Let's talk about love, okay?

Chapter 37

"But you don't suffer from Alzheimer's, let alone 75 years old." Shen Yang shook his head, kept his eyes on the two people who were chatting up in the Liujiao Pavilion, and reminded softly: "Lin Xi, you are only 25 years old, how do you know When you are 75 years old, you will not want to fall in love with your lover again every day. Just like when you first met, hold hands with him carefully, eat a meal, and even kiss him tremblingly. Where's your cheek?"

"……"willing!Lin Xi had a sore nose, and looked eagerly at the two gray-haired old men in the Liujiao Pavilion. Who in this world really doesn't want to grow old with love?

"But I..." But he has no love at all.

"I don't want to persuade you to look forward, and I don't want you to face the reality. You understand the truth. Yin Ning said that people who can be admitted to X University are not too bad in themselves, and they can graduate from X University smoothly. People are definitely smart people with aura. What he said is right, I agree. But the more aura people are, the easier it is to drive themselves to death in a dead end without knowing it." Seeing Lin Xi suddenly raised his eyes, Shen Yang He sighed lightly, tightened his arms, and said softly: "I just want to tell you that not having met your love is not a reason for you to give up on yourself."

"..."

"Everyone knows that it is not your parents, friends, children, work, or money that will accompany you for the rest of your life. What will accompany you for the rest of your life is love, a heart that is willing to love and longs to be loved."

"Don't avoid it. Lin Xi, I know you can understand what I'm talking about." Seeing Lin Xi closed his eyes, Shen Yang weighed the person in his arms again, let him lean on his shoulder, and continued: "President Yin Ning It is said that I am naive, I still believe in fate when I am old, I believe that sincerity can be exchanged for sincerity... But I don’t think this is naive, it’s just because I still believe in love and long for someone to love me.”

"I know, you feel the same way."

"..." Lin Xi seemed to be struck by lightning, and his heart throbbed continuously, as if he had suffered a tsunami, the mud hidden in his heart was ruthlessly lifted, and a fragile bud covered by the mud could see the light of day.It was like a hurricane blowing through, destroying his dilapidated despair with a lightning speed, and in a trance, it was like a spring breeze blowing on his face.

You also have this feeling.

Lin Xi fell silent.

He was right, he had it too.

He really longs for love and to be loved, even if the people he likes are in pairs, that stupid junior Yuan Hua still shows him how good a doctor is all day long.Even though the reality is so cruel and the pain is all over his body, he can only eat a little liquid food for half a month. He is in so much pain that he wants to give up many times, but there is still a little bit of dirty shamelessness in his heart, longing for with love.

Shen Yang gave a shallow smile, knowing that he must be able to figure it out, as long as he finds the right timing and catches his pulse, a smart person like him will naturally get it right.

He tilted his head and rubbed Lin Xi's hair with his chin, indicating that Lin Xi could wipe his tears on himself.

"Why did you choose to say these things to me today?" Lin Xi buried his face and didn't dare to look at Shen Yang. Seeing that he didn't answer immediately, he explained: "I know I can't escape your eyes. Wake me up, wake me up, let me think about living a good life."

So he always avoids him.He is afraid of him not only because of his eyes that are different from ordinary people, but also because of those eyes that can see through everything.

"But I didn't expect this day to come so suddenly, and the way was so unexpected, even the reasons given to me made me unable to refute."

"You smart people! It's really annoying!" Shen Yang laughed.Most people don't think about the question of "why live".Ordinary people just think about "how can I live a better life, let myself eat meat for three meals a day, and let my children receive a better education", rather than such a debated question as "what is there to live".

People who can think about "why live" have far more self-consciousness than ordinary people. Even lying on a hospital bed, they will subconsciously fight for gains and losses, and can write ten thousand-word papers logically without reason. This is the best way to treat smart people. Difficult place!

They are so opinionated.And sharp because of the pain, they defend and even stab everyone who cares about them, so it is difficult for them to truly accept other people's kindness, and they will not easily let go of their defenses.

So he can only wait patiently, can only create opportunities, discover opportunities, and grasp the fleeting opportunities that don't know when they will appear.

Shen Yang sighed, "I know you've been guarding against me..."

"But you still see every stitch in the hole and hit it with one hit."

"Because you talked to me yesterday." Shen Yang explained: "When you were sure that he would not come, you irritated me, satirized me, and provoked me... I knew you were conflicted, you were jealous of me, you hated me , afraid of me, loathe me, and don't want me to ignore you... Don't deny it, I won't be wrong."

"So that's how it is..." Suddenly, Lin Xi burst out laughing.

He is a patient, Lin Xi knows that he is a patient, he guards against everyone like a lunatic, resists everyone, even Yin Ning and Luo Xiao don't come to see him, he is really alone and helpless... All this has nothing to do with As he expected.He thought he would give up openly, anyway, he has nothing, and he doesn't even know who to cheat for making money, so what else is there to do for him.

But he found another way, cutting off all the connections he knew well, and only sent a stupid junior who didn't understand anything to his side.That stupid junior was really stupid, he was moaning and shouting at his senior to ask him to explain his doubts, while he was talking to himself... Lin Xi secretly thought that doctors who charge by the minute are indeed different, in such a situation Under such circumstances, he can also survive from desperation, unexpectedly arranged such a person by his side, and attacked his heart step by step, he just pushed away his already rusted heart, and dug out the point that he himself could not Undiscovered longing, longing for love.

Are doctors hypocrites?No, hypocritical people will not condone his excessive rudeness at all.

Is he really hypocritical?No, the hypocrite must have made a final report long ago and left him to fend for himself.

It is impossible for people who are only satisfied with self-satisfaction to wait patiently for an opportunity that may not be available.

Lin Xi acted like a baby and rubbed her shoulder on the pillow.

At this time, he can no longer say those irresponsible and hurtful words that are only for his own pleasure.

No, I won't say it again.At least he will never say it to this really gentle and kind man again.

"...Doctor..." Lin Xi suddenly called softly.

"Huh?" Shen Yang was puzzled, subconsciously tightened his arms and listened to him.

"Do you do this to everyone?"

"Of course not." Shen Yang denied it outright, never admitting that he is a good person, a virgin white lotus, he is not a scumbag, he is definitely not a central air conditioner that warms everyone.

Seeing that Lin Xi had adjusted his emotions, he smiled and said, "I'm only so good to obedient patients. Patients who are disobedient, refuse to receive treatment, and don't cooperate obediently don't even think about it."

"You make me very embarrassed and passive like this!"

"why?"

"You're so good to me, I'm almost in love with you!"

"The so-called almost means no." Shen Yang smiled, and his smile was like the sun outside the window, warm and bright but not scorching, because he was also out of reach.

"Since you're so honest, I'll exchange a secret with you." Shen Yang suddenly raised the corner of his mouth, and whispered, "So far, there's only one person who looked at me unpreparedly, but wasn't afraid of my eyes. It's kind of a misshapen eye."

"..." Lin Xi's heart stopped, and he couldn't breathe immediately.

"Obviously you're not that person."

"...Doctor..." Of course not!

Lin Xi's chest hurts, of course it's not him, because he was frightened by him that day!He was even so frightened that he could only listen to his words and accept his diagnosis and treatment. He was so frightened that he didn't even dare to pull out the needle to show resistance, which is the most common way of giving up treatment.

"I'm sorry." After saying this sorry in unison, Shen Yang was stunned and looked at Lin Xi, not expecting him to apologize to him.Lin Xi was also startled, and subconsciously wanted to accuse him of being too gentle!

Why do you have to apologize, if he wasn't frightened by him, he would never accept any treatment he gave, nor would he accept treatment given by anyone!But at this moment, he clearly felt what Shen Yang meant, he was just apologizing for scaring others.

Maybe countless times in the past, when there were no glasses to cover him, he always lived with "I'm sorry".

This gentle person is actually very lonely.

"Patients treated by you like me," Lin Xi suddenly asked, "Do they not want to see you again after they are discharged from the hospital?"

"How do you know?" Shen Yang was slightly surprised.

"Because I'm already thinking that I need to get well quickly, get out of the hospital quickly, and then... I won't see you for the rest of my life." Lin Xi said: "Doctor, we really can't be friends."

"Why?" Shen Yang was speechless, he didn't expect... no, he already knew that it would be this result, because it was true that other people were discharged from the hospital soon after communicating with him frankly, and they were indeed never again. Haven't seen it.It's just that Lin Xi told him clearly.He said unwillingly: "This is not fair!"

"Because we know what we're missing."

"..."

"Doctors don't heal themselves, so you have never really jumped out of the circle and looked at yourself fairly and impartially!" Lin Xi sighed, so he didn't know that when it came to the step of opening up, no one really Afraid of his darker and brighter eyes than ordinary people, the rest is awe, not fear.

He looked out the window at the distant winter day.

The sun in winter is very strange, small and far away, not warm at all, but it is extraordinarily warm today, so warm that people can't help but look at it, as if looking at the distant sun so persistently, I can also be extraordinarily illuminated.

Like the doctor who held him and made him look at the sun.

He said seriously: "If I tell you now that your eyes are beautiful and as attractive as yourself, can you forgive me?"

"..." Shen Yang raised his sword eyebrows, and looked at Yuan Yang who had completely broken out of the morning light, and said handsomely: "I forgive you."

"!" Suddenly, Shen Yang looked out the window, dumbfounded!He was just about to send Lin Xi back to the hospital bed, but he didn't expect a person to appear on the window!

"!!" Lin Xi was quite shocked, he didn't have a dream in broad daylight, but a human head floated out of the window!

He stared at the window with the look of seeing a ghost!

"..." Yuan Hua flattened his mouth, panted heavily first, pressed his sad face against the glass of the window, stared at the two people who were still hugging together in the window, and said angrily: "You are bad, hug him or not I!"

"Let me go first..." Before Lin Xi finished speaking, he was already placed on the chair next to him. The chair was too hard, and Shen Yang loosened his hands too quickly, which made his intestines hurt. He almost yelled, but the chair next to him The two were even more terrifying, he didn't dare to shout, and looked at them with his mouth shut and tears in his eyes!

"Are you a fool?!" Shen Yang roared, he was going crazy!This is the ninth floor, the ninth floor!He actually regarded it as the third floor, and just climbed up with bare hands!After putting down Lin Xi, he immediately opened the window and let Yuan Hua in first.

Yuan Hua was still angry, with a snot in his nose, and protested against the outer wall: "I want to hug too, princess hug, I don't care! I want it, I want it, I want it!"

"you!"

"I've seen it all, you hug him, don't hug me!" Yuan Hua became more and more wronged as he thought about it, they hugged him for so long, if he didn't show up, he still didn't intend to let go, and would continue to hug him!

"..." Shen Yang was so angry that he wanted to push him down with a palm!But Yuan Hua was still whimpering and crying outside, forcing him to hug him, and not coming in unless he was hugged!

pissed him off!

"Wuwuwu, you bully me, you don't hug me, I don't agree, I don't do it, I don't want to, I protest, I complain, I..." Yuan Hua cried more and more vigorously. The grievances of the sky really squeezed a few drops of tears, and continued to cry while pumping my nose: "Woohoohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

You're nice to all of them, any one of them than I—"

Shen Yang suddenly stretched out his hands, wrapped around Yuan Hua's neck, and blocked his nagging mouth.