I love you in Ambilight

Chapter 22

——In this world, there is a kind of wound that can only be licked by oneself.

Back at the apartment, Yuri immediately called her old mother in Okinawa.

"Mom, I'm justified."

"Ah! Yuri..."

Hearing her mother's long-lost voice, Yuri suddenly had the urge to cry.This is the second time I called my mother since I came to Jingdong, and the first time was naturally when I first arrived in Jingdong.

"Yuri... How is it in Jingdong?" The mother on the opposite side couldn't help shedding tears with excitement, and her voice was choked.

"Okay! I'm fine, mom, don't worry."

"Hexiang, is Yuri? Did Yuri call home?"

"Yes, Mom, Yuri."

Yuli quietly listened to the conversation between grandma and mother from the opposite side, feeling warm in her heart.

"Yuri! Mom and grandma watched today's show together. Grandma said that grandpa must have seen it in heaven, and my sister at school also called home and said that she saw Yuri's performance. Yuri is great. Congratulations, Yuri."

"Mother……"

Holding back the tears that were about to burst into her eyes, Yuri choked up and said:

"I'm sorry, Mom! I'm sorry, grandma and sister."

"Silly boy, do you have to work hard to understand? The neighbor said that the entertainment industry is very complicated, Yuri should be careful, take good care of yourself, don't get hurt, and eat on time when mom is not around..."

In the past, Yuli would feel impatient if there were too many exhortations from her mother, but today Yuli began to miss her, and every exhortation was as beautiful as singing.

Yuri knew that neither her mother nor her grandma wanted Yuri to leave Okinawa. Although her mother did not stop Yuri when she discussed with her mother, Yuri knew how reluctant her mother was.

Yuri is a child of a single-parent family. His father died of cancer in the first year of his sister's birth. He spent all his family's savings to treat his father and owed a debt.

The mother relied on the meager income of the cleaner to support the family and pay off the debts. Grandma took care of the big and small affairs at home, while the grandfather worked outside to reduce the burden on the mother. However, the elderly grandfather could not last long and finally collapsed due to overwork.

Although Yuri and his younger sister have also been doing part-time jobs since high school, the burden on the family has not been relieved, and the family's life is still very tight.

Yuri and his younger sister are very sensible. Yuri was only three years old when his father died, but his younger sister was less than one year old. Therefore, Yuli enjoyed more fatherly love than his younger sister. Yuli, who is sensible, has taken good care of his younger sister and grandma since then. Bring up my sister together.

After the long phone chat, even though Yuli misses his family very much, he must restrain himself. He has to work hard to reduce the burden on his mother. After experiencing the departure of two close relatives, Yuli doesn't want anyone to leave him.

Yuli put the violin with broken strings in the corner. He didn't dare to tell his mother about the broken strings of the violin, because it was the only gift from his grandfather. He knew that his mother would ask him to replace the strings with new ones, but he also knew that his mother would be very sad. , because this is also the only relic left by my grandfather, not only everyone in Yuli's family cherishes this violin.

The style of the violin given by my grandfather is very unique, with a classical feel. The strings are still the most expensive in my grandfather’s time, but the sound quality is better than any expensive violin on the market today. I only found it in all the piano shops in Okinawa, so it should be hard to find it in Jingdong!

wrong!It should be easier to find in Jingdong, after all, Jingdong is so developed, it should be easier to find.

But after changing the strings, I feel that this is not the original violin, and the meaning is quite different.

You Li thought to himself, who else would make trouble with him besides Mei Ling, and also broke the violin so that he couldn't compete?

"Phew - what happened to me today?"

Yuli sat on the bed with folded hands in frustration. Today, when she saw the strings of the violin given by her grandfather broke, she was sad that she couldn't play on stage, and she didn't take her grandfather's violin to heart at all!

In the end... what happened?

Lying on the bed, Yuri put half of her arm on her eyes to block the slightly harsh light.

Every time I come to a person, Yuli feels so lonely, and I have been here for a while, but Yuli doesn't know anyone except Kobayashi Guizi who is at the opposite door, no!To be precise... besides him and Guizi Xiaolin, are there other residents here?

Thinking of this, many horror scenes that he had seen in the past appeared in Yuri's head.

Yuri was speechless at her rich imagination.

It's just because Yuri seldom goes out, and the time is different from others, so there are not many opportunities to meet each other.

Tomorrow Yuri will leave here, leave Kobayashi Keiko, leave everything here, although it has only been a few days, but thinking about it, it seems that Yuli has nothing but here.

Lying on the bed for a while, feeling that it was getting late, Yuri lazily sat up from the bed and was about to take a shower and then pack her things, but her stomach was empty, although she had eaten some vegetarian food at the station when she came back , but because of his mood, he has no appetite to eat at all.

Yuli put his hands on his forehead, the conversation with Mei Ling today was clearly rippling in his ears, and Mei Ling's painful expression lingered in his mind for a long time...

In Yuli's almost pleading eyes, Mei Ling promised to give Yuli another minute to finish speaking.

"Mei Ling, I know what it feels like to be rejected by someone I like..."

"Oh! You know? What can you know? You don't know anything. I have liked my brother since I was a child, and I have lived under his protection since I was a child. Until he became the now eye-catching Chiyue Jianling, I still liked him , For him, I work hard to learn any musical instrument, just to sit up and sit with him, and to be qualified to stand beside him!"

"Mei Ling...!"

He hesitated to speak for reasons, so why wasn't he like this?My love is no less than anyone else.

"Don't look at me with pitiful eyes, I don't need other people's sympathy, especially yours!" Mei Ling said while leaving, "My brother can only be mine!"

It's this sentence again!

Yuli clenched her fist, obviously it was just a sentence, but Yuli's heart was stabbed so painfully!It feels like Jianling no longer has the chance to be with him.

"Mei Ling!" Yuli once again reached out to block Mei Ling's way, and looked up at Mei Ling's surprised eyes with a determined face, "No matter what you say, I have not lost! Brother Jian Ling... who will belong to it in the end? You can't decide on this." The last sentence was so unreliable, so misty and unreal.

Mei Ling squeezed the corner of her clothes tightly, pushed away the hand that was in front of her with a little force, took two steps forward but stopped again, but didn't turn her head back, just said in a light disdainful tone:

"You are really disgusting, you pretend to know everything, it's disgusting!"

Yuri's pupils gradually enlarged due to the disdainful words just now, and then slowly shrank.

No, that's not the case!I just know the taste of loneliness and loneliness.

Yuri explained silently in her heart, but when she was chasing after her, she stepped on her right foot with her left foot because of nervousness, and because she lost her balance, Yuri could only fall backwards with her mouth open...

Yuli rubbed the back of his head that was still aching, but in the end he didn't say anything to Mei Ling, and Yuli even dropped his head.

Looking at the noisy street outside the window, and looking at the moon in the sky with only half of its face exposed in the clouds, and there are no stars around, I feel so desolate.

Yuri felt that she was the lonely moon, and felt sad to breathe the air around her, because she was alive but only accompanied by air.

When I was hungry, I could only rely on instant noodles to fill my stomach, because a person was sitting at the dining table to eat seriously, but there was no one opposite, and only Yuri could understand the fear and loneliness.

After eating the instant noodles, Yuri began to look around the room, thinking about where to start tidying up.

Looking at the posters on the wall, Yuli found it difficult. It is impossible to take these posters with him, so that the secret he has kept for 6 years will be known to everyone because of these few posters?

no!Absolutely not!

Yuri couldn't imagine what it would be like to be found out by her companions that she liked a man.

In the end, Yuri decided to send all these posters to Xiaolin Guizi. Anyway, Xiaolin Guizi already knew his little thoughts, so there would be no problem in leaving them with her. Although it was too troublesome, Yuli didn't want to throw them away. These have become his collection and must not be lost.

In this way, Yuri can also give her the photo of Qingshui Qiushi that Keiko Kobayashi has been thinking about for a long time. Yuri took out the group photo of Qingshui Qiushi before leaving today, and it also included the signatures of all B-Boys members. Of course It also includes Chiyue Jianling and Qingshui Qiushi.

Suddenly Yuri had the urge not to give it to Kobayashi Guizi because of Jianling's signature on it.But it's good to think about it, after all, Guizi agreed.

After dealing with the whereabouts of the posters, Yu Ideal first cleaned up the room before disturbing Xiaolin Guizi, and then buried himself in a pile of sundries.