The choice of rebirth

Chapter 143

The expressions of the other two people present were a little subtle, and there was already a huge wave in their hearts.

Zhang Yu and Zhang Xue only had one sentence echoing in their minds at this moment, "Mr. Yu will hack her to death!!!"

The man stared at Xia Qi closely, as if observing her expression.

Xia Qi remained expressionless and looked at the girl calmly, even though what she said was shocking.

"Sorry, I only kiss people I love."

The girl's expression was a little mocking, and there was a touch of disdain in her eyes.

Xia Qi could tell that she didn't disdain herself, but rather her words, to be precise, the word "love" she mentioned.

"Is the person you love, that President Yu?" She asked suddenly.

Zhang Yu and Zhang Xue's expressions were somewhat defensive. This man obviously knew something, did he want to threaten Xia Qi with this?

"What nonsense are you talking about? Xia Qi's mother is single, she belongs to fans!" Zhang Yu quickly denied, and then carefully checked the surroundings for cameras and recorders.

Her expression was even more mocking, "I don't even dare to admit it, what is the word love? It's ridiculous!"

Xia Qi looked at her, and knew very well in her heart that this was the same kind, or the same kind who had been hurt by love.She is trying to console herself by destroying similar feelings, not that something is wrong with her, but that such feelings are simply not credible.

"Why do you have to admit it?" Xia Qi asked her.

"Because if you don't admit it, it means that you are timid, and it means that you will choose to give up on the other party when faced with the eyes of the world. You dare not stand in the sun with the other party openly, and face all the problems you will encounter. Say you love each other?"

"Should everyone know about feelings?"

"Hmph, what kind of love is love that shrinks and hides in a dark corner!"

She scoffed.

"You think you are shrinking and hiding in a dark corner, do you also think that your feelings are deformed and invisible?"

Xia Qi's question suddenly became sharp, her eyes fixed on the girl, not letting go of any of her expressions.

"We are born different, aren't we?" Her tone was a little mocking, but more, it was an unconcealable sadness.

"I don't think so." Xia Qi retorted, "Why is our relationship different? We love each other deeply like everyone else. This kind of love will not hurt anyone. How can we be different? ?”

"What about other people's eyes? Don't you care about those strange scrutiny and whispering behind your back?" She approached Xia Qi, and stood still under Zhang Yu's and Zhang Xue's vigilant eyes.

"Do you think you are different because others say you don't like vegetables? I think that all the pain comes from the fear in your heart. You think in your heart that you are different and not recognized by everyone, so you I care about their eyes very much, and I am eager to prove to them that I am very powerful, and I don't care at all."

"However, this kind of behavior shows that you are deeply inferior. Compared with your lover, you actually care more about other people's eyes!"

Xia Qi's words stabbed deep into her heart like a knife, her expression was a little embarrassed, a little resentful, and a little dazed.

Xia Qi continued, "Why do homosexuals hide the fact that they are in love because they don't want to stand in the sun with each other, while many heterosexuals also hide the fact that they are in love, but you think there is no problem? Love is a matter between two people. There is no need to deliberately conceal it, and there is no need to deliberately publicize it, this is a perfectly normal thing."

She smiled miserably, "Does your partner think the same as you?"

"Of course, if the three views don't match, what's the point of being in love?" Xia Qi stabbed a knife in her heart again without hesitation.

She didn't say a word for a while, just thinking about something silently.In the end, when Xia Qi and the others were about to leave, she stopped Xia Qi, "My name is Shen Xiaoran, I'm sorry for delaying your time today, the movie interview will officially start tomorrow, I hope you can come."

Xia Qi's footsteps stopped, Shen Xiaoran!The only Chinese female director to win the best director award at the next Berlin Film Festival?Then the one who committed suicide the day after winning the award!

She wished she could go back and take a closer look at the man, only to find that the door was closed.

There are not many female directors in China, and even fewer are famous.Shen Xiaoran was not famous at first, but she became famous after winning the award, and later became "popular all over the country" because of her suicide.

The films she made in the early days and the award-winning film were frantically screened in various cinemas. People who watched said that in her films, there will never be a male lead, but the heroine and supporting actress seem to have a kind of ambiguity. feelings in it.

Especially the award-winning film, the title is "Taboo", and there is even a bold scene of two women's intimacy in it.

So the cause of her death was wildly speculated, and all kinds of erotic headlines rushed out. Some said that she committed suicide because of love, and some said that she actually suffocated to death while playing games with her girlfriend. The only thing in common among all the theories was that she was gay. identity.

It's ridiculous to say that this kind of subject matter was originally forbidden to appear in front of the public, but the taboo was broken because of the death of the director. From another perspective, it can be regarded as fulfilling her wish to make it public, right?

It's just that the other heroine that everyone guessed has not appeared in front of everyone for a long time. Shen Xiaoran obviously protects her, leaving no trace of information in her diary or communication tools, so some people say that she is actually obsessed with herself A fictional character chooses to die because of love.

Xia Qi was a little bit embarrassed. During the brief contact with her, she could confirm that Shen Xiaoran must be suffering from depression. A free and easy person like her must really not be able to persist, so she would choose death as a companion, right?

Fortunately, she and Duoduo are not that kind of paranoid character, and the two have never had any quarrels because of these things.

If one day, Yu Aiwei insists on making their relationship public, then Xia Qi will agree to her.She understands her lover's desire to show off, but it's not to prove anything, and she doesn't need the so-called support and approval, because in her heart, whether you support it or not, agree with it or not, love is love, her own choice , Never need other people's intervention!

Zhang Yu and Zhang Xue looked at Xia Qi's back silently, not knowing what to say.They have always known about the relationship between Xia Qi and Yu Aiwei, but they never mentioned it publicly.

Now that this layer of window paper has been pierced, it's a bit awkward to get along with.

They didn't discriminate against Xia Qi, but what position did they have to discriminate?As Xia Qi said, this is their relationship and has nothing to do with others.

"Aren't you going to hurry up?" Xia Qi turned around and said calmly.

"Oh, here we come!" The two quickly followed, both feeling a little embarrassed by the thought just now, Xia Qi is very upright and calm, why are they twitching?Anyway, even if people like women, they still look down on me T_T