Chapter 85 Passing by and Sunset 1
Chapter 85 Passing by and Sunset 1
"I just went to the county town to buy some daily necessities." Cheng Xinyuan thought he was making a fuss, "But I said what's the matter with you, you are so crazy that even the deputy captain didn't call? Why, your wings are stiff?"
"I……"
Zhao Xunyue was on the verge of speaking, unable to speak.The two walked to the door of the dormitory, Cheng Xinyuan took out the key to open the door, once inside, Zhao Xunyue quickly put down the plastic bag in his hand, and hugged Cheng Xinyuan.
"Hey, what are you doing?...Why..."
The more Zhao Xun wanted to say "I miss you", he hadn't seen him for a day, thinking like crazy, and he was afraid that Cheng Xinyuan would say that he was acting like a baby and pretending to be cute, so he rubbed his lips against Cheng Xinyuan's ear without saying a word.He just didn't want to be called Cheng Xinyuan's official position. Si Qianye and Cao Chong would not be called Cheng Xinyuan's official position, but Zhao Xunyue couldn't call him "Xin Yuan" publicly. The "specialness" of one's own identity.
Cheng Xinyuan was gently kissed on the ear, making it itchy, laughing and helpless.Zhao Xunyue is really a child who has never been in love, and he is very clingy.Cheng Xinyuan didn't really dislike him, but just put one arm around Zhao Xunyue's waist and stroked it symbolically.
There are too few moments for them to be tender, and this corner is all they have. When they are quiet, their hearts are stuck together, and they talk about love silently.
The next morning, Zhao Xunyue drove his own car and took Cheng Xinyuan to the hospital for a dressing change.After re-wrapping the bandage, Zhao Xunyue asked him, "Do you still want to take a look at Sun Xiaocheng?"
Sun Jinzhong's operation was normal. When Zhao Xunyue came to take notes yesterday, Sun Jinzhong was still emotional. He confessed everything frankly, but he was still full of hatred for the person who "tricked" his son.Under Zhang Minlan's persuasion, Sun Xiaocheng gave up suing Sun Jinzhong.When Zhao Xunyue finished taking notes and left, in Sun Xiaocheng's uninjured eye, he saw loneliness and sadness.
Cheng Xinyuan thought for a while and said, "I won't go. After the accident, I came to see Sun Xiaocheng twice. I feel that he doesn't like us to take care of it."
What will happen to Sun Xiaocheng and his homosexuals in the end, Cheng Xinyuan can't decide.Pleasures in this world are pitifully few, and happiness and fulfillment seem to be stolen.
Cheng Xinyuan glanced at his "treasure", feeling a sense of comfort and warmth that he had secretly obtained, and said, "Let's go, my brother invites you to eat outside, what do you like to eat?"
They usually eat in the cafeteria and rarely eat together outside. Cheng Xinyuan doesn't even know what Zhao Xunyue likes to eat.
"I'll eat whatever you want."
"Tsk, I'm getting better at talking." Cheng Xinyuan said with a smile, "Then I'll do a search."
The two got into the car, Cheng Xinyuan located a store, and Zhao Xunyue followed the navigation to drive.After arriving at the store and having dinner, it was still early, and they didn't want to go back to the police force.After finally coming out for a day, without wearing team uniforms, without taking responsibility, and without caring about the eyes of others, Cheng Xinyuan suggested, "Let me take you to a place for a walk, and we can watch the sunset there."
Zhao Xunyue wanted to say, why watch the sunset? Shouldn't lovers who have just been together watch the sunrise?He didn't want to oppose Cheng Xinyuan, so he nodded and agreed.
The place Cheng Xinyuan wanted to go to was a broken hill, which he discovered once he participated in a rescue mission. There were almost no people on the hill, and it was very desolate, but there was a flat land on the hill, where he could enjoy the sunset.
This mountain is far away from the police force, almost out of Linchen County, Zhao Xunyue was driving, Cheng Xinyuan pressed the car window, the wind blew the two of them, Cheng Xinyuan squinted his eyes and looked out the window, the sun was shining, as if the sun was full heart.
"Hey, I've always wanted to ask you." Cheng Xinyuan turned to look at Zhao Xunyue, "You grew up in the city and drove a car like your brother's, but now you are in this broken county, driving on this kind of dirt road, sitting in the car I, don't you think there is a gap?"
Cheng Xinyuan is in a good mood today, he has enough warmth and confidence to support him to ask the doubts he has been asking all along.This was one of the reasons why he gave up on Zhao Xunyue four years ago. He felt that there was a distance between them and they couldn't stay together.Unexpectedly, Zhao Xunyue said very directly: "No. I like Linchen County, and I like you too. I am very happy and at ease here."
Zhao Xunyue answered honestly, he had stayed in Linchen County for four years, and he was definitely not a young man in the city who came to experience life, he liked this place and the people here, and was willing to stay for a long time.But Cheng Xinyuan asked: "What if one day I leave here and return to the city?"
This is a very real problem.Cheng Xinyuan returned to Linchen County to help the border squadron transition. Xue Mingrui promised that Cao Chong's position as vice-captain would belong to him, and he would definitely be promoted after returning to the city.Zhao Xunyue didn't think about this question, he didn't know the inside story, so he looked at Cheng Xinyuan suspiciously.
This is also the reason why Cheng Xinyuan alienated Zhao Xunyue at first. 28-year-old Zhao Xunyue will express his love without hesitation because of his enthusiasm. 32-year-old Cheng Xinyuan has thought a lot, such as how to face his parents, how to stay together in the future, and whether their personalities can be together go on.
"Haven't thought about it, have you?" Cheng Xinyuan said with a little pride, "Then brother will teach you another answer."
"……what?"
"Remember Zhao Xunyue, always choose to be yourself at any time. Only when you become yourself, the world will be right."
When you are not yourself, everyone you meet is wrong.In Cheng Xinyuan's mind, when two people fall in love and are together, they meet each other with a bigger world, and the two parties gain an extra world, instead of two people being merged into one and compressed in the same space.The reason why Cheng Xinyuan accepted Zhao Xunyue's confession was because he temporarily thought of a moderate solution.They can not confess to their parents first. There are many forms of staying together. Personality and fate are joint efforts.
Zhao Xunyue half-understood, looked at the side of the road suddenly, and suddenly came to a sudden stop.
"I'm going! What's the matter?"
Zhao Xunyue's car stopped on the side of the road, and Cheng Xinyuan asked nervously while clutching his seat belt.Zhao Xunyue remained silent, staring intently at a house on the right side of the road, and Cheng Xinyuan followed his gaze.
"That's... that's..." Zhao Xunyue repeated it twice, and finally made up his mind, "That's Lu Xukai's family."
"Ah?" Cheng Xinyuan looked upright.
"Lu Xukai hasn't been home for many years. Only his wife and daughter are left at home. I, I came here once before."
"Are you coming to see his family?" Cheng Xinyuan asked seriously.
"It was when I first started working. I knocked on the door and didn't know what to say. His wife and daughter opened the door, but I didn't tell them my identity. I never came back."
Zhao Xunyue was holding the steering wheel with both hands, with complex lights shining in his eyes.He never thought that this road would lead to Lu Xukai's house, and he remembered the eyes of Lu Xukai's daughter and the dog named "Huajuan" in his mind.
If Zhao Xunyue hadn't mentioned it suddenly, Cheng Xinyuan would have almost forgotten the relationship between this person and Lu Xukai.It's not that I really forgot, but it's hidden in the corner of my heart, and I won't take the initiative to look through it.This time Lu Xukai's house appeared directly in front of him, and Zhao Xunyue's identity and background became another knot in Cheng Xinyuan's heart.
Zhao Xunyue stopped for a while before starting the car and leaving. Because of the conversation and passing by just now, both of them became quiet.After driving for about 40 minutes, the two finally arrived at the top of the old mountain.
"reached."
Cheng Xinyuan's voice sounded quite happy. He had just unfastened his seat belt and was about to get out of the car, when Zhao Xunyue suddenly grabbed his arm and asked, "Are you under a lot of pressure when you're with me?"
"..." Cheng Xinyuan looked at Zhao Xunyue sincerely, but didn't answer.
Zhao Xunyue leaned towards him and said, "What you said just now seemed to dissuade me. I always feel that you didn't..."
Zhao Xunyue was about to say another "hypocritical" word, and he would feel aggrieved if he didn't say it, and he couldn't find a better word to replace it.He is like a little boy who has just fallen in love. He devotes himself wholeheartedly and asks others to treat him like this.
"I always feel that you haven't let go of liking me."
"Haha."
Cheng Xinyuan was so cute by his words, and asked, "What do you mean by letting go? Officer Zhao, what do you want to do?"
Cheng Xinyuan raised his eyebrows and smiled at him, Zhao Xunyue was a little anxious: "I didn't mean that, can you be more serious."
As he said, he grabbed Cheng Xinyuan's hand, as if he was using this method to make the other party "be more honest".
"Okay, I'll answer you seriously." Cheng Xinyuan held his hand instead and said, "I'm under pressure. I'm afraid that I will become a reason to hurt you and your family."
Cheng Xinyuan himself had already seen it off. From the beginning to the end, he was afraid that Zhao Xunyue would be hurt.But is Zhao Xunyue afraid of the injured person?Cheng Xinyuan had no confidence in him, Zhao Xunyue reproached him gently, "No, if it ends badly, then I will make it better."
This is really like what Zhao Xunyue would say, Cheng Xinyuan thought, this guy must have never experienced any difficulties since he was a child, the kind of positive and good boy who has been working hard and getting it all the time.
Cheng Xinyuan couldn't help but stretched out a hand, touched Zhao Xunyue's face and asked, "Have you always been like this, Officer Zhao?"
The author has something to say:
1. Speaking of Gorky.
2. Chapter 83 not only didn't unlock, but also locked my previous one, woo woo woo, so everyone read it early tomorrow~
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