After the breakup, my ex's CP and I became angry

Chapter 51

Sheng Lian's move was almost out of control, his movements lost his usual gentleness, and Shi Zhouyao lost his mind when he bumped into it. He stretched out his hand and grabbed the back of the sofa, and was forcefully pulled back with five fingers clasped.

He seemed very unhappy, Shi Zhouyao could imagine that his expression must be frowning, he wanted to say something but he was speechless, he could only use more and more force.

Shi Zhouyao didn't expect that they would come here once without warning, and he could see that Sheng Lianzhao had no such intention in the first place.

I don't know how long it took, the air conditioner that was turned on at regular intervals slowly opened the fan blades with a "beep", and the air-conditioning came out, adding a bit of coolness to the hot and stuffy air.

The movement behind him finally stopped, and Shi Zhouyao sank into the sofa, his whole body drenched in sweat.Sheng Lianzhao hugged him from behind, his bodies were still tightly pressed together.

"I thought about it." Shi Zhouyao was finally able to make a voice, very low and hoarse, breaking the long silence in the room.

Sheng Lianzhao must have heard it, but he didn't speak, let go of him and sat up, leaned forward to touch something on the coffee table, after a while there was only a "click", and the sparks of the smoke faintly lit up.

Shi Zhouyao closed his eyes, and then heard Sheng Lian calling out the smoke, saying, "What are you thinking?"

"You asked me if I didn't want to get back together at all. I thought about it, and I always wanted to."

Sheng Lianzhao laughed lightly, as if he didn't think it was important.

Then he picked up the remote control of the air conditioner and turned up the temperature, stubbed out the cigarette he had just smoked, pulled up the quilt that fell on the carpet and covered Shi Zhouyao's body, then hugged him through the quilt, and went to kiss his lips again go up.

This kiss with a little smell of smoke was not so fierce, but very gentle, like before, slowly consuming his reason.

After the end, Sheng Lian kissed him on the eyelids: "Then don't act like you're making up for me. I don't need it, and neither of us owed each other anything."

Shi Zhouyao felt a little hypoxic, and buried his head in his neck to pant.

Sheng Lianzhao took a long breath, tightened his arms, and rubbed his waist through the quilt: "I thought about it for a long time after we broke up. We were all wrong at that time. At the beginning, I didn't think about these problems until half a year later. When we met again before, I still felt that this matter made me unable to figure it out. Then I found out that it is not, you have changed a lot, you have been changing, but I never noticed it at that time. I always think about myself and related My own feelings are too blindly confident."

Sensing that the person in his arms was not breathing anymore, Sheng Lianzhao lifted the quilt a little, lay down himself, and looked at each other in the dark: "You have changed so much, there are many reasons, some you want to say, some I can see that if you don’t want to mention some things, then don’t mention them, I won’t force you to expose your wounds, I will wait for you to come over step by step, okay?”

Shi Zhou shook his head with a "hmm", and wrapped his arms around his waist: "Then what's the matter with smoking? Can you tell me now?"

Sheng Lianzhao began to look careless at this moment. He lowered his head and kissed the skin of his collarbone and neck, and said, "I smoked a lot when we broke up, but it got better later. I bought a pack of cigarettes the night after I got angry with you." , This is the first time I feel that Nicotine is such an addictive thing."

An inexplicable sourness welled up in Shi Zhouyao's heart, Sheng Lianzhao only said that he got angry at him that night, but didn't mention that it was because Shi Zhouyao first said that he wanted to break up that night.

Shi Zhouyao still remembered that it rained heavily the night before Sheng Lianzhao was going to be discharged from the hospital. He stood in the hospital downstairs for a long time and dialed the phone he hadn't contacted for a long time.

It rang a few times and was quickly connected. Sheng Lianzhao's voice seemed a little surprised and surprised at first: "Zhou Yao?" He said, "Where are you?"

"In the store." Shi Zhouyao said, "Just got off work."

"Are you busy?" Sheng Lianzhao's voice paused and asked in a moderate tone.

"not busy."

"Then do you know what I've been doing lately?"

"Are you filming?"

Sheng Lianzhao laughed over there, unable to detect any emotion: "I'm in the hospital for a month."

Shi Zhouyao was silent for a while, and then said: "Then you should pay attention to rest."

"I thought you would come over." Sheng Lianzhao said suddenly, "I thought you would at least see the news and come to see me, and I hope you can stay by my side every day. Although I know I shouldn't bother and ask You came here specially for me, but I didn't expect that you didn't even have a phone call."

"Zhou Yao, when did we become so unfamiliar?"

"I don't know." Shi Zhouyao said, "Maybe it started a long time ago."

Sheng Lianzhao sneered: "Maybe. Then you go back early, don't be too tired. Go to bed early if you have classes, I'll hang up first..."

"Brother," Shi Zhouyao said before he hung up, "Let's break up."

The other side was obviously stunned, and Sheng Lianzhao took a while before saying, "What are you talking about?"

Shi Zhouyao didn't answer.

Sheng Lianzhao said again: "Do you think this is fun?" His voice was obviously tinged with anger.

"I'm not kidding. I'm tired, brother." He said, the rain was a little loud, and it was unclear if Sheng Lianzhao could hear him clearly, "You can live well without me."

"Let's do this first."

Then he heard the sound of Sheng Lian Zhao slamming the phone, it was very loud, and there was a piercing impact in his ears - the phone was thrown to the ground.

Shi Zhouyao didn't hang up, the phone was still waiting quietly by his ear.After a long time, Sheng Lianzhao picked up the phone again, and a voice came out: "Do you think it makes sense for you to say such a thing?" This time the voice came from a roar, and shouted at him angrily, "I don't think it makes sense, you Explain the truth to me."

Shi Zhouyao felt that the relationship between them was quite clear, but Sheng Lian wanted to listen to reason, he said slowly: "Can't you see that we are too far apart. I am with you like It's like picking a star, it's too dazzling, I can't hold it."

——I will disturb your life. If you find out about your relationship, your future will be ruined. We have no common topics to talk about.This matter is unsolvable, because that gap does exist.

I am even more afraid that you will leave suddenly one day. If there is such a day sooner or later, it is better to stop the loss in time.

Stop the loss in time, he thought to himself, but he just couldn't go on.

It took a long time for Sheng Lianzhao to speak, first he sneered, and then said: "You feel that you and I no longer have a common language, and I think so too. Shi Zhouyao, I can no longer understand you as a person."

"Since you want to break up, okay, let's agree, don't contact anyone in the future, anyway, it's been like this for the past six months. If you want to break up, just be clean. Everyone is an adult, and you have to be responsible for your words and deeds."

After he finished speaking, Shi Zhouyao said softly: "Okay."

Sheng Lianzhao rubbed his side waist lightly, his lips had already moved to his chest, kissing the already flushed chest one after another, making both of them hot again. "Thinking about what?" he asked.

"It's nothing." Shi Zhouyao was so crushed that he sank into the sofa, "Do you know what'really fragrant' means?"

"What smells so good?"

Shi Zhouyao said: "It's nothing, I really smell good." Sensing Sheng Lianzhao's reaction again, he subconsciously pushed, "Let's get down to business, your manager is going to call again. Brother Jing must be looking for you too." me."

"Are you going to break up with me again?"

Shi Zhouyao smiled and said nothing.

"You sleep here first during the day, and I'll take care of the rest." Sheng Lianzhao suppressed him and didn't move, "Do you think I'm really not afraid? risk."

Naturally, Shi Zhouyao couldn't listen to him and went to sleep for a day, but he felt that Sheng Lianzhao's mind was obviously not on this right now.

Shi Zhouyao hugged his back tightly and said, "Just once."

"Okay." Sheng Lianzhao said with a deep smile, "But I'm used to not keeping my word."