Bamboo horse fell from the sky

Chapter 56

This was a silent confrontation, Chen Xue's brows became tighter and tighter, and anger welled up spontaneously.

Yu Ran had never expressed his dissatisfaction to her so openly, except for the time he lied to him four years ago, he had always respected himself, even when he was extremely angry, he just kept silent.

She had been proud of her son countless times, whether it was his achievements or his obedience to her.

But now, because of a playmate, someone whom he hadn't seen in four years, Yu Ran actually resisted her and got angry at her.

"Yu Ran, how can you talk to me like this?"

Yu Ran frowned, his lips were drawn into a line, his eyes were cold, and he suddenly felt a little ridiculous.

"How can this be? Mom, I think your thoughts are a little bit different from the facts. "

"What do you mean?" Chen Xue stretched out her hand and turned on the light with a "snap".

The overhead light suddenly illuminated the living room, and all expressions and words were fully exposed under such dazzling light.

"In the past few years, you have been very obedient. Although you behaved a little rebelliously during junior high school, your mother never really criticized you cruelly, but why did you become like this in just a few months?"

Compared with Chen Xue's anger, Yu Ran's mood was almost calm. He walked to the other end of the sofa and sat down, looking at Chen Xue steadfastly.

"You seem to have made a mistake. It didn't start these few months, but four years ago. I was already like this."

"Junior high school? I didn't expect you to use this to flaunt yourself. After all, in your eyes, it doesn't matter how I go out to play, as long as I have good grades, and my scores are the result of my own hard work."

"You think I haven't been angry in front of you in the past four years. To be honest, it's not because you are my mother, but because I think it's meaningless."

Chen Xue's eyes were sharp, and she questioned her head and face: "What do you mean?"

Yu Ran immediately said: "It's literally. Mom, I have been disappointed in you since a long time ago."

Putting his words out in front of other people, everyone would spit at him and scold him for being unfilial and a white-eyed wolf, but Yu Ran felt extremely relaxed when he said this.

"To put it bluntly, I have never expressed any dissatisfaction with you since I was a child. I will do what you say, because I love you and I love you. The family conditions are not good, and it is hard for you to take care of me, so Even if I wear old clothes, don’t have toys, I don’t care if people laugh at me for being poor. Even when I was very young, I never dragged you and forced you to buy me anything I wanted.”

"You force me to study, force me to memorize books until midnight, force me to write papers for tutoring, shorten my playing time, and I haven't turned face with you once, because you are doing it for my own good."

"As your child, I have a clear conscience and I think I've done a good job. But what about you?"

Yu Ran stared at her, every word and every word was profound: "You deceived me in the name of doing my best, and did what you thought was right, but you didn't care about me, you only controlled me."

"Have you ever been with me? No, because you said you were busy, so I took care of three meals a day at that time. Did you respect me? No, you just think that I can be controlled by you. If you are not happy, then It doesn't matter. You drew a piece of land, circled me in, and left me to fend for myself, but you never cared about my mental health, and even thought that time would solve everything. It's funny, let time solve it, you are so relaxed .”

Chen Xue stood up, her face was ashen, the blood all over her body rushed to her scalp, she glared at Yu Ran angrily, and pointed at him: "If it wasn't for me and you..."

"If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have such a good life, right?" Yu Ran sneered, "It would be easier if you said that, since you think you have given me material benefits and used this to suppress me ,Well."

He stood up, "Then you mean that I only need to pay you back the money you spent on me over the years, and then give you money for your retirement, so I won't owe you anything, right?"

This sentence is too heavy, Chen Xue couldn't believe it when it was thrown out, Yu Ran actually wanted to sever ties with herself.

She was terrified, and felt that something was passing quickly, but nothing could bring it back.Chen Xue seemed to have been sucked out of her whole body, and she slumped on the sofa all of a sudden. She covered her face and explained with sobs: "Mom didn't mean that. I just, I just..."

She was at a loss, as if someone had hit her head with a stick, and she suddenly woke up from the vain fantasy.

Obviously it wasn't like this before, obviously before, Yu Ran loved her very much.

When he was so young, when he just learned to walk, he liked to cling to himself every day, he would follow him wherever he went, and he would hug her leg and call her the world's favorite mother.

She still remembered that she cut her finger while cooking, Yu Ran cried for a long time when she saw it, and then every time he picked up the kitchen knife, he would stare at him nervously, reminding himself to be safe, and he never forgot.

Later, when he grew up and went to elementary school, he was still very obedient. Even if I assigned him many tasks to force him to restrain his playful nature, he would nod his head and give him a sweet smile.

Yes, he likes to smile at himself very much. When he was a child, he was happy every day, like a little sun walking. Everyone who sees him will be warmed by him and feel happy.

But now, how long has it been since he smiled at himself...

Chen Xue recalled in horror, and found that Yu Ran's smiles to her in the past few years were all stiffly floating on the surface, like inferior fakes.

And the last time he smiled to himself from the bottom of his memory was the day she took him away from Qi'an four years ago.

At that time, Yu Ran thought he was going on a trip, so he sat on the high-speed rail and leaned on the window looking out with a smile.Suddenly, he turned his head and looked at himself, the sunlight softened his furry head, his mouth was grinning, and his eyes almost narrowed.

She was paralyzed by Yu Ran's obedience and meekness, and even thought it was a matter of course.Yu Ran was an excellent child, so she took the credit for herself, thinking that her education contributed to all of this.

But in fact she did a terrible job, there is no worse mother in the world than him.

"I didn't mean to sever ties with you, I just gave an example to refute you. Now I still respect you, but I don't love you that much." Yu Ran patiently said: "Love will be consumed, It's also uncontrollable, it's not that I can go back to the past if I love you like I did before."

"Mom, I'm soft-hearted, but I also long for freedom. If one day, my love for you is completely exhausted, I can't guarantee that the above possibility is zero."

Yu Ran sighed for a long time: "Even if you force me to go back to Beicheng again, what about after I go to college and work and have the financial ability? I will continue to do what I want to do, and you will never If you can't trap me, you will lose me completely."

He put down his last words tonight: "Mom, I've thought about these words for a long time, and I've figured out how to face any decisions and reactions you make after tonight, but the only thing that's certain is that I won't Abandon your own decision, and nothing will change because of you."

It was a short and painful night.

The next day, Yu Ran woke up very early, packed her schoolbag and luggage after washing, and opened the bedroom door.

Sure enough, Chen Xue was still sitting on the sofa, probably not sleeping all night.Her hair was messy, her eyes were red and swollen, and her face was pale.

Seeing Yu Ran coming out carrying something, she parted her lips in panic.

Yu Ran quickly interrupted her: "Mom, I'm leaving first, you should think about it first, I hope you take care of your health."

"If you have made up your mind, I hope you can inform me first about how to make the final decision. At least for now, if you really want to force me, I can't resist, can I?"

"But I still hope that there will not be an irreparable gap between us. ... That's it, I'm leaving."

He nodded slightly, then went out of Chen Xue's sight.

It's six o'clock in the morning, and it's still dark outside, Yu Ran took out his phone and wanted to make a call to Shen Chi, but thought that the other party should have slept late last night, so he put it down again.

With the cold wind blowing on his face, Yu Ran belatedly realized that he seemed to be wearing little clothes. He hugged himself and walked to the gate of the community to wait for the bus.

Fortunately, within a minute of waiting, the bus came.

There were very few people in the car, Yu Ran was sitting by the window, his eyes were lowered and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Although he had already thought about how to deal with Chen Xue's possible actions, he was still afraid.

The separation from Shen Chi was terrible, if they experienced it again, even though they were connected, it would still be a major event.

Moreover, he hasn't figured out how to talk to Shen Chi yet.

Could he blame himself for being reckless?I will still be disappointed in him because of his actions, and feel that he is a white-eyed wolf without filial piety.

What if... He doesn't like himself because of this.

The emotional ups and downs and her resistance to her mother made Yu Ran start to think wildly.

The self who was as considerate, optimistic and cheerful as before would never do such a thing.

Will Shen Chi create a estrangement from himself because of this, will he realize later that time has passed, and the lingering flame standing in front of him is just wearing the same skin as before, but the inside is quite different.

Will he fall behind?Will...would you hate yourself?

The air conditioner on the bus was very warm, but Yu Ran was covered in cold sweat, and his hands on his knees were shaking uncontrollably.

Time passed quickly, he arrived at the station, got out of the car, and when he entered the community, he felt as if he had stepped into a trial court.

His legs and feet were weak, his throat was dry and sore, and his clothes were soaked in cold sweat. He seemed to be recovering from a serious illness, and he felt extremely heavy from head to toe.

But the road always has an end, no matter how hard he tried, he had already reached his destination.Yu Ran stood downstairs with Shen Chi, his chest was so suffocated that he couldn't breathe.

His fingertips couldn't stop trembling, Yu Ran retreated, he turned around, and decided to go back to his home to rest.

But as soon as he took out the key, there was a creaking sound of the door opening behind his ears.

He turned his head stiffly, and saw the door of Shen Chi's house opened, and Shen Chi came out. He went down a few steps, and suddenly saw himself.

"Burning?"

As he called to himself, he walked towards himself at a faster pace.

"Why did you come back suddenly? You didn't call me to pick you up." He frowned at Yu Ran, "You wear so little? You..."

The voice stopped suddenly, and Shen Chi stopped all movements in an instant.

He looked at Yu Ran in shock, his mind went blank.His pupils shrank sharply, and his eyes were instantly stained with intense pain, followed by overwhelming panic.

He saw Yu Ran crying towards himself.

Yu Ran's face was completely at a loss, her beautiful eyes were full of tears, they flowed down her cheeks, dripping slowly.

The moment the tears fell into the ground, Shen Chi heard the sound of his heart breaking, and his soul seemed to be torn apart.

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The author has something to say:

Delirious afterburn: Will Shen Chi be disappointed in me, will she dislike me...

Shen Chi (doubting life ing): My wife actually doubts my love for him, and I have failed too much as a husband.