Rebirth of Ten Thousand Years

Chapter 5 Looking for Zhang Yi

Fortunately, there were plenty of seats in the car back to the city. I caught up with the car without any danger and returned to the dilapidated apartment smoothly.Under the increasingly sympathetic gaze of the security guard, he walked into the basement with the clothes from the mall.I casually threw the handbag in my hand, and I fell directly on the bed.

Having been a ghost for so long, wanting to get along with so many living people normally, my spirit has collapsed to the limit.Perhaps, only when I confirm in my heart that I have come back to life, can I get used to the existence of life.Although the memories in my mind are turbulent, once the surroundings calm down, I will always have the illusion that my body and soul are separated, as if at this moment, I am looking at this familiar and strange world through another pair of eyes... And following the footsteps of chaotic memories to find the people he once knew is also to prove that this is not a dream...

The man who left me an inheritance will probably die in a few days... The lawyer came to handle the inheritance formalities for me after he had settled his affairs.It's a pity that after such a long time, the person who never cared about him before, now I want to recall, only to find that there is no contact method, and I can't even remember his last name.The name she gave me was Mu Zhong, and there probably was a word Zhong in that man's name...

It seems that I can only wait silently until the day when the lawyer finds me, and then offer a bouquet of calla lilies to that man's tombstone.The impression of this so-called father all comes from the diary left by that woman. In her eyes, he is a perfect person.If she could meet the person who caused her such an illusion and be reborn, she would be able to find some meaning.

How about buying a mobile phone tomorrow, making a phone call with Ma Daha, giving up the path of acting, and continuing to return to the life of waste wood, so that the so-called life can return to its right track... I am afraid that if one day, the current me disappears Now, the old me has returned to this body again, will this kind of life be what I want?

"Wake up, kid! I finally found you a chance to show your face. You don't even know how to ride a horse, so you're just being lazy! You're going to play against the film king tomorrow, and you don't know what to do." A little bit of self-awareness?!" It seemed that he was kicked hard on the back, but he didn't feel any pain at all. This time, it was really a dream, or should we say it was a replay of memories?

At that time, I just started a new life with the mentality of having fun since I got to the crew.As soon as the actor and assistant director saw me, he decided to take the role of a poor soldier: after a hasty escape, he fell off his horse and died after reporting the enemy attack to the general in disgrace.For me who was originally a dying person, it was really difficult for me to raise my enthusiasm for acting.

Several times I strongly asked Ma Daha to communicate with the assistant director and asked him to choose a new candidate, but Ma Daha severely criticized him, saying that he must not smash his brand.After working in the crew for a while, I got to know Ma Daha, a senior pimp. It is said that as long as he introduces people to the crew, they will get good opportunities to appear in the film, and the chance of success is almost [-]%.

I can't beat this fried rice fan, and for the sake of my stomach that can no longer stand the toss, I can only be forced to accept the performance of this role.It is not difficult to take a few steps casually on a docile horse, but it is difficult to learn how to gallop the horse in a short time, and you have to pull the rein urgently... If you are not careful, you will fall off the horse, even if your whole body is injured. Wearing protective clothing and a helmet, the pain of falling to the ground will also make my soon-to-be-shattered body unbearable.

Under the hard-working teaching of the equestrian teacher, I was able to barely fall off the horse seven or eight times out of ten times.However, such technical work as letting the horse walk in a straight line has zero completion!And there is no possibility of being saved at all, unless I don't pull the rein...

When I saw the legendary film king, he was not as famous as I imagined, but a person who looked easy and approachable, but in his bones there was a sense of indifference and alienation.I have seen several movies starring him, and what impressed me the most is his resolute and angular face. This kind of appearance full of masculine beauty is what I have always wanted. That layer of skin was peeled off and replaced on my face...Of course, I just thought about it silently!

The actor has definitely received my earnest gaze, but he was still able to have a simple exchange with me very calmly, and asked me to wear a protective suit without even taking off the helmet.Looking at that enviable face, I'm always prone to rage. Every time I ride my horse, I don't fall down. The people next to me are terrified, especially the actor's manager. , almost rolled up his sleeves and wanted to beat someone up.

The film king himself didn't have much reaction, every time the horse was about to bump into him, he still insisted on moving according to the script requirements, passing the horse several times.Such a calm and relaxed attitude made everyone present look sideways, especially the director, who apologized to him like a grandson and explained why there was such a white-eyed extra.

Well, in this society, money is the master. The reason why I haven't been cut off by the director and replaced is because I don't know how many zeros were written on the check by Ma Daha.It is said that I became the biggest sponsor of this film, and I am a second-generation ancestor who is obsessed with the role of such a soldier.

Under many circumstances, the director had no choice but to postpone the shooting of this scene, giving me enough practice time again.I happily changed my clothes and lay down on the grass to take a nap every day, but the actor who was taking the intermission came over by himself.With a relaxed face, he discussed horse riding skills with me.

At the end of the talk, the actor who had a very full schedule kindly suggested that he personally accompany me to rehearse the scene after the shooting in the evening, so as to cultivate the intimacy between him and the horse.Probably during the conversation with me, like my riding instructor, I despaired of my talent.

"Aren't you afraid that I'm trying to trick you on purpose?" I asked vaguely with a blade of grass in my mouth. For the headache, it's very face-saving for him not to fall asleep directly.

"I heard from the agent that Huanyu's endorsement and the investment in the last film are all thanks to you. Speaking of which, I have never had the opportunity to thank you properly." The actor gave me a very flat look, lay down like me, and said softly .

"Oh, I forgot about that matter if you didn't tell me..." I waved my hand casually, "Don't take it to heart, I just look at your face and think it's more pleasing to the eye, I don't know the other person is who."

"Heh... Even if you just made an unintentional choice, it really helped me a lot. I want to thank you, this is just my intention, and you don't have to care about it." The actor said to me who seemed to be falling asleep the next moment. He didn't care, and sighed to himself, "I thought, I've come to the end of this road."

I seem to recall a little bit. At that time, for some reason, he was being hidden by the entertainment company. Huanyu’s plan was put on the agenda before he was blocked. I also happened to go to the company to open a shareholder Yes, I heard about it.At the beginning, I was just thinking, if such an enviable face can no longer be seen in the future, who should I be jealous of...

Maybe it's because of my attitude of not caring about anything, but the actor became more and more enthusiastic about the things that spur me to act. During the day, Ma Daha frequently urged me, and at night, I was followed by the busy actor. When the filming of the whole film was about to be finished, I still reluctantly completed this difficult task...

If Ma Daha gives me the feeling that he is a sincere bad friend, an actor who is always called by the wrong name by me, just like a relative, he doesn't talk much, but uses actions to make people around him feel his presence and care.At that time, I thought more than once, how wonderful it would be if he was my so-called big brother, if I could get to know him earlier, right, my life would not be recalled, only depression is left...

He was the only person who visited my grave in person after my death.Although he held a bouquet of flowers every time, stood there stupidly without saying a word, and he couldn't judge whether there was such a trace of sadness or nostalgia through his expression.Floating on the tombstone, I thought more than once that he was actually a passerby looking for the wrong place.

When I was bored, I once asked about the acting path of the actor. It seems that he said that he became an extra actor by chance at first, and then he continued on this path.The actor said that before he fell in love with acting, he was only forced to make a living. The water in the entertainment industry is too deep, and once he sinks, it is difficult to climb out. Perhaps, he will persist until the moment his heart dies, so that he is not in vain. Many fans support him.

He always said that a heartless and boring person like me is the most suitable to take this path, and by the way, it can make this circle more chaotic. Maybe, everyone's future path, walk together It won't be so hard.

If he keeps walking in this city as an extra, maybe he can pick up a future actor.So, let's go on, isn't it just a little bastard with a knife slashing, it's easier than galloping on horseback!Ah, this time I really made up my mind!Living like a normal person in the crowd is purely as a honing of acting skills; after finally coming back to life, but afraid of getting along with living people, this kind of state of mind is not depression, what is it?