Reborn love is not sweet talk

Chapter 35 The Way of Love

The two ate quietly. Although the dishes were not rich and the taste might not be better than that of a real five-star chef, it was delicious and suited my own taste. This was Ren Shukuang's second time eating Zou Panshu's cooking He thought of the last misunderstanding, and felt a little guilty inexplicably, feeling that what he said at that time was a bit too domineering, maybe it was as disgusting as what Cheng Qinghong and Zhang Fengwei did.

Of course he could feel Zou Panshu's glances from time to time, but seeing his cautious and expectant look was very helpful, Ren Shukuang didn't point it out, and his face was more calm and expressionless.After eating, Zou Panshu poured him a cup of tea, asked him if he had no requirements, and then went to work on his own. It was nothing more than cleaning the dishes, cleaning the kitchen and the room at home like ordinary people. Seeing Zou Panshu sitting on another study table and burying his head in something, Ren Shukuang felt a little warmth called home, which he couldn't feel at all in his own apartment.

He looked at the decorations of the house, it was very tidy, there were many more gadgets than last time, the color was warmer, although there were many small things, it would only feel warmer and not messy.He stood up and took a few steps to stand behind Zou Panshu, and saw that Zou Panshu seemed to be flipping through some landscape photos in his notebook, and there was a small wooden frame erected above the side of the desk against the wall, with pins on it. There are a lot of pictures of landscapes and people pinned up, as well as a shiny SLR camera on the desk, German, English and Japanese dictionaries and books, "Introduction to Photography", "Travel World" and other magazines, all arranged in an orderly manner. Under the eyes, I don't know what to think.

"Would you like to see it? The photos I took when I was traveling were taken in Mount Huangshan." Zou Panshu turned to look at him and invited him with a smile, hoping that he would agree to take a look together, just like a child who got a new toy I always want to find someone close to share and show off.

Ren Shukuang looked at his big bright eyes blinking expectantly, and couldn't say anything else except yes.

"Then you sit here, and I'll bring a stool over here." Giving up the comfortable computer chair, Zou Panshu went to the dining table and brought a wooden chair over.

Next, Ren Shukuang basically didn't talk much, just quietly listening to Zou Panshu's enthusiastic introduction, explaining where he was at the time, what mood he took the photo with, or what interesting things he encountered, every time he flipped through a photo, Who are the people in some group photos... Ren Shukuang seems to be able to follow him through those famous mountains and rivers through these photos, and even outlines a rich and colorful Zou Panshu in front of his eyes.

It is the first time for him to share such an achievement with others. It is not a grand goal achievement, unlike the finalization of the company's major projects, or even the achievements that are different from completing difficult trainings when he was young. It is the trivial things in life. Bit by bit, trivial but warm, just listening quietly by the side already feels happiness.

"What's going on here?" Ren Shukuang asked when he saw a software window.

"Oh, this, I'm learning to edit pictures, that is, after the photos are exported, there is always some post-processing. Even the best digital photos have to go through this process." Zou Panshu explained, a little puzzled if he didn't understand this.

"No, it's stuck here. When did you buy your computer?" Ren Shukuang didn't understand PS, but was surprised that his computer seemed to be very old, and it was very slow after running two softwares.

Zou Panshu knew it as soon as he heard it. So he said this, and now he explained the second-hand laptop he bought a few months ago. The requirements are not high, and this is the first time to import such a huge number of photos, so the reading is super slow and the computer crashes.

Ren Shukuang didn't know whether he had listened to it, and he didn't say anything after listening. His eyes flickered, he got up, walked aside, lit a cigarette and went to the balcony to smoke.

Ren Shukuang felt that it was necessary to think about Zou Panshu.In his cognition, those who try their best to get close to him are either for money or for power, and no one will go to great lengths just for Ren Shukuang, but until today he still can't see Zou Pan What purpose does Shu have? Is it really just pure liking for himself?Maybe they didn't meet at all before, where does one person's liking for another come from, can it descend from the sky?But apart from believing that he simply likes him, Ren Shukuang can't find any other explanation.

He only believed in the facts he saw, heard, and investigated, but the fact was that Zou Panshu had never asked him for anything, and he was conscientious even in his work. It's not appropriate, it's the result of my own deliberation.

The fact is that Zou Panshu would rather rent a room to live alone, which is much more expensive than living in a company dormitory, rather than move into his own duplex apartment.

The fact is that the only thing Zhang Feng sold was a luxury Mercedes-Benz worth several million dollars, but he returned it without hesitation, while he accepted it frankly when he asked someone to send it over.

The fact remains that he always does everything possible to make the time they spend together more warm and homely. He does not abide by the company's set of superior-subordinate relationships in private, but always treats himself as an equal person, even if he Occasionally being a little restrained is also caused by deliberately creating distance...

And that weird sense of familiarity, this is what puzzled Ren Shukuang the most.There is no doubt that this person's breath can make him peaceful, but where did Zou Panshu get his knowledge of his living habits?Just like his stomach was not unable to eat irritating food at the beginning, but a neurological disorder caused by excessive mental stress. His family did not know that he would be like this, but Zou Panshu seemed to be very aware of these details.Ren Shukuang doesn't ask questions out loud. If a person doesn't want to tell you, he can lie, and if he wants to tell you, he won't keep it.

One cigarette went out, and he lit another. He had to think about many things today.Usually he seldom smokes, and he likes to drink when he thinks. Unfortunately, there is no spirits here, and he is not willing to call someone to deliver it at this time. He still wants to spend the rare rest day quietly.This is a place where he can be peaceful, and he thinks that the less people know about it, the better.

Zou Panshu edited the pictures calmly at the beginning, his computer was a bit weak, but it’s okay to take it slowly, it doesn’t matter, he didn’t feel any embarrassment to tell the truth to Ren Shukuang, a person’s wealth is not enough Judging a person's value, let alone a standard for judging a person.Zou Panshu believes in that saying: A gentleman loves money and gets it, this is what his father taught him.

When Ren Shukuang on the balcony had lit his third cigarette, Zou Panshu was not calm anymore, and the throbbing that Ren Shukuang might stay down also gradually calmed down, but the worry about Ren Shukuang gradually became stronger.He seldom saw Ren Shukuang in such annoyance, smoking a cigarette is not a good thing, he didn't even look at the pictures and stared at the people on the balcony, wondering if he should go to persuade him.

The winter night always comes early, and the outside of the window is getting dark, and at night, it seems that the cold wind is flying around the treetops and rustling.

Zou Panshu really couldn't bear to see Ren Shukuang sinking into sad thoughts like that, so he stepped forward and opened the French window leading to the balcony, and asked with concern: "Shukuang, what happened? No matter what, it's better not to smoke too much."

Ren Shukuang slapped his hand, this is also a weird place, the familiarity of this person calling his name is very natural, as if he has called it thousands of times, and he has answered it countless times, and he doesn't feel it. Suddenly, it always causes a tremor.

"Hmm." Ren Shukuang responded, extinguished the cigarette in his finger, handed him the ashtray, and followed.

After entering the room, he realized that he smelled strongly of cigarettes. Ren Shukuang frowned and disliked it. He saw the change of clothes he left here last time outside the bathroom door, so he went in to take a shower naturally.

Never a shy person, this is the first time that Ren Shukuang is full of expectations about going to bed at night, a little excitement that can be called jumping out of nowhere, although he still maintains a calm look at Zou Panshu The book on the bedside, but I was a little dissatisfied with Zou Panshu's ignorance and staying in the bathroom for so long without coming out.

When Zou Panshu prepared his pajamas and underwear, he just left the choice to Ren Shukuang. Zou Panshu would have no objection if he left directly or stayed overnight.This person is too elusive, he is bound by the heavy past, and he can't see a trace of happiness as a human being except for the non-stop work. This kind of him makes Zou Panshu feel very soft-hearted. The closer he is to him, the more he loves him, and he is reluctant Let him add more troubles, so he will no longer force him to pay attention to himself and respond to his feelings.

After several months of hard study, communicating with more people, and getting out of the city where she worked, Zou Panshu not only improved in knowledge, but also gained a clearer understanding of her own life. One's own destiny is entrusted to others, and no one is born to be attached to another. This is not only a burden to others, but also a blasphemy to life.

He felt that his liking for Ren Shukuang in his previous life has turned into a deep love in this life, but he will no longer use this feeling to restrain Ren Shukuang.What he fell in love with was a free, tough, free and easy Ren Shukuang, the man who was full of arrogance and arrogance in his bones, there was no need to twist him into being responsive to himself, love didn't matter to others, and he wanted a home. It is not a reason to be stubborn, Zou Panshu does not think he is great, he just experienced rebirth step by step to today, he is grateful for this opportunity to start all over again, so that he can truly know what true love is.

It was not his intention to dawdle in the bathroom, but he did not forget that when he first came to Ren Shukuang in his previous life, he was probably on the verge of mania and needed to vent the violence in his heart. The next person's experience.

Zou Panshu could feel that Ren Shukuang at that time hated the fact of having sex with others, and at the same time seemed to have to do it. It was only after such a long time of understanding that he realized that the past created the current Ren Shukuang, and it also affected him. Ren Shukuang made his life cast a dark color.

Whether Ren Shukuang will take care of himself tonight, he can't tell, he is still a little uneasy, but he will be able to have the most primitive exercise with the person he admires immediately, the clean body in this life will be combined with Ren Shukuang, without betrayal, There is nothing more blissful than this.

With a feeling of sacrificial offering mixed in, Zou Panshu walked out of the bathroom, wrapping him conservatively in a two-piece cotton pajamas.

"Come here." Ren Shukuang's voice was a little hoarse.

Today I decided to come here temporarily without thinking about what to do, but I couldn't help but came after meeting my sister.

After that, Zou Panshu awakened the most primitive desire in his body a little bit, which is completely different from the desire to go to bed to eliminate the hostility in his heart. Sexual man's libido.

Stretching out his hand to grab the person, Ren Shukuang was controlled by the raging lust. He didn't want to oppress himself. It was the first time he had such a throbbing urge to circle the person under him familiarly. Red lips, after taking two sips, the tongue can't wait to penetrate deeper, sweeping every part of the inner wall, the sweetness in this mouth is all his own, and no one is allowed to touch it.Out of time, he remembered what that bastard Zhang Fengwei did, hummed dissatisfiedly, his hands had already started to move, rubbing deep into Zou Panshu's pajamas, rubbing the protrusion on his chest, and the kiss moved to him along his cheeks The small earlobes, then the slender neck, and then the thin and sexy collarbone...

As if conquering the city all the way, Ren Shukuang's eyes were gradually infected by strong eroticism. Looking through the hazy wall lamp to Zou Panshu, who was already a little limp but trying to cooperate with him, he felt as if his whole body was on fire, and the raging flames burned his reason , tonight he wants to completely occupy this person, put his own label, so that he can no longer escape, in the attack of desire, Ren Shukuang has long stopped thinking about other things, this person can shyly but completely trust in himself If the next bloom, then this is enough, he believes that he has the ability to trap such a person.

As soon as Zou Panshu was put down on the bed, he felt his hard, gagged lips and tongue in an instant, with a strong sense of being needed. He seemed to see the big empty hole in Ren Shukuang's heart. He was willing to do everything for this person. It is the same now.Under the more and more intense touching, he felt that he couldn't hold back the surge of emotion, and while trying to relax, he moved in coordination, letting Ren Shukuang leave marks on his body one by one.

I don't know if any of his actions burned the last string of Ren Shukuang, but his actions suddenly became hasty, and he tore off each other's pajamas in two or three strokes, and he had already roughly reached behind Zou Panshu with one hand.

Zou Panshu was frightened by his crazy and rough actions, so he quickly pushed and took advantage of his little sanity left to point him to the drawer of the bedside table, where he had already prepared KY and other supplies .

Ren Shukuang raised his lustful face and looked at him for a moment. After he realized it, he reached out and opened the drawer to take out the ointment. A moment of inexplicability flashed in his heart. When he bent down again, he looked deeply at him and stopped.

After regaining some sense, Ren Shukuang couldn't help asking: "Do you love me?"

Zou Panshu felt the cold wind blowing over his skin, and the air conditioner couldn't keep his bare skin warm enough. He didn't know why Ren Shukuang could stop to ask at this time, and his face was serious like never before. He opened his eyes Looking at Ren Shukuang with still foggy eyes, he looked directly at him and said, "I love you, I love you very much."

"If I can't give you what you want, will you still love me?" There was a fragility in the words that neither of them noticed, they were only half awake.

"Love, I will always love you." Zou Panshu ignored his shyness, and stretched out his hand to stroke Ren Shukuang's face. He could finally touch him as much as he wanted.At this moment, he wanted to tell Ren Shukuang what he was thinking in his heart. He rubbed the not very tender mechanism in his palm with nostalgia, feeling the enthusiasm of this person for himself, and said gently but firmly: "I will always Love you, whether you are here or not. However, if one day you get married or have someone else, I will leave you. I love you, this is my business. I will not burden you, here you are Whatever you want, I'll be with you."