don't marry, don't love

Chapter 10 Home and Change

The honeymoon trip of the two ended up being nothing.

After Qian Yu was discharged from the hospital, Duan Kaize bought a plane ticket back to China.

As an Alpha, Duan Kaize can naturally feel Qianyu's depression and even sadness.Knowing this situation, if he insisted on continuing this honeymoon trip, Duan Kaize's heart would really be too big to leak.

On the sixth day in Japan, the three of them boarded the plane back home.

Qian Yu was severely injured due to a miscarriage, and fell asleep under a blanket shortly after the plane took off.However, he did not sleep soundly, his brows were tightly frowned, and the knuckles of his fingers holding the blanket were all white.

Wang Yuan turned his head to look at the situation, and lowered his voice, "Do you want to wake him up?" It must be so, and sleeping will not be comfortable.

Shaking his head, Duan Kaiser took Qian Yu's hand.Gently parted Qian Yu's fingers little by little, then crossed them tightly, and smoothed the texture between Qian Yu's eyebrows with the other hand.

Although Duan Kaize didn't know about Qian Yu's loss of a child, the Beta police officer explained clearly to him the scene where Qian Yu was besieged by two Alphas.

Omega is naturally weak when facing Alphas, Duan Kaize doesn't know how much psychological pressure Qian Yu overcame to bring down those two Alphas.

Chiba is a very good omega.

He will gently prepare breakfast for you, match your clothes for you, and quietly leave a lamp for you; he is so smart, he puts himself in a comfortable and safe position, neither close nor distant; he is so powerful , enough to resist damage that even an Alpha can't resist, and even make you forget that he is an Omega.

Duan Kaize also thought about what it would be like if he married an Omega he didn't love in the future?

Maybe it's a well-behaved and sensible Omega, who carefully seeks the sole care of his own Alpha.If he really met such an Omega, Duan Kaize would probably take pity on him because he pitied him.

Maybe it's a domineering and gorgeous Omega, who wants the kind of love that will never change in this life, and what he wants is the kind of emotion that Duan Kaiser can't give.Maybe in the end, the two will find ways to divorce and let each other go to find freedom.

perhaps……

Duan Kaize thought about the possibility for so many minutes, but in the end he met the Omega that he thought was the least likely to meet, and also the most suitable for him.

Living with Qianyu these days is even better than Duan Kaize living alone.

Someone who cares about you, loves you, but doesn't ask you for more.

Perfect, but unfair.

"Sometimes I forget that he is an Omega." Duan Kaize said suddenly, and Wang Yuan, who was leaning on the seat to look at Qian Yu, realized that this might be talking to him.

"I am his Alpha, so I can naturally feel his emotions." Duan Kaize said, holding Qianyu's hand more tightly, "He is very powerful, and has always been strong. The emotions he conveyed to me have always been faint, Warm. So comfortable that I almost forget I'm not alone anymore."

"But this time, he is very sad, even though he is trying to hide it. But I can still feel his sadness, as if the tears that could not be shed flooded in the bottom of my heart, and then rushed to convey it to me."

"Old Duan?" Wang Yuan blinked his eyes a few times, feeling that this Duan Kaize was a bit different from the Duan Kaize he knew.

"I didn't protect my Omega well." As a proud and domineering Alpha, it's not so easy to face up to your own mistakes. "I said that our relationship is different from what you imagined. I thought, I just need to do my best." The responsibilities of an Alpha are enough..."Fulfill the responsibilities of an Alpha, protect and take care of your own Omega, maintain a family, and raise a child" But I found that if there is no emotion, I can't even do this To. Or, I can’t do it well. I will abandon him too easily, forget him, and let him face it alone. This is too unfair to him, he is so good, he deserves an Alpha who loves and loves him.” And It's not me, an Alpha who selfishly just wants to enjoy this comfortable life, but is unwilling to give emotion.

"Duan Kaize, I don't understand." Wang Yuan looked at Duan Kaize, "Why do you have to be loved by others? Can't you? Why is such a simple thing so complicated here? Listening to you, you clearly think that Qian Yu Very good, then why can't you love Chiba?"

"As long as you fall in love, won't everything be solved?" Wang Yuan tilted his head to simplify the problem.

After looking at Wang Yuan for a while, Duan Kaize smiled helplessly, "I have someone I love..."

"You have someone you love?!! Why didn't I know..." Wang Yuan blinked his eyes and shook his head, "Bah... almost digressed. You have someone you love, and I will love Qianyu with you again. Not contradictory?"

"Who doesn't have one or two people he likes? I just lost love here, so what's the matter? I will still fall in love with the next person." Speaking of this, Wang Yuan concluded, "So first, you have to learn not to love The person you love, then you can love Chiba."

Duan Kaize smiled, but did not answer.If the love for nearly ten years can be simply given up, why would Kaiser hesitate and entangle until now?

"I will find a way to divorce Qian Yu..." Duan Kaize said, "I will let him go."

After hearing this, Wang Yuan'er shook her head, "You just refuse to let yourself go. Not loving someone is much easier than loving someone, and it will naturally dilute everything after a long time. If you develop a habit in 21 days, you won't Love that person for 21 days, and then love Qianyu for 21 days. In less than two months, it is obviously a happy thing." Wang Yuan turned his head back, leaned on the backrest, closed his eyes and meditated.

Qian Yu, who had not slept soundly, woke up before the plane landed, turned around and saw Duan Kaize, sound asleep holding his hand.

After holding it for too long, the palms of both of them were sweaty, wet and uncomfortable.

Qian Yu carefully pulled out his hand and wiped it clean with a wet towel.Then he took the wet wipe again, and wiped the sweat from Duan Kaiser's fingers little by little.

Duan Kaize was awakened by Qianyu's movement, and he looked down just in time to see Qianyu wiping his hands seriously.

Such a good Qianyu, really reluctant to let him go.But he couldn't bear such a good Qianyu to live such a life.

"You're awake..." Qian Yu looked up after wiping Duan Kaize's hands, and saw Duan Kaize staring at him distractedly.

"Yeah." Stretching out his hand, he stroked Qian Yu's messy hair, "Did you sleep well?"

He smiled lightly, the bruises at the corners of his mouth hadn't faded completely, and he felt a little sore, "I'm a little tired."

"It'll be fine when we get home. We still have more than a month's vacation. We've already taken the vacation, so let's not let it go for nothing." Perhaps, after more than a month, you will be able to leave.

Qian Yu didn't insist on going back to school either. His current physical condition is better maintained at home.Qian Yu knows the difference between being strong and showing off, and those who are loved by few people will love themselves more.

After getting off the plane, Wang Yuan took a taxi and went home directly.Duan Kaize also couldn't cheer up because of Qianyu's sadness, so naturally he didn't go to see Wang Yuan off.Besides, Wang Yuan is an Alpha after all, so it's a bit difficult for him to have an accident.

So Duan Kaize and Qianyu went straight back to their nest, and they didn't realize until they both fell on the bed that they didn't tell their parents the news of their return.

Turning over and hugging Qian Yu, Duan Kaize didn't want to move...

"Haven't told my parents yet?" Thinking this way, Qian Yu was about to get up, "I'll make a phone call..."

"No need..." Duan Kaize held Qianyu down, "Sleep, I'll tell them tomorrow."

Qian Yu also turned over and faced Duan Kaize, "This is not good..."

"Hey..." Sighing, Duan Kaize got up, and then wrapped Qianyu into a silkworm baby and stuffed it under the quilt, "Go to sleep, I'll make a call." When he walked to the door, Duan Kaize, who suddenly remembered something, turned back and slid into the bed. Go into the quilt and help Qian Yu pull down the jeans, "Go to sleep..."

Called the four elders, explained why the two of them came back early, and reassured the four that they don't need to come to visit today, Qian Yu has already rested balabala...

Duan Kaize looked at the time again, two and a half hours had passed.

I looked at the time, and it was already 04:30, and I couldn't sleep.

Climbing to the kitchen, Duan Kaize cooked porridge for Qian Yu.

It's not that I can't cook, but I'm too lazy to cook.Because Wang Yuan is a foodie, Duan Kaize's cooking skills are really good.

Looking at it this way, Duan Kaize thought, if he loved Qian Yu, he might have already cooked for Qian Yu, right?

This is a weak Omega, if there is no Alpha who loves him, no matter how well he lives, he will not be happy.

The porridge boiled quickly, and Duan Kaize was stunned staring at the bubbles coming up from 'Gudu Gudu'.

Sometimes I really don't understand why I ignore such a good person so much?Even if there is no love between the two, if he just treats Qianyu as a roommate.If a roommate treats you so well, you should be extremely grateful for whatever you say, and then treat him twice as well, okay?

But facing Qian Yu, Duan Kaize felt that he seemed unable to do it.

You can't treat him very well, you can't ignore him completely, you can't...

Duan Kaize suddenly realized a problem: he seemed to be subconsciously keeping a distance from Qian Yu.

This is why?