Chapter 57
Chapter 57
In Shen Chi's memory, there are very few scenes of Yu Ran crying, but he remembers every frame deeply.
At the age of seven, Yu Ran fell down the stairs and cried in pain when he sprained his ankle; at the age of nine, when Yu Ran accidentally broke his bicycle, he cried in guilt; and at the age of 12 That year, he called himself for the first time in Beicheng, and the sobbing sound that came from him still broke his heart in retrospect.
But never has it been more heart-wrenching than this moment.
Shen Chi stepped forward and hugged Yu Ran into his arms. He held Yu Ran's hand very hard, wishing he could rub him into his arms and bear all the suffering and suffering for him.
"Don't cry, Ranran...don't cry, what happened? Tell me, please?" Shen Chi took the key from Yu Ran, and while protecting him in his arms, he twisted open the door.
He coaxed Yu Ran to enter the door, then gently removed the backpack on Yu Ran's shoulders and put it aside, holding Yu Ran's tear-covered face in his right hand, pecking and kissing Yu Ran in distress.
"Don't be sad, no matter what happens, I will be with you. Tell me what's wrong, let's think about countermeasures together?" Shen Chi put the palm of his left hand against Yu Ran's back, and patted it gently, like coaxing The child coaxed his little boyfriend like that: "Baby Ran Ran, don't cry, okay?"
Yu Ran sniffed, tilted his head and buried his head in Shen Chi's neck, sobbing softly.Shen Chi felt his body trembling slightly, and his chest hurt so badly that he couldn't breathe.
"You..." Yu Ran closed his eyes, "You can coax me again, okay?"
Shen Chi took a deep breath, the cold air was like a saw blade cutting his lungs, and the thick pain accumulated in his chest, which couldn't be resolved no matter what.
He never thought that Yu Ran's acting like a baby would make him so sad one day.
He continued to pat Yu Ran's back, his voice was soft and soft, reminding Yu Ran of how many days ago, when he woke up from a dream, he stroked his hair and patted his back while he was dazed. Back, coaxing him to continue to sleep.
Shen Chi's voice back then was as gentle as it is now, but it was much more relaxed and comfortable than it is now.At this moment, Shen Chi was trembling even at the end of the sentence.
"Ran Ran, don't cry, it hurts me so much. As long as you don't cry, I promise you everything, okay?"
Yu Ran's hand holding Shen Chi's collar slowly tightened, and he asked in a muffled voice: "Then you promise me, if I do something that disappoints you, can you stop hating me?"
Shen Chi was silent for a moment, Yu Ran listened to him without saying a word, a wave of fear gradually filled his heart.
"I……"
"Ran Ran." Shen Chi asked in a low voice: "Is it because of something you did that made you feel sad because you were afraid that I would hate you?"
This sentence sounded very calm, but it made Yu Ran inexplicably feel that Shen Chi was a little angry.
He hugged Shen Chi's neck and gave a soft "hmm".
Suddenly, dizzy for a while, Shen Chi stuck his body firmly between his legs, and hugged him face to face.
Yu Ran never thought that Shen Chi's strength would be so strong that he could directly support him and lift him up.
Holding Yu Ran in his arms, Shen Chi walked into the bedroom steadily, and then put him on the bed.Yu Ran's face was still stained with tears, his eyes were red and swollen, he stared blankly at Shen Chi taking off his shoes.
"Why... um." After Yu Yan was silenced by Shen Chi's kiss, it was a very tender and delicate kiss, different from all the ones before, it was gentle and delicate, without any other desires, except tenderness , only full of pity.
Yu Ran stretched out his arms to hug Shen Chi, his eyes filled with mist again.
Shen Chi kissed away the mist in those swollen eyes with his lips, he stared at Yu Ran closely, and put his hands on his cheeks.
"Why do you think that way, Yu Ran."
Shen Chi read Yu Ran's full name, which made his heart stop for a moment.
"I've thought of thousands of possibilities to make you sad, but I didn't think it was because you doubted my love for you."
"It's so ridiculous, Yu Ran, you're sad and crying because of an impossible thing, and then I'm so worried that my heart is about to break."
Yu Ran opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but was forced back by Shen Chi's kiss.
"Don't talk, I don't want to listen now." Shen Chi murmured against Yu Ran's lips, his eyes were sharp and full of aggression, compared with the gentleness just now, they looked like two people.
"I'll tell you right now, Yu Ran, there is nothing in this world that would make me give up on you. As for hating you, it's ridiculous to put such a fantasy word on me. My love for you will never diminish , will not fade, no matter what you do." His every word is as solemn as an oath.
"Yu Ran, I don't like you." Shen Chi's right thumb rubbed the corner of Yu Ran's lips heavily, as if he was going to swallow him whole in the next second, the desire to possess in his eyes almost turned into substance.
"I'm taking my all, I'm all in love with you."
"If I hate you and retreat from your love in the slightest, then I have to deny everything about myself first, do you understand?"
Yu Yan stared blankly at Shen Chi, with a dull expression like a marionette.Shen Chi waited patiently, and after a long time, Yu Ran came back to his senses.
He pursed his lips, raised his legs and hooked them around Shen Chi's waist, and hugged Shen Chi tightly with his arms, letting his whole body be pressed against his body.
"I'm just afraid, Shen Chi, as long as I think of you rejecting me in the slightest, I'll be so sad that I can't breathe."
Shen Chi kissed him on the side of the neck: "If I really did this, would you still like me? How can Shen Chi, who hates Yu Ran, be worthy of your liking."
"If this day comes, baby, you will dump me severely, and you must never like me again." Shen Chi rubbed the tip of his nose against Yu Ran's ear base, making that spot red and hot.
Yu Ran snorted, "You are so cruel."
Shen Chi put his hand into Yu Ran's waist, and stroked it delicately, "I don't want you to be sad because of me, baby, if that happens, I hope you can turn around and leave, after all, I'm not worth it. You come to love like this."
Yu Yan pulled the quilt slowly, covering his face, "Please change your name, it's too nasty."
Shen Chi smiled softly, "Didn't you like to listen to it just now?"
Yu Ran lowered his leg from his waist and kicked him lightly, "No! You're overthinking."
After he finished speaking, he suddenly paused, and then suddenly revealed his face, "No, I haven't said what happened yet?"
Shen Chi got up, pulled Yu Ran up again, and then... began to unbutton Yu Ran's coat.
"...What are you doing?" Yu Ran stared at him with wide eyes.
"I know why you are sad, other things are not important." He lowered his eyes, "There are dark circles under your eyes, and your complexion is still so bad. You didn't fall asleep until at least one o'clock last night. You came early this morning, and you didn't even sleep. Didn't sleep well?"
"Besides, you're disobedient, you go out with so little clothes, I haven't settled with you yet." Shen Chi patted Yu Ran's lower back, "First sleep under the quilt, and we'll talk about anything after we've had enough sleep. "
Yu Ran let out an "oh", obediently took off her coat, then took the pajamas handed over by Shen Chi and changed into it.
While he was changing clothes, Shen Chi went to fetch a basin of hot water and scalded the towel.Then he walked into the bedroom with a towel, sat on the edge of the bed, and wiped his face with the afterburn.
Yu Ran felt the hot and humid cloth rubbing against his face slowly, staring at him intently: "I want you to lie down with me, otherwise I won't be able to sleep."
Shen Chi bent down and blew into his hot and swollen eyes, "Okay, just wait for me."
After packing up, he went out and went back to his home, and explained his whereabouts to Su Yun.
When he returned to the room, Yu Ran was still wrapped in the quilt, staring eagerly.Shen Chi smiled, and began to undress in front of Yu Ran.
Yu Ran is a bit obsessed with cleanliness, his bed must be changed into pajamas before he can sleep in it.
He blinked and stared at Shen Chi's abdominal muscles with sparkling eyes.
"Do you want to continue watching?" Shen Chi put his hands on his waist, and was about to change his pants.
"Hmm..." Yu Ran's eyeballs rolled around, "I kind of think about it."
Shen Chi didn't hesitate, took off his trousers, and changed into pajamas in front of Yu Ran.
Yu Ran quietly hid his face under the quilt, carefully recalling the part of the scene he saw just a few seconds ago.
Although the panties are... well... pretty big.
He and Shen Chi have slept together for a long time, and it's not like he didn't feel it when they kissed occasionally. After all, when the love is strong, boys can't help but have some reactions.
But that was all feeling, and this was the first time he measured it with his eyes.
The quilt was lifted, and Shen Chi held Yu Ran as usual with a smile on his lips.
"What else do you need from me, haven't you forgotten?"
Yu Ran squeezed into his arms again, "I haven't forgotten."
He raised his head and stared at Shen Chi with wide eyes like a little squirrel: "You really don't want to ask what happened?"
"No rush." He patted Yu Ran on the head, "Get some sleep first."
Yu Ran finally felt relieved, nestled in Shen Chi's arms and fell asleep peacefully.
The surroundings were very quiet, only the sound of lingering breathing could be heard, which to a large extent calmed Shen Chi's worries and heartaches that had not yet fully recovered.
He sighed softly, his cheek resting on the top of his smoldering hair.
Yu Ran was already worried to such an extent because of this matter, he had to face him with the most relaxed and calm reaction, so that he could completely relax.
Besides, he probably guessed it too.
But looking at Yu Ran's appearance, he must have solved the matter by himself without saying a word, taking all the storms for him, and for this reason he did not hesitate to fall out with his family.
It was dark and cold in the morning, and the treasure he kept on top of his heart left the house alone to find him, and on the way back he couldn't help but start to loathe himself.
He should have thought of this in advance, because he didn't think carefully.
As for Yu Ran's suspicion that he would be disappointed by what he did...
Shen Chi slowly closed his eyes, lowered his head and kissed the lingering hair, and sighed heavily: "You chose me, and I'm not even happy yet, so why would I blame you?"
"I can't wait to spend my whole life thanking you for loving me so much."
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The author has something to say:
Me: ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah why you are not full, this atmosphere, I even thought about the doi posture of you two (while roaring and being dragged away by Jinjiang)
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