years, or even ten years, until he earns the 6000 ​​million.

But Shang Yu asked himself, is that really what he wants?

All his self-confidence, all that sparkles and makes people like him, comes from: he is a singer.

He has been exposed to musical instruments since he was a child, and he has a natural sense of music. He wrote songs for the first time at such a young age, and sang them to his family and friends.When he was fourteen or fifteen years old, he could hold the guitar and sing in front of hundreds of people without any stage fright.

Up to now, he may not be able to sing with his clear voice for a long time, but Shang Yu still loves music.His life in the past twenty years has been shining because of this, which is an important part of everything in his past.

His love for Guan Cheng is important, and he is willing to let Shang Yu entrust his future life.But at the same time, because of his hobbies, career, and dreams, he is the one worthy of Guan Cheng's love.

After watching the video of his draft period, Guan Cheng felt that Shang Yu might be the one who could spend the rest of his life with him.

And Shang Yu knew that if he stayed in the comfort zone in the future, he would only get farther and farther away from himself during the competition.

He thought of the words Guan Cheng had repeatedly said.

Brother Guan said that he hoped that Shang Yu would pick him out when making a decision whether to go abroad or not, and make a choice carefully.

Shang Yu spread cream on the cake, thinking, this is really too difficult.

After all, he wanted to think of Guan Cheng.

While thinking, time passed slowly.He was still holding the piping bag when he heard the door lock.Shang Yu went to the kitchen door and glanced at the wall clock in the living room.At [-]:[-], Guan Cheng probably left the company early.

When he moved like this, Guan Cheng also saw him.

Guan Cheng changed into his slippers, untied his tie, and went to the kitchen.

Shang Yu started to feel cramped again, but Guan Cheng noticed it.He smiled suddenly, and said to Shang Yu: "Since it's a make-up birthday for me, then don't quarrel today, okay?"

Shang Yu opened his eyes a little wider, inexplicably surprised, and said naturally, "Okay."

He suspected that he was still in a dream.

So Guan Cheng brought a bottle of wine over and leaned against the console to watch him squeeze the cream onto the cake base.In fact, it is almost painted, just need a little final adjustment.Shang Yu wasn't very familiar with this, he could still toss about it slowly when Guan Cheng wasn't around.Now that Guan Cheng was watching, he was very nervous, and if his hands were unsteady, he would squeeze the places he had made before.

Shang Yu: "..."

Guan Cheng couldn't help laughing.

Shang Yu became more nervous when he heard him laugh.

It was difficult for him to hide his emotions in front of Guan Cheng.

In the end, Guan Cheng couldn't bear it.He stopped Shang Yu from continuing to toss the cake embryo, and said, "That's it, as long as it tastes good."

Shang Yu shook his hand and squeezed in another place.

Guan Cheng sighed.

Shang Yu felt a little relaxed when he heard him sigh, thinking in a daze that it seems that this is the right way.He always disappoints Guan Cheng and cannot achieve perfection.

He brought the cake to the table, and during this time, he paid attention to the wine Guan Cheng brought.

It's Merlot.

Shang Yu was taken aback.

When Guan Cheng was in a bad mood, he wouldn't take this.In Shang Yu's memory, the last time they drank it was before Guan Cheng's birthday, and half a bottle of red wine was spilled on Guan Cheng.

Guan Cheng thought the wine tasted too soft, and it was only suitable for drinking when he was in love.

It's a signal.

Shang Yu didn't think clearly, but he heard his heartbeat.

At the dinner table, both of them seemed restrained.They exchanged some polite and homely words with each other, and Guan Cheng was very flattering, to the point that Shang Yu worried that he was going to die again.

By the time dinner was over, it was still light outside.Shang Yu cleared the dining table, and according to his own plan, he played Guan Cheng's newly written song.

Guan Cheng listened quietly.

In fact, he is not very good at appreciating music, and there are only two standards for evaluating a song: "good" and "dislike".When Shang Yu sang the last note, Guan Cheng applauded.Shang Yu smiled and said, "Phoenix was going to be sold before, but for this one, I still want to be the original singer myself."

Guan Cheng said, "Well, you sing very well."

Shang Yu said: "The key of this song is relatively low, and there is no need to use any techniques."

Guan Cheng listened and smiled.Shang Yu looked at him and felt that Guan Cheng should be slightly drunk.

This reminded him again that before he got the key to this room, Guan Cheng drank, said he "need to confirm", and then came to kiss Shang Yu.

Shang Yu looked at Guan Cheng, his heart fluttered, but he couldn't help feeling uneasy.

What did Guan Cheng want to say?

He hugged the guitar and calmed down, completely using the instrument in his arms as his own shield.This seemed very pitiful, and Shang Yu himself knew it.

The room was much quieter, and Shang Yu gradually felt like he was sitting on pins and needles, but Guan Cheng still didn't speak.

He was sitting next to Shang Yu, sliding his finger on the rim of the cup little by little.

Shang Yu's heartbeat, heartbeat, went to the back, but calmed down.

He thought about the things he was thinking about before Guan Cheng came back, and felt that this might be the time to make up his mind.

Shang Yu cleared his throat and said, "Brother Guan, I've made up my mind."

Guan Cheng looked at him.

He tilted his head and didn't smile, so he looked a lot colder.But he gave a soft "hmm", with an unusual softness, as if he had been assimilated by Merlot.

When Shang Yu heard such a nasal sound, he felt that he was also dragged into the wine.

He couldn't resist the temptation Guan Cheng gave him.

How could he not think of Guan Cheng when thinking about the future?

Good thing...

He could not tell Guan Cheng.

Shang Yu said, "I will still apply."

Guan Cheng blinked his eyes, his expression seemed to fade completely.He stopped drawing a circle on the rim of the wine glass and asked, "Tell me the reason?"

Shang Yu complained: It's almost like an exam.

He still said it.Say what you think of: If you go down the current road, he can last for a while.But fans are always promiscuous, and it is impossible to accompany him endlessly.He keeps exposing, and what is overdrawn is the future.

Shang Yu said: "I don't want that. I hope that after ten or 20 years, there will still be people who like my songs. Oh, they like the songs I wrote at that time, not putting me in 'childhood memories'."

He intentionally made a joke, but Guan Cheng did laugh.

While laughing, he shook his head, took a sip from the cup, and said, "Continue."

Shang Yu took a deep breath, "It's not just this. I think there are some things that can be better thought out by leaving this environment."

Guan Cheng listened, very quiet.

Shang Yu originally thought that he would say "continue" again.But this time, Guan Cheng just drank and didn't speak.

So Shang Yu continued to speak vigorously, with thoughts that he had never thought of.He used to just think that this was the first time he spoke, mentioned a few teachers that his brothers and sisters had talked about with him, and talked about the ongoing lawsuit.

He didn't notice it at first, but Guan Cheng's expression became more and more complicated as he spoke.In the end, Shang Yu talked dryly, from his own creative ideas to foreign fashion trends—all topics that Guan Cheng hadn’t cared about before, and he didn’t quite understand, with too many technical terms.

He finally thought that he seemed to have done something stupid under the sting of his throat.

Embarrassed, Shang Yu disguised himself and took another wine glass from the side, wanting to pour the wine.

But Guan Cheng put the bottle back and said, "You've thought about it so much, why do you still want to drink it? Have you lost your voice?"

Shang Yu's hand stopped in mid-air.

Something in his heart became empty, thinking: Is it finally coming?Guan Cheng's attitude...

Guan Cheng said, "Go get you a glass of water."

Shang Yu honestly went to pour water.

Halfway through, he heard Guan Cheng's voice coming from behind him.

Guan Cheng said: "I have been thinking today that what you said last night is quite reasonable. Before you and I, um, there were some problems. I wanted to talk to you, but I didn't expect that you first Solve it yourself."

The author has something to say: Brother Guan's mentality is rather tangled_(:з」∠)_

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