Chapter 119 119 Save My Life
Chapter 119 119 Save My Life
If Lin Lan was asked to describe his current feelings towards Gu Weibai, he could only answer that it was not bad—although there was still a layer of estrangement between the two of them, after all, it was not what it used to be.
They have all grown up and matured.
In essence, however, neither of them are very good at expressing emotions.
It is the same even now.
During Gu Weibai's recuperation period, Lin Lanfeng would indeed visit him during his rest, but it wasn't like Ji Lin and the others had imagined. In fact, they just had dinner together.
Sometimes, Gu Weibai would talk about his recovery situation, including the feeling of the battle when he was hacked by Wei Cha. Although his body had not fully recovered, he was already practicing with Lin Lan tacitly.
The strength of the two is equal, and the thinking angles in training are also somewhat similar, but they can give each other a lot of advice.
Lin Lan also breathed a sigh of relief. If Gu Weibai chased him and talked about love and regret, he probably didn't know how to respond, but now the state of getting along is very good, and they won't feel awkward with each other. .
Gu Weibai also gained a little weight day by day, much better than when he just woke up.
Lin Lan didn't hate being with him like this.
After all...they are already 27 or 8 years old this year.
From the first acquaintance to the present, ten years have passed by suddenly. Lin Lan feels that love has a peak, and his peak stays in the years between 18 and 20 years old. Longing, but now, after everything is gone, he can calm down about love.
This should be regarded as proof that he has grown up.
But Lin Lan felt that after all, he had gradually matured, and it was impossible to love someone with all his strength as he did when he was young, not to mention that he had been injured. From this perspective, rationality is not a bad thing.
Gu Weibai can probably understand his thoughts.
The other party has also matured.
"You didn't eat any vegetables today." Gu Weibai reminded Lin Lan.
"You didn't eat either." Lin Lan said.
"If you help me eat, I won't be talked about." Gu Weibai emphasized this point, "You have to eat more."
"You are." Lin Lan glanced at him. Although the other party gained weight, his condition is still not as good as before the injury. However, Lin Lan will not remind the other party that he is too thin. It is too intimate and does not match their current state of getting along. .
However, the two of them have gradually formed a tacit understanding when eating, and they will eat up all the dishes except vegetables, so even if Lin Lan does not need to remind, after Lin Lan guarantees his own appetite, Gu Weibai's appetite will be determined .
And every time, when Lin Lan went back, Gu Weibai would ask him if he would come next time.
Lin Lan didn't answer directly, but he would always come to have a look on the next rest day.
……
"How's the progress?" Ji Lin was gossiping again, "This is actually not what I want to ask, everyone is very curious."
Lin Lan squinted at him: "Who are you? Is it your nickname?"
Ji Lin: "...do you want me to make a list?"
Before Lin Lan nodded, Ji Lin had already circled the names of everyone they knew.
Lin Lan: "...Did you build a group secretly?"
Ji Lin: "..."
There was an eerie silence for a while.
Lin Lan immediately understood.
After a while, he sighed softly: "Things are not what you imagined."
"What is that? You are already asleep?"
Lin Lan killed him with a flying knife, and Ji Yan showed a cute smile.
"Actually, we didn't do anything, just chat." Lin Lan said, "I haven't figured out how to face Gu Weibai yet."
He actually sensed Gu Weibai's enthusiasm for him.
For Lin Lan, it is not impossible to match an Omega now. He has heard from Mr. Saibo Nuo that the crisis of his acute heat has not been ruled out.
But Lin Lan is a very principled Alpha.
He only wants to have an Omega based on love, not for desire, nor to relieve his own crisis, but because he really likes this person and wants to be with him for the rest of his life.
Does he think this way about Gu Weibai?
Once of course yes.
But now, even though he can feel Gu Weibai's feelings for him, Lin Lan still has doubts in his heart. His feelings for Gu Weibai are indeed not as deep as before. It doesn't disappear overnight.
What's more...he also has fear.
He once gave 100%, but in exchange for such a result, then, if he still chooses to give now, what if Gu Weibai withdraws again?
Lin Lan didn't want to take such a risk.
He told Ji Lin what he was concerned about.
"That's not easy?" Ji Lin smiled, "Why do you have to worry about gains and losses? Now AO is not what it used to be. Among our group, there are too many people without Omega. Jing Ye plans to be single for the rest of his life, Mu Long Juan also said that he plans to find dozens of Omegas to fall in love with."
"Dozens?" Lin Lan's facial features wrinkled, "As expected of him."
"So I think you should be more calm in your heart." Ji Yan patted Lin Lan on the shoulder, "If you think Gu Weibai is okay, you can be nice to him, if not, go find another Omega, or let him go, Wasn't that what you were like before?"
"I think..." Fu Ning interjected, "Lin Lan, now that you have your own focus of life, and you no longer revolve around Gu Weibai, then you don't need to worry. You are no longer what you used to be, Why worry about going back to the way you used to be?"
Lin Lan sighed: "I haven't thought about such a profound question yet."
"It's just that you have troubles, and everyone wants to help you solve them." Funing smiled, "Let nature take its course, it will be resolved."
Ji Lin nodded: "I'm a fateist. I think that although I haven't met a suitable Omega now, he must be waiting for me somewhere."
"In a dream." Lu Zhi said coldly.
Ji Lin: "...Are you human? I have tolerated you for a long time."
Lu Zhi was still so indifferent as if Ji Lin owed him a lot of money. It is said that it was just that——Mu Longjuan was so bored that he made a ranking for Lu Ji on the debt index. It is said that among the crowd, Ji Lin's ranking Far ahead, it looks like the kind that owes the most money and doesn't pay it back.
"Everyone is comforting poor Lan Lan, it's fine if you don't comfort me, but you actually poured cold water on me?!"
Roadthorn: "I'm just stating the facts."
Ji Lin: "That's right, as an Alpha, it's a mistake for me to be both handsome and powerful. People with strength are not as handsome as me, and people who are more handsome than me are not as handsome as me."
Lin Lan: "I am stronger than you, and I am also more handsome than you."
Ji Lin: "...do you misunderstand yourself?"
Lin Lan didn't think so.
Lu Zhi's doubts were even more straightforward: "Did you get infected by Mu Longjuan?"
Those two people quarreled again, they seemed to have forgotten that the source of the topic was that Lin Lan was stating his troubles, and hoped that they would give him advice, but now, these two people have left Lin Lan behind and are doing their own thing Quarrel and fight.
However, Lin Lan felt that their words might not be unreasonable.
After all, he is not what he used to be. Although he still insists on the principles that should be adhered to, he is not as hopeless as before.
He can choose to be a single Alpha, and the focus of his life is fighting itself, not love.
Maybe he doesn't need to be too entangled, just let nature take its course.
……
On this day, Lin Lan went to see Gu Weibai as usual.
After coming to the imperial capital, the battles he faced were naturally incomparable to those in Tiandou City. Coupled with the abundance of talents in the imperial capital, young people like Lin Lan and the others could only play a limited role.
Therefore, although the rest time is not much, he is not busy.
However, this does not mean that Lin Lan has slacked off. As a member of the First Division, the daily preparations and training are very hard. In addition to guarding the imperial capital, they must also be prepared to be transferred to other cities at any time.
However, the war situation is indeed getting better day by day. Neither the people nor the media in the city of the Imperial Capital lost the tension they felt when they left the Imperial Capital Military Academy.
When Lin Lan entered the ward, Gu Weibai was not there.
He put the Aquimon doll away, placed it with the other dolls, and then sat in a corner of the room and waited for each other.
Sometimes Gu Weibai would indeed leave for a while. After all, the other party was His Highness the Crown Prince. Even if he was injured and recuperated, he still had a lot of work to do.
Then, Lin Lan heard such a conversation.
"His Royal Highness, what should you do about your estrus period? Although it has been controlled by medicine countless times before, the effect of the medicine will only delay the time. When the real outbreak occurs, your pain will only get deeper and deeper."
Gu Weibai's voice was very indifferent. When this voice sounded, Lin Lan suddenly didn't even realize that it was Gu Weibai. After all, when he was with him, the other party's voice was much gentler than this: "Not for now Tube."
"But……"
"Your strength is also because of this that you can't go any further." The man continued to remind, "His Majesty the Emperor has prepared several Alphas for you, and you must be satisfied with their identities and family backgrounds..."
The next moment, Gu Weibai's more indifferent voice came out: "Get lost!"
After a while, Lin Lan only heard the door being slammed open with a "bang", Gu Weibai still had deep anger on his face, and then he met Lin Lan's eyes.
Lin Lan blinked, and wanted to reach out to greet the other party, but was so embarrassed that she didn't know what to say, so she could only put her hand back.
Gu Weibai's cheeks flushed red, "Did you hear that?"
Lin Lan nodded: "Is he choosing a concubine for you?"
"Don't say it so badly, I won't do that." Gu Weibai glanced at Lin Lan with a hint of grievance in his eyes, "Don't you have any other ideas?"
Lin Lan was about to shake his head, but one hand suddenly stretched out to the back of his head, and the other hand supported his forehead, blocking Lin Lan's movement of shaking his head.
"Don't have any other ideas."
Gu Weibai sighed: "I really shouldn't force you, but seeing that you don't seem to care, I'm a little unhappy."
"You don't want me to die, do you?"
Lin Lan shook his head.
"But if I don't control the estrus, I may die. Because I will never go to others, I will only go to you, you must save my life."
Lin Lan wanted to say that there was something wrong with him during estrus, and they were still not sure who would die first.
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