Chapter 48 What's wrong with you?
Chapter 48 What's wrong with you?
Ji Ze realized for the first time that he could be so cowardly.
The wolf cub has lived for more than ten years, climbing up and down, flying and jumping.
Except for occasionally accommodating Ma Tang, he has never been so tolerant and aggrieved to anyone.
Shen Chu was the first and only one.
Ji Ze vaccinates himself every day that he will go his own way with Shen Chu, and he is careful not to overdo it even when he says a word.
This worry about gain and loss has entangled Ji Ze for several days, before he could adjust his mentality, Shen Chu even moved the table behind him with others to hide from the sun.
I don't know whether to hide from the sun or hide from him.
So Ji Ze's mentality collapsed even more.
The two do not sit together, there is less physical contact and less verbal contact.
Ji Ze was thinking about what to say to Shen Chu every day, but when he really wanted to say it, he always felt that he was looking for something to talk about, just to add to the embarrassment.
Big Rabbit didn't talk much, and three of the five sentences told him to get out of the way.
Now the relationship between the two is not as close as before, and it is not easy to blurt out those standard national curses.
So Shen Chu's words gradually turned into meaningless replies like "um", "okay" and "understood".
A perfunctory machine without emotion.
Until the official start of school, the classrooms hung up light-absorbing curtains, and the students who hid from the sun moved back to their original places, but those who "hidden from Ji Ze" were reluctant to come back for a long time.
"If you feel uncomfortable, you can change seats."
Ji Ze's eyes stopped on a certain line of the book, as if he was reading the book seriously, but in fact his heart was bleeding with pain, he gritted his teeth and pushed Shen Chu away from him.
It's too miserable to be abandoned, it's better to let him speak first.
Shen Chu walked away without any psychological burden, and he was also relaxed and unrestrained.
After Ji Ze finished speaking, he wondered if Shen Chu would think too much, would he feel guilty, would he feel sorry for himself when he said that.
So he found an excuse for Shen Chu to let the other party go more naturally.
"It's near the window, it's really drying people out."
"It's very hot in summer."
I left because of the sun, not for any other reason, but because it was really hot.
There are good reasons, leaving is a last resort, it is necessary.
Ji Ze thought that he had taken care of all of Shen Chu's feelings, but he never thought that the big rabbit would say "it's okay".
As if nothing was wrong, Shen Chu aligned the table and said that there were curtains.
Ji Ze's expression froze for a moment. He didn't think about the result, so he didn't know what expression to make.
"Oh, as long as you're not too hot."
He could only say polite words dryly, as if he was really worried about whether he would get the sun for Shen Chu.
Shen Chu lowered his eyes, looking quiet and well-behaved.
Once Ji Ze took a fancy to it, he couldn't move his eyes away.
But he didn't understand why Shen Chu gave the same look.
There was a different kind of meaning in the boy's eyes, and his gaze was so hot that he couldn't catch it.
Ji Ze was defeated and turned his head to look at the book again.
Breathing is long, and even blood flow seems to be slow and difficult.
His fingers were stiff, the spinning fountain pen failed to catch it, and rolled to Shen Chu's desk.
Somewhat at a loss.
Ji Ze twitched the corners of his mouth, afraid of showing any emotion.
Shen Chu is still willing to sit with him.
Ji Ze's dying heart started beating again.
He clearly prepared all the preparations for him to leave, but Shen Chu still chose to stay.
Does it mean that Shen Chu doesn't hate him that much?
Ji Ze was a little happy, but he couldn't show it.
He held back for a while, but still couldn't hold back, and secretly looked at the big rabbit beside him.
Shen Chu frowned, seemingly unhappy.
In the past, Ji Ze would have thick-skinned him, asked his brothers to give him sweets, and even leaned his head on Shen Chu's shoulder and rubbed it cheekily.
But now it doesn't work at all.
He could only dig out the hole in the table, and found a few hard fruit candies that had been stored for more than half a month.
Ji Ze remembered that Shen Chu preferred orange flavored ones, so he picked out an orange flavored candy and put it on the table.
He was afraid that Shen Chu would refuse again, so he took extra care to only send the candy between the two tables, and didn't dare to hand any more to the big rabbit.
"Eat?"
Neither of them moved for a few seconds.
Ji Ze was so nervous that his palms were sweating, thinking that he should stop humiliating himself.
However, in the next second, Shen Chu took Ji Ze's candy and held it in his palm.
He didn't peel it off immediately, but the tip of his tongue seemed to be stained with honey, and the sweet taste penetrated into his heart all the way.
Just like Ji Ze's smell, it's sweet.
"Don't you want to eat?" Ji Ze seemed a little happy when he saw that he had collected the hard candies, and took out several more and put them between the tables, "I still have these."
Shen Chu took all the candies and nodded, "Eat."
He ate, but was reluctant to eat.
I don't know how many times Ji Ze will give him candy again, after eating this time, will there be any next time.
Ji Ze watched as Shen Chu accepted all the candies he took, the corners of his lips couldn't help but he couldn't hold it down.
He wanted to say something like "Eat it, I'll buy it for you after eating" with a playful face, but the words came to his lips, so he forced himself to hold back.
Forget it.
Maybe this time it was forcibly accepted by him to save face.
The corners of Ji Ze's lips drooped, and the wolf's tail, which was wagging happily just now, drooped back again.
Contented and happy, don't think so much anymore.
After school officially started, the two talked a little more.
Although it is not as greasy as before, it is better than not saying a word at the front and back tables.
During the break in the afternoon, Shen Chu was so sleepy that he fell asleep.
There is no air-conditioning in the classroom, only six ceiling fans whirring on the roof.
Shen Chu fell asleep with his head stuffed, and the hot air he exhaled was like a small stove, which in turn covered his face.
He was so hot that he turned his face to the window and fell asleep on the table.
Suddenly there was a gust of cool wind from the back of my head, as if someone was fanning a fan, blowing again and again.
There was sweat on the young man's neck, and it was a little comfortable to be blown by the wind, and the heat was evaporated away.
Shen Chu wanted to look back, but was so sleepy that he couldn't even open his eyelids.
Half asleep and half awake, he heard a soft sigh: "I won't sleep for a while at noon..."
It's Ji Ze.
Shen Chu's eyelids moved.
The cool wind didn't stop, blowing behind his ears, neck and shoulders.
Sometimes Shen Chu really wondered if Ji Ze had lied to him.
The wolf cub still treated him so well that Shen Chu himself misunderstood him.
It's just that this "goodness" seems to have transferred from the ground to the ground, and the bright side has turned to the dark side, and it has always existed silently.
Shen Chu thought, if he went back to his sophomore year of high school and woke up, Ji Ze would hold his own hand and express his sympathy: "I fanned you for ten minutes, and my hand was about to break. Give me a pinch."
And I would probably say with distaste: "I didn't let you slap me, and I went to the hospital with a broken hand. What's the use of pinching?"
Then Ji Ze rushed forward and hugged him, howling that he had no conscience.
When the class bell rang, Shen Chu put his arm on the table and rubbed his eyes.
Ji Ze put away the folding fan and handed it to the hippo in the front row.
"Are you awake?" Ji Ze took out the biology book, "This is biology class."
With a hoarse voice, Shen Chu said "Mmm", and took out the biology book from the textbooks piled up on the table.
"Class, stand up!"
The squad leader shouted angrily.
Shen Chu and Ji Ze stood up together and looked towards the podium.
"Hello teacher--"
In the hot and boring summer, the endless chirping of cicadas is mixed with the sound of the sun and the collision of ice cubes.
Shen Chu dragged out his voice, and glanced at the young man beside him while bowing slightly.
Who would have thought that he would look at Ji Ze in the next second.
The tails of the wolf cub's slightly drooping eyes revealed gentleness, and there was narrow joy hidden in the pupils.
"Where are you peeking at me?"
"Bunny?"
The author has something to say: Ji Ze/Shen Chu: I don't think he doesn't like me.
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