When you are rumored to be gay by black fans[Entertainment]

Chapter 42 I am so hurt

After getting off the plane, Zhuang Yan left with Rune State under countless flashing lights.

As soon as he got in the car, he kept scolding: "Look, we are going to be on the trending search again soon. Although I used to be on the trending search frequently, it was not so serious. I don't know how much I will suffer this time. People remember it."

There is also a downside to frequent hot searches, that is, it is easy to hold grudges. Everyone is an artist who is mixed in the entertainment industry, so it is best to keep a front line, especially for people whose types collide in the entertainment industry.

Luckily, no one is in the same category as Zhuang Yan. Although there are more than one star who has been scolded like him, the one who has been scolded the most is definitely No.1.

Fu Wenzhou didn't speak, and stroked his hair with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

Zhuang Yan looked at him with hellish eyes, with a complicated expression.

The previous Rune State was not like this. After agreeing to be with him, Rune State was like a different person, completely overturning the previous image in his mind.

Should it be said that love makes people lower their intelligence?

The car stopped at the gate of Zhuang Yan's house. The dilapidated small building and the luxury car were so incompatible.

Zhuang Yan opened the door to get out of the car, but was held back by Fu Wenzhou and did not let go.

He shook it hard, but didn't let go.

Just when he was about to say something harsh, he turned his head and saw Rune State looking straight at him, with an extremely pitiful look.

My heart softened, and I said, "I have to go back."

Rune State still did not let go.

Zhuang Yan gritted her teeth, said ruthlessly, "I've been with you for half a month. I don't know what kind of work piles up. You are responsible? Let go!"

This time he deliberately frowned, with a serious face, Fu Wenzhou's palms slightly pulled him back, raised his hands to press his shoulders, and pressed a kiss on his lips.

Zhuang Yan: "..." Why are you so clingy.

He opened his eyes and glanced at Rune State, and said, "Can I go?"

"Okay." Fu Wenzhou responded, and let go of Zhuang Yan's hand.

Opening the car door, there was a cool breeze blowing over, Zhuang Yan stretched refreshedly.

He was about to move forward when, tens of meters away, a figure stood there quietly looking at him.

For a moment, Zhuang Yan seemed to be tightly strangled by a rope, and his heartbeat gradually slowed down.

The man was silent, just looking at him like that, making Zhuang Yan almost unable to breathe.

He moved his lips, but in the end he didn't say anything, and walked straight to the door, but was blocked by someone.

"Zhuang Yan—" he said, "Let's talk."

Zhuang Yan's mind seemed to explode in an instant, he frowned in disgust, looking at Zhuang Chi's eyes was like looking at something that disgusted him.

"I have nothing to talk to you about."

"I have."

Zhuang Chi has always said one thing, and he will definitely do what he wants to do. Zhuang Yan has always known that this person is extremely indifferent and impersonal.

Just as he was about to reply, hurried footsteps approached, one hand held Zhuang Yan's arm and pulled him back, and then the whole person stood in front of him.

Seeing that something was wrong, Rune State hurriedly got out of the car and rushed over.

For some reason, Zhuang Yan suddenly felt a lot more at ease, as if the person standing in front of him could do anything.

"Mr. Zhuang Chi..." Fu Wenzhou looked at him coldly, and when the two confronted each other, neither of them gave way.

There was a slight change in Zhuang Chi's expression. He glanced at Fu Wenzhou, and then at Zhuang Yan who was hiding behind him. His voice was as calm and calm as usual: "So the media reports are true."

And so again...and so...

Once there is a large-scale report about Zhuang Yan, the banker will come forward to teach Zhuang Yan, you are wrong, you are born wrong, your background makes you a mistake, because you are an illegitimate child, so you can achieve nothing .

He hated such a banker, hated his surname Zhuang.

"It's just...disgusting." Zhuang Yan lowered his head and smiled.

Lifting his head slightly, he looked at Zhuang Chi with disgust: "What do you want to talk to me about?"

Let’s talk about it, every time there is such a reason, using self-righteous principles to condemn Zhuang Yan.

That's right, self-righteous, the dealer is all such self-righteous people, full of thinking that he can control the fate of others, he should not have his own life as an illegitimate child, he should always, forever, be trampled under their feet and die a good death.

Zhuang Chi, Mrs. Zhuang, and everyone in the Zhuang family are all existences that make Zhuang Yan sick.

If these people don't appear in front of him, he won't think about and hold grudges, but once they appear, he will never forgive them.

Fu Wenzhou clenched Zhuang Yan's arm a little bit, he frowned, turned to look at him, raised his hand to caress his eyebrows, and said in a deep voice, "If you don't want to hear it, then you won't listen."

Zhuang Yan looked at him with complicated eyes.

He never thought that there would be a worse situation than the last encounter at the airport.

Zhuang Chi frowned, as if he didn't quite understand why Zhuang Yan was so hostile to him.

He said without emotion: "It's just a few words, don't be so cautious."

"Say!"

"Mom told you to go back to the dealer, and—"

Zhuang Yan frowned: "What do you want to say?"

"Homosexuality is disgraceful."

"Heh..." Zhuang Yan almost laughed out of anger, he looked at Zhuang Chi coldly, "The lintel? What kind of banker am I? Are you fucking talking about the lintel with me? Get lost!"

Entering the entertainment circle is a disgrace to the family, homosexuality is a disgrace to the family, wouldn't it be even more disgraceful for him to feast on this illegitimate child?

Fuck!

Zhuang Yan was so angry that he clenched his fist and rushed forward, barely stopping on Zhuang Chi's face.

Zhuang Chi didn't avoid it, just looked at him like that.

"Get the fuck out of me!"

Zhuang Chi didn't say a word, the corners of his mouth were pursed slightly, his eyes paused on Zhuang Yan's face for a while, and then he lifted his foot and left.

As soon as he left, Zhuang Yan lowered his head, turned his back to Fu Wenzhou and said, "You can go too."

The voice was ups and downs, with an unexpected calmness.

Rune State narrowed his eyes slightly, but did not move.

Zhuang Yan said, "I'm fine."

Although he looks far from the truth.

Zhuang Yan waited for Rune State to leave, but he didn't wait for the sound of footsteps fading away, but a pair of arms hugging him from behind.

"Come with me."

Fu Wenzhou dragged him forward, directly entered the broken building where Zhuang Yan lived, and stopped at the door.

He didn't have a key, stopped and said, "Open the door."

Zhuang Yan refused, he frowned strangely, "You go, let me stay by myself for a while."

Rune State was motionless.

Zhuang Yan was annoyed, "Can you just leave me alone! Get lost!"

Really annoyed, he pushed Rune State a few times, but it didn't work.

Finding the key from him to open the door, Fu Wenzhou took his arm and dragged him in, walked straight to the bedroom, and threw him on the bed.

Zhuang Yan suddenly softened his attitude, knowing that he was afraid.

"What do you want? I was wrong, okay? Don't be impulsive!"

However, what was expected did not happen, and Rune State stood on the bed, just looking at him.

"Zhuang Banquet—"

Zhuang Yan was taken aback for a moment, and then said "hmm".

"You do not trust me."

"..."

Zhuang Yan lay on his back on the bed, suddenly pulled out a stiff smile, half-smile, "I said, you are very strange, we have only been together for a long time, and you want me to trust you, why should I trust you?" ?”

Fu Wenzhou frowned and didn't speak for a while.

Zhuang Yan continued: "One or two, they are both so sick, they always try to interfere in my affairs regardless of my wishes."

He said lightly: "Runwen State——"

"Um……"

"Is my wish so insignificant? I just want the simplest respect, is it difficult?"

Fu Wenzhou froze, looked up at Zhuang Yan, and said with difficulty: "No..."

Zhuang Yan ignored it and continued: "What? Do you think there is any difference between you and Zhuang Chi? I just want to be alone, and you can just leave. Why..."

Why do you have to see the most embarrassing side of him...

Why must all his secrets be cut open, making it unbearable for him.

Fu Wenzhou suddenly took a step back, half-closed his long and narrow eyes, and said shyly, "I'm sorry."

Zhuang Yan doesn't want to hear sorry.

This night, Zhuang Chi's appearance seemed to break the superficial calm that Zhuang Yan tried his best to maintain.

He didn't seem to care about anything, but in fact his heart was already in jeopardy and would be broken at any time.

"Let's separate."

Zhuang Yan said, "Let's separate."

He was very calm, and he said these words as if the weather was fine today, so naturally.

There were no emotional ups and downs, no changes in expression, no fluctuations in tone.

But it made Rune State's face gradually pale.

He took a step forward to suppress Zhuang Yan, kissed him like crazy, and whispered from the corner of his mouth: "No, I won't allow it, I can't..."

Rune State gradually lost control, losing its usual reason and tenderness.

When everything was irreversible, the pain spread to Zhuang Yan's limbs like bone-piercing pain, he gritted his teeth, and cold sweat covered his forehead.

Tears fell from the pain, Zhuang Yan gritted his teeth and cried, "I'm scared! All of them don't treat me like a human being! They beat me and scolded me! Even you bully me!"

A string in his brain seemed to snap instantly, and Rune State regained his sanity.

He stared blankly at Zhuang Yan's red eyes from crying, trembling all over, he kissed the tears on Zhuang Yan's face little by little, and said bitter "I'm sorry" from his mouth.

Rune State said, "Don't cry, please."

"I was wrong, I am also a bad person, I bully you, I am no different from them..."

This sentence came out of his own mouth, like a knife cut.

Zhuang Yan suddenly stretched out his arms, hugging Fu Wenzhou tightly.

He seemed to have collapsed instantly, and shook his head, "No, you are different from them..."

In the intimate embrace, there was never a moment when Zhuang Yan allowed himself to vent his emotions so much.

Whether he was forced by Zhuang Chi, scolded by netizens, or given up by the company, Zhuang Yan always told himself, it doesn't matter, it's nothing.

In fact, he will also be sad, but he always uses his strength to cover up and disguise himself.

Only Zhuang Yan knew how much he wished that someone could forcefully break into his heart and heal his wounds.

He was used to being strong and used to disguising himself. Only Rune State broke through that layer of armor and entered his soft heart.

"Rune State..." he called softly.

The man who kissed him stopped, "Yeah."

"I'm in so much pain..."

"I……"

"It hurts everywhere."

"I'll rub it for you."

"My heart hurts too."

"Then...you let me live in it, and I won't let you hurt in the future."