He's in love with his ex-teammate

Chapter 54

Lu Fei was often beaten by his father since he was a child, but no matter how fierce his father's fights were, when the fist and slap fell on him, it didn't hurt very much.

He knew that everyone in the family doted on him, so he became more and more proud of being doted on.

In June of that year, the sun was shining brightly every day and it was extremely hot. Lu Fei regretted it not long after he ran out of the house, because apart from his whole body, he only had five yuan and a mobile phone.

Five yuan can probably buy a bottle of medical alcohol to disinfect the wound on his hand, but he thought about the tragedy of alcohol hitting the wound, Lu Fei dismissed this idea, and then gave up on himself and took five yuan to buy it. A bottle of frozen Coke and a popsicle, and finally gave the remaining [-] yuan to the homeless singers singing in the square.

After a bottle of Coke, the feeling of fullness came and went quickly, and Lu Fei sat on a bench in the square with a group of young people who seemed unhappy, listening to the wandering singer sing a love song.

Lu Fei knew that this was the song of the very popular little Heavenly King Lingxing, and I heard that it was about the people around him, a secret love that he hadn't spoken about for ten years.

Lu Fei didn't know if everyone who stopped to listen to this song had an unspoken love, anyway, he didn't, and he didn't want to waste time on secret love, or love.

He laughed when he thought about it, his own father regarded him as a monster, isn't he destined to die alone forever?

People came and went in the square, came and went, and finally he was the only one left. No matter whether the others went home or not, they still had a place to stay, only he had nowhere to go, The wound on the arm is still burning hot.

This time, his father really did kill him, if his mother didn't stop him, he probably wouldn't be able to escape.

Lu Fei was very wronged, but since he was a child, his father taught men to bleed and not shed tears, even for the little self-esteem he has left, he can't cry now.

Doesn't he just like men?Why is it so heinous that he can only be cleansed after being beaten to death?

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Lu Fei woke up the next day in the hospital. The doctor said that he had a wound infection and had a fever and passed out on the street. A taxi driver surnamed Meng saw him and sent him to the hospital.

Not long after Lu Fei woke up, a young man came into the ward sweating profusely with a schoolbag on his back, holding a bucket of porridge, saying that he was here to accompany him.

Xiao Meng is the son of Lao Meng. He is 16 years old this year. He is a freshman in an ordinary high school. He has just finished school. He packed porridge from the school cafeteria and trotted all the way to the hospital.

His father said that there was a brother in the hospital who had injured his arm and hadn't eaten all day, and asked him to bring some porridge for his brother to take care of him by the way.

All the money Lao Meng earned in the past few days went to pay Lu Fei’s medical expenses. He wanted to take advantage of the evening to run a few more business orders, and he would not be able to pay for his son’s tuition until the summer vacation was over in a few days.

Lao Meng is an honest and kind-hearted uncle, and Xiao Meng is a stupid, cute and kind-hearted younger brother. The two father and son depended on each other for their livelihood, and they all lived on Lao Meng's rental. The father and son lived together in a very small rental house. It also squeezed in Lu Fei, who was picked up by Lao Meng halfway.

Lu Fei didn't say anything about his own home, only that he had nowhere to go, and Lao Meng didn't ask much, and warmly invited Lu Fei to live with him at home, and Lu Fei gave Lao Meng his new mobile phone that was dead and turned off. , and asked him to sell it for money to supplement the family, Lao Meng went out with his mobile phone for a while and brought him a charger when he came back.

That night with the charger, Lu Fei hid in the aisle of Tongzilou and burst into tears. He didn't know how such a good person would pour out his heart and soul to a stranger.

Later, Xiao Meng did not go to the cram school during the holidays, and sat on the small bench with the textbooks every day, waiting for Brother Lu to help him with homework, watching him give him one maddening math problem after another with ease It is easy to calculate that Xiao Meng is really admirable and admirable.

Seeing that Xiao Meng could solve more and more math problems, Lu Fei thought this was the only thing he could do to repay the Meng family and his son.

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Lu Fei's grades have always been pretty good. In July, he got the admission notice from a key university in the city as he wished, and got his own admission notice back from the high school. sat for a long time.

From quietly filling out the school of his choice to now getting the notification letter, no one has looked for him except his brother. Even the student ID card that the school needs to see when he came to get the notification letter was stolen from his home by his brother risking his life. from.

Tuition fees, homelessness, debts from Lao Meng’s family, the triple pressure made Lu Fei very painful. This was the first time he felt that he had failed completely since he was a child, but he still didn’t want to go home without his father apologizing first. .

He didn't do anything wrong, whether it was the school major he liked or the gender of the person he liked.

……

Lu Fei walked on the street for a long time. After passing through many streets, he suddenly raised his head and looked around. Looking at the strange buildings around him, he realized that he was lost.

However, he found that the building in front of him was quite lively. A group of teenagers with heavy makeup and colorful clothes didn't know what they were doing here.

Lu Fei just looked here a few more times, and then he was half dragged and half coaxed into the building by a man with long hair and earrings who appeared suddenly.

The man said that the company provided food and housing and could borrow his tuition fees. This temptation was really too great for him who was penniless at the time.

Before entering the door, Lu Fei really didn't know that this was an entertainment company recruiting trainees. Standing in that examination room, facing a row of executives, scouts, managers, or music and dance teachers, Lu Fei After being stunned for a long time, I finally took out my phone and searched for Lingxing's love song about secret love and sang it.

The vagabond singer sang the song at least nine times that night, he wouldn't be all that hard.

Lu Fei passed all the tickets that day. He didn't know whether it was because he inherited his mother's good singing voice or because he inherited his mother's good looks.

But even the dance teacher voted for him, so Lu Fei guessed that the latter was more likely.

His mother used to be in an art troupe and was not well-known, but her singing voice was real, and so was her beauty.

That night Lu Fei followed the long-haired man who kidnapped him into RS to the trainee dormitory not far from the company. The ten-minute journey was really not far away, but he didn't expect that it would take him three years.

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It was that day that Lu Fei first met Chu Yi, a 17-year-old Chu Yi.

Just as Lu Fei entered the gate of the dormitory, Chu Yi happened to run down the stairs. The young man looked thin and small, with very fair skin, and he ran down the stairs with a smile. That smile was so bright that Lu Fei I felt that the sky was sunny at that moment.

It's just that Chu Yi ran down from the upstairs and passed him directly. The smile that he had dreamed about for many years belonged to Lin Mo who stood behind him at some point.

It's just such a coincidence, who would have thought that the three people who met at this moment at the top of the stairs would debut together as FLYs many years later, blending into each other's blood with their brands, entangled for a lifetime, and will be FLYs until death.

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From that day on, Lu Fei fell into an endless loop of part-time work and practice. He found a part-time job serving lunch and dinner in a tea restaurant next to the company, and then spent the rest of the time entangled with Chu Yi.

Lu Fei remembered very clearly that on the first day he went to the company on time at eight o'clock in the morning, and when he searched from practice room to practice room, when he found Chu Yi, Chu Yi was already sweating from practice.

It's just strange that, compared to other practice rooms with people, Chu Yi's practice room seems a little deserted, even the tall and thin boy from last night was not there.

Lu Fei actually hesitated for a second before entering the practice room, but just because of that dimpled deep smile, he had to go in regardless.

Lu Fei hadn't attended the company's dance class at the time, and he didn't know how to dance at all. After hesitating for a while, he simply sat down and began to appreciate the kid dancing.

He has never learned how to dance and can't comment on any professional words, but this thin little boy dances very well, even better than many young idols on TV today.

Many years later, when Lu Fei knew from Lin Mo that Chu Yi hadn't danced since primary school, he realized how amazing it was for that boy to become a dancer and make his debut.

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In fact, Chu Yi noticed Lu Fei's face from the moment Lu Fei entered the door. On the one hand, it was because he had never entered this practice room since he beat someone in the dormitory, except for him and Lin Mo. The third person, this person who came in suddenly Chu Yi thought it was quite strange.

On the other hand, Lu Fei's appearance is really outstanding.

Through the mirror, Chu Yi could see that the young man who came in was tall and his face was unpainted, but Chu Yi felt that this man was the prettiest one he had ever seen in this company with many handsome men and beauties. , prettier than Lin Mo.

It's just that the boy didn't practice when he came in, and just stared at him, which made Chu Yi feel uncomfortable all over.

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"You dance really well, can you teach me?"

This was the first sentence Lu Fei said to Chu Yi.

As soon as Chu heard this, he stopped his movements and scratched his head and looked at Lu Fei uncomfortably. He didn't expect that the handsome big man would talk to him and let him teach him how to dance.

Because there are too many people in this company, Chu Yi is very prejudiced against the good-looking and tall people. They can always make their debut easily with their good looks, so most of the time these people practice is paddling.

Even Lin Mo is no exception, this is the reason why Lin Mo doesn't practice with Chu Yi, he will feel guilty seeing how desperate Chu Yi is.

Of course, Lin Mo’s paddling ended passively shortly after Lu Fei appeared with Chu Yi to live, eat, and practice because of the sense of crisis that he might lose his best friend, otherwise there would be no later The entire FLY team has a top-notch professional level, but that's a story for later.

Chu Yi seemed to think for a few seconds and finally nodded his head slightly, then he didn't speak, and just started the basic dance moves on his own.

Lu Fei was stunned for a moment, then smiled and followed Chu Yi to learn the movements.

On the first day, the boy with a good smile didn't talk to himself or smile at himself, but they got to know each other and everything went well.

……

The next day, Lu Fei got up at six o'clock, and after a simple wash, he waited early in the dormitory downstairs. He wanted to create the effect of meeting by chance, and said to the boy, "Morning, what a coincidence, let's go together! "

It's a pity that Lu Fei didn't wait for Chu Yi when he waited for Lin Mo that day.

When he ran to the company after realizing it, he was still in the practice room, Chu Yi was already there, and the white and tender boy was peeling toffee to eat, his mouth was bulging, and Lu Fei suddenly thought of it. A thought popped up.

The milky and milky milk dumplings are eating toffee. I don’t know if there is a milky fragrance on my body. I really want to get closer and smell it.

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"I thought you weren't coming today, candy?"

This was the first sentence Chu said to Lu Fei. Lu Fei remembered that he nodded, and then the milk dumpling was rummaged in his bag for a long time, and finally he was entangled between a hard candy and a milk candy. After a long time, I still gave Lu Fei that toffee.

God knows how difficult it is for Chu to share a handful of toffee with others. Many years later, Lu Fei recalled this incident, hugged the toffee he was eating, and put his chin against the plush of the toffee. With fluffy hair, he asked, "Actually, you have been attracted to brother since you were 17?"

The milk dumpling ate his toffee, turned around and put his arms around Lu Fei's neck, then kissed Lu Fei on the lips with a "baji", nodded with a smile and did not deny it.

Lu Fei licked the corner of his mouth, and then pressed the back of Chu Yi's head to deepen the kiss. The thick milk fragrance spread between his lips and teeth, and his little one was always sweet.

It can't be said that he is tempted, after all, this man who suddenly broke into his territory is different.

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On the third day, Lu Fei learned his lesson and waited at the door of the dormitory before six o'clock. His dormitory was not far from the milk dumpling, and there were only two rooms in between.

At six o'clock sharp, Nai Tuan Zi yawned and left the door on time. Lu Fei pretended to just go out and successfully ran into his little Nai Tuan Zi teacher.

Chu Yi likes to eat toffee, and also likes to drink various milk drinks, but he doesn't like to drink pure milk, but in order to grow taller, he still insists on drinking two bottles of pure milk every morning and evening.

Inserting the straw into the milk box, Chu nodded expressionlessly at Lu Fei, which surprised Lu Fei indifferently.

It wasn't until later that Lu Fei finally got his wish and moved into Lin Mo and Chu Yi's dormitory together, that Lu Fei knew from Lin Mo that Chu Yi had a very serious wake-up qi, and his face was smelly just because he didn't wake up.

But Lu Fei himself discovered that this boy who smiles like an angel is not so easy to get in touch with, he has a slow and awkward personality, and is polite to everyone, but it is very difficult to really get into his heart.

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"Hey, do you remember me? You taught me how to dance yesterday."

"..."

"My name is Lu Fei, what's your name?"

"..."

"Then I'll call you 'Hi'!"

"..."

"Chu Yi."

"Ok?"

"I said my name is Chu Yi."

On the third day, the weather was fine, and Lu Fei finally knew that the milk dumpling was called Chu Yi.

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Lin Mo said that Lu Fei became Chu Yi's good friend because of his thick skin. Lu Fei dismissed this statement, but at the same time secretly agreed. It really wasn't his stalking for half a month. Can be regarded as a friend by Chu Yi.

But he only has one month, except for part-time work and sleeping, his time is actually very limited. One month later, he will face the start of school, who knows what troubles will happen at that time.

So when Lu Fei, whom Chu had only known for a few days, brought him to their dinner party, Lin Mo was very surprised, and was also full of hostility towards Lu Fei.

Although in that dilapidated self-service hot pot restaurant, they still laughed happily together and took a group photo with Ye, but Lin Mo really felt that this man who was too enthusiastic about Chu Yi was full of bad things.

And after Lin Mo learned of Lu Fei's dirty thoughts about Chu Yi many years later, he also proved that his views at that time were correct.

The relationship between Lu Fei and Lin Mo was actually quite delicate before FLY disbanded. Although the company put a lot of effort into promoting their CP, in fact, if there was no Chu Yi as a lubricant between these two men, they would We cannot go together.

In the same way, if it wasn't for Chu Yi, they wouldn't have come together.

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It was really difficult for Lu Fei to study in university. The company did not borrow his tuition fees as the long-haired man said. No matter how you look at it in front of businessmen, your studies and career are at odds with each other.

On the contrary, Lao Meng approached Lu Fei before the start of school, and wanted to pay Lu Fei's tuition with his old books of the past few years. In Lao Meng's words, it would be a pity not to go to such a good school.

It's just that Lu Fei didn't ask for Lao Meng's money in the end, and he also refused his brother's request for help from his uncle and aunt. If it didn't work, he could still apply for a student loan, so there was no need to trouble everyone because of him.

At the beginning, Chu Yi might be protective and difficult to get in touch with, but he has always been righteous to his good friends. After learning about Lu Fei's situation, he asked his mother for the New Year's money passbook he grew up with. Lu Fei pays the tuition.

The two debated for a long time about Chu Yi's entire net worth, and in the end it was the rich and powerful Young Master Lin who threw out a bank card and settled the battle.

Lin said in the entire film and television circle that no one dares to say that his family is number one. The son of the Lin family has always been rich. If it weren't for the fact that he knew two poor friends, Chu Yi and Lu Fei, he really wouldn't have gone. I ate the self-service hot pot downstairs of the dilapidated residents behind the company.

So the tuition fee was really just a drizzle to Lin Mo, and Lu Fei was not polite to him, but he still gave Lin Mo a very formal IOU, although when Lu Fei earned his first notice fee, he returned the money to Lin Mo. Lin Mo couldn't take out the IOU anymore.

With the help of two good friends, Chu Yi and Lin Mo, Lu Fei’s college life is still a bit of a struggle. The school and the company run at both ends. His talent and hard work allow him to balance his studies and practice fairly well, but he is tired. The physical kind of tiredness.

And because my heart was filled more and more by that candy-loving milk dumpling, I didn't feel bitter anymore, but it was as sweet as eating candy myself.

Chu Yi was his only light in those dark days.

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RS recruits a lot of new trainees every year, but too few make their debut. Lu Fei can still recall the strong emotion when the company announced their debut as FLY.

Probably he should have left when the company didn't keep its word, but because of Chu Yi here, he couldn't bear it, and all his efforts since then were just to make a debut with Chu Yi.

He has no stage dream, and all his love is only because of Chu Yi.

Because of Chu Yi and FLY, there is Lu Feige who shines on the stage.

He loves this stage as much as he loves Chuyi, cherishes their fans, and is proud of the name FLY, but RS, who gave them all this, did not care for his employees, and did not cherish the hard work of everyone in front of and behind the scenes for FLY. The RS made it all and broke it all.

Lu Fei and Lin Mo once talked about this issue. They didn’t regret leaving RS, and they thought they had nothing to do with RS. They debuted for three years almost all year round. Under the cruel share ratio, they lost more than all their income in three years. times liquidated damages, they have settled with RS.

And the only thing they regret is that they were not strong enough at the time, and they couldn't bring FLY and Chu Yi together, which made them miss each other for four years.

They were supposed to be the most intimate siblings, but they became him and so-and-so in other people's mouth.

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When the contract was terminated, Lu Fei only did two things every day, eating like a walking dead, and then lying on the bed all day and all night staring at the ceiling in a daze.

And this behavior really scared his brother. At that time, Shen Yuan's company had just started on the right track, and its strength was far from what it is now. He worked hard to manage the company every day, and then helped his brother get the contract termination and the new studio. The pressure was so great that the entire gums were inflamed and swollen, and it hurt to drink water.

The elder brother in Shen Yuan's heart should be the one who is so high-spirited and mighty that he can beat the whole courtyard to see Lu Fei call his brother, instead of lying on the bed desperately.

That day, Shen Yuan finally raised enough money to get back Lu Fei's contract of selling his life. It was a very happy thing at first, but Shen Yuan was so angry that he beat his brother for the first time.

The two brothers have been in love since childhood, and this is the first real fight. The corner of Lu Fei's mouth is completely broken, and the left side of Shen Yuan's face is swollen. The two brothers perfectly interpret what is meant by "slapping someone in the face "The way of fighting.

Shen Yuan's entrepreneurial family back then explicitly supported and secretly opposed it, but it was his brother who gave Shen Yuan everything he had saved in his first year of debut, and it took more than two years to have everything Shen Yuan has now.

At that time, Shen Yuan didn't know about Chu Yi, he only thought that his brother was restricted by his uncle's career, and he could support him like his brother, and he could use everything he had to support his brother to start again, but his brother couldn't Such self-depression, he looked down on such a brother.

It was only after the fight that day that Shen Yuan knew about Chu Yi, and many years later, when he also lost his true love, he finally realized how painful his brother was at that time.

It's just that his brother is a little luckier than him, he and that person are farewell, and his brother and Chu Yi are only temporarily separated, and that person doesn't have himself in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't have chosen to leave after seeing the text message.

There is a huge difference between a person who announces a concert and three people together. Since Lu Fei announced the termination of the contract and the establishment of a studio, he and the other two are still often mentioned by people at the same time. It’s just a scene of brotherhood They were all replaced by a scene of brotherhood.

But those people are obviously not themselves, so why are they qualified to rehearse for them?

But everyone said it vividly, as if seeing is believing, and the scripts they arranged became more and more exciting, so they passively acted out one after another human tragedy.

And the only ones who can blame him are Lin Mo and Chu Yi, and the former also jumped into the pit because of his unspeakable secret, leaving Chu Yi to walk alone with the glory of FLY.

Looking back, the past is still the same, time has changed everything, but nothing has changed, Lu Fei can't say whether the past twenty years of his life are good or bad, because he has both good and bad, so he has to say hypocritically " Live up to it."

Live up to yourself, live up to your life.

Xiao Meng became his assistant after graduation, Lao Meng opened a dumpling restaurant as he wished, Shen Yuan's career is getting better and better, Lin Mo found himself in acting, his family respects his love, whether he is good or bad is good many.

And he never thought ten years ago that he would have a crush on someone for ten years like Lingxing's song said. Fortunately, he told his love ten years later, and his Xiaoyi was even more beautiful than him. More courageous.

The author has something to say: After thinking about it for a while, I decided to post the episode.

This time I really want to say goodbye, everyone is destined to say goodbye.

Thank you for your company these past few months.