Chapter 063
Chapter 063
On that drizzle night, after Yu Canshang kissed Bai Chi on the forehead, Bai Chi, who sincerely regarded Yu Canshang as a friend, did not dare to speculate on the deep meaning of it, and suppressed the shock and panic in his heart. After going through my mind for countless times, I finally said, "Shangshang, something fell on my head just now, is it raining or did you accidentally touch me with your mouth?"
Today, Yu Canshang's tone of questioning Bai Chi is exactly the same as Bai Chi's tone back then, and he even has to be careful.
Bai Chi was afraid of losing Yu Canshang, a good friend and partner, and now, Yu Canshang is also afraid of losing his only friend.
Just because Bai Chi is Yu Canshang's only and best friend, Yu Canshang must have more scruples than Bai Chi.
Bai Chi walked towards the bathroom with a dull head, his mind was full of Yu Canshang's eyes and expression after hearing that sentence, Yu Canshang was like a trapped animal whose claws had been pulled out and its last reliance was lost, so desperate, but When Shirashaku's hand rested on his shoulder, he glimpsed heaven in a blink of an eye.
A meaningless action was like a prairie fire, igniting the enthusiasm buried in Yu Canshang's heart, and igniting his desire for Yu Canshang.Yu Shenshang pressed Bai Chi's shoulder like a moth to a flame, bit Bai Chi's lip clumsily, and was at a loss because of Bai Chi's clenched teeth.
In the end, all the hope ignited in Yu Canshang's heart was swallowed up by Bai Chi's rejection, and what remained was a deep and fruitless love.
Bai Chi couldn't help but think, Yu Canshang once loved him so much, but he didn't cherish it, maybe in this life, Yu Canshang won't fall in love with him again?
So, will he experience all the pain and unwillingness that Yu Canshang has experienced?
The sad thing is that even if he has experienced everything, he may not be able to get Yu Canshang's love.
Yu Canshang had already gone out, Bai Chi looked up at the mirror, reproduced Yu Canshang's expression after being rejected by him, he turned off the faucet in a panic, stood against the wall, and did not go out to find Yu Canshang immediately.
For Yu Canshang, the white ruler is special.
Except for his mother, Yu Canshang has never spent six months with anyone day and night, intimately.Yu Canshang only talks so much to Bai Chi, and only cares about Bai Chi's business, sometimes he can't wait to watch Bai Chi closely, to get rid of all the bad habits in him.
Not surprisingly, Rrow will not be disbanded within five years, Yu Canshang and Bai Chi have a lot of time to spend together.Year after year, as long as they don't violate each other's limits, the relationship between him and Bai Chi is destined to become closer and closer, and one day, he will be willing to open his circle of friends to Bai Chi so that Bai Chi can share his past and secret.
However, the safety net that Yu Canshang wove in his daily life to envelop him and Bai Chi was broken by Bai Chi.
Yu Canshang frowned and looked at the shadow on the ground, if Bai Chi was really interested in him, if Bai Chi really said it out, then their relationship would definitely end here.
The sound of water stopped for almost 5 minutes, and the white ruler hadn't come out yet.
Yu Canshang stood at the door and shouted, "Bai Chi, we should go."
Bai Chi finally appeared near the door, and it was not until Yu Canshang turned his head away that Bai Chi left the bathroom door, keeping a distance of nearly two meters from Yu Canshang all the time.
Yu Canshang hasn't fully seen through his thoughts yet, he just noticed the bouquet of red roses, as long as he can explain the roses and the kiss clearly, Bai Chi can stop confessing to Yu Canshang, continue to pretend to be confused, and try his best to treat Yu Canshang. Good business, wait until you have a better grasp before confessing to Yu Canshang.
Bai Chi has been thinking about Yu Canshang for more than 20 years. He really can't accept Yu Canshang's rejection of him. Bai Chi is worried that he will do something that will hurt Yu Canshang.
When they passed by Zhao Leqi and their private room again, the laughter and laughter from the crack of the door stimulated Baichi's nerves and eardrums, and he immediately quickened his pace, and Yu Canshang, who was walking in front of him, walked faster than him.
Finally arrived at their private room, Bai Chi locked the door of the private room as soon as he entered, stood with his back against the door, watched Yu Canshang walk to the table, then turned around and walked back.
Bai Chi frowned tightly, struggling to make a decision, "I gave you red roses in the morning, which is what most people like to buy on Valentine's Day, there is no other meaning."
Yu Canshang doesn't think this is the correct answer, but if he breaks the casserole and asks the bottom line, it will only embarrass both of them.
Let's stop here, Yu Canshang thought, "I see."
What did Yu Canshang know?
Did Yu Canshang believe what he said, or did he see that he liked it, but because he didn't want to say it, Yu Canshang decided not to pursue it further?
Bai Chi covered his eyes in pain, and said with a smile: "It seems that I won't be able to prepare gifts for you as I like in the future."
After all, Yu Canshang is different from him.
When Yu Canshang explained to Bai Chi that he was drunk and didn't sit still, and accidentally touched Bai Chi's head, Bai Chi used words to tear off the disguise that Yu Shenshang had put on with difficulty, "You are lying .”
Yu Canshang just said, "I see."
They all know that after getting to the bottom of it, they must get the answer they hate, and they all know that even if the other party puts their whole heart in front of them, there will be no result for both of them.
Which is more cruel, asking a person who understands or pretending to be confused according to the other party's wishes?
Bai Chi only knows that he can't stay here with Yu Canshang anymore, and if he stays any longer, he can't help but do to Yu Canshang what Yu Canshang did to him back then.
Bai Chi said: "Shangshang, I want to go next door and stay with Zhang Yu for a while."
Yu Canshang took a few steps towards Bai Chi, "You stay here, I'll go find Zhang Yu."
Bai Chi moved his position and said to Yu Canshang, "Am I in a mess right now?"
"Yeah." Yu Canshang opened the door and walked out.
Bai Chi lit a cigarette and sat in front of the window. He closed his eyes and smoked slowly. Tears flowed out without warning.
Bai Chi was not sad for himself, he was sad for Yu Canshang.
To be more precise, Bai Chi was sad because of the former Yu Canshang.
Only after truly experiencing what Yu Canshang experienced, can Bai Chi feel the pain of Yu Canshang.
After that night, everyone around Bai Chi realized that he had changed.
A young man in his early twenties finally faded away from his youthfulness and restlessness, and became a calm and more radiant person like a butterfly emerging from a cocoon.
The last person to notice this was Yu Canshang.
After ignoring Bai Chi for three days, Yu Canshang discovered that Bai Chi no longer came to knock on his door as soon as he got up, no longer clinging to him to finish work in the living room, and no longer making intimate gestures with him , Even the smile towards him was alienated.
Bai Chi is probably losing his liking for him little by little.
Although he was a little unaccustomed, this did not prevent Yu Canshang from thinking that this was a good sign.
February 2th, the 18th day of the twelfth lunar month, is the Chinese New Year.
There was no announcement from tomorrow's group that day, Bai Chi woke up early, tidied himself up and knocked on Yu Canshang's door.
It's just that he hasn't knocked on his bedroom door for three days, and Bai Chi feels a little strange doing this action again.
Yu Canshang quickly opened the door, saw the person outside the door was Bai Chi, inexplicably had the thought of "I knew you couldn't help it", and asked, "What's the matter?"
Bai Chi coughed and said, "It's Chinese New Year today, how about you go back to my uncle's house for a New Year's Eve dinner with me?"
Yu Canshang refused, "You go, I have something to do today."
Bai Chi smiled and said, "Then I'm leaving, goodbye."
Bai Chi's movements were quick, and when Yu Canshang raised his head again, there was no one in sight.
Yu Canshang soon heard the sound of the villa door opening and closing.
This was Yu Canshang's first time celebrating the New Year alone. He returned to his bedroom, pushed aside the densely packed paper, put the photo of him and his mother on the table, and stared at the photo in a daze.
Bai Chi hadn't been blatantly nice to Yu Canshang in the past few days, this time he managed to muster up the courage to invite him home for the New Year, but he was rejected by the other party as expected, and left the house in a hurry.
It wasn't until Bai Chi sat in the car that he realized that he didn't actually plan to run out.
His original plan was that if Yu Canshang refused to go home with him for the New Year, he would not go back and stay here with Yu Canshang.
But he ran out now, so what's the point of going back? !
So, Bai Chi drove back home, first paid homage to the elders, told about Yu Canshang's situation, and then gave Bai Miao a red envelope, then drove to the villa, and gave Yu Canshang a gift on the way. I made a phone call, "Shangshang, don't go anywhere when you stay in the villa. I came back with a carload of New Year's goods, and you have to help me move them."
Yu Canshang said concisely, "Okay."
Bai Chi immediately hung up the phone.
Bai Chi asked Yu Canshang to help him move things, but when he really got there, he put all the New Year's goods in the corner of the living room one after another. When Yu Canshang heard the news and went downstairs, Bai Chi had It's over.
Bai Chi took off his coat and hung it on the hanger, posing as if he would not go out again, causing Yu Canshang to ask, "Didn't you go home for the New Year? Why aren't you leaving?"
Bai Chi thought that Yu Canshang was driving him away, and said blankly, "Shanshang, can't I stay here to celebrate the New Year with you?"
Yu Canshang didn't understand, and said, "How can anyone leave their family and spend the New Year with outsiders?"
Bai Chi said: "There are quite a lot of people in the family, I am not missing."
Yu Canshang understood that Bai Chi insisted on staying because he wanted to spend the New Year with him, and said, "I don't need you to accompany me during the New Year."
Bai Chi hadn't spoken brazenly for a few days, and he didn't lose any of his shameless skills, "Then would you like to accompany me to celebrate the New Year here? Just the two of us."
Yu Canshang has always celebrated the New Year with her mother. Even though they are only two of them, the annual New Year’s Eve dinner is more sumptuous than the New Year’s Eve dinner set menus offered by many restaurants.Yu Canshang didn't expect to have someone to accompany him during the Chinese New Year this year, so he ordered a New Year's Eve dinner at the restaurant early.Anyway, he couldn't finish eating so much food, and one more Bai Chi just saved a little food wastage.
Yu Canshang went downstairs and sat on the same sofa with Bai Chi, both of them occupied the edge of the sofa, separated by a long distance, "I ordered a New Year's Eve dinner, it's quite sumptuous, two people can't finish it , you can pick it up at the hotel in the afternoon."
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