webnovelvip Chapter 79 I'm Attracted To You
Chapter 79 I'm Attracted To You
Zhou Xubai also had a scar on his cheek, probably because he rushed over to speed up the completion of the mission, so he failed in the mission.
And Luo Qingyun, Tan Mo remembered that his Kepler energy had been exhausted, and his abdomen was penetrated by the chibi's tail scales.
"Are your heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys still there?" Tan Mo turned his face sideways, looking at Luo Qingyun.
He didn't feel it if he didn't speak, but when he spoke, he found that his throat was hoarse, but his lips were not chapped at all. It should be that someone kept moistening his lips with warm water when he fell asleep.
Luo Qingyun replied with a smile: "You pretended to be asleep after waking up, and now you want to ask if my internal organs are still there. Isn't this concern a bit fake?"
He was wearing a loose camouflage uniform, the top was not tucked into the waist, and he looked loose and relaxed. If his face was not paler than usual and his lips were bloodless, Tan Mo would not have imagined how much this man suffered. serious injury.
Tan Mo replied, "Because I smell you, I'm sure you're still alive. Otherwise, you wouldn't be here guarding me."
Luo Qingyun smiled helplessly, and was about to take her hand back from the quilt, but she didn't expect Tan Mo's hand to hold him instead.
This was the first time that Tan Mo took the initiative to approach him, or took the initiative to hold his hand.Because Tan Mo didn't know why, when Luo Qingyun left, there was a sense of emptiness and panic as the blood left her body.
He saw the back of Luo Qingyun leaving him, saw his tragic escape from the belly of the chi kiss, and also saw him running wildly to save himself dragging his body which was obviously having difficulty breathing.
Tan Mo felt that there were only a few hours of memory, as if a lifetime had passed, and in this lifetime, he had the possibility of losing Luo Qingyun countless times.
He obviously just woke up, he doesn't have any strength and doesn't know if it's because of the analgesic, his head is also heavy, but he just has a feeling that he can't let go of Luo Qingyun's hand easily, if he wants to hold on to him, he must hold on tight he.
Otherwise, he will disappear.
Luo Qingyun froze for a moment, remained motionless, and let Tan Mo hold him.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here." Luo Qing Yun's throat seemed to be a little sore, he didn't make a sound, but Tan Mo understood his mouth shape.
Something warm seemed to slide down the corner of his eye onto the pillow.
For the first time, Luo Qingyun showed a flustered look, and his thumb brushed the corner of Tan Mo's eyes, "What's wrong? Your leg hurts again? I'll go to the medical director to help you find a solution..."
Tan Mo opened his mouth, as if something was stuck in his throat, "My leg doesn't hurt, but I know yours must hurt."
Luo Qing Yun stood there blankly, then smiled.
This is the only person in the world who cares about whether he hurts or not, and Tan Mo is probably the only one.
Li Zhefeng let out a long breath: "Okay, okay, we all escaped death, do you want to open a can of Coke to celebrate?"
Zhou Xubai snorted, "Where can he drink Coke?"
"We drink, he is watching." Li Zhefeng replied.
The atmosphere finally became more relaxed.
"Baihan...how is it?" Tan Mo asked.
"He's dead." Luo Qing Yun replied.
"Oh." Tan Mo nodded, thinking that death might be the relief for Baihan, "Maybe just like I saw my father, Baitan can also see Lian Zheng?"
"I guess Xuan. Your dad didn't cross the line, and he possessed the Kepler spirit body connected to the energy source. But Lian Zheng crossed the line, he went to the deformed side." Luo Qingyun said.
When Zhou Xubai heard this, he showed a puzzled expression, "What are you talking about? Brother Mo... You said you saw your father? Who is your father? Where is it? Others can?"
"My dad is dead now." Tan Mo closed his eyes and sighed.
The world's most handsome, but also the world's most lonely old ghost.
"Dead ghost? Could it be that your father died to save you? Where did he die?" Zhou Xubai thought that he would help Tan Mo take back his father's body no matter what.
Moreover, Tan Mo grew up in an orphanage, and he has never had parents. He suddenly said that he saw his father, and then his father disappeared. It would make him even more sad if he lost it.
Zhou Xubai was very worried about Tan Mo's mood, but Tan Mo smiled at Zhou Xubai, "My father died in a place where human beings can't go yet."
Tan Mo looked at them, and now the people in this ward were all his most trusted people, and he was ready to tell them the truth he knew.
Li Zhefeng said tacitly: "Wait a minute, let's test whether there is a monitoring device in the ward, and then take out the communicator."
Zhou Xubai and Luo Qingyun both handed each other the communicators on their wrists.
When everything was ready and the ward was locked, Tan Mo suddenly became nervous.He knew that he was different, just like Luo Qingyun once said, he was very attractive to Kepler's creatures.
So what about Li Zhefeng and Zhou Xubai?What about Gao Zhi, Wu Yusheng, and even He Long?
Is the protection they are so concerned about themselves based on Kepler's biological instinct to yearn for a complete spiritual body, or is it their own choice?
At that moment, Tan Mo actually had a little fear of the truth.
Under the quilt, Luo Qingyun's fingers were slightly drawn together, that kind of warmth and strength calmed Tan Mo's mind.
"My father is Xie Lanbing. He was the captain of the special service team during the Kepler Exploration Alliance. He was responsible for the recovery of Kepler samples. The last stage of his life was stationed at Base Zero, which is where I was born. The place where he died."
Zhou Xubai's eyes widened, "You...was born in base zero?"
"If you were born in Base Zero, who is your mother?" Li Zhefeng asked.
"My mother..." Tan Mo's eyes became moist, "Actually, you have all seen her picture. There is a picture of her on the wall behind every gray tower training class. Every Kepler biology book The textbooks will definitely mention her name..."
"No way..." A name appeared in Zhou Xubai's mind, but this name had nothing to do with Tan Mo even in 1 years.
"When I was studying Kepler Ecology, I wanted to say it a long time ago - you look a lot like Ling Yu, especially the eyes." Li Zhefeng said.
Tan Mo nodded, his eyes were so moist that the ceiling was full of water waves, "Now that I think about my "Kepler Ecology" report card, I really feel sorry for my mother."
"It's good that you know." Li Zhefeng pulled the napkin on the bedside, and pressed Tan Mo's eyes not very gently.
Zhou Xubai's expression was very silent, he was still digesting the information, and asked suspiciously: "If you were born in No. [-] base, then...how did you leave when No. [-] base was swallowed by Kepler creatures? Do you already know what happened to Base Zero back then?"
"This starts with the evolutionary divergence of Kepler organisms. At first, Kepler samples were scattered on the earth, and most of the infected were animals and plants, as well as a small number of humans. At that time, there was no such thing as fusion. And for For Kepler organisms, this kind of infection is just a way for them to seek to survive on the earth, but these ways are a kind of temptation and a direction to seek survival. Unfortunately, this direction is aberration.”
Luo Qingyun handed the warm water on the bedside table to Tan Mo, who took a sip and continued to talk.
"The Kepler energy that did not find a suitable host formed a source of distortion, and this source of distortion continued to replicate and develop like a cancer cell in order to survive. Until one day, my parents went to recover the Kepler sample, and unexpectedly Infected by Kepler's energy, he became a fusion in the true sense."
Li Zhefeng's expression became more serious, "So...you are the child of a fusion person and a fusion person? You must know that the Gray Tower has always prohibited the combination between fusion persons, because there is a [-]/[-] chance of giving birth to a complete crossover And it is said that most of such children will be stillborn because the energy is too strong and the load on the cells is too heavy."
"What I'm going to say next, you may be so surprised that you put a light bulb in your mouth."
Li Zhefeng snorted softly, "Put a light bulb in your mouth, that's something only you can drive out. Don't interrupt, and continue. If it doesn't surprise me..."
"Are you going to break my leg?" Tan Mo asked back.
"Luo Qingyun is here, I have no chance to break your leg." Li Zhefeng waved the back of his hand, meaning to continue talking.
"My mother has twins in her womb, and I have a twin brother."
After Tan Mo's voice fell, two "I'm sorry" rang out immediately.
It was rare for Zhou Xubai and Li Zhefeng to say these two words in unison.
"My twin brother has crossed the line, and he has very strong Keplerian energy. If you think about it, cancer cells need to completely destroy the immune system in order to accelerate the spread of the body. Then the deformed Keplerian creature wants to Occupying this planet means devouring the real Kepler energy source, so as to reproduce it unscrupulously. My brother has a very strong connection with the distortion source. He controlled a large number of Kepler creatures and attacked the zero base. I In order to let others and I leave the base smoothly, my father guided my brother to follow him to the depths of the base, and then in order to prevent my brother from taking the Kepler energy from him, he committed suicide."
The image of Xie Lanbing hugging him and kissing his forehead for the first and last time appeared before Tan Mo's eyes.
"Then He Yingzhi took you out of Base Zero?" Li Zhefeng asked.
"I really don't remember what happened next, and my dad didn't continue to show it to me in his 'self' world. I can only ask Uncle He."
For a moment, the ward was silent.Because they knew that the reason why Xie Lanbing couldn't show it to Tan Mo was because Xie Lanbing, as a human being, ended his life at that moment, and he didn't even witness what happened next.
Tan Mo asked again: "Do you have any questions you want to ask me? Although I may not be able to answer them."
Li Zhefeng had been meditating, but it was Zhou Xubai who spoke first: "You just mentioned the world of 'I'. In fact, this was also mentioned in some research reports of the Gray Tower, but it has not been proved. These reports all insist on one The point of view is that Kepler creatures have a spiritual body, and the spiritual body can obtain energy from Kepler's energy source. This energy exists in the high-dimensional space, and we cannot directly connect with this high-dimensional space Tan Mo, according to what you said, you have been to Xie Lanbing's 'self' world, that is to say, he is dead as a human being but you can still see him. Then this verifies the so-called 'Kaipo' Is the concept of 'le spirit body' real?"
Tan Mo looked at Luo Qingyun, he always felt that this question should be answered by Luo Qingyun.
Luo Qingyun lowered her head and smiled, "Yes, according to what I know now, the Kepler world is divided into three layers. The first layer is the world of 'Self', which is the so-called memory, which is something that happens objectively , belongs to the past. Xie Lanbing took Tan Mo to the world of the 'self'. Everything that happens in this world can only be watched from the sidelines and cannot be reversed."
Li Zhefeng and Zhou Xubai nodded. Although they still don't have the so-called "self" world, that is to say, they haven't formed the "spiritual body" that Luo Qingyun called, but at least now they can be sure that fusion people can have it.Like Luo Qingyun, or Xie Lanbing.
"The second layer is the world of 'I'. In this world, I can interact with the corresponding elements to make changes, and so can the people I invite. And the function of this world is to calculate the 'possibility', Let me see the different results of making different choices. It's like..." Luo Qingyun was thinking about how to let people who have never been to the "Guest Wo" world understand its essence.
Looking at Luo Qingyun's serious expression, Tan Mo couldn't help laughing, "It's like the 'butterfly effect'. Tiny details may cause different results."
Luo Qingyun was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "Yes, it's like the butterfly effect."
"And what about the third floor?"
"Passing through the edge of Kepler's world, and then going deeper is Kepler's energy source. Once we fusers perish physically, as long as our spiritual bodies do not cross the boundary and do not go to the source of distortion, we will return to the beginning In Pule's energy source. This is the circulation form of Kepler's energy source. It sounds very vague, like a person's soul returns to heaven after death, but in fact, you can understand it that way. " Luo Qingyun spread her hands and said .
Li Zhefeng nodded: "Although I can't understand it, I can understand it. Suppose there is an energy source in another high-dimensional space that cannot be touched by humans, just like the ocean. And all of us fused, including other developers Puller organisms are a drop of water, and our body is a container, which wraps this drop of water and cannot touch the ocean. But we are in the ocean and can exchange heat with sea water, but such energy exchange is limited Yes. If the container breaks, the drop of water returns completely to the ocean.”
Tan Mo's eyes lit up, and he snapped his fingers: "Fuck! Li Zhefeng, you are worthy of being a top student! Zhou Xubai, do you understand?"
If it weren't for Luo Qingyun being here, Li Zhefeng might have already gone to grab Tan Mo's head, "Are you ashamed to ask Zhou Xubai if he understands? Team Zhou is also a high-achieving medical student, okay?"
Tan Mo choked up for a moment, and he suddenly found sadly that he was really the only one who was a scumbag at the scene, and he was the one who had the most shame in being a scumbag.
Zhou Xubai asked full of doubts: "But Team Luo, how did you determine the three-layer Kepler world? After all, Li Zhefeng and I are both advanced fusions, but we don't have the so-called 'self' and 'guest me'." ' World, not even the high team."
Luo Qingyun replied calmly: "The first level of the 'self' world, I have already discovered it when I was very young. I once asked Professor Liang to see this world. As for the second level of the world, it is in Professor Liang's world. I discovered it myself after I passed away. At first I wasn't sure what happened, some researchers were brought into that world by me, and they made some changes, resulting in a different result from reality. They thought it was me Bringing them hallucinations, I was isolated for a long time because I didn't know how to control the "guest me" world. After I was adopted by Team Liang, she was brought into that world by me many times intentionally or unintentionally. After that, I gradually mastered the method of control."
This was the first time Luo Qingyun had spoken frankly about his past in front of other people.
Tan Mo felt a little distressed, but more because of Luo Qingyun's sudden enlightenment.Little by little he was finally accepting and connecting with other people too.
"Then what about the third Kepler world?" Li Zhefeng asked, "Since the body needs to be destroyed to return to that world, does it mean you..."
"I was once included in the advance team and entered the extension of Base Zero. The density of high-risk organisms in the ecological zone there was too high, and our information was wrong, which caused the entire army to be wiped out. When I was dying, I Almost crossed the line and even saw the source of the distortion."
Luo Qingyun's tone was calm, but Tan Mo subconsciously clenched his fingers.
"When I was getting closer and closer to the source of the distortion and was about to be absorbed by it, I saw Team Liang who had already died. She stopped me from going forward and led me back to the real world. That is Team Liang. The spirit body that returns to the Kepler energy source after the body dies."
Li Zhefeng raised doubts, "Captain Luo, I don't intend to offend. How can you be sure that the Captain Liang you saw at that time was not your hallucination, but that you really went to the so-called Kepler world?"
Luo Qingyun had long expected that Li Zhefeng would ask such a question, he smiled lightly, "Because I've tried many times before that."
At that moment, Tan Mo suddenly understood all of Luo Qingyun's past dangerous behaviors.
He always goes wherever there is danger, Forbidden Lake, Overlord's Egg, Klein's Bottle... Chu Yu and the others felt that Luo Qingyun seemed to be testing her own limits, but now Tan Mo realized that he was not. Testing, he is going to the limit.
Only when he reaches the limit and walks on the edge of transgression, can he see Liang Youjie again, and only then can he feel that Liang Youjie has not gone away from him, but is protecting him in another form.
Li Zhefeng frowned tightly, "What about Tan Mo? As the child of Xie Lanbing and Ling Yu, his twin brother who crossed the border should have the most similar genes with him, and he doesn't recognize his six relatives, even Xie Lanbing. Was he forced to death, wasn't he? I always felt that he would never let Tan Mo go."
Tan Mo leaned back, showing an expression of "fate is so incredible".
"Whether he has plans for Tan Mo, or what he wants to get from Tan Mo, I'm afraid I have to ask Professor He for such questions, or go to the Kepler boundary again, please Xie Lanbing Let's answer." Luo Qingyun said.
"Come on guys, don't let the atmosphere be so heavy, let's talk about it lightly! I said Ah Zhe, my parents are Xie Lanbing and Ling Yu! My dad should have savings, right? My mom should have a lot of patents too, Intellectual copyright or something? Maybe I really have a treasury to inherit?"
Li Zhefeng crumpled the napkin into a ball and smashed it on Tan Mo's face.
"You still want to inherit the treasury? Why do I think you will be made into a specimen by Central City? And why do you think that the inheritance left to you by your parents must be the treasury, maybe it is the Kepler Ecological District?"
"If it's not the treasury, then I don't want it anymore." Tan Mo used his brain just now, but now he started to feel sleepy again.
Zhou Xubai said: "I think there is something special about Tan Mo compared with ordinary people. That is the problem of empathy between him and Kepler's seeds. For details, I still have to ask He Yingzhi. Only he has been following Ling The researcher next to Yu. He is the only survivor besides Tan Mo and He Long."
It's a pity that He Yingzhi thought that Tan Mo was dead, and his whole body collapsed. He was sedated, and he is still not awake yet.He Taki was always by his side.
"Captain Li, is there a way to arrange for me to meet Jiang Huaiyun?" Luo Qingyun asked.
Li Zhefeng raised his eyes, "Why, are you really planning to blow his head off?"
"He has a brain tumor. If I don't take action, his brain will explode sooner or later. It's just that the Shenzhou Group made great efforts to explore the Kepler planet. I want to know how the Shenzhou Group has treated Kepler's creatures. How much do you know. What else do they know, but the gray tower doesn't know."
Li Zhefeng stood up, gestured ok, and left with Zhou Xubai.
Only Tan Mo and Luo Qingyun were left in the ward.
If it was in the past, Tan Mo would definitely feel uncomfortable and embarrassed everywhere, and Luo Qingyun would be superfluous everywhere.
But at this moment, Tan Mo felt as if he had passed away.
It seemed that he had traveled through several worlds, and finally saw Luo Qingyun again.
"Hey, didn't you come out of Chiwen's belly? Are you sure you've cleaned up all the smells on your body?" Tan Mo raised his eyelids with an expression of "I despise you".
He did not expect that Luo Qingyun would pick up the collar of the camouflage uniform seriously and sniff it.
"I can't smell it anymore. But the disinfectant of Shenzhou Group smells better than that of Huita." Luo Qingyun said.
"Really? I smell it?"
Tan Mo turned sideways, hooked Luo Qingyun's clothes to the tip of his nose, and sniffed.
"It really smells better than Gray Tower's. I guess it smells like some luxury cologne. After all, they are rich." Tan Mo looked serious about tasting it.
Luo Qingyun lowered her head, looked at the hair on Tan Mo's head, and smiled lightly, "You have the same smell as me."
"is it?"
Tan Mo got closer, Luo Qing Yun thought that he wanted to confirm again, so she took the initiative to pull the hem of her clothes over for him, but she didn't expect that Tan Mo's hand would reach in and directly cover his crotch on the bandage.
Luo Qing Yun froze completely.
Through the bandage, Luo Qingyun could feel the warmth of Tan Mo's palm, as well as his carefulness.
Tan Mo raised his eyes to look at him, and asked in a very soft voice, "Aren't you going to show me?"
Luo Qing Yun's throat rolled, "What are you looking at?"
Tan Mo tilted his head, "What do you think I want to see? Of course it's your injury. Chiwen's tail scale pierced you through. Do you really think I didn't see it?"
Luo Qing Yun showed a helpless expression, "So you are only interested in my wound."
Tan Mo's lips curved into a shallow but uncontrollable smile.
"You can also try to see if I can be interested in other things."
Luo Qingyun's eyes narrowed, she leaned closer and said: "Tan Mo, do you... know that you are playing with fire?"
Tan Mo lay back on the hospital bed directly.
"I don't play with fire. When I was a child, the director of the orphanage said that children who play with fire will pee on the kang."
Luo Qingyun sighed, leaned back on the chair resignedly, and said: "Look. It's all covered by bandages anyway."
Tan Mo arched twice, turned around, and lifted Luo Qingyun's clothes with malicious intentions. It was really just like what Luo Qingyun said, only bandages.
They were wrapped around Luo Qingyun's abdomen, wrapped around her shoulders and fixed.The wound on the abdomen no longer oozes blood, Tan Mo guessed that Luo Qingyun should have performed emergency suture surgery on the aircraft.
"You said, the operation performed by the machine, will the stitches be wrong at the end? When the bandages are removed, you will find a big scar, like a centipede?" Tan Mo asked.
"Then do you find it ugly?" Luo Qingyun asked.
They are all men, and they are all field workers. In fact, whether there are scars on their bodies is not important at all, the most important thing is to live.
"That's not true, maybe it's okay to count how many legs the centipede has." Tan Mo said carelessly.
Luo Qingyun was not angry either, "It's like being pierced through by an iron spear, not being cut open. I don't think I have many centipede legs. If you can't sleep and want to count, you should count sheep. "
"I just regret that when I was changing combat stocks in the car with you, I didn't see your abdominal muscles clearly at that time."
It's not that Tan Mo has never seen it. He has seen Gao Zhi's, Li Zhefeng's, Zhou Xubai's, and other teams' ones.
It's just that when it was Luo Qingyun's turn, she always felt that if she looked at him more, she would get burned.
It's all right now, I don't even have to watch it if I want to.
Luo Qingyun replied indifferently: "It's okay, I can see yours clearly."
Tan Mo thought to himself, it's really unfair, he claims to be the thickest-skinned Huita in Yinwan City, but it's only in front of Luo Qingyun that he finds out that he's so weak?
"Thank you for coming to my rescue."
This was the first time Tan Mo had formally and seriously thanked Luo Qingyun.
"Thank you also for keeping the agreement with me and waiting for me." Luo Qingyun replied.
Tan Mo tilted out of the hospital bed, put his head on Luo Qingyun's lap, looked at him like this and said: "You don't care whether human beings can survive, because the final outcome of any species is extinction. You agreed to go to Base Zero to bring Liang Youjie back, right?"
Luo Qingyun replied: "Yes."
"Luo Qingyun, have you ever thought that the way you care about me is different from the way you care about Liang Youjie?"
"Huh?" Luo Qingyun lowered her head, with a hint of doubt in her eyes.
"You said that I have empathy with Kepler creatures."
Luo Qingyun nodded, "Yes. Now it seems that the reason for this empathy is that you are already inextricably linked with Kepler's ecology. "
"Maybe...Whether it's Li Zhefeng or Zhou Xubai, their protection for me, and you...You treat me..." Tan Mo got stuck, he didn't know how to describe Luo Qingyun's feelings for him.
"If the matter is really gone, the spirit can last forever. I hope I can stay in your world like Xie Lanbing."
Tan Mo's eyes were red, but he also had to remind Luo Qingyun.
"Maybe my attraction to you is a biological instinct. Maybe I have something to do with that Kepler energy source, just like my twin brother and the distortion source empathize. You are just attracted by the Kepler energy source attracted."
Tan Mo looked at Luo Qingyun, he was looking forward to his answer, and also accepted Luo Qingyun's rational and sober choice.
"I have seen many powerful Kepler creatures, so I will not be attracted by the so-called energy source. On the contrary, energy is the reason why I have had a bad life since I was a child. Human beings claim to be the spirit of all things , but I seldom see any aura in the people around me. But when I was a child, I also had perfect illusions about human beings, but the older I grew up, the more my illusions became disillusioned."
"I see."
"But you are different, Tan Mo." Luo Qing Yun's voice was full of solemnity, "Your temperature, your choice, and your criteria all conform to all my beautiful fantasies about human beings. Therefore, I am attracted to you. "
Tan Mo's heart suddenly filled up.
"I want to touch you." Luo Qingyun lowered her eyes and said seriously.
"Where do you want to touch?" Tan Mo asked amusedly.
"Here." Luo Qingyun's eyes fell on the hair on the top of Tan Mo's head.
"Here...then you can touch it. I can still beat you."
Tan Mo lay on Luo Qingyun's lap with some disappointment, his face tilted.
Luo Qingyun froze for a moment, then gently placed her hand on top of his head.
"I didn't wash my hair." Tan Mo said coolly.
Luo Qingyun's fingertips rubbed against Tan Mo's hair, "You forgot, before sending you into the medical room, you must have been thoroughly sanitized. You are cleaner than ever."
"Okay. You said why you are so unambitious, I thought you wanted to..."