My canary flew away

Chapter 23

In Guan Cheng's capacity, it's a bit weird to think about these things.

But Guan Cheng still tried his best to stand in an objective perspective and straighten out all his thoughts.

He thought of Shang Yu's attitude towards Ke Yimeng in the recording, and his conversation with Shang Yu last night.

Finally, Guan Cheng asked himself: If this is the answer, can you accept it?

He thought quickly at first: Yes.

You can also use the rest of today's time to write a simple song for Shang Yu in order to realize the lie that Ke Yimeng came out today.

But in the end, this thought began to change slowly again, and it was fixed: I can accept that Xiaoyu had a little fondness for Ke Yimeng when she was in college, but rather than the fact that the two of them were never together, Xiaoyu still misses Ke Yimeng even now...

Guan Cheng would rather they live together.

So, do you want to figure out whether "Xiao Yu thought of Ke Yimeng when she named Nanke Yimeng"?

Guan Cheng knows that the wise way is to allow some unanswered questions in life.

Tomorrow is his birthday, so there shouldn't be any unhappiness.

When they were getting close yesterday, Shang Yu still couldn't forget the "reward" and "punishment" they had agreed upon. He found out a few things about his relationship with Guan Cheng in the past, asked them one by one, and Guan Cheng denied them all.

He really thinks that the answer is very easy to guess, it is completely on the bright side, but for some reason, Shang Yu talked about a lot of directions and places Guan Cheng had never thought of, but he didn't mention the real answer. .

But no matter what, Shang Yu's eager attitude still made Guan Cheng's heart thump.

Shang Yu made great efforts.

So Guan Cheng should also—

Slender fingers pressed against the glass wall.

Guan Cheng looked at the water in the glass, thinking about the past and the future.

He seemed to hear a voice saying in his ear: "...you think you are suffering, but to be honest, isn't this hiding in the safe zone and holding back?"

Guan Cheng said silently: No.

The voice said again: "If you really want the 'problem' not to exist, you should face it instead of ignoring it."

Guan Cheng took a deep breath.

There was a hint of laughter in that voice, which was very blurred, like Guan Cheng, and also like Shang Yu, and finally, it became a completely indistinguishable stranger's voice.It changed from one voice to many voices, overlapping each other.

Guan Cheng closed his eyes for a while, listening to the voice finish.

"If you don't face it, the problem will always exist. If you go, there is a half chance of solving it."

At this moment, he came to a sudden, rubbed the center of his brows, and sighed: "Guan Cheng, Guan Cheng, how can you be so pretentious about this kind of question?"

Last night, he did ask Shang Yu, "Are you scared?"

But this is not a clear question that Shang Yu cannot avoid.

Shang Yu didn't want to answer, so Guan Cheng let him go.

But instead of letting this "let go" become an eternal nail in his heart, and even affect his future relationship with Xiaoyu, it is better to pull out the nail from the beginning.

Bleeding now is better than festering and rotting later.

After Guan Cheng made up his mind, he rarely skipped work for a while.

When he got home at three o'clock, he found Shang Yuren in the workshop.

Guan Cheng didn't bother.He thought everything through and was calm, but he could deal with some work problems in the study.

Coming back to this point, it is not accurate to say that it is "skip work".Because Shang Yu stayed in Haicheng during this period, Lin Xiu adjusted Guan Cheng's itinerary in advance, and important matters should be dealt with in advance or postponed, so that there would be no delay.

After six o'clock, there was movement outside, and Guan Cheng also left the study.

Shang Yu was humming and washing vegetables in the kitchen.Hearing the voice behind him, he shuddered, turned his head with a piece of corn, and aimed the corn head at Guan Cheng.

Guan Cheng couldn't help laughing.

Shang Yu's handsome face was a little more troubled, he put down the corn, and said, "Brother Guan, why didn't you hear the door open?"

Guan Cheng explained: "I came back quite early, but seeing that you were busy, I didn't knock on the door."

Shang Yu: "Oh."

Guan Cheng watched him wash the vegetables, so he simply stepped forward, watched for a while, and picked up a carrot from the side to wash.

Shang Yu praised: "Not bad, it's quite clean."

Guan Cheng couldn't laugh or cry: "I don't even know how to wash vegetables."

Shang Yu said: "Huh? What kind of food will you cook?"

Guan Cheng said objectively: "Although I have no actual combat experience, I have quite a lot of theoretical knowledge."

Shang Yu just laughed and didn't speak.

Guan Cheng glanced at him, Shang Yu came over and kissed him.

His lips fell on Guan Cheng's cheek, and after kissing him, he looked very happy and continued humming.

The corners of Guan Cheng's lips curved slightly.

He listened for a while and asked, "Xiao Yu, is this a new song? I don't think I've heard it before."

"Yes," Shang Yu answered as expected, and asked, "How do you feel?"

"Feeling..." Guan Cheng pondered.

He dragged his tone a bit, and noticed Shang Yu's gaze next to him.Guan Cheng almost felt that Shang Yu's ears were pricked up on the top of his head, trembling, and his eyes were shining, looking at him.

An idea popped up in his mind, unbelievable and natural.

Guan Cheng said slowly, "Is it for me?"

Shang Yu paused.

The water was rushing down, Guan Cheng saw that his boyfriend was silent all the time, his brows furrowed a little.

If it wasn't for him, who else could it be?

Ke Yimeng?

Guan Chengming knew he shouldn't think so, but he still thought of it.

But then, Shang Yu put down the corn from his hands and hugged him.

"Brother Guan," Shang Yu kissed him on the cheek and neck, clingy and enthusiastic, "Hey, why are you so smart? I haven't finished writing it yet. I just came up with the idea in the past two days. I originally wanted to surprise you, but it turned out It's also my fault that I couldn't hide it, so I didn't have any surprises. But Brother Guan, you can tell..."

Guan Cheng said, "Yes."

Shang Yu sighed, "I'm so happy, Brother Guan."

Guan Cheng thought about it: "Me too."

He could hear the affection in this new song, and he could also hear how sincere Shang Yu's words were at the moment.

So Guan Cheng began to feel that all the worries and anxieties before him seemed very ridiculous.

In his original idea, after the meal, the two of them would lean on the sofa and talk together, maybe watch a show that Shang Yu recorded in Tanzhou some time ago, maybe show some movies with less attractive plots.Afterwards, with a serious and serious attitude, I raised the question with Shang Yu, "Did you miss Ke Yimeng when you named the album?"

But now, Guan Cheng thinks that he thought too much before.

He doesn't need to pick a formal occasion, he can ask it now, and then get a definite, even surprised, negative answer from Xiaoyu.

Xiao Yu would ask him why he thought this way, and after Guan Cheng answered "You behaved strangely yesterday", he admitted nervously and apprehensively that he did have some thoughts when he was in college, but that was all in the past.

The two of them can talk about all this while washing the vegetables, and then put an end to this doubt with a kiss or a love affair.

Thinking of this, Guan Cheng said in a casual tone: "Xiaoyu, I was still wondering if you still like Ke Yimeng."

As expected, Shang Yu was taken aback again.

The water is still flowing.

Guan Cheng said, "After all, yesterday you really..."

He went to Shang Yu.

See Shang Yu's Adam's apple rolling a little bit.

Guan Cheng's voice stopped.

There was only the sound of water in the kitchen.

The two looked at each other, Guan Cheng's expression faded a little bit.

He said, "Don't you deny it, Xiao Yu."

Shang Yu could hardly breathe.

He thought that after the conversation at the bar yesterday, this topic would be covered.

what about now? !

Why did Guan Cheng bring it up again?

Guan Cheng carefully looked at Shang Yu's expression, capturing Shang Yu's true thoughts from every change in the eyebrows, pupils, nose, mouth...

He casually picked up a clean dish towel next to him, wiped his hands, and turned off the water.

"Xiao Yu," Guan Cheng called out again, "You don't—you really still like her, do you?"

The sound of water stopped.

Shang Yu finally denied it: "How could it be!"

Guan Cheng looked at him.

Shang Yu frowned, but his eyes wavered.

Guan Cheng said, "Look at me."

Shang Yu looked at him.

He gritted his teeth, his cheeks twitching slightly.

When negotiating business with people, Guan Cheng would feel that his ability to read words and demeanor is very useful.At the same time, at those times, Ye Duo, who was sitting on the other side of the conference table, was an old man who had been immersed in this way for many years.The two sides pretended together and tested together, trying to find out where the other party's bottom line is.

In contrast, Shang Yu is really easy to understand.

Guan Cheng has a very clear idea, if he continues to ask, it will undoubtedly damage this relationship.

but--

He can show weakness in the future and use many ways to redeem.

The premise is that he got a clear answer that he can accept.

"You're worried." Guan Cheng said, "Worried about what I'll see?"

Shang Yu pursed his mouth little by little.

Guan Cheng sighed, and leaned against the operating table, next to him were washed radishes, shrimps soaked in water, a bag of unopened pine nuts, and Shang Yu's half-peeled corn.

This is one of Guan Cheng's favorite home-cooked dishes.

Guan Cheng looked at it, feeling a little unbearable.

So his tone was much calmer: "Xiaoyu, I don't mind what you thought before you met me. Besides, you haven't even had a real relationship with Miss Ke, maybe you just thought about it."

"No."

Shang Yu said suddenly.

He spoke quickly, firmly and accurately, "Brother Guan, I have never, never thought beyond the boundaries of my senior sister. Did I tell you before? She helped me once when I was in college, and I am very grateful to her." I happened to help her before, and I am also very glad that I finally paid off."

Guan Cheng thought to himself: Is it paid off?Will he then be able to stand in front of Ke Yimeng "equally" instead of always being pressured by "gratitude"?

wrong.

The release time of "Nanke Yimeng" was much earlier than the night when Shang Yu and Ke Yimeng were photographed by paparazzi and caused a commotion.

Shang Yu probed: "Brother Guan, I feel a little... sad when you think like this."

In his expectation, when these words came out, Guan Cheng should show a little guilt.

Guilt that he didn't believe in himself.

But then, Guan Cheng's eyes fell on him, and the tip of his eyebrows was raised a little bit, as if he was still thinking about something.

Shang Yu's throat felt dry, and he felt something was wrong, but he couldn't figure it out.

He felt bitterly that he was like a prisoner being interrogated at the moment.

But why, why did he have to face all this? !

Guan Cheng finally spoke.

He first said softly: "Xiaoyu, I believe it, you really don't have any thoughts about Miss Ke."

Shang Yu's heart relaxed slightly.

But afterward, Guan Cheng continued, "Then I really don't understand. What are you worried about me finding out? What can make me angry more than your half-hearted and mental derailment?"

His tone was flat at first, but later, he raised it a little bit.

His aura also changed a little bit.

At this moment, Shang Yu finally felt the difference between "Guan Ge" and "Guan Zong".

The author has something to say: Brother Guan is very close, very close

See you tomorrow~

Tomorrow's update will probably still be at this point.