The male god always wants to withdraw from the circle and sell insurance [Entertainment circle]

107 Lucky

That scene was dragged on for a long time, and it was filmed until about eight o'clock in the evening.

There is no big problem with the performance, but when the actors improvise, there will always be ideas on individual lines, including Alisa, who plays Kelly, also aware of the chemical reaction between the two characters, so the script has been discussed for a long time .After that, basically either the lines were revised after filming, or the lead actor and the director had new ideas, which caused a lot of delay.

Fortunately, everyone was happy with the final shot, and the scene was finally completed today, without delaying the originally set schedule until the next day.

Filming is a job that requires a lot of energy, especially when you are concentrating on it. Don't worry about waiting until you get home. Gu Yunkai was so tired that he fell asleep in the car not long after getting in the car. Jian Yuan was also in the car. He sat by the side and looked around, seeing that the person was lying on the sofa and fell into a deep sleep within a few seconds, he hesitated for a moment, then moved his body, lifted Gu Yunkai's head and let the person lean on his lap .

Gu Yunkai used to lean on a pillow, but now this pillow was placed under Jian Yuan's buttocks, he raised his head, and the pillow was a little higher, probably feeling uncomfortable with the height, so he frowned slightly, but he didn't wake up.

The two didn't say anything after that, and Jian Yuan naturally didn't know what Gu Yun was thinking, but since the other party didn't have a big reaction, and didn't reject his closeness, and fell asleep in front of him so trustingly, thinking about it Not a big deal.He stretched out his hand to caress Gu Yunkai's shoulder, and carefully looked at his lover's beautiful eyebrows from top to bottom. The light in the RV had been turned off a long time ago, and the inside of the car was pitch black, only the light from the window falling on Gu Yunkai. On Yun Kai's face, the light was very faint, but it was clear enough.

Although Jian Yuan knew that Gu Yunkai was several years younger than himself, but the other party always looked mature and prudent, no matter what happened, no matter who he met, no matter what opportunity he got.They all looked calm.What Jian Yuan is most familiar with is the appearance of Gu Yunkai in reality, he is always indifferent, his emotions are not too obvious, and people can't see the depth.

So sometimes Jian Yuan almost forgets that Gu Yunkai is even younger than him.

There are many reasons for the two to be together, either out of love or out of habit, Gu Yunkai never intentionally confessed his love to him, and would only appear inadvertently, bringing him unexpected surprises.The reason why a surprise is a surprise is that it is the miss that even I dare not expect.

Jian Yuan is very clear about his own thoughts, but not Gu Yunkai's thoughts. The more they understand each other, the more frightened he is.Gu Yunkai is a very independent and self-respecting man. He has certain plans and plans for his life, and follows the rules and steps. Jian Yuan is like an exception. He will compromise for himself, but he will not compromise forever.

So Jian Yuan never asks for anything more, he knows that once some things cross the bottom line, it will be hard to get over it.

He would never let Gu Yunkai choose between work and himself, just as Gu Yunkai would never make things difficult for him, but sometimes Jian Yuan would really disturb himself, he knew what answer Gu Yunkai would give, But I still want to ask whether in Gu Yunkai's heart, he will choose to be with him or choose a career.

But he won't be better than work forever, and it's impossible for Gu Yunkai to leave work and be with him all the time.

Gu Yunkai would not be willing to retire behind the scenes for him like his mother did for his father, even Jian Yuan himself could not have imagined such a scene.

There was a secret hidden in this man's heart, and he trapped himself in an isolated city.

Jian Yuan lingered at the gate of his city, but every house in the lonely city was tightly closed. Seeing that Jian Yuan was about to be frozen to death by the wind and snow, he quietly opened a door for him to rest.It was as if whenever Jian Yuan fell into a low ebb in music, the other party would quietly appear aside, just like those quietly opened doors, he knew that this man was trying to let go of himself so that he could get closer.

But maybe because of being closed for too long, and because Jian Yuan suppressed his personality problems, the speed of the two approaching each other is still very slow.

Jian Yuan held his hand, feeling like he was holding a handful of sand, the tighter he held it, the faster it would flow, and it would seep out from his fingers unstoppably, if he loosened it, it would not He lost it so quickly, but he couldn't bear to let go.

When he was about to get home, Gu Yunkai suddenly moved, and Jian Yuan's fingertips brushed against his forehead, feeling the wet and greasy touch on his skin, only then did he realize that the other party was breaking out in a cold sweat. The problem was still a nightmare, and he was quite at a loss as he grabbed Gu Yunkai's hand, but was held tightly by the other party, only to hear a soft voice in the darkness: "A Yuan?"

"I'm here." Jian Yuan quickly responded.

Gu Yunkai responded in a low voice, without further words, he was probably just half asleep and half awake in a daze, he turned his head slightly, and lay docilely on Jian Yuan's tingling thigh, there was no movement, Jian Yuan guessed that he probably He fell asleep again.

In fact, Gu Yunkai did not fall asleep. He was probably too tired just now, and unknowingly dreamed about that period of his life a long time ago. Those past events were neither happy nor sad. Thinking about it carefully, there is nothing to say. When I saw it, I just felt like it was a lifetime away.

The people who appeared in the dream are blurred in my memory, I just remember that no one is there, no Wen Jingan, no Sharp, and no Gu Jianyue, he usually goes to and from work, and occasionally goes to receptions, like a clock that has been wound up , turning in an orderly manner, but I don't know why, such a habitual and sufficient life always makes his heart feel empty, as if hanging, without a solid landing.

Then he seemed to be sick, lying in the hospital, a young man with a vague appearance was sitting on the bench in the hospital aisle, he was clearly lying on the hospital bed, but he still smiled at him relaxed and happy , I don't understand the slightest bit of politeness.Gu Yunkai turned his head away indignantly, but couldn't help but smile, but he didn't even know what he was laughing at, he just felt as if the loneliness suddenly disappeared.

Gu Yunkai just woke up when he got home, Jian Yuan hurriedly found a tissue to wipe his sweat, Gu Yunkai reached out and wiped the cold sweat on his forehead, without saying a word, let Jian Yuan leaned over to help him wipe it off , asked a little tiredly: "Why don't you turn on the light? What time is it?"

"It's almost ten o'clock." Jian Yuan said succinctly, "You fell asleep just now, so I turned off the light for fear of shocking you."

Only then did Gu Yunkai have the time to recall that strange dream. In fact, it was only a life three years ago, but now it seems like a lifetime away. Turned on the light switch, and said softly and considerately: "Why did I fall asleep on you just now? Are your legs numb? Do you want me to rub it for you?"

Jian Yuan shook his head, expressing that he didn't need it, he moved a little, kicked two steps in the air, and said honestly: "It's all right, don't bother."

The car drove directly into the underground parking lot. Gu Yunkai was very tired. When he went upstairs with Jian Yuan, he still felt like he hadn't woken up much. He blinked and blinked, but he still felt sleepy, but he was crooked outside. It's not good, it's only ten o'clock now, maybe I'll see someone, so I'm standing upright again, looking like I'm just not in a good mood.

Seeing that Jian Yuan was still a little uneasy all the way, he felt distressed and happy at the same time, so he planned what to say later.

The reality is always like this, and it cannot be solved with just a few words. Apart from actions, there is no choice for many things to prevent future troubles forever.Gu Yunkai couldn't help sighing, he lowered his head and supported his arm with one hand. In fact, thinking about this relationship carefully, if he wasn't thick-skinned enough, he might not even be able to open his mouth.

Jian Yuan paid much more than him for this relationship, Gu Yunkai secretly thought that it was Jian Yuan who gave up the chance to become famous for their relationship, but he, he said it nicely, said it was for the sake of their relationship. The overall situation, but did not make any efforts for it, in fact, from the beginning to the end, only Jian Yuan was wronged.

Is Roman's feelings for Kelly also caused by Jian Yuan's love for Gu Yun?

Gu Yunkai took a peek at Jian Yuan in the elevator, and couldn't imagine that this musician who seemed a little embarrassed would angrily call him an idiot, but speaking of it, if it weren't for Roman's last outburst, who would? He couldn't guess that he would call Kelly a stupid woman. Thinking about it this way, it seems very likely again.

In fact, the Roman played by Gu Yunkai, although the foundation is Jian Yuan, but in fact, the behavior at the end has become Gu Yunkai, and Jian Yuan will never show his thoughts like the Roman played by him.

Jian Yuan also secretly glanced at Gu Yunkai, feeling uneasy in his heart. Although he had settled down just now, seeing his lover's calm expression now, he felt as if hundreds of rabbits were in his heart At the same time, he kicked his hind legs crazily. If his heart was not strong enough, he would probably faint right now.

The elevator door arrived soon, and the two entered the room together. Gu Yunkai hung his coat on the hanger, rubbed his brows, and suddenly said, "You are about to start preparing for the competition."

He turned on the lights in the living room one by one, took out a bag of coffee beans from the cabinet and poured them into the coffee machine. In fact, Gu Yunkai couldn't fall asleep at the moment, but the annoying tiredness lingered, as if every time Resting after overtime, tired and a bit lacklustre, I simply make a cup of coffee to refresh myself.

"Yeah." Jian Yuan was still standing on the hanger at the door, following Gu Yunkai's coat, suddenly felt as if there was a big hole in his chest, and the blood in his body was cold, he lowered his head aggrieved, and endured The mist that was about to rush to the eyes, the nose was so sore, and the echoes in my heart: He is going to drive me away, he is still... still going to drive me away.

Gu Yunkai took some candy out and put it in his mouth, and carefully tucked his cuffs. He didn't notice Jian Yuan's expression, but the other party never came to the sofa, and the two of them were not like in the past. So tired and crooked, it is natural that Jian Yuan is waiting for his answer.

Wait for an answer to that look.

"You think that's bad, don't you?" Gu Yunkai asked calmly, "You're worried that I'll be afraid of you? Right?"

Jian Yuan couldn't help but said: "Isn't it?" He took off his shoes and walked in without a word, as if he was stepping on a dark end, he couldn't see what was ahead, he didn't know that he was about to break through the darkness and usher in the light, Still just fell into the boundless fog, fell into the cliff, and fell to pieces.

"Since you think it's not good, then you definitely won't do it." Gu Yunkai tapped the spoon that came with the porcelain cup on the mouth of the cup, he smiled slightly, and said softly, "Since you don't I can do it, so what do I have to be afraid of? When I was the poorest, I thought about robbing a bank, but just an idea is not a reality, right?"

Only then did Jian Yuan walk from the darkness to the light, and quietly approached Gu Yunkai's back.

"I just thought about it." Gu Yunkai put the spoon back on the saucer, and he suddenly made a decision. It was a decision he would never have thought about before, and said softly, "Ayuan, I hope You can win a prize."

Jian Yuan was a little puzzled, the silent surge of joy hadn't had time to dissipate, he knew that Gu Yunkai was too considerate and gentle to him, but he never thought that he would let it go so easily, as if... ...It was as if Gu Yunkai gave him a reassurance that night when they first met.

He never expected that this twisted part of his personality would be understood and recognized.

But this kind of joy is still not enough to get rid of doubts. Jane Yuan asked in a puzzled way: "Why? Didn't we agree? It's just a matter of participating, it's nothing else."

"Didn't you say that if you win an award, you will tell the whole world that we are together?" Gu Yunkai's coffee was brewed, and he slowly poured out half a cup without adding anything. He blew away the heat and pursed his lips After taking a sip, the bitter and slightly sour liquid spread on his taste buds. He swallowed it calmly, as if he had made some important decision, and said in a low voice, "I want to hear it."

"you……"

Jian Yuan choked suddenly, he felt that every word he had learned was stuck in his throat one by one along the esophagus, and he couldn't spit them out smoothly even after taking a deep breath.When joy and happiness come too intensely, they seem to be no different from pain. Jian Yuan stares at Gu Yunkai's drooping profile in confusion, suspecting that he is dreaming.

Otherwise, how could he get the gift he dreamed of as soon as he walked over while hanging by a thread on the wire.

Not surprisingly, audiences always reward good and dangerous performances accordingly.

"What's the matter?" Gu Yunkai began to stare at the teacup. The teacup was bought by Gu Jianyue. The color is very plain, but the flowers outlined in it look very rich. The snow-white cup holds black and strong coffee. Like poison.After saying that sentence, he was not very happy, his eyebrows frowned slightly, thinking of most of the troubles he would face in the future, thinking about those reports, thinking about the troubles of public relations, and the subsequent coping.

Jian Yuan was still a little dazed, he hesitated and said: "You... But, didn't you say that this is not good for both of us?"

"I'll give you a chance to look at me that way, don't you want it?" Gu Yunkai asked back, he sorted out his thoughts again and again, at least he felt that after Jian Yuan won the award, it would be better than Gu Yunkai not to announce the relationship between the two of them. It would be better to know when to compete with Uncle Brave.

How can the relationship be hidden forever, instead of being sneaky, it is better to tell others openly.

In the past, Gu Yunkai was worried that Jian Yuan would be harassed by the media, but if Jian Yuan won the Pagani competition, even if they had no relationship, the media would still harass him.At that time, Jian Yuan had become well-known, so even if it was necessary to discuss his family background, it was no longer so important. At most, Gu Yunkai would be praised.

High climbing... high climbing...

He was the person who was least willing to hear these two words. Gu Yunkai couldn't say he was arrogant, but he always had a bit of backbone. status.People, living in the world of mortals, can't get rid of those small thoughts that can't be said, whether they don't want to see or listen, and they know it clearly in their hearts.

"When you win the championship, you will have to deal with the media after all, so it won't be a problem." Gu Yunkai's voice softened again, and he explained slowly.

Jian Yuan was a little at a loss, and after a while he squeezed Gu Yunkai to sit down, stretched out his arms to hug him, and said in a low voice: "Then what if I don't win the award? Of course this chance is gone, right?"

"I don't care." Gu Yunkai leaned gently on him, reached out to hold Jian Yuanhuan's arm, "It's not absolute, as long as you want, after the game is over, if reporters ask me in the future, I'll tell them I I already have a partner, and I am in a stable relationship, the only difference is that my half is the winner of this Pagani competition, or a young musician who was not selected."

"Why after the game?" Jian Yuan held Gu Yunkai tightly in his arms, two flames seemed to ignite in his always clear eyes, his competitive heart sprang up, and he was inspired by this It almost felt like my heart was going to jump out, but I still observed Gu Yunkai's expression cautiously and carefully, and asked deliberately, "Is this a reward?"

"No." Gu Yunkai vetoed, turned his face flatly and stared at the top of Jian Yuan's head, the messy curly hair bouncing and squeezed against his face, it was a little itchy when rubbed, he said softly, "I don't care too much, but I am a competitive person, and I don't want anyone to think that I am trying to win over you, or that you are trying to win over me. If you win an award or have a name, you will be better than me. It is better to have a lot of promise than to be dug out by others in the future, boasting about your family background. You have to remember that only achievements and honors belong to you. What happens to your family has nothing to do with you. Relationship."

He emphasized lightly, held Jian Yuan's face up, and the two of them faced each other's foreheads, Gu Yunkai sighed softly, and kissed the big boy's cheek.

Jian Yuan's eyes lit up slowly, he leaned docilely on Gu Yunkai's shoulder, couldn't help but nodded, then reached out to play with Gu Yunkai's beautiful fingers, brought them to his lips and kissed gently Next, said in a low voice: "I know you are actually very unwilling, don't be sad, I will try my best to be worthy of you."

Gu Yunkai was not sad at first, but after hearing this sentence, he felt a little sad. He nodded, blinked away the tears that were almost welling up, and said calmly, "Okay, I'll wait for you."

Jian Yuan moved away the next day. If you want to win awards in music, you still need to get the master's guidance, including adjusting your mentality and improving your piano skills.Gu Yunkai didn't see him off. In fact, when Jian Yuan left, Gu Yunkai was asleep, and when he woke up, he called Gu Jianyue and told him about his arrangements.

Unexpectedly, Gu Jianyue didn't say anything this time, and she didn't even complain about troubles. On the contrary, she agreed smoothly, and she just cared about him.

"According to what you said, it doesn't make any difference whether he wins the award or not, and what the media says, it's just the difference between good and better." Gu Jianyue said patiently, "We took over Mr. Smith's job again, At that time, the media may not say it very well, and it is not a good time to make this point public, if you can wait a little longer, after this time has passed, it will be fine."

Gu Yunkai sat by the window and smiled, resting his legs carelessly on the window sill, and said in a low voice, "It's actually not a big deal."

Many things are always decided only after I feel that it is really no big deal.

Jian Yuan always blames himself, he likes to shoulder all the responsibilities in this relationship, and spoils Gu Yunkai with meticulous care and love, just like Kelly did to Roman.He remembered that he had secretly run on Smith in his heart, wondered how he could write Kelly so stupidly, and suspected that he was different from Kelly.

Thinking about it now, Smith's thinking is indeed right. He and Kelly are no different at all, they only know how to spend recklessly and enjoy the love and protection brought by each other.

I am about to end my unhappiness, and you are about to end yours.

But you have always been lucky to me, not unlucky.

Gu Yunkai hung up the call, he gently covered his face with his hands, and couldn't help smiling.

In fact, the decision to make the relationship public brought him more joy.

It's as if Jian Yuan can tell the world that Gu Yunkai is his; similarly, Gu Yunkai can tell the world that this little genius is his.