After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

Chapter 135

The despair and breakdown of losing a loved one.

"What's wrong with you, Xing Xing?" Gu Cinian hugged Yu Huai Xing tightly in worry, afraid that he would still be afraid of the darkness, and hurriedly prepared to light more candles, trying to illuminate the whole room.

As soon as he got the candle, Yu Huaixing clutched the corner of his clothes, his body trembled slightly, causing Gu Cinian a dull pain in his heart.

"Let's wait like this..." Yu Huaixing's voice was a little hoarse.

Just now, my mind suddenly went blank, but now it keeps repeating those memories like flowing water.

Sensing the emotions of the person in the dream, his heart also became sore and uncomfortable. As long as he thought about it, he would feel even more sad.

The whole person was buried in Gu Cinian's arms, he just wanted to let his mind go and not think about anything.

The man's emotions were too intense, like the despair and collapse of losing a lover, and he couldn't restrain the pain.

"Xing Xing..." Gu Cinian's eyes were full of distress, he hugged Yu Huai Xing tightly in his arms, and kept stroking his back to coax him.

He was worried about Yuhuai Xing's state, and had already sent Dr. Han a message asking him to come over.

Dr. Han did not dare to slack off on matters related to Yuhuai Star, after all, Yuhuai Star was Gu Cinian's fate.

Hurrying over, Dr. Han did not dare to neglect for a moment to examine Yuhuai Xing immediately.

Just now Yuhuai Xing exhausted a lot of emotions, and fell asleep in Gu Cinian's arms not long after the examination.

After coaxing Yuhuai Xing to sleep, Gu Cinian asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with the Xing Xing?"

The doctor said: "It's okay, Mr. Yu's health is much better than before."

His body has been carefully warmed and nourished by Gu Cinian, his health has improved a lot, and he has never had a stomachache again.

The frowning eyebrows did not open, but Gu Cinian was still very worried: "Then why was he in such a bad state just now?"

Thinking of the fragile appearance of Yuhuai star buried in his arms, he felt very distressed. How could his baby suffer like that?

While tidying up, Doctor Han prescribed a dose of calming food for Gu Cinian, sighed and said: "Mr. Yu's past is a pain that is hard to heal for him, maybe he remembered the pain when the power went out just now. pain."

Gu Cinian's eyes drooped, his heart seemed to be tightly squeezed by a hand.

-

In the early morning, the mist is hazy, the sky is broken and the belly is white, and the misty clouds and mist gradually evaporate and dissipate under the first ray of sunlight.

Yu Huaixing curled up in Gu Cinian's arms on the soft big bed, clutching his clothes unconsciously.

The black hair was scattered on the white pillow, and the thick long eyelashes trembled slightly.

Caressing the back in his arms, Gu Cinian felt another dull pain in his heart. He hugged him tightly with his long arms, coaxing him patiently.

There was a faint fragrance of flowers in the silent room, and when Yu Huaixing woke up slowly with his long eyelashes blinking, he was a little dazed.

Looking at the familiar room in front of him, he looked at the man who was hugging him in a daze. Gu Cinian saw the doubt in his eyes and explained softly: "Our house had a power outage last night, and the circuit is under repair. We will live in it for a few days first. Is it okay here?"

The circuit in that building had problems due to the aging of the wires and had to be repaired. Last night he was afraid that Yuhuai Star would be frightened by that situation again, so he took Yuhuai Star back to their former home.

It's just...he wasn't sure if Yuhuai Xing would like to live here.

Gently stroking Yuhuai Xing's side face, he continued: "If Xing Xing doesn't like living here, then I'll find another room, as long as Xing Xing likes you."

Yu Huaixing stared around the room, looking at the room that was decorated at an unknown time, he asked without answering, "When was this room decorated again?"

The decoration style in the room is the same as the house they just finished decorating, it is the style and accessories Yuhuai star likes now.

Gu Cinian smiled: "I redecorated this room when I was decorating the room we lived in before."

At that time, he would do this only because Yuhuai Xing liked it, but he didn't expect that it would come in handy today.

Yu Huaixing responded softly, he didn't say no, that is, he can live here.

Gu Cinian lowered his head and kissed the corner of Yu Huaixing's mouth: "Let's have breakfast first, and go out for a stroll together later?"

Last night, Yuhuai Xing fell asleep because he was in a bad state and was too emotionally exhausted. Now that he wakes up and doesn't eat, his body will definitely not be able to bear it.

In the morning, Gu Cinian had already cooked a lot of Yuhuai Xing's favorite food, and now they are warming up.

"Well, I'll wash up first, you go out and serve the meal on the table." Yuhuai Xing said.

Gu Cinian was slightly taken aback, this sentence sounded very ordinary, but it seemed like a routine that ordinary lovers often do.

Although he may be thinking too much, it does not prevent him from feeling happy.

After answering, Gu Ci Nian smiled, as if he couldn't suppress it.

After washing up, Yuhuai Xing glanced out of the French windows, looking at the pink peach blossoms in the yard swaying gently in the wind, he fanned his long eyelashes lightly.

Back then, Gu Cinian built this peach garden because of his poor health, more hot springs are good for his physical conditioning, so Gu Cinian immediately asked someone to build this peach blossom hot spring.

I haven't been back for so long, but these peach blossoms are still growing very well.

He never thought that Gu Cinian would really care so much about his affairs, even in places he didn't see, he still did it.

"Ouch-"

The voice of Xiaomaotuan came from the door, Yu Huaixing turned his head and saw Xiaomaotuan coming in on short legs with a champagne rose in his mouth.

Xiao Maotuan walked up to Yuhuai Xing, wagging his tail and raised his head, waiting for Yuhuai Xing to pick up the rose.

Yuhuai star was slightly stunned, and leaned over to take the champagne rose in its mouth.

The thorns on the stems of champagne roses have been specially treated, lower your head to smell the flowers, and the faint rose fragrance lingers on the tip of your nose.

Yu Huaixing's heart moved slightly, he raised his head just in time to see Gu Cinian standing at the door holding a large bouquet of champagne roses and walking towards him.

"Xingxing." Gu Cinian called him softly, hugged him with one hand, and whispered in his ear, "I hope you will be happy every day."

There is the scent of roses floating in the air, which is faint and pleasant to smell.

Yu Huaixing smiled slightly, and slowly hugged Gu Cinian back with the hand holding the champagne rose, and said softly "Mmm".

Putting fresh champagne roses in a vase in the room, Yuhuai Xing went out to the living room and saw a large bouquet of fresh and beautiful champagne roses on the living room table, which was very pleasing to the eye.

After breakfast, they went out for a stroll. Not far from their house, there was a newly built artificial lake, and a lake pavilion was built in the middle of the lake.

The surroundings of the lake are full of flowers of various colors, forming a beautiful sea of ​​flowers. When the wind blows, the rich fragrance of flowers blows by, refreshing.

Looking at the lake in front of him, Yu Huaixing turned his head to look at Gu Cinian suspiciously, the man took his hand and walked towards the Huxin Pavilion.

"Xing Xing, don't you really like the lake in our house before? I just wanted to build one here." He gently stroked Yuhuai Xing's hair, and put the lock of hair behind Yuhuai Xing's ear, slightly The corners of her lips hooked into a chuckle, "You can take a walk by the lake anytime you want."

Sitting on the pavilion in the middle of the lake, Yu Huaixing looked at the delicate flowers by the lake, and slightly pursed her lower lip.

Holding the little hair ball, he raised his head and smiled at Gu Cinian, his clear eyes were like gems soaked in spring water, shining and moving.

Seeing the smile in Yu Huaixing's eyes, Gu Cinian's heart suddenly stopped, and it beat like a drum in an instant.

He never felt that such an ordinary life had any meaning before, but now he finally understands that what is meaningful is not life, but the person who is with you.

Being with the one you love, even doing ordinary and ordinary things is so precious.

Even that second is worth cherishing.

-

On New Year's Eve, Yu Huaixing woke up from the bed and heard the sound of fireworks outside corresponding to the New Year's atmosphere. After he washed up and went out, he smelled the fragrance at the door.

The little hairball was playing in the living room, and when Yuhuai Xing got up, it came over to rub Yuhuai Xing's calf with the ball in its mouth.

"Xing Xing, are you up?" Gu Cixu entered the door with a large bag of things in his hand, and couldn't help but glance at the kitchen when he smelled the fragrance.

"My brother is making delicious food again!"

"Ow!"

Yu Huai Xing smiled, saw the big bag in Gu Cixu's hand and asked, "What is that?"

Gu Cixu shook the bag of things in his hand, and said, "My brother asked me to buy it, saying Xing Xing, you want to eat cherries."

Yuhuai Xing, who was hugging the little hair ball, blinked his long eyelashes a few times, but he forgot what he said casually before going to bed last night that he wanted to eat cherries.

"Is Xing Xing hungry?" Gu Cinian came out of the kitchen and brought a bowl of freshly cooked shrimp dumplings to Yuhuai Xing.

He picked up one and fed it to Yuhuai Xing: "Put your stomach first."

Gu Cixu originally ate it, but now he couldn't stand the scent and asked, "Brother, is there any more?"

The little hairball also made a "wow", and Gu Cinian motioned to the kitchen: "Go to the kitchen with the little hairball."

"Great!"

"Ow!"

Swallowing the shrimp dumpling in his mouth, Yu Huaixing took the bowl of shrimp dumpling and said, "I'll do it myself."

He's still not used to doing this in front of people.

Gu Cinian knew that Yuhuai Xing was embarrassed, and although he felt a little annoyed, he still handed over the bowl of fresh shrimp dumplings.

He went to heat up another glass of milk and said softly, "Be careful."

"Aww!" Xiao Maotuan climbed onto the sofa with a shrimp dumpling in his mouth, and squeezed between Gu Cinian and Yuhuai Xing.

The veins on Gu Cinian's forehead twitched slightly, he suppressed his jealousy and took the little hairball by the nape of his neck and carried it to Gu Cixu's lap who was eating shrimp dumplings.

The little hairball was very unhappy: "Aww!"

Gu Cinian was very reasonable: "Your father hasn't eaten yet, I will play with you later, father."

Gu Cixu who sees through everything: "..."

After the New Year's Eve dinner, Yu Huaixing went out to the balcony with the little hair ball in his arms, and there were already fireworks outside that Gu Ci Nian had bought early.

Brilliant fireworks exploded in the night sky, Gu Cinian put a soft blanket on Xing Yuhuai, and hugged him from behind.

They looked up at the shining night sky together, the cold air seemed to be stained with warmth at the moment, and even the passing cold wind became gentle.

Yu Huai Xing leaned back slightly, leaning on Gu Cinian's generous chest, her clear eyes staring at the night sky seemed to hide thousands of stars.

Even the bright fireworks in the sky are inferior at this moment.

The little Maotuan was holding the ball in the living room and wanted to find Yuhuai Xing, but Gu Cixu hugged him and said softly: "Don't quarrel with your father and father, or be careful that your father hits you."

"Aww..." Xiao Maotuan hummed and drooped his ears, but he didn't make any noise, and followed Gu Cixu back to his room to play ball.

Fireworks were in full bloom in the sky, and as the clock struck zero at night, Gu Cinian's tense body tensed even more.

Holding Yuhuai Xing from behind, he said in a gentle and serious voice, "Xing Xing, Happy New Year."

"Happy New Year." Yu Huaixing turned her head and smiled at Gu Cinian.

Hearing the "Happy New Year" Gu Cinian's body tensed even more, and the scene that made him uneasy during the Chinese New Year last year flashed through his mind.

He quickly calmed down and hugged Yuhuai Xing even tighter.

The bright fireworks bloomed in the night sky with their own brilliance, and the wind passed by, mixed with the faint fragrance of peach blossoms.

Yu Huaixing turned his head slightly, and kissed the corner of Gu Cinian's lips. The kiss was like a touch of water with a fleeting touch, which made Gu Cinian's brain go blank with a "buzz", and then went crazy like a drumbeat beat.

This scene seemed familiar, making his hand holding Yuhuai Xing slightly stiff, and the uneasiness in his heart gradually expanded and spread.

Last year... Yuhuai Xing kissed him in the same way, but Yuhuai Xing disappeared the next day.

In the sky full of fireworks, he stood straight in place, not daring to chase after that touch of warmth, but buried his head in Yuhuai Xing's neck, and whispered in Yuhuai Xing's ear: "Xing Xing, I love you!" ..."

On the balcony, under the bright fireworks in the night sky, the sweet and lingering words seem to have a little bit of sourness, which is hidden and dare not be seen by others.

In the early morning of the next day, the sun was rarely exposed in the severe winter, and the warm sunshine covered the earth with a layer of golden glitter.

Yu Huaixing opened his eyes in a daze, and found that the arms around him were a little tight, he raised his head slightly, and met Gu Cinian's eyes when a deep and hoarse voice came from above his head.

The man's deep voice was hoarse and tired, and there was a layer of gray shadow in his deep eyes.

"It's still early, sleep again?" Gu Cinian gently kissed the top of Yuhuai Xing's hair, holding his arms still so tightly.

As if... afraid of him leaving.

Yu Huai Xing blinked his eyelashes lightly, shook his head: "I'm not sleepy anymore."

"Then I'll make you breakfast." Gu Cinian got up from the bed, stroked Yuhuai Xing's face and kissed the corner of his lips.

Sitting on the bed, Yu Huaixing leaned lazily on the pillow, looking a little dazed at the position of the door.

I don't know if it was his illusion, but he always felt that there was something wrong with Gu Cinian's mood.

After the New Year's day, City B continued to rain continuously, and Gu Cinian worried about Yuhuai Xing's body and went to the island with him.

The island is warm like spring all year round, although Yuhuai Xing's body is recuperating now, but Gu Ci Nian is afraid that he will catch a cold when he goes out in the cold.

Star Yuhuai has never celebrated the New Year before, and the memories of the New Year in the past few years are not good. He hopes that Star Yuhuai will be happy every New Year.

On the island, the sun is so warm and warm every day, and even the air is full of floral fragrance.

The afternoon sun is languid and warm, bypassing the curtains and shining in through the untightened gaps, sprinkled trivially on the wool blanket, and the fine dust in the air floats slowly in the sunlight.

Waking up on the warm and soft bed, Yu Huaixing opened his eyes hazily, staring in a daze at the beam of sunlight that came in.

It has been a long time since he moved to this island on the second day of the new year, and he will go back to continue shooting in a few days.

Such a peaceful life always makes him feel illusory, as if everything is so unreal.

Stretching out his fingers, the slender fingertips were placed in the beam of light, the sun reflected on the back of his hand, and the slender fingers cast beautiful shadows on the carpet.

Get up and open the curtains, the sea of ​​flowers in front of the sea outside is blown by the breeze, rippling waves of flowers.

"Xing Xing, are you awake?" Gu Cinian came in at some point, and hugged Yuhuai Xing from behind, with a very gentle voice.

Yu Huaixing smiled slightly, turned his head to look at him, and his pleasant voice passed by: "Are you done?"

During this time, the company had a lot of projects, Gu Cinian stayed with Yuhuai Xing during the day, and had to work overtime at night to deal with the work.

"Just finished the video conference." Gu Cinian held Yu Huaixing's hand, rubbed his thumb against the back of Yu Huaixing's hand, and his gaze stayed on his ring finger.

He thought about it, but didn't dare to mention it.

It's rare for Yuhuai Xing to accept him gradually, if he is too hasty, it may backfire.

After the two had breakfast at the dining table, Gu Cinian was by Yu Huai Xing's side, and Yu Huai Xing, who was painting, turned to look at him.

"Go and get busy, it should be boring to stay here."

"It's not boring, I'm not in a hurry, I'll play with the little furball for a while." Gu Cinian brought a toy ball to play with the little furball, and when Yuhuai star turned back, his eyes immediately stopped on him.

The sunlight bypassed the curtains, shone in from the glass window, and sprinkled on Yuhuai Xing's body. His beautiful eyes were filled with broken light and shone with dazzling light.

Like an angel who fell in the world, the white and beautiful wings on the back are just hidden.

Gu Cinian's heart twitched slightly, happiness surrounded his heart.

The beauty of tranquility floated in the air, his eyes fell on Yuhuai Xing, and he was not willing to look away for a second.

He sincerely hoped that time could stop at this moment.

Even if it's just a few seconds longer.

There was an inappropriate sound of small vibrations suddenly, Xiao Maotuan held the ball in his mouth and looked towards the source of the sound, only to see Gu Cinian's cell phone vibrating non-stop on the table.

Gu Cinian frowned, and when he saw the caller ID, he picked up the phone and walked out with his eyes darkened.

In the guest room, he closed the door, and Secretary Li's voice came from there.

"Mr. Gu, the medicine has been developed."

After hanging up the phone, he held his mobile phone and looked at the sea in front of him, and the contents of Yuhuai Star's diary suddenly flashed through his mind.

Squeezing between his brows, he lowered his eyes and murmured softly: "Xing Xing, don't think about that."