Chapter 35 1 deep love
Chapter 35 1 deep love
The Rose Festival came as promised, and Lin Su and the others were fortunate to participate in it, and had a unique and grand romantic memory in their lives.
This time, unlike the previous episodes, they continued to travel along the European route without a break.
All the way to the north, I crossed the borders of many countries and saw many exotic scenery.Everyone talked and laughed along the way, and gradually there will be friction due to familiarity, there will be troubles, and there will be happiness.
Lin Su gradually entered the mood and enjoyed this kind of travel very much. It seemed that everything was being broadcast live, but it was really isolated from the complicated past.
Since the third episode of the program group, Lin Su's popularity has been unstoppable.The number of fans is increasing day by day, and he is almost swiping the screen on social platforms.
Seeing this, the program team contacted Lin Su's studio non-stop, re-signed the contract with him, added some terms, and the remuneration reached eight figures.
And other endorsement merchants also contacted Lin Shu's agent one after another, so that he could wear his own brand on the show.
Lin Su, who was completely on the road, felt a little unreal about his overnight success and his popularity again. After thinking about it, these lonely days seemed to have only passed more than three years, but it felt like a long time.
As for the relationship between him and Mu Huizhi, Lin Su has always intentionally kept a little distance, neither far nor close, maintaining a balance between each other where Mu Huizhi can accept it.
After all, Lin Su is not what he used to be, no matter how much he likes heartbeats, it is impossible for him to be dazed and plunge into it again.
He just sank soberly. Occasionally, when no one was around, he would let go of the frolicking in front of the camera, and the whole person was much more peaceful and tranquil.
Mu Huizhi also realized more and more, he knew faintly in his heart that he seemed to control everything about Lin Su, but when he stretched out his hand to grab it, the other party disappeared wantonly and easily like a gust of wind.
In a blink of an eye, the program of "Getaway" came to an end, and they went to the last stop of the program: Norway.
There is no purpose. They came across thousands of mountains and rivers just to watch the aurora in Norway together.
The sky is full of night sky, and the aurora is thousands of miles away.
Lin Su stood under the sky full of aurora, the magical and magnificent world made him feel like he was standing in the vast universe, his heart was empty and suddenly, and he also felt the insignificance of himself as a human being.
Others shouted excitedly at the wonders of the sky, as happy as children.
After signaling to turn off the camera, Lin Su turned his head to look at Mu Huizhi who was standing beside him, traced his outline with his eyes, smiled happily, and called out to him, "Hey! Mu Huizhi."
Mu Huizhi heard the sound and looked at him: "What's the matter?"
Lin Su smiled brightly and said, "Norway's aurora is beautiful."
Mu Hui was stunned and nodded: "Indeed."
"Three months turned out to be so fast. I feel that we have been out for a long time this time, but after careful calculation, it didn't take long." Lin Su murmured, "Then...the relationship between us is also over..."
"I don't want it to end." Mu Huizhi looked back at Lin Su and said first.
Lin Su was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, but his voice was uncontrollably hoarse: "But, we agreed before."
He wanted to say that it's up to you, adults, don't be clingy, it's easy to get together and break up.
He wanted to say that he was too tired now, if he didn't leave, there was no guarantee that he wouldn't make the same mistakes again.
He wanted to say, anyway, you don't know how to love, and you can't love me, so why should I embarrass myself.
But Lin Su didn't say anything when he was on the verge of speaking. He looked up at the swaying and shining blue light all over the sky, and the corner of his mouth was half a smile.
Mu Huizhi stared at Lin Su's side face steadfastly, his chest was so tight and painful, this feeling made him both strange and familiar.He stretched out his hand to caress his heart impatiently, and his voice was a little hoarse: "... Lin Su, I repented. I said I repented."
Lin Su twitched his brows slightly when he heard the words, and said to him: "Mu Huizhi, you are just a habit and unwillingness to me. Three years have passed, and you are living well. We don't love each other, why bother?" How about being tied together?"
"No," Mu Huizhi immediately denied him, thinking that Lin Su was about to disappear into his world again, he panicked uncomfortably, as if a hand was grabbing and tearing his heart, "I never force it. "
Lin Su looked at Mu Huizhi, knowing that he couldn't understand what he said now, so he was noncommittal.
In the evening, they gathered at a local bar, drank and chatted together, looking back on the three months they had walked together.We got together at the beginning, we parted today.I don't know how many years have passed since we met again.
Lin Su drank a little too much, he was half drunk at the moment, his eyes were red, he was holding a guitar, and cheering for everyone, playing and singing, it was his original love song.It is very small, and it was silent when it was posted.
However, when he was so slightly drunk, his voice was slightly hoarse and extremely emotional, which actually moved the listeners.
Lin Su sang this song without knowing what he was thinking.
The people present couldn't help but quiet down and listen to him sing.
The gentle, soothing and emotional voice slowly lingers around them in this northern night. It is obviously a love song of confession, but it sounds like a miss, a miss, a parting, like a pot of new tea warming on the fire, exuding a curling fragrance. It is fragrant, but it tastes inexplicably sweet and bitter.
Mu Huizhi looked at Lin Su quietly at this time, with a feeling of distress that could not be dispelled in his heart. He squeezed the hand beside him, wanting to hug Lin Su into his arms, wanting to bow his head and kiss his blushing cheeks. Eyes, I want to tell him that we can still have a long time.
Lin Su sang this song too expressively, it was amazing.The tens of millions of fans in the live broadcast room all felt the sadness of this parting.
[Susu don't cry, my heart is broken, we will meet again! 】
【Watched the show for three months, I'm really sad that it's over so soon, woo woo woo... 】
[A really good song is not about skills, it still has to touch people's hearts. Lin Su did it and he sang my eyes watering woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh]
[Teacher Mu is looking at Susu without moving for a second, he must be very distressed by Susu now, I can't stand it anymore woohoo]
After Lin Su sang the song, he toasted everyone with a teary smile while holding the wine bottle: "Everyone! Don't talk too much, it's all in the wine! Touch one!"
The mood of parting is getting heavier, the lights in the tavern are slightly warmer, and all the sorrows of parting are in the wine and in the singing.
After Lin Su finished drinking, he played another song "You at the Same Table", humming, "You always said that graduation is nowhere in sight, and you will go your separate ways in a blink of an eye..."
Everyone subconsciously hummed along, ten years, after tonight, Aurora has really graduated.
The six people sat together, singing and laughing, their eyes reddened.Lin Su, who was half drunk and half awake, looked through the yellowish light, as if he had traveled through ten years, and saw the night he graduated from high school, standing on the motorcycle behind Mu Hui and shouting against the wind.I also saw that in the summer of his sophomore year, he used a grand concert and a love song to confess his love to Mu Huizhi.
It seems that those years of liking and those years of crushing crushes were all caused by him alone.
Mu Huizhi, even if I don't want to admit it, I really fucking like you.
"Mu Huizhi! I like you, do you know?! I fucking like you! If you have something to eat, you should have felt it all these years, right?" Lin Su, who was rejected for his confession that year, went berserk at Mu Huizhi while drinking.
Facing his confession, Mu Huizhi had a complicated expression, and said: "Lin Su, I don't like you. Don't waste time on me."
How did Lin Su understand at that time, he only thought that Mu Huizhi was straight, so it turned out that he had been secretly in love for so long, intentionally or unintentionally, for so long, thinking that Mu Huizhi's special things about him were also signs of liking him.
The result is the greatest illusion of life.
At that time, Lin Su realized that Mu Huizhi's heart was cold and hard.
But deep in love, it is he who wants to say that if he doesn't love, he won't love.
At that time, Lin Su wrapped around Mu Huizhi, wrapped his arms around his neck, pressed Mu Huizhi against the wall and kissed him forcefully.The slender young man froze, Lin Su's first kiss was soft and warm with a hint of alcohol, spicy and domineering.
But at this time, which spanned many years, just as Mu Huizhi helped the drunk Lin Su into the house and turned off all the camera equipment, the drunk Lin Su suddenly rushed towards him, hugged his shoulders, and looked into his eyes drunkenly. With water in it, misty, seems to be smiling, but also seems to be not, and said inconsequentially: "Mu Huizhi... we are going to separate, right? We should be separating, right?"
Mu Huizhi hugged him tightly, looked down at Lin Su, and answered his drunken words seriously: "No, we will not separate."
"You don't love me! You don't fucking love me all the time! Why do you treat me so well if you don't love me?! Why do you worry about me if you don't love me?! Why do you... use that look in your eyes if you don't love me Look at me?! Mu Huizhi! You are so scumbag! You are so fucking scumbag! I, Lin Su, are so ridiculous...so ridiculous hahahaha! so ridiculous!"
Lin Su said while laughing, his voice trembling uncontrollably, and two lines of tears flowed down from his eyes.
"I'm so fucking ridiculous. It's all my own fault hahahaha! You have reminded me not to waste time on you, it's me...it's me...I can't control my heart." Lin Su His voice was completely choked, his voice was trembling, and tears were streaming down his face like rain.
Mu Huizhi looked at Lin Su who was completely let go, and hugged him tightly, feeling his whole heart throbbing.He hugged Lin Su tightly, and said over and over again: "No, no Lin Su, I don't know what love feels like, but I definitely love you. I definitely love you Lin Su..."
Lin Su suddenly laughed when he heard this: "You are still lying to me...Mu Huizhi," he reached out and touched Mu Huizhi's face, "You lie to me again, lie to me again...you lie to me again... Okay..." He hugged Mu Huizhi, closed his eyes and kissed her.
Mu Huizhi lowered his eyes and kissed him deeply, his heart was throbbing all the time, it was the first time in his life that he felt this kind of psychological and physical pain.
"I didn't lie to you, Lin Su, I never lie." Mu Huizhi hugged Lin Su tightly in his arms, grabbed Lin Su's hand and pressed it to his throbbing heart, looking at Lin Su with heavy eyes , seriously said word by word:
"My heartbeat is now at 130 Hz, and the pain in my heart has reached level four. I don't know how to define my love for you psychologically, but every part of my body tells me that I love you."
"Lin Su, even if there is only a 0.0001% possibility, I am sure that I am really in love with you."
Lin Su was speechless when he heard the words. He was obviously half drunk and half awake. He seemed to wake up instantly when he heard this unbelievable words. He murmured: "...how is it possible?" , "Impossible...how is it possible..."
"Possible! Nothing is impossible!" Mu Huizhi interrupted his question forcefully, staring at Lin Su deeply, and said, "Mu Huizhi is also human, he also wants to learn to love, and he also wants to respond to you Love."
Lin Su was stunned, looking at Mu Huizhi's eyes for a moment, mist poured into his eyes, and hugged Mu Huizhi tightly, his voice was so hoarse that he lost his voice, and after a long while, he struggled to say: "You, he Damn...you can really lie..."
"I do not--"
Lin Su raised his head and kissed her, his misty eyes closed, and his wet eyelashes trembled slightly.
The author says:
I don't know the origin of the love, and I love it deeply.
感谢在2022-06-2123:07:08~2022-06-2223:48:33期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: who is the 9 bottles of Ranzi;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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