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Chapter 123 It's My Fault

Yuan Hua was still chattering when he went out, but when he came back he was very happy, anyone could see that something good happened to him.

"Hey, tell me!" Yin Ning said, "Why are you so happy!"

"Brother is 'what' with me!" Yuan Hua shook his head, hummed a little tune and went to the kitchen to cook, saying: "He ignored me."

"Is he an idiot?!" Yin Ning looked at Yuan Hua amusedly and said to himself that this person is in love with his head, like a single-celled animal!As he spoke, he put the children on the carpet, said loudly and went upstairs to have a look, leaving Xi Xiaodong alone to look after the two children, and left.

"He is pure!" Compared to Yuan Hua, Xi Xiaodong felt that he was definitely a scheming boy!This is so funny, he waved his hand to indicate that he could take care of the two children temporarily, and told him to go and come back quickly.

When Yin Ning went downstairs again, it was already dark, and Luo Xiao yawned and followed behind. He was refreshed just after entering the door.

"Wow, it smells so good!" Luo Xiao happily yelled and went to the kitchen, "Junior brother, what delicious food did you cook?"

"Hush—" Xi Xiaodong pointed his fingers up, and said, "The children are asleep!"

"Oh!" Luo Xiao covered his mouth and circled around Yuan Hua in the kitchen. Yin Ning looked at the two of them amusedly, turned around and sat down on the sofa, and said, "You two never close the door? Primary school principal, Are you guarding against him?"

"Hey, you are bad!" Xi Xiaodong snorted, nodded Yin Ning from the air, looked up and saw Bai Pingyun standing outside the door, jumped up, and said happily: "Brother! You are back! That's great. Now wait for Xiao Yang'er to come back, and we can have dinner!"

"He hasn't come back yet?" Bai Pingyun asked strangely, seeing Xi Xiaodong approaching, turned around and asked him to help him take off his coat, and went straight to the kitchen, asking, "Where did Xiao Yang go?"

"I don't know." Xi Xiaodong followed a step, and found that the kitchen was already full, and he couldn't stand there anymore, so he stood in the restaurant outside the door and poked his head, talking to Bai Pingyun in a rambling manner, and told him the day's events.

Xi Xiaodong has a good face, and his speech is like a cotton candy sandwich, soft and waxy, with some innate sweetness. I haven't seen Bai Pingyun all day, and his voice is even sweeter. Luo Xiao Shouting "Go out first", holding an unknown species of fried fish in one hand, he tiptoed out of the kitchen before Xi Xiaodong told the story, and shared it with Yin Ning.

"Brother, tell me, why is this?" Xi Xiaodong looked at Bai Pingyun's back eagerly, and said, "Why is the junior so uneasy? Is it the one I mentioned——"

While Xi Xiaodong was talking, Bai Pingyun suddenly turned his head and pecked him on the lips. Xi Xiaodong stopped talking and didn't ask any more questions. Like Luo Xiao, he stole a fried fish and left the kitchen happily.

"Senior, you are so amazing!" Yuan Hua shook his head, the primary school principal talked too much, especially after seeing Bai Pingyun, he seemed to have changed into a brainless talker!His head is going to explode!Unexpectedly, the senior only kissed once, and he went out obediently!

awesome!

"He's just lonely and just misses me." Bai Pingyun helped Yuan Hua and explained: "I'm not at home all day, he must miss me and want to talk to me, this is normal. If I keep ignoring him , he will think too much, feel sad, think that I will empathize with someone else, that will be very troublesome. But if he keeps talking, my ears will get callused again, and some questions I can't answer at all, so I just ...to find a way to solve it."

"To find ways to?"

"When two people get along, it's not about getting along with yourself." Although Bai Pingyun's ears were ringing, he still listened to Xi Xiaodong's words, and obviously knew that there was a little problem between Yuan Hua and Shen Yang. He said: "Everyone They all have their own habits and personalities, he may not like what you like, and he may not know what you think in your heart... It all needs to be adjusted, and you will know it slowly."

"But I don't know what I want." Yuan Hua said, it was the first time he talked to Bai Pingyun alone at close range, and only then did he realize that his thoughts and actions are very simple and clear, which suits his taste very much, unlike the elementary school principal, who is chattering. There are a lot of them, which can always make him forget what he is thinking.

"Then he doesn't even know about it." Bai Pingyun said casually, and then pushed the fish piece in his hand to Yuan Hua to see, and said, "Is that so?"

"Yes. Then put it in the pot." Yuan Hua took the fish piece, and suddenly said: "Senior, do you want to learn this?"

"Well, he likes fish nuggets."

"I'll teach you." Yuan Hua smiled, and said: "The exclusive secret recipe, the master chef of Yangui is not as delicious as me."

In the living room, the two people who had just finished stealing the fish sat comfortably on the sofa as if they were at home.The one who had just come from the kitchen and was stealing the fish was sitting on the carpet, surrounded by two sleeping children.

"Tell me, where is Xiao Yang'er today?" Xi Xiaodong asked out of words, "Why didn't he talk all day, and didn't go home?"

"He's busy!" Yin Ning said, "I seldom called him before, because I was afraid that he would say that he was working overtime, on a doctor's visit, or that he was in the operating room, so he wouldn't answer the phone at all."

"Has he always been like this before?"

"Occasionally, I didn't play too much, and I found him after I found out his pattern." Yin Ning said: "They are too busy in this line of work."

"But he's already unemployed." Luo Xiao said, "Where else can I go?"

"Maybe there are his own patients," Yin Ning said with a smile, "like the old man, he only recognizes patients from a hospital. Xiao Yang'er is very capable, so there should be quite a few patients like this."

"That's amazing!" Xi Xiaodong nodded, put down the fishbone in his hand, licked it with his fingers for a while, and said, "These patients can't tell others casually, right? So when he goes out, he leaves a note of 'examiner', or simply Don't say anything, just leave."

"Maybe, these are just our guesses." Yin Ning shrugged, indicating that he didn't know, and said, "However, I don't blame that kid for being uneasy. Both of them have too many 'can't tell him'. Personal matter."

"No, just like that incident, when you are in the group and I'm not, my brother has to hide it from me." Xi Xiaodong licked off the aftertaste from his fingers before he took out a paper to wipe his hands, and said, "I I soon found out that something was wrong with him, and during that time I was almost bored to death, I was suspicious all day long, I felt that I was a snake, and I always suspected that he had someone else outside."

"Primary school principal, you are really amazing." Luo Xiao clapped his hands in a vain manner, and said, "I didn't know they actually had a group until the senior showed me that group! But there is no you and me in the group! It's too much ! However, I was also angry for several days afterwards.”

"None of us can tolerate such a concealment, and presumably they too." Xi Xiaodong sighed, feeling a little sympathetic to the two of them.

At this point, the three of them sighed in unison.However, there is no way to do it, at least they, others, can't do it for them and help them solve it.

"Why don't you make a phone call?" Luo Xiao suggested.

The dishes are already on the table, five people are gathered around the table, only Shen Yang is left.Seeing that no one objected, he took out his mobile phone and dialed.

"Don't touch my girlfriend, even if you've had a drink, I'll see now that you're not my good friend..."

Everyone: "..."

"In the house?" Luo Xiao looked at the people in front of him strangely, his eyes fell on Yuan Hua, and he said in surprise: "He is at home, but you don't know? What are you doing?"

Cold War?

"I wasn't there when I woke up in the morning!" Yuan Hua panicked. He didn't look for him again after he came back, and now he was even more worried about whether he would be angry after hearing so much!

He quickly stood up and walked in the direction of the phone ringing.

But in his heart he was very sad, they were in love, they were living together, his heart was all on him, he wished he could break himself into pieces and give it to him, they were already so close that they couldn't get any closer, but he became more and more Getting more and more panicked.

What am I to my brother?

Why are you clearly at home but...

Is it like what he said about them, because they are useful...

no, I can not.

Brother loves me.Yuan Hua kept saying this to himself hypnotically.

If I don't use...

Yuan Hua suddenly didn't dare to think anymore.He is not a person with low self-esteem, he never knew what low self-esteem is, but... now he has sufficient reasons to feel low self-esteem.

He is a person without freedom, Yuan Hua is very clear that he is not only his own, although the part that belongs to him can be given to Shen Yang, but in the part that does not belong to him, Shen Yang and himself have to stay behind.

Do you still love me like this?

Will you love?

"Hello, I'm Shen Yang." Shen Yang answered the phone, tried his best to be serious, but his voice was still a little confused, and said, "Who are you?"

"Little Yang'er..."

"Oh, Luo Xiao!" Shen Yang sniffed and relaxed, the door of the study opened in response, Yuan Hua stood at the door, seeing Shen Yang's face just waking up, paralyzed on the chair, stunned for a moment , ran in: "Brother, you are at home!"

"Sorry, I fell asleep." Shen Yang yawned, closed his notebook, hugged Yuan Hua, walked out with him, and greeted everyone: "They are all here!"

"..." For a moment, the atmosphere was a little awkward.

"You... why did you leave the children like this!" Shen Yang laughed, walked over to pick up the two children on the ground, and in a blink of an eye he had returned to normal, sitting at the dining table, Yin Ning took one away, everyone had their own thoughts, Talk and laugh as usual, and have dinner together.

Yuan Hua resented, after seeing off the guests, he cleaned the kitchen and washed himself. After walking out of the bathroom, he found that Shen Yang was no longer sitting in the living room, and looked for him everywhere again.Finally, I found Shen Yang in the study, and he was sitting in front of the desk again.

"elder brother……"

"Immediately." Shen Yang raised his head and smiled at Yuan Hua as he spoke, then saved and turned off the phone.

"Brother..." Yuan Hua was unsure, the more he looked at his smile that didn't seem to care at all, the more uneasy he felt, and asked in a trembling voice, "Did I bother you?"

"No." Shen Yang answered very simply, he raised his hand to touch Yuan Hua's cheek, and comforted him: "Nothing, you think too much."

"Can……"

"No disturbing." Shen Yang pressed his cheeks to Yuan Hua, sighed softly, and said a little tiredly: "You are at your own home, what do you want to disturb me? Are you going to alienate me like this?"

"I……"

"I think this is our home." Shen Yang hugged Yuan Hua, pulled him into his arms, and apologized: "Next time I go out, I will pay attention to send you a message. Sorry, I didn't notice this Makes you uneasy."

"You really heard it!" Yuan Hua regretted, he knew he heard it, and was angry, otherwise, how could he stay in the study and not come out when he knew they were outside!

He begged bitterly: "I didn't mean it... Brother, don't be angry, as long as I can see you and know where you are..."

"Hush..." Shen Yang stretched out his hand to press Yuan Hua's mouth, preventing him from speaking.Do you see each other all the time?

He didn't dare to answer because...it's impossible!

After a while he murmured, "It's my fault that you are uneasy."

That's right, it was his fault that Yuan Hua was uneasy.Leaving aside the matter on the bed, he really didn't leave a note when he went out, and he forgot to send him a message afterwards.They are right, he has been alone for a long time, and he is used to being alone, so he always forgets that there is another person by his side, and forgets to tell him his whereabouts.

"Brother!" Yuan Hua shouted, wanting to say it was his fault, to apologize, to say that he would not be like this in the future, but...don't you feel uneasy because you can't see Shen Yang anymore?He doesn't have that confidence.