The lure of the wolf

Chapter 50 Not a Little Wolf

For the first time, the little wolf wished so strongly that he was not a wolf, could not speak, could not express accurately, and could not go out.

Ever since Xu Ling stayed overnight and left, the little wolf never slept in the bed again. Xu Bei went into the bedroom when it was time to go to bed. You can sleep anywhere.

But he didn't speak, so the little wolf didn't dare to go to bed, so he had to sleep on the sofa all the time. Fortunately, the sofa that didn't change into an adult was enough to sleep on.

Every day Xu Bei is like raising a pig. He buys a lot of food so that he can eat well. At other times, if he is in a daze or goes out alone, he doesn’t talk much. It’s not like before. You can hug him Talk a lot of nonsense, regardless of whether it can understand or not.

Now the little wolf is lying on the sofa, lying on the floor, lying on the radiator every day with nothing to do, lying on the ground for a whole day, except for eating, it basically does not move.

The only good thing is that it seems that the body is recovering well. Xu Bei saw that its fur color brightened day by day, and it felt smooth to the touch. problem.

"Okay, Shen Tu said you're fine." Xu Bei touched the little wolf's nose, it was wet, "It's hard to hold back, let's get over it, I'll take you out for a walk to let the wind out."

These words really cheered up the little wolf more than any delicious food, so it turned around and rushed into the bedroom.

Xu Bei has been thinking about what to do these days. Every time he sees the aggrieved eyes of the little wolf, he feels a little soft, but he really can't turn his head around what happened that day and pretend it never happened.

In the end, he concluded that Lang Jiu had very little contact with people. Since he was picked up, he had only himself in his life. Except for Jiang Yue and Xue Ya, he basically had no relationship with anyone else.

Xu Bei has always been worried that Lang Jiu's social experience is basically zero, and he is always afraid that he will cause some trouble. Now thinking about it, maybe it is because of this that he caused the biggest trouble.

"Where are you going?" Lang Jiu ran out of the bedroom barefoot while pulling up his pants, with a smile on his face and deep dimples.

"Take you to the amusement park," Xu Bei looked at him leaning on the sofa with his head in his hands. Lang Jiu was still shirtless, which made him think of what happened that night again, and frowned. "Put on your clothes quickly." .”

"Yeah," Lang Jiu grabbed the clothes and put them on, and then muffled in the clothes, "Don't get angry, okay?"

Xu Bei froze for a moment, didn't speak, wasn't he angry?Now he is indeed not angry, he just wants to deal with this fucking relationship calmly.

"It's useless to say I'm sorry," Lang Jiu put on his clothes, walked up to him and squatted down, his eyes were full of depression, "but what should I do, I don't know..."

"...I don't know, I don't know why I need to be irritable." Xu Bei stood up and put on his clothes. He couldn't look into Lang Jiu's eyes. This kid's eyes were too clean, as if he was the one who did that kind of thing that night. He, "It's almost time to get dressed and go out."

Although Lang Jiu is still a bit depressed, going out is a big deal, and going out with Xu Bei is even bigger. If you want to say that going out with Xu Bei is to play, it is a big deal.

Xu Bei wanted to ask him what happened to him when he ran out alone that day, but seeing his happy look, he couldn't bear to ask again.

Along the way, he whispered a hundred thousand whys in Xu Bei's ear, where is the amusement park?What's in the amusement park?What is a roller coaster?Is the pirate ship in the water?

Xu Bei gritted his teeth and explained to him one by one, and finally got impatient: "Shut up for me, I will play you to death in a while!"

The amusement park is very lively. Although the weather is still cold and many projects are closed, the children who can't hold back the New Year and stay at home for a month are full of enthusiasm. Even the merry-go-round is full of people.

This scene was a bit shocking to Lang Jiu, he stood still far away, the crowd and the noisy voice made him a bit overwhelmed.

"A lot of people..." He held Xu Bei's arm and refused to move forward.

"Let me tell you," Xu Bei took him aside, lit a cigarette, and tapped his finger on his forehead, "If you want to live like a human being, you should not only learn how to speak, but also learn how to write, you see What you see is human life, you have to get used to it, you see... the puppies over there are calmer than you."

Lang Jiu glanced back at the puppy that Xu Bei was pointing at. It was a little VIP standing in the crowd, so calm that he didn't bother to look around. He looked at it for a while: "I'm not a puppy... "

"Let's just say, you're as big as a dozen or so... More than a dozen or twenty," Xu Bei pulled him into the amusement park, "You're still a wolf, and wolves are no better than dogs. Well, you look like a wolf, okay?"

Lang Jiu finally followed Xu Bei obediently into the amusement park. At first, he was a little nervous. Whenever someone approached him, he wanted to avoid it. After Xu Bei led him around a few times, he slowly relaxed and was gradually attracted by the game. Things in Paradise attract.

"What's that?" Lang Jiu asked Xu Bei, pointing to a big iron shelf, with a little excitement in his eyes.

Xu Bei followed his hand and looked over, the big sign read - human flesh elevator.

The name is very scary. In fact, it is found in many amusement parks. There are several chairs around an iron pillar. The people are fixed with seat belts and raised to a height of more than ten meters. Then they are suddenly released, and the people fall freely with the chairs. It stopped when it was two or three meters above the ground.

Xu Bei played with Zhu Xiaolei before, and a girl sitting behind them peed her pants when she came down.

"You want to play?" Xu Bei rubbed his chin, he really knew how to choose, and found such an exciting thing, "Don't pee your pants for a while."

When sitting on the chair, Xu Bei tugged on the seat belt and whispered to Lang Jiu: "I'm telling you, bear with it when you get scared for a while, don't jump off as soon as the fuck is frightened..."

"Not afraid," Lang Jiu smiled, then looked at Xu Bei worriedly, "Are you afraid?"

"...I'm afraid of shit." Xu Bei cursed, sat upright, and carefully recalled whether he screamed when he sat down last time?

Before he could figure it out, the chair suddenly moved and began to rise. Xu Beixin lifted it up, and suddenly remembered that he screamed more fiercely than Zhu Xiaolei last time...

The chair stopped when it reached the top, and the girls around him had already started screaming. Xu Bei always felt his legs hanging in the air go weak because of their screams, fuck!

Lang Jiu suddenly reached out and squeezed his shoulder: "Don't be afraid."

"Get out, who the hell is scared!" Xu Bei felt very unacceptable that Lang Jiu, a kid, came to comfort him with a serious face, "Don't pee later..."

Before he could finish speaking, the chair suddenly fell down.

"Ah——" Xu Bei blurted out a scream from the bottom of his heart. Although it was not outstanding among the screams of a group of girls and men, he was still full of energy, and he didn't hold back the second cry. ,"ah--"

When the chair came to a stop in the midst of howling ghosts and wolves, Xu Bei jumped down, his legs fluttering and he rushed out as if he was practicing Lingbo microsteps.

What a fucking shame, what a shame!It's okay to be ashamed, but I still lose face in front of Lang Jiu!

Lang Jiu followed behind with strides. He knew that Xu Bei's heart was beating violently and Xu Bei was scared, but he couldn't understand why Xu Bei reacted like this when he was scared, so he had to follow behind with his head buried.

Xu Bei rushed directly to the commissary to buy a glass of Coke with ice, poured it down in one gulp, then hopped to a place where there were few people so cold that he took out a cigarette, and left it unlit for a long time.

Lang Jiu took the lighter from his hand, lit it and approached him: "What's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing." Xu Bei took two puffs, collected himself, and found Lang Jiu's face was calm, "How did you feel just now?"

"It's fun," Lang Jiu immediately bared his teeth with a smile, "like flying."

"...Is that so?" Xu Bei slowly exhaled a puff of smoke, and leaned against a nearby tree. After thinking about it, he was very unhappy, so he kicked Lang Jiu's leg again, "Fuck you, fuck!"

Lang Jiu didn't hide, let him kick him firmly, then continued to smile and pointed behind Xu Bei: "Go and play with that."

Xu Bei glanced back, the roller coaster, he gritted his teeth and glanced at Lang Jiu: "Get out! Egg!"

Xu Bei had never seen Lang Jiu so happy. Although he was always easy to be happy, it was the first time he laughed so hard that his teeth couldn't stop him like today.Xu Bei felt that this was his first step into the society, so he bit the bullet and accompanied Lang Jiu on any project he wanted to play.

When the roller coaster was swooping down, Xu Bei couldn't cry anymore. He kept regretting that he shouldn't have come to the amusement park. It's better to go anywhere than to be here. How could he come up with such a fucking idea...

"That's it, boy," Xu Bei supported Lang Jiu's arm when he got off the pirate ship, staring at his eyes, "This is the end of the torture, go eat... no, I can't eat..."

Lang Jiu hugged Xu Bei's shoulder nervously, tilted his head and stared at his face: "Are you uncomfortable?"

"You...animal," Xu Bei pushed him away helplessly, "You probably won't be able to understand how I feel at this moment in your life, forget it, just sit down first."

The two walked around the amusement park for a long time before finding an unoccupied chair by a frozen pool far from the ride.Xu Bei covered his face in the hood of his down jacket, and began to close his eyes to rest his mind.

"I'm not an animal." Lang Jiu suddenly said while sitting on the bench.

Xu Bei opened his eyes, feeling a little puzzled. It took him a long time to remember what he said just now. He closed his eyes and continued to rest: "Aren't you a little wolf?"

"It's not a little fart wolf." Lang Jiu frowned.

"Yo," Xu Bei laughed, closing his eyes and smiling, "Then what are you, you are still a big hairball in the morning, and you won't admit it now?"

Lang Jiu suddenly reached out and took off Xu Bei's hat, and pinched Xu Bei's chin to turn his face to face him. Xu Bei was startled, staring at Lang Jiu, unable to react.

"I'm not!" Lang Jiu looked at him and repeated word by word in a calm voice.

After saying this, Lang Jiu didn't let go, just pinched Xu Bei's chin and stared at him like a demonstration. Xu Bei didn't know how to react for a while, so he had to stare at him too, with a look of disgust. With an affectionate look, he looked at each other for a long time before he came back to his senses and asked, "Then what are you?"

"I'm...a human." Lang Jiu bit his lips, hesitating when he spoke, but his eyes were firm.

Xu Bei looked at him, his heart was twitching, he couldn't tell what it was like, this was the first time when he was growing up, someone explained to him that he was "human" in this way.He didn't know what Lang Jiu was thinking when he said this, but at this moment his heart was trembling in a mess, he raised his hand and patted Lang Jiu's hand: "Relax, my jaw is about to drop."

Lang Jiu let go of his hand, stopped looking at him, sat on the chair and stared down at his shoes.

Xu Bei didn't make a sound, he could quite understand Lang Jiu's feelings.

Desire to be like others, to be accepted by others, not to be regarded as different.

I've had it myself, although it's been a long time ago, that feeling of being excluded from being different forever, the fucking feeling that no one is even trying to understand your mind.

"You are human," Xu Bei patted Lang Jiu's leg, "and you are a handsome guy."

Lang Jiu quickly turned his face and looked at him expectantly: "Really?"

"...Really, although it's a bit silly, but it will be fine in the future..." Xu Bei nodded, his eyes suddenly became a little stingy, he took out his wallet, took out a few and handed them to Lang Jiu, "Go and buy something to eat, just come back Will you buy from that store just now?"

"Yes, what do you want to eat?" Lang Jiu actively took the money and stood up.

"You look at it and buy it. I just have a bottle of water. I'm not hungry now."

Looking at the background of Lang Jiu turning around and walking towards the canteen, Xu Bei rubbed his face, lit a cigarette, took a puff and sighed. He felt that if he looked on his head now, he might find white hair.

When he saw Lang Jiu come back happily eating with two big bags in his arms, Xu Bei felt that the white hair on his head was not just maybe, but definitely, definitely...

"Not used up." Lang Jiu handed back the recovered money to Xu Bei, sat down and began to unpack it.

Xu Bei looked at the money in his hand, and tears were about to come down. He picked up the things Lang Jiu bought back: "Student, you are not soft on your hands. You spent more than 200 to buy two bags of snacks... Do you think this is paper? ?”

"What is this?" Lang Jiu has no idea about money. In his opinion, this piece of paper is very useful, and one or two pieces of paper can be exchanged for many things.

"This is money, money, it's a very important thing, not the paper you write on." Xu Bei took the bag of plums and opened them, and educated him while eating, "This thing is not so easy to come by. I don’t know how to save…”

"How did you get here?" Lang Jiu was a little curious when he heard for the first time that the piece of paper was not easy to come by.

Xu Bei really wanted to say that my money was stolen. Of course, it would not do. He spit out the words: "This is earned by work. If you do things for others, others will give you this. You have to pay for it." Labor, understand?"

"Well," Lang Jiu nodded half-understood, and after a moment of silence, he suddenly turned to look at Xu Bei, "I'm going."