Chapter 23
Chapter 23
After that, everything seemed to be on track.
After seeing the text message, Yu Ran didn't say anything, but asked Chen Xue to change a phone card for him.
After recovering from the injury, Yu Ran transferred to another class after school.
Perhaps because of the rebellious period, or other factors, Yu Ran no longer looks as obedient as before.
As Chen Xue expected, Yu Ran made new friends at school, but the two often skipped classes and went online, sometimes even skipping a whole day of class.Chen Xue wanted to scold him, but he would stab him back with a few words.
Remnant Flame is growing sluggishly, not as full of vitality as before.
He is like a flower with a broken core, the root is rotten, but the surface is in full bloom, until Chen Xue couldn't hold back anymore and apologized to him in tears, he replied lightly: "I'm sorry."
From then on, Yu Ran seemed to really let go of the past, he gradually became more youthful, and the gloom that lingered on him gradually dissipated.
Still like silence, but much better than before.
That bloody accident was healed by time, and a deep ailment formed in the bone marrow. Occasionally, thinking about it would hurt the muscles and bones, but I got used to the pain.
Until I went to high school, I was completely free from painful memories and surrounded by new people.
They would smile and praise him, pat him on the shoulder and chase each other to grow, Yu Ran completely sealed up the rest of the memories, after all, people always have to look forward.The road ahead is full of flowers, why should he look back into the abyss.
What's more, those memories have long been like a photo frame with dust, and the scenes have long been blurred.
Maybe one day, when he thought of it again, looking back, there were only blank pages left in the photo frame.
Chen Xue said at least a few words rightly. At that time, she felt that the sky was falling into despair, but now that she thinks about it, she thinks it was no big deal.
Forgetting is nothing, obsession is nothing, and those who have been with me are nothing.Time is a wonderful thing.
Shen Chi chose to let it go, so he could do it too.
Shen Chi...
One day, when Yu Ran raised his head and stared blankly at the blue sky outside the window, he realized that——
He had already forgotten what Shen Chi looked like.
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"Yu Ran, the way back is too hard, you just need to go forward. I will try my best to keep up, don't look back because of me."
The air conditioner was still blowing cold air continuously, and the wind blew the pages of the book on the table rattling, the lingering flame was brought back to reality by the sound, he suddenly let out a chuckle, but the corners of his eyes were stained red.
"What, that's what it means."
With tears in Yu Ran's eyes, he suddenly raised his hand to cover his eyes, he didn't want to cry, he had shed enough tears, he didn't want to cry any more.
"Shen Chi, I almost forgot about you."
"I know you mean it, but I can't take it anymore, you know? It's like I'm the only one in the world going crazy,"
"Even at the end, I can only ask myself blankly, is Shen Chi really important? But why do I seem to forget a lot of things, and even your appearance has become blurred in my mind."
At that time, he could still remember and feel heartache in the first year, but he couldn't remember clearly in the second year.
He forgot how he met Shen Chi, forgot the agreement between them, and just stuck to it in confusion.In the third year, when Yu Yan thought of Shen Chi, the only thing left in his mind was the label that was very important to him because he had lived together for a long time.
The label is easy to take off. After going to high school, when I occasionally think of Shen Chi, Yu Ran will only let out a cold "Oh" in my heart, and then it's gone.
Just like the scar on the back of his head, if others don't point to him and ask him, he can't feel it, so he can't remember it.Even if I remember it, I will write it down with a sentence of youth and fearlessness.
Forgetting is too simple, so simple that you don't need the slightest effort.
Shen Chi listened silently, he slowly approached Yu Ran, then raised his arms, wrapping him tightly.
"You haven't forgotten. Ran Ran." Shen Chi returned to the previous title, "Didn't you remember me the first time you saw me?"
"You have worked very hard and are very strong, but I would rather you forget about me completely. It is too painful to persist alone, and I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable."
Feeling the hot body in his arms, Shen Chi couldn't help but bury his head in Yu Ran's neck.
They are too difficult, Shen Chi thought.
One of them lives in the past, and the other is full of confusion.
One side is the continuous stinging pain, and the other side is the repeated struggle and hopelessness.
But it was good, he still held Yu Ran's hand in the end.
Yu Ran was hugged by Shen Chi, and asked in a muffled voice: "Will you leave me alone in the future?"
"No." Shen Chi solemnly promised.
"Then I forgive you." Yu Ran suddenly raised his arms, wrapped them around Shen Chi's waist, and gave him a hug as well.
"For your good attitude."
Shen Chi smiled, and suddenly felt that Yu Ran's changes were not all negative, the straightforward and bright personality before was cute, but now the slightly awkward personality is also cute.
Shen Chi sighed: "That's great."
It's been a long time since he hugged Yu Ran like this, and he forgot whether the hugs in the past were as warm as they are now, but if it is possible, Shen Chi wants to hug like this for the rest of his life.
But God doesn't seem to want him to do so.
"Afterburning! Shen Chi!"
Qin Ke pushed open the door violently, "You two have stayed for so long, don't fight..."
stand up……
Come……
Qin Ke looked at the two people who were hugging each other in horror, his eyes were dull, and his three views seemed to collapse at this moment.
He he he he he he, what are they doing?
Is this the way to apologize?
"What's the matter, did it really start?" Zhuo Xiayang, who was two steps behind him, caught up, and just about to poke his head out to look inside, Qin Ke suddenly slammed the door shut with a "bang".
"No! They are exchanging feelings deeply, let's not disturb them."
Not hitting, hugging, should be kissing soon.
Yu Ran suddenly let go of Shen Chi, he wanted to take a step back, but was stopped by Shen Chi's arm.
"Let go!" Yu Ran roared in a low voice, "I was seen!"
The tails of Shen Chi's slightly raised eyes were drooping at the moment, and he replied in a low voice, with a bit of grievance in his tone: "I don't want to let it go."
"Can't we hug?"
Of course Shen Chi would not tell Yu Ran that he had been jealous of Qin Ke for a long time, he would just lower his eyes and say sadly: "You always like to talk to Qin Ke, but not to me."
"I'm sorry... I'm thinking about it." Yu Ran continued to pat his arm with despair on his face, "You can hug him as you like when you get home, but I don't want others to misunderstand that we are gay."
Shen Chi let out an oh, and let go of the lingering flame.
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Qin Ke ran away disheartenedly with the confused Zhuo Xiayang, and when he returned to the base camp, when others asked him how the situation was, Qin Ke would only calmly say, "Very good, it couldn't be better."
It really can't be better, and if it gets better, there will be problems.
When Shen Chi and Yu Ran went back, Qin Ke slipped into the distance, fearing that he would be murdered.
Yu Ran ignored him, purely because she was thin-skinned and embarrassed.As for Shen Chi, it would be strange if he could understand him.
Yu Ran remembered to charge the phone, borrowed Shen Chi's power bank, leaned against him, and swiped the phone.
He is used to swiping his phone with his right hand, so Shen Chi held his idle left hand in his palm.
Soft and warm, just like in memory.Shen Chi thought.
Suddenly, a call came in from Yu Ran's mobile phone.
He took a closer look and found that it was Su Ang who called.
"Old burning..."
Yu Yan interrupted him forcefully: "Change to another one."
"Son..."
"Beep beep..."
Su Ang glanced at the phone in shock, and then quickly dialed it.
"Yu Ran! You're so courageous that you dare to hang up on me directly?"
Yu Ran's left hand was squeezed comfortably by Shen Chi, he lazily leaned against Shen Chi, and said in a long tone, "I'm in a good mood today, so I may not be free to answer your call, if you have something to do, hurry up and play."
After hearing this, Shen Chi raised his eyes quickly and then lowered his eyes to stare at Yu Ran's red palm, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Aren't you a sports meet? I just want to hear about my son's record."
Yu Ran reservedly replied: "Well... so-so, it's just No.1."
"Fuck... awesome! I'll go to see you and celebrate for you then."
Yu Ran smiled and said, "Okay."
Su Ang on the phone was silent for two seconds for some reason, and then laughed in a low voice: "Why are you so happy today? It seems that something really happened."
There is a reason why Su Ang is listed by Yu Ran as the only C position among his few friends.
They were classmates in junior high school, and Su Ang knew him well.
At that time, Yu Ran, who had transferred to another class, hated the world everywhere, and even hated the idiot at the same table next to him who would pick and pull him twice.
Su Ang was disliked by others because of his flirtatious appearance and character. After meeting Yu Ran, a cool boy with rumors of all kinds of miracles, he started to blindly worship him. Others despise and bully.
Before and after, Brother Ran was long and Brother Ran was short, but within half a year, he suddenly discovered that Yu Ran was not Brother Cool, but a poor little boy who had experienced a miserable experience.
At that time, Su Ang thought for a long time, and after deep thinking, he made a decision.
Although you are not my ideal type, our relationship was still very hot. In this way, if you are my son, we will still be good friends.
After finishing speaking, Yu Ran used his textbooks to give him a lot of pressure.
Even though Yu Ran didn't agree, they were still good friends, Su Ang even encouraged Yu Ran and him to beat up those villains outside the school again.
This meal also completely broke the deep friendship between him and Yu Ran.
Su Ang still remembers that day after playing with the little bastard, both of them had dots on their bodies, Yu Ran was sitting on the steps in front of the Internet cafe, holding a bottle of Coke he just bought, looking up at himself with blue eyes , and then suddenly squinted at him and smiled.
It was the first time Su Ang saw Yu Ran smiling so happily, like a beam of scorching sunlight piercing through the thick haze, the warmth reminded Su Ang of sunflowers in midsummer.
Then he heard Yu Ran say to him: "Thank you, I am very happy."
There was still a Band-Aid on Su Ang's face. Hearing this, he suddenly felt that the wound was a little itchy, and scratched it uncomfortably.
"You're welcome, actually... I haven't been this happy for a long time."
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The author has something to say:
Not surprisingly, Shen Chi, who is (unilaterally) in love, will turn on clingy mode.
Shen Chi: Actually, I used to be afraid of my wife beating me, so I restrained myself
Now......
Shen Chi: My wife posted a post, hello Sarah.
Yu Ran, a straight guy on the surface: Thank you, I declined, I (for now) don't want to be gay with you.
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