The high cold white moonlight is really fragrant to me

Chapter 34

midnight.

Yin Ying, who hadn't fallen asleep after counting sheep for an hour, was forced to accept the fact that she had insomnia.

Li Xu had already taken a bath, and after pouring a cup of warm water for Yin Ying who seemed to be asleep with her eyes closed, she turned off the light and lay down on her own bed.

At this moment, Yin Ying turned her face lightly, and she could see the figure of Li Xu sleeping beside her.

In the darkness, Yin Ying who just opened her eyes couldn't see clearly, but after a while, Yin Ying, whose eyes got used to the dark light, could see much more clearly.

Li Xu's sleeping posture was also very upright, Yin Ying looked up quietly, but fortunately, Li Xu's eyes were closed.

Probably fell asleep.

Yin Ying quietly looked at Li Xu's face in the dark for a while, feeling a little lost in her heart.

He recalled a series of things that happened during the day today that made him a little unbelievable.

But the surprise and excitement suppressed by himself at that time have now quietly settled down in the silence of the night, and after calm thinking, they are remembered again, but it can only bring Yin Ying a sense of loss and bewilderment. .

He didn't feel that he would get anything, but he was already afraid of losing it.

Yin Ying silently looked away, turned her head, and looked at the ceiling above quietly, but her heart was not peaceful.

He didn't know where the feeling of fear of losing in his heart came from, but faced with the feeling he had longed for, and Li Xu whom he really liked, he strangely didn't want to agree to Li Xu.

It's not that I don't like Li Xu anymore, but that there is a place in my heart that is filled with the loss I felt after being indifferent to Li Xu for no reason, and the embarrassment after being rejected several times by Li Xu. The idea of ​​agreeing, and those bad emotions in the past will come to my mind one after another.

After so many sincere and passionate emotions were eaten away by a little bit, Yin Ying found that she seemed to be unable to muster up the courage to love passionately again.

Yin Ying realized that she was afraid.

I was afraid that Li Xu would only give him warmth for a short time, but then he would quickly turn cold and reject him thousands of miles away, just like many times before.

Yin Ying didn't dare to try again. His enthusiasm and sincerity had been stabbed too many times, and now he carefully hid in a corner, never wanting to show others easily.

He was like a thirsty traveler who had been wandering in the desert for a long time, but when he finally found a cup of clear water, he couldn't drink it right away, but was worried about whether the water would be poisonous.

In the darkness, Yin Ying sighed softly in her heart.He no longer went to see Li Xu, and his head, which had become hot due to a series of things today, finally calmed down completely. It was also at this time that he finally felt the exhaustion accumulated during the day, and his heart was also unwilling to think about it. Too many things, just want to completely calm down and rest.

Yin Ying closed her eyes and fell asleep.

...

Yin Ying's parents, after thanking Li Xu, took Yin Ying on the plane back to China.

Before leaving, Yin Ying said thank you to Li Xu, but she didn't say much other than this sentence.Su Ho asked Li Xu if he wanted to go back together, but Li Xu said he still had some things to do.

On the plane, Yin Ying greeted Su Ho with greetings. After saying that she felt better now, Su Ho asked him to continue to rest well.

The cabin became quiet. Although Yin Ying had something on his mind, he tried not to think about it. He tried to close his eyes and rest, but found that he had slept enough.

Everything is a dilemma.

It's like after he got Li Xu's confession, he couldn't understand why Li Xu rejected him so decisively at that time, and said he liked him after rejecting him.

Yin Ying, who had agreed not to think about it, thought about it again defenselessly, but no matter how he thought about it, he couldn't figure out the reason.

Li Xu is really a big annoying person.

Yin Ying, who was disturbed by her worries, couldn't help but concluded somewhat depressedly.

After the plane landed, Yin Ying saw the message that Li Xu had sent a long time ago.

[Li_]: Is it there?

Yin Ying hesitated, bit her lip and put the phone back in her pocket.

He is already in a mess now, if he chats with Li Xu after replying to Li Xu, Yin Ying is afraid that his heart will be even more chaotic.

So don't reply for now...

Yin Ying thought a little evasively.

After all, if he doesn't reply, there is a high probability that Li Xu won't send any new news.

However, when Yin Ying arrived at home, she had just talked to Yin Wenwen and Yin Xiong, and after comforting Yin Wenwen who kept saying "Brother, you scared me to death", he walked into her room on crutches, and just sat down. Next, he turned on his phone and was about to tell his mentor that he had returned to China, but the moment he opened the social software, he saw a new message from Li Xu.

【Li_】: If it is inconvenient to take a bath at home in the future, you can move a small chair to the bathroom.Then use a larger plastic bag to wrap the plaster-bound leg in advance, and tie it temporarily with a rope, so that even if you want to take a bath, the leg and plaster will not be wet.

【Li_】: If you don't mind the trouble, you can also install a handrail directly in the bathroom.

Yin Ying was taken aback after reading it. Just as she was thinking about why Li Xu was so careful about this matter, she suddenly recalled Li Xu's leg injury that he discovered a long time ago.

The leg injury caused by the mission even caused Li Xu to retreat from the front line. During those recovery days, apart from being inconvenient everywhere like himself now, Li Xu must still have a lot of hope for life and the future. Confused, maybe I have already guessed that the leg injury cannot be fully recovered, and I may never have a chance with the armed police in the future.

Thinking of this, Yin Ying's heart suddenly ached.

Because when Li Xu was a child, he was so eager to be a people's policeman who could bring the bad guys to justice, but he was forced to retreat to the second line because of his injuries.Li Xu's eyes were eager and serious when he was young, and Yin Ying still only feels it vividly, which is why he feels so distressed now.

At the same time, Yin Ying thought of the time when Li Xu's injured leg was hit hard by the gangster with the steel pipe because he was protecting herself.

Now Yin Ying, who had a broken leg, thought of that scene, and wondered if it was due to psychological effects, but her leg felt a prickly pain for no reason.

Regardless of whether Li Xu really likes him or not, Li Xu has indeed protected him and helped him these few times. No matter what the emotion is, it must be sincere.

Why does Li Xu know so much.

Because his leg was hurt for a while too.

Yin Ying looked at the few lines of exhortations sent by Li Xu, and couldn't help but softened again. She didn't ignore Li Xu anymore, but replied to his message:

[:D]: OK, I see, thank you!

After posting this sentence, Yin Ying habitually opened her emoji column, a little hesitant to send a cat emoji with a softer tone, but she was a bit unable to post it, and it was long gone. Li Xu's enthusiasm and straightforwardness when chatting.

But when he was wondering whether to send it, the other party quickly sent a reply.

[Li_]: You're welcome.

Seeing that Li Xu didn't say anything else, Yin Ying silently breathed a sigh of relief. Just as she was about to cut out the page, the other party sent a new message.

【Li_】: You can call me if you need anything.

【Li_】: I've been there all the time.

After reading Li Xu's news, although Yin Ying replied yes, she didn't take it seriously.

Li Xu is very busy. Yin Ying knows that although he is a civilian, the police station also has a lot of work to deal with. Of course, he will not take the initiative to disturb Li Xu.

Yin Ying, who put down her cell phone, sat on the soft bed, thinking silently in her heart.

Although he won't be too indifferent to Li Xu, it will take him a while to think about it and heal the grudges in his heart.

But can it be completely eliminated?

Yin Ying herself was a little confused.

The scars in his heart that he didn't know when he started had grown into an appearance that he didn't know when he would heal.

...

Although she has a leg injury, this does not affect Yin Ying's appointment as a judge for the next assessment.

He would occasionally ask Yin Wenwen's progress, and Yin Wenwen told him that it was not bad.

Yin Ying was a little puzzled by her sister's answer: "It's okay?" You must know that Yin Wenwen usually replied with a carefree face, "There will be no problem."

Yin Ying was a little surprised by this sudden change.

Yin Wenwen did not tell Yin Ying why, but slipped away immediately: "I will go to them to practice first, brother, I will come back early today to take care of you!"

Just as Yin Ying wanted to say that she could do without taking care of herself, she saw Yin Wenwen striding out of the house.

Yin Ying was even more confused: before Wenwen would not take the initiative to train, what happened this time.

Yin Ying, who was confused, saw Yin Wenwen's series of abnormal behaviors, and decided to ask Yu Zhou. He found out Yu Zhou's contact, and then sent him a message, asking if there was any special situation. , or any difficulties encountered in the training process.

Yu Zhou didn't reply to the message, maybe he was training.

Yin Wenwen went to school, and only Yin Ying and her servant were left at home. Ye Feiran came to visit him once, and even asked the college to take a week off for him to rest well until the sophomore exam was approaching.

Yin Ying's deeds can be regarded as becoming famous in the school again. The foreign news clip about him was spread in various groups of the school, and some people even uploaded it to the forum.The rescued foreign mother and son were interviewed by reporters and expressed their gratitude to the young Asian who took her place. Combined with the video, it is obvious that it is Yin Ying who was hijacked by the robbers all the way to the car.

Although Yin Ying didn't really want this video to spread more, but he didn't have any way to organize it, so he had to let him go.

During the few days at home, he had nothing to do except drink all kinds of bone soup made by his servants and eat different dishes that are good for bone strengthening. He wanted to practice the piano, but now his legs could not step on the pedals at all.

This incident made Yin Ying completely anxious. After all, not practicing will directly lead to rust, and the doctor said that he should keep the plaster for at least four weeks.

During this period, Li Xu would often send him some messages, exhorting him and at the same time chatting with him, although Yin Ying could see that the person on the other side was a little rusty looking for topics to chat with.

Yin Ying felt very strange, obviously before this, he was always thinking about how to find a topic.

After going back and forth, Yin Ying once couldn't hold back, and told Li Xu about her current anxiety - not being able to play the piano.

After being quiet for a while, Li Xu sent a message.

[Li_]: Try to find something that can properly relieve this emotion?

[Li_]: For example, listening to some piano music, or, can you play without stepping on the pedal?Sorry, I haven't played in a long time and forgot.

Yin Ying couldn't help laughing when he saw this. He still remembered that Li Xu didn't like playing the piano very much when he was a child, and he deserted in class, but was punished by the teacher.

【:D】: To be able to play, you don't have to step on the pedal, but the sound will be more coherent when you step on the pedal, which will make it more pleasant.

【:D】: Practicing without stepping on the pedal is actually fine, but the overall control of the piano may still be a little degraded.

After saying this, Yin Ying suddenly added.

[:D]: This is my personal opinion!

Li Xu sent a reply.

[Li_]: Maybe you can try playing without stepping on the pedal, and then listen to piano music to relieve the anxiety of not being able to practice fully.

A few seconds later, Yin Ying saw another sentence from Li Xu.

[Li_]: This is also my personal opinion.

It was followed by a cat smiling emoji package, but it was not the popular one on the Internet, it seemed to come with WeChat.

So cute and so cute.

Yin Ying couldn't help laughing again, and her mood eased a lot.

He opened the playlist, found a piece of piano music and played it. The anxiety in his heart seemed to be relieved as Li Xu said.

After sending a thank you to Li Xu, Yin Ying closed her eyes, and slowly calmed down in the familiar melody.

However, at this moment, his cell phone rang suddenly.

Did Li Xu send another message?

Yin Ying opened her eyes and picked up the phone, but he found that the person who sent the message was not Li Xu, but Li Xu's cousin, Shi Yajing.

After seeing that line of words, Yin Ying was stunned for several seconds.

Shi Yajing suddenly sent him several words.

[Shi]: Senior Yin, are you chasing my cousin?

【Shi】: I have something to tell you, maybe it can help you.

【Shi】: Do you know why my brother came out to his family at that time?

The author has something to say: Don't worry, don't worry, the ex-boyfriend is not a glass thorn, but a booster,,!