When you are rumored to be gay by black fans[Entertainment]

Chapter 88

The night sky was dotted with a few stars, Zhuang Yan looked out of the window from the corner of his eyes, the bright moon, the bright stars, and the mother of Rune State in front of him, everything was so unrealistic.

A few hours ago, he was still filming on the set, when the sudden arrival of Rune State's mother broke his tranquility and stirred up waves in his heart.

Worry, fear, fear, such feelings were crushed in his heart and churned again.

And all worries turned into distress for Rune State.

Zhuang Yan is too aware of how no one cares about his feelings, and it is precisely because he understands that he loves Rune State even more.

Cen Yue had almost finished speaking, she felt guilty about Fu Wenzhou, but that was all.

Out of the psychology of being her own flesh and blood, she is indeed worried about Rune State, but from a rational point of view, Rune State does not have deep feelings for them.

She and Rune State's father are both very career-minded people, and their son is just as good. The only shortcoming is that his son is like an emotionless robot, too cold.

Both of them used to worry about it.

There was a trace of sadness in Zhuang Yan's eyes, and he lowered his eyes and asked: "Has he always been like this since he was a child? Don't let others approach him easily."

Cen Yue was stunned for a moment, then pursed his lips slightly, "We don't know."

Rune State had no parents to care about when he was a child, they were very busy and didn't know his status at all.

As long as Zhuang Yan thinks of this, the phrase "we don't know" is very ironic.

Family, parents, how important an existence is, the impact and harm caused to a child is unimaginably profound.

He lowered his eyebrows and smiled: "Auntie, can I ask you a question?"

Cen Yue said, "Just ask."

"Brother Zhou, why don't you go home during the Chinese New Year?"

Living alone outside on such a big day, at first he thought it was because of coming out of the closet and falling out with his family, but now that Brother Zhou's mother said these things, he felt that it was not necessarily so.

In the silence around, Zhuang Yan waited for her answer.

After a while, Cen Yue sighed softly: "Because his father and I often don't go home during the New Year, even if he comes back, we may not be there."

No wonder.

Zhuang Yan suddenly realized.

His fingers on his lap were white and tightly curled into fists.

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When Fu Wenzhou found Zhuang Yan, he was sitting in front of the restaurant door. He was obviously tall at more than 1.8 meters, but he huddled up and sat on the ground, looking very pitiful and painful.

He stepped forward and stopped in front of Zhuang Yan.

Zhuang Yan raised his head as if feeling something.

At this moment, everything became silent, he sniffled and suppressed the moisture in his eyes, "Brother Zhou."

He really came because of Zhuang Yan's words.

Fu Wenzhou looked around Zhuang Banquet, squatted in front of him, and said solemnly: "What did she tell you?"

Zhuang Yan shook his head, looked up at him, stretched out his arms and said, "Hug."

He was clearly acting like a baby, but Fu Wenzhou saw the moisture in his eyes, and he was a little impatient: "You don't have to pay attention to what she said, I will take care of it."

"hug."

"Zhuang Yan, tell me what did she tell you?"

"hug."

Rune State: "..."

He had no choice but to put his arms around Zhuang Yan, put his lips against Zhuang Yan's ear, and said in a low voice: "There is nothing I can do about you."

Zhuang Yan lifted his eyelids and secretly smiled.

The original worry was instantly filled with sweetness, he tilted his head and leaned his head on Rune State's shoulder, "Did you come when you saw the text message?"

"Ah."

"Reckless." Zhuang Yan pouted.

Fu Wenzhou smiled helplessly. He had never been said to be reckless by anyone, and he was always calm and self-possessed. Finally, one day he stumbled, and he sighed softly: "It's not because I'm afraid that you will be bullied."

His own parents knew very well that if they wanted to do something, Zhuang Yan would be overwhelmed.

Hearing this, Zhuang Yan sniffed, "Aunt Cen is not so fierce!"

Rune State was taken aback, "What do you call her?"

"Aunt Cen!" He rolled his eyeballs and said happily, "Your mother likes me very much."

"What did she tell you?"

Zhuang Yan didn't intend to tell him that. It was because he understood that he was unwilling to expose the vulnerability of Rune State. It was a very torturous process. It would be better to make this conversation an eternal secret in my heart.

With a sensitive mind, he looked up at the dark sky, "Let's go back, Leng."

The topic changed very abruptly, Fu Wenzhou's eyes sank, but he was still unwilling to embarrass him after all.

"Let's go back."

"it is good!"

Zhuang Yan stood up, took off his coat, and couldn't help complaining to him: "Even if you are in a hurry, you should pay attention to your body, and run here in such a thin coat."

He was about to put his coat on the Rune State, but was blocked by a pair of hands.

"I'm not cold."

His face was serious and serious.

Zhuang Yan bared her teeth: "You're lying to a ghost!"

He said unforgivingly: "Come here, Xiaozhouzhou, brother will take care of you."

Taking a peek at Fu Wenzhou's darker and darker face, Zhuang Yan became even happier, "Why are you looking at me like that? Do you think I have boyfriend power?"

The corners of Rune State's mouth curved, and his voice became especially warm this winter, "Thank you."

"Thank you!" Zhuang Yan waved his hand, "I'm your boyfriend, and I should take care of you."

He smiled contentedly.

After returning to the hotel, Rune State asked, "Is she gone?"

Zhuang Yan was stunned for a while before realizing who this "she" was referring to.

He thought that the relationship between Brother Zhou and his mother was really bad.

"gone."

Lying on the bed, Zhuang Yan obviously had something on his mind, he hesitated for a while, and stopped when he was about to speak.

"Brother Zhou, I'm going to take a shower."

He "rubbed" off the bed and went all the way to the bathroom.

Zhuang Yan has rarely been so entangled, even when the two of them were together, they were not as anxious as they are today.

Aunt Cen's arrival gave Zhuang Yan some courage.

He simply took a shower. In this winter, even with the air conditioner turned on, it was still very cold. He quickly got into bed, his body was naked wearing only a bathrobe, and he unconsciously went to Get close to him.

Until Fu Wenzhou said with a serious face: "Zhuang Yan..."

Zhuang Yan froze.

Then I heard him say: "Be honest, don't move around."

"……Oh."

Zhuang Yan was honest, covered himself tightly with a quilt, turned around and lay facing Fu Wenzhou, "Brother Zhou, last time you asked me if I wanted to see my relatives, I think about it now."

After a pause, he added, "While they are still here."

He didn't have the chance to meet his biological parents, and he doesn't even have them in his memory.

This is a great pity for him.

Such regrets can never be made up for.

In the silent night, Zhuang Yan said: "Besides, I also want to know what kind of reason made him keep me in the Zhuang family without telling my relatives."

Faintly, he feels that this is an untouchable matter, but after so many years, there are always some things that need to be revealed, and he must find the truth by himself.

"Next month is my dad, no, Uncle Zhuang's death day, I want to find out the truth before then. I still have half a month to finish, can you give me the address information you found?"

Rune State frowned, "I'll accompany you."

Zhuang Yan was in a daze unconsciously: "I'll go by myself, it's not certain whether they will accept my existence, take it slowly."

He has his own worries. After all, he is a dead person in their eyes. It doesn't matter whether the sudden appearance is a surprise or a shock. Zhuang Yan has no relatives since he was a child, and it is because of this that he is more cautious.

If they didn't want to recognize him, or didn't welcome his presence, he might feel better on his own.

Rune State looked at him disapprovingly.

Zhuang Yan coaxed him: "Don't worry, I'm fine by myself. I'm an adult, can I still take care of myself? Besides, you also have your own affairs to be busy. You can't always delay because of me. I'm not It's a child."

He survived those three years, but he went thousands of miles alone to find relatives, and Zhuang Yan set a flag for himself, it was fine.

Rune State wrapped him in his arms, "Okay, I won't make it difficult for you, if you have anything, please remember to call me."

"Yes, I know."

The plot of "Ups and Downs" has reached one-third of the plot, and Zhuang Yan's character Lu Jiangxing is about to wrap up. This part of the content is difficult to act. Zhuang Yan has studied a lot for this, and he has not had a good rest in private.

Lu Jiangxing didn't want to participate in the battle for the heir apparent, but because of the hundreds of lives in his family, he had to stand in line. No matter how handsome he was on the surface, he was still struggling on the inside.

Especially when facing Sang Heng.

He knew that Sang Heng was pitiful, but he was now on the prince's team, and if the prince wanted to use Sang Heng, he had to make Lu Jiangxing feel conflicted.

On one side is the life of his family, and on the other side is his sympathetic proton Sang Heng. The balance between these two parties is obviously out of balance.

In this scene, after the prince gave the order to General Lu, General Lu hesitated before attacking Sang Heng.

When he returned to the mansion, no one understood his mood at this time. In the eyes of everyone, he was still the ignorant and stupid Lu Shizi.

The struggle at this time is a challenge for Zhuang Yan.

He needs to experience Lu Jiangxing's feelings personally, so that he can truly act out what Lu Jiangxing should look like at this time.

Zhuang Yan recalled the plot in the original novel. Lu Jiangxing is 17 years old this year. In modern times, he is only a minor child, but he has assumed such a heavy responsibility.

Rather than saying that the balance is the lives of Sang Heng and the family, it is better to say that it is a contest of conscience.

Because Lu Jiangxing has always pretended to be a person who doesn't understand anything, he has never been involved in any ugly and shady things. When all this is in front of him, even if he thinks about it, it is still a hurdle that is difficult to overcome.

Zhuang Yan closed his eyes, brewing emotions.

As the filming started, he opened his eyes and saw a garden full of maids and servants. He was used to being frivolous and liked to tease little girls, so a maid who was familiar with him came up and asked him with a blushing face: " Son, why did you come back so late, Madam has been waiting for you for a long time."

Lu Jiangxing had something on his mind, he chuckled lightly when he heard the words, and said intentionally: "It's my bad luck that I came back late, why are you worried?"

The servant girl blushed even more, she turned her face away with a soft snort and stopped talking.

The crown prince looks so good-looking, just looking at him makes me feel flustered.

Lu Jiangxing walked around her, "I think my mother has something to do with me, thank you Miss Yun'er for letting me know."

The maid named Yun'er raised her head in confusion, only seeing a figure from her back.

She wondered in her heart, but today's prince is a little less dishonest.