My lover thinks I'm dumb

Chapter 21 Confession

Zuo Peiyuan has been a little irritable recently, and the source of his irritability is naturally Xiang You.

Last week, he successfully brought Xiang You home, and lived a life together as he wished, just like before.

But before Zuo Peiyuan went to work, Xiang You stayed at home alone, and now Xiang You sometimes goes out with Zuo Peiyuan.

Zuo Peiyuan's company is not far from the university town. When Xiang You goes out to exercise and run, he can run directly there, and "business" can continue.

Except for this point, everything else is almost exactly the same as that week's relationship. When Zuo Peiyuan returns, Xiang You is usually already at home.

But it was just like this that Zuo Peiyuan felt abnormal.He felt that Xiang You didn't treat him like a boyfriend, they were just like ordinary roommates.

But it's not that Xiang You has no feelings for him at all. When he took the initiative to have intimate contact with him, he could see Xiang You's liking.

But their relationship just goes nowhere.

Zuo Peiyuan didn't understand why Xiang You wanted to accept him while alienating him.Xiang You's behavior of taking ten steps forward and eight steps back made him feel very contradictory and strange.

He suddenly remembered the scene when Xiang You was alone in the ward that day.

He knew too little about Xiang You, Xiang You didn't mention anything about himself at all, and he pretended not to speak before.Of course, Zuo Peiyuan didn't ask, because it was Xiang You's privacy.

But now Zuo Peiyuan is a little uneasy, he faintly feels that this may make him lose Xiangyou.

Xiang You had nothing to do today, so he stayed at home and didn't go out.He has adapted to the new rhythm of life these days, and Zuo Peiyuan.

Xiang You personally experienced what enthusiasm is this week.What Xiang You saw from the ring terminal was only Zuo Peiyuan's verbal skills. After being together again this time, he understood that Zuo Peiyuan's action is also very strong.

Zuo Peiyuan looks like that, wishing to stick with him all the time.

He still remembered that Zuo Peiyuan told him frankly that he had long wanted to get close to him in various places at home, and Xiang You was speechless, but also very useful.

But he still didn't dare to take the initiative, he was afraid that the closer their relationship was, the more Zuo Peiyuan would be hurt in the end, but feelings were not calculated in this way.

Xiang Youhuang went into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator and started washing vegetables.

Not long after, Zuo Peiyuan came home from get off work and found no one in the living room.He looked around for a week before he found the target in the kitchen.

Xiang You was chopping vegetables.Zuo Peiyuan walked over resolutely, hugged his waist from behind, and kissed Xiangyou's eyes lightly.

Xiang You seemed to be used to Zuo Peiyuan's sudden attack, he didn't even shake his hands, "Welcome back."

"Why did you remember to cook today?" Zuo Peiyuan hadn't eaten Xiang You's food for a long time, and even felt a little better.Ever since he knew that Xiang You had cooked for him to pay the rent, he and Xiang You had ordered Fang Xu's food together. Even their home's takeaway was made by top chefs.

"It's nothing, I suddenly wanted to do it." Xiang You smiled, "Don't you want to eat?"

Here it comes again, Zuo Peiyuan said in his heart.He knew better than anyone else that Xiang You was unhappy, and he quietly accompanied Xiang You quietly, thinking about something in his heart.

Xiang You kept moving his hands, he pretended not to feel Zuo Peiyuan's gaze.

In the past few days, he could feel that Zuo Peiyuan was getting more and more anxious, maybe he made a wrong choice.

Xiang You took out the finished dishes, and Zuo Peiyuan followed behind him to take the dishes.During this time they were silent.

The two sat down facing each other, and the frozen atmosphere almost became solid.

It's the limit.Xiang Yu thought.

Xiang You lowered his head to eat, but couldn't swallow it no matter what.

"Yuyou."

Zuo Peiyuan's voice suddenly came from above.

"En." Xiang You didn't look up, he didn't dare to look at Zuo Peiyuan's expression now.

"Is there anything you want to say to me?"

Xiang You didn't know what Zuo Peiyuan was going to do, so he shook his head.Then he heard Zuo Peiyuan's sigh, and then the sound of leaving his seat.

Xiang You put down the bowl, only to find that Zuo Peiyuan came to his side, "Why...!"

Zuo Peiyuan bent down and picked him up, but Xiang You never dropped his chopsticks in time.

Zuo Peiyuan didn't go far either, he hugged Xiang You and sat on the sofa, letting Xiang You face him.

"Do you like me? Even a little bit."

Looking at Zuo Peiyuan's face, Xiang You hesitated and nodded.

"Then you... are you happy with me?"

"Happy..." Xiang You's voice was a little hoarse, and after he finished speaking, Zuo Peiyuan pressed him on his body.

He heard Zuo Peiyuan ask again: "Will you be with me forever?"

This time, Xiang You didn't reply for a long time.

Xiang You's face rested on Zuo Peiyuan's shoulder, and the living room became silent, even the sound of breathing could hardly be heard.

Just when Zuo Peiyuan thought there would be no answer, Xiang You suddenly got up from his arms.

"Zuo Peiyuan..."

Zuo Peiyuan suddenly had a bad premonition, he brushed the hair on Xiang You's forehead, and as expected, he heard Xiang You say: "I'm sorry, let's split... well" Zuo Peiyuan directly blocked Xiang You and didn't finish speaking. if.

"Don't say it!"

Xiang You noticed that Zuo Peiyuan's eyes were red, and he felt even more uncomfortable, and couldn't control his tears, "I can't be with you."

Zuo Peiyuan hugged him tightly again, "Why? There must be a reason."

"Let's say it first, I don't accept the idea that we are not suitable. You hate me?"

"Or am I making you uncomfortable?"

"I made you sad?"

"I'm doing poorly?"

"I make you intolerable?"

"..."

Every time Zuo Peiyuan said something, Xiang You immediately shook his head.

"No, not at all, you are fine, it's me who is not good..."

Zuo Peiyuan kissed Xiang You's eyes distressedly, "Then tell me, what's wrong with you?" He held Xiang You's face in both hands, "Since it's your fault, it's my right to decide whether to break up or not... of."

Zuo Peiyuan looked directly at Xiang You, "Tell me, what's wrong with you."

Under Zuo Peiyuan's encouraging eyes, Xiang You finally couldn't help but speak out.

"I want to go home."

Zuo Peiyuan kissed Xiang You's forehead as a reward, and said persuasively, "Where is your home?"

"It's... far away, I don't know how to go back..."

Zuo Peiyuan frowned, what Xiang You said was very strange, but he knew that Xiang You would not make such a joke.And Xiang You seemed in a bad mood now.

Zuo Peiyuan took Xiang You to the bedroom with Xiang You straddling him.

Zuo Peiyuan didn't turn on the light, he took Xiang You to lie on the bed, and gently patted Xiang You on the back.

Certain moments of darkness can give people a sense of security, and Xiang You gradually calmed down.Some of his emotional reactions were a little overdone today, probably because all the negative emotions since "time-traveling" erupted just now.

Xiang You felt much more comfortable now, and he pulled out two arms to wrap around Zuo Peiyuan's neck.

"Thank you."

This was the first time that Xiang You took the initiative to hug him since the time in the hospital. Zuo Peiyuan was in a good mood, "Next time you break up casually, I will punish you."

Zuo Peiyuan's words reminded him that the real problem is still to be faced.

"Actually, I'm not from this world." It may be that Zuo Peiyuan's performance just now gave Xiang You confidence. He chose to confess to Zuo Peiyuan, and Zuo Peiyuan should have the right to know.

Zuo Peiyuan didn't speak for a while, and the two of them hugged each other in the dark.

After a while, Zuo Peiyuan's voice came from beside his ears.

"I do not believe."

"But I trust you."