The years I treated psychiatrists

Chapter 5 Because of me?

Lao Xie gave Li Tao a white look, then looked at Yue Yue, poked the table and said seriously: "She came here because of you!"

Yue Yue's heart skipped a beat: "Huh? Is she really here to steal my job?"

Old Xie's face darkened: "If someone wants to steal your job, just ask the company for instructions and squeeze you out? Why do you have to go around with me?"

For a while, cross-country felt that his brain was not enough. He lowered his head to think for a while, and suddenly slapped the table, saying, "Are you a victim too? You

Was it actually pushed down by her?I just said thank you, you are such a good person, it is impossible to leave us alone! "

Lao Xie moved the small bench a little farther away from the cross-country in disdain: "You have been brainwashed by the Gongdou drama, what and what, people saw you in the newspaper, they are very interested in your project, and think you are very interesting. Potential, she went to the company to apply for the position of medical review consultant, and she didn't know me at all before that."

Cross-country was a little confused by the sudden compliment, and after digesting it for a while, he said weakly: "But Liu said loudly that the company hired her with great difficulty..."

"Old Liu's loud voice can only fart, you don't know, if he tells you that Consultant Bai is here just for you, you can't raise your tail to the sky, and," said this, Lao Xie glanced at Li Tao, Li Tao stuck out his tongue, and Lao Xie turned his gaze back to the cross country, "Why did you offend Liu Dasheng with a loud voice? Don't you have any idea in your heart? You are so careless, how did you survive until now?"

"It's fun to flirt with a heartless person, hehe... If Lao Yue hadn't been here to relieve my boredom, I would have quit a long time ago." Li Tao sneered, turning over the skewers quickly face.

"Then if that's what you say," Yue Yue cautiously continued, "Old Xie, you were pushed away by her."

The culprit turned out to be off-road himself, and this meal really hit the spot.

"It's not what you think," Lao Xie shook his head, and casually threw a stick on the ground, "She first came to me with Lao Liu and asked for my opinion. Actually, I wanted to leave a long time ago."

Sensing the oppressive atmosphere, Yue Yue just wanted to make a joke to relax, but Lao Xie glanced at her to stop her, straightened his body, and continued:

"The audit department has one person and one office, and one check-up lasts for one day. I and the other consultants manage different things. I want to talk about my own professional stuff. Before I say a few words, I start to look down on each other. I want to gossip about the office. Well, you will be accused of not doing your job properly. Usually, you can only see living people when you are resting, and you want to give pointers to the children under your supervision, "

Lao Xie looked at the cross country out of the corner of his eye,

"The kids below don't want to listen. They only think about going through the trial. All the things I've learned are useless, and I can't even find someone to talk to. I've had enough of this day."

The cross-country laughed twice, but dared not speak.Li Tao stood up, distributed some freshly grilled mutton skewers to them, looked up and asked Lao Xie: "So have you settled for your current job?"

"Yes, I have to thank Consultant Bai. Actually, I have always wanted to teach in a university. If someone is willing to listen, I am also willing to say it. But at the time, I was interviewed by two schools and was not selected. I had no other choice, so I applied for this position. When Consultant Bai heard about it, he directly recommended me to a university that I didn't even dare to think about before, but after the interview, he really agreed to let me teach." Lao Xie took a bunch of mutton skewers, some Said sadly.

Cross-country didn't know what to say. He held his chin up and stared at the sparks flying up from the barbecue stove in a daze.

"Xiao Yue, it's really your fault this time," Lao Xie turned sideways towards the off-road, and said earnestly, "Consultant Bai is so eager to take over because she sees hope in your project, and she doesn't want you A bullshit reward for paid leave ruins a good project, and you owe them an apology."

"Okay, let's eat," Li Tao pushed a plate of small dishes in front of Lao Xie, "Lao Yue didn't know it before, and she's not a child anymore, so she knew it."

When he got home, Yue Yue couldn't remember what he ate or said at the end of the barbecue. He just felt that what he had done before was simply making trouble out of no reason and being extremely childish.

She still remembered how excitedly she called Bai Hua's consultation clinic in the morning, but now it seemed that it was just a kind of inexplicable self-indulgence.

She probably will give up on me, Crossroad thought desperately.Looking at her watch, it was already very late, and she no longer had the energy to think, so she mechanically controlled herself to brush her teeth, wash her face and go to bed.

On Sunday, at 59:[-], cross-country nervously stared at the wall clock on the wall, her hands clenched tightly, and she made an appointment with herself to call Bai Hua at exactly twelve o'clock.

She had already looked up Bai Hua's private number on the company's website, and picked this time to call, firstly because she was afraid of disturbing Bai Hua's Sunday rest, and secondly, to give herself enough time to speak.

Now, with the pressing of the Dial button, off-road's brain seemed to be formatted at the same time, and it became blank.

"Hello, hello."

There was still no ups and downs in the tone, but it was the first time that Crossroads felt that Bai Hua's voice was actually quite nice.

"Morning, noon, bah, good afternoon."

"Miss Yue?"

"It's me," Yue Yue exhaled softly. Anyway, the jar is already broken, so it doesn't matter if it breaks again. "I was wrong about the previous thing. I will hold a group meeting tomorrow to overthrow this project and start over."

The other side became quiet, and the cross-country suddenly panicked. Did he sound sincere enough? Could Bai Hua think that he was messing with something again, and quickly added: "Old Xie, Lao Xie told me, I am I really know I was wrong, are you, are you angry with me?"

In the end, Cross Country himself felt that he was a little hypocritical, and what he said was like a nine-year compulsory education style, he might as well apologize to a primary school student.She pinched the hem of her shirt nervously.

"Miss Yue, I want to ask you something"

"Tell me." Even though Bai Hua couldn't see it, the cross-country sat up straight involuntarily.

"What was your original intention for this project?"

After staying for a few seconds, off-road's palms suddenly started to sweat.

"I understand."

Hanging up the phone in a hurry, cross-country to the window, staring at the neatly manicured flower beds outside the window, what she saw was the golden wheat waves in her memory, as if she saw the vigorous old man again, and smelled the The fragrance of scallion pancakes in the hands of the old man.

Then, the old man sat on the hospital bed and looked at her, his eyes were still clear. He was excited when he saw her come in, rubbed the quilt on his body with some embarrassment and said, "Girl, you really look like my granddaughter Dabao. Is she a wild girl? Her father really didn’t give her the wrong name, she is crazy all day long, and she doesn’t know the way, I’m afraid she will be tricked away by Huazi.”

In the end, the old man died suddenly when he was cross-country in Germany to catch up on his thesis, and he couldn't even tell who he was.

It was at that time that Cross-country hated the word Alzheimer so much, and it was also at that time that she had the answer to Bai Hua's question.

When did that start and everything was different?

Cross-country turned around and looked at the cover of her proposal. The appearance design that once made her feel extremely cool, now looks like a bunch of funny waste.Cross-country read only a kind of ruthless ridicule from it, and felt a dull pain in his heart.

"I'm sorry." Tears slid down her cheeks without warning, and splashed on the smooth wooden floor with a soft sound.

Then, following this sentence, which I don't know who it was addressed to, it quietly evaporated.

In order to give some gorgeous sense of ritual to his rehabilitated past, Offroad carefully selected for a long time, and ordered a takeaway that he had never ordered before with a big wave of his hand.

Then, cross-country ate gorgeously, and had diarrhea gorgeously.

Still the best of the night.