Did you do something wrong by confessing to the school grass on the first day of transfer?

Chapter 66

Xie Fei’s reading and communication are all good, he has no visual dyslexia or hearing impairment, but he can’t stand the class. To be more precise, what he has lost is the ability to convert language into knowledge and input it into his mind, that is, the ability to learn .

Gu Fangyan accompanied him to leave the school.

Since Xie Fei fell ill, they have been living together. Xie Fei can't leave people at night. When the people sleeping next to him leave, they will have nightmares.

At first, Xie Fei felt that this was a kind of trouble. Everyone has their own business. It is impossible for Gu Fangyan to accompany him every night. There will always be times when he is too busy to go home.By then, he'd be alone in bed, and he'd be terribly panicked.He proposed to Gu Fangyan to adapt alone, but of course he was opposed.

After being held in Gu Fangyan's arms for three consecutive nights, Xie Fei figured it out.He said to Gu Fangyan: "If you sneak away before I recover, I can only break your leg and lock you next to me. Anyway, mentally ill people don't have to bear full criminal responsibility for killing and injuring others, and I can't afford you." .”

Given the context at the time, this was not a joke, and Gu Fangyan still indulged in saying hello to him.

Back home, Mid-autumn cat, as usual, gets ready before two people enter the door.It squatted on the top of the shoe cabinet, and the moment the door was opened, it rushed over with a whoosh sound, and hung firmly on Xie Fei's shoulder.

Xie Fei was afraid that the fabric of the winter school uniform would be too smooth and the cat wouldn't be able to hang it, so she quickly pulled it into her arms and hugged it.

"Do you want some fruit?" Gu Fangyan turned on the air conditioner, poured two glasses of water into the living room, and asked Xie Fei softly.

"You don't have to worry about me." Xie Fei sat down on the sofa with the cat, and said in a low voice, "It's fine for me to be alone, you go back to class." Afraid that Gu Fangyan would worry about him, he added: "I just took the medicine in the morning. You don't have to worry about what I can't think of doing, besides, I haven't reached that point."

Gu Fangyan shook his head: "I want to be with you."

Xie Fei raised her head, met Gu Fangyan's gaze, and said seriously: "I want you to go back to class."

It was still early, Gu Fangyan glanced at the weather outside the balcony, and said, "We'll go to the hospital in a while, and then I'll go back to class."

Xie Fei refused without hesitation, "I won't go to the hospital."

"Then let the doctor come over?" Gu Fangyan asked.

"You're so noisy." Xie Fei frowned, pinched one of Gu Fangyan's fingers, and poked the cat's head.

Gu Fangyan let him play with his hand, and asked softly, "If there is no objection, does that mean you agree?"

"I don't want to see you." Xie Fei gave a clear answer.

"But if you don't see a doctor, how can you get better soon?" Gu Fangyan's tone was almost coaxing, but Xie Fei refused flatly: "Don't see it."

His current state is not suitable for excessive persecution, no matter how much Gu Fangyan disagrees, he can only follow along helplessly: "Okay, then we won't let him come."

Xie Fei lowered her gaze, spread her five fingers, and combed Mid-Autumn Festival's hair slowly.

Seeing what he was thinking, Gu Fangyan felt his heart move, stretched out his fingers to lift his chin, and kissed him tenderly.

In the past few days, the most common thing they did was kiss. Once Xie Fei remembered something unhappy, Gu Fangyan would use this method to divert his attention.

A few minutes later, Gu Fangyan went to the kitchen to cut fruit.Xie Fei didn't eat much in the morning, so she made him a yogurt fruit soup, added some nuts and dried prunes, cut some small tomatoes, and put ebony plums in it.

When I went out, Xie Fei was not in the living room. The bookshelf in Gu Fangyan's bedroom was moved, and an open physics competition book was lost on the desk, while the door of the guest bedroom next to it was locked.

What happened was clear at a glance, Gu Fangyan's expression was concentrated, and he walked quickly to the door of the guest bedroom, but the knock on the door was extremely gentle: "Ah Fei?"

But no one responded.

He called again, but there was still no answer.

Across the door, thick blackout curtains tightly cover the window panes, the lights are not turned on, and no light from the outside world can penetrate, and the whole room is plunged into darkness.Xie Fei huddled in the corner of the bed, wrapped her arms around her legs, and buried her face in her knees.

At first, he was lucky, thinking that English might be the only subject, but he didn't expect other subjects to be the same.The words on the book seemed to fly up, drifting and twirling out of sight, he couldn't remember what he read or read what was written, this made him extremely scared and overturned all his plans.

When he was first diagnosed, Xie Fei thought that even if he could not regain his piano skills, he could still study and have excellent grades. He would just go to school and live as usual. Top 4 schools in the world.

But what about the fact?

He can't, he can't do it, he has lost his ability to learn, he is useless now.

waste.

What a useless piece of crap.

Xie Fei fell into great panic and anxiety, darkness enveloped him, and he couldn't find the light.

At this time, another voice came from outside the door, gentle, soft, with a coaxing and coaxing tone: "Ah Fei, come out, can we talk?"

He just felt ashamed, and all he could do was grab the quilt and cover it over his head, blocking out the already dim light and blurring the sounds outside.

After about three or four minutes, the people outside the door stopped talking, and the sound of footsteps gradually moved away.Xie Fei breathed a sigh of relief, tilted her upper body to the side, and fell into the pillow.

Outside the door, Gu Fangyan put the fruit tray on the dining table.With calm eyes, he walked around the kitchen, then returned to the living room, walked past the bathroom, crossed his bedroom, and stopped in front of Xie Fei's door.

The sound of footsteps followed him back and forth, and then stopped. Gu Fangyan looked at the reflective doorknob, and said in a low voice, "Ah Fei, I just managed to cut the fruit."

Added half a second later: "It's bleeding."

There was still no movement from Xie Fei's room.

Gu Fangyan said again: "You don't believe me, you think I'm lying."

Then he smiled: "Well I was lying."

Then the tone lowered, but the voice became more and more firm: "If you don't want to come out, I really can only go... cut off a hand."

After the words fell, he turned and walked towards the kitchen, followed by the sound of something being thrown on the ground behind the door, followed by the sound of hurried footsteps, and in the blink of an eye, the door was swung open.

Xie Fei stood behind the door, staring at him.

Gu Fangyan immediately turned back, hugged Xie Fei, took him back a step, and led him out from the door.

"You just rely on me to like you." Xie Fei's voice contained a subdued cry.

"Yes, I rely on you to like me." Gu Fangyan nodded, and patted him on the back, "Hey, don't hide, let's face it together, okay?"

Xie Fei said stubbornly, "Not good."

Gu Fangyan said in a gentle tone, "Okay."

"not good."

"it is good."

"not good."

"it is good."

The two of them had this conversation repeatedly, and after an unknown amount of time, Xie Fei gently closed his eyes in Gu Fangyan's arms, and muttered, "Why don't you go back to class?"

Gu Fangyan knew what he was worried about, and said with a light smile, "Are you worried that the first place in the grade will be taken away by others?"

"No." Xie Fei flatly denied.

"I assure you, this kind of thing will not happen." Gu Fangyan said.

"What about the competition?" Xie Fei asked again.

This question is more serious than the one just now. Gu Fangyan can skip the ordinary college entrance examination courses, but he can't completely study by himself in the competition. Even if he doesn't go to the competition class on weekends, there is still a winter camp waiting there during the winter vacation.

Gu Fangyan pursed his lips slightly, and said, "We'll go again next year, let's go together."

"No." Xie Fei shook his head, and then broke free from Gu Fangyan's arms. This time, he didn't choose to go back to the room, but went to the sofa and rubbed the salted fish pillow into his arms.

Gu Fangyan's house originally used the main colors of black, white and gray, and the furniture and furnishings are the same as this owner's, showing coldness inside and out.But after Xie Fei was with him, he filled it with brightly colored decorations from time to time.Looking up, the house looks warm and cozy.

Zhong Qiu jumped over and pushed the big red carrot pillow next to Xie Fei to the ground. He just sat down, but Gu Fangyan threw it away and took the seat.

He picked up the carrot on the ground, stopped the provocative cat, and said to Xie Fei: "Your business must come first."

But Xie Fei said: "Brother Gu, I will be very sad if you behave like this."

It's sadder than being a drag on Gu Fangyan, and it's sadder than being an obstacle on his way forward.If Gu Fangyan was an eagle soaring in the sky, Xie Fei felt that she was a heavy stone tied to his wings, preventing him from flying freely into the sky.

As soon as I said this, I heard the person beside me laughing and saying:

"People who practice running will always tie two sandbags on their legs, and even gradually increase the weight. Over time, they will run faster and more easily after taking them off."

"Sophistry." Xie Fei wrinkled her nose.

"Fact." Gu Fangyan said.

Xie Fei maintained the posture of sitting cross-legged, her eyes drifted to the outside of the balcony, the sky in winter was always gray, and the clouds were very low, as if they were about to hang down to the roof opposite.

He didn't like this view, so he looked away for a while.

"Eat?" Gu Fangyan brought up the initial topic.

"No." Xie Fei shook her head.

Gu Fangyan pinched his jaw, made him look at himself, and said seriously: "I'm hungry, and I want you to eat with me."

Even if he was sick, Xie Fei couldn't refuse some of Gu Fangyan's requests. He reluctantly got up and walked slowly to the dining table.

Since he started taking the medicine, Xie Fei's appetite has become bad. After eating two or three ebony tomatoes, and picking a few slices of strawberries from the fruit basket, he didn't want to touch the spoon anymore.

Gu Fangyan didn't prepare much, so he ate the rest, went to the sofa with Xie Fei, and picked a movie to watch.

It was the first part of "Harry Potter". Xie Fei habitually prepared potato chips and Coke, but fell asleep within 20 minutes after it started.Gu Fangyan turned down the volume of the TV, found a blanket, and covered him up.

Gu Fangyan stared at the plum tree outside the floor-to-ceiling window, watched Mid-Autumn Festival curled up on the beanbag sleeping for a while, then returned his gaze to Xie Fei, and then contacted Xie Fei's attending physician and psychiatrist by email.

He did not participate in the conversation between Xie Fei and the psychiatrist, but he vaguely knew where Xie Fei's knot was, and also roughly understood the reason for Xie Fei's sudden loss of learning ability.

——A voice deep in Xie Fei's heart told him that he couldn't do it.He believed this voice subconsciously, so he fell into a predicament called "incompetence" and lost the power to move forward.

He has to help him.

The journey is long and difficult, and he will accompany him.

Xie Fei woke up after sleeping for half an hour. Seeing that the movie was still playing, she reached out to unpack the potato chips, and after eating half a bag, Gu Fangyan took them.He can't eat too much now, but if it goes to waste, it will be very annoying.

The weather in Linjiang City is not good, except for the rain, it is cloudy, and there are few sunny days.Gu Fangyan checked the weather in other places, stretched out his finger and scratched Xie Fei's chin, and asked:

"Do you want to go to the south to play?"

"You have to go to class." Xie Fei played the game without giving him half a glance.

"I'll bring the textbook with me." Gu Fangyan said, "Or do you not believe in my self-study ability?"

"What about the cat?" Xie Fei asked.

"Put it back home." This "home" refers to Jingyue Lake, Gu Fangyan said in a relaxed tone, "You have been to Haicheng too many times, how about we go to a more southern island this time?"

Xie Fei finally turned her head to look at him, "Is it your island?"

Gu Fangyan: "Sorry to disappoint you, our family does not have a private island."

Xie Fei really showed a disappointed look: "That's really boring."

"I'll buy you one later?" Gu Fangyan laughed.

Xie Fei's attention returned to the game, and after finishing the game slowly, she nodded: "Barely accept."