webnovelvip Chapter 79 Missing
Chapter 79 Missing
When two people are in love, if they always stay together for too long, their relationship will inevitably fade.
Time is the most ruthless law in the world. It comes in a hurry, rushes about, and pushes everyone's footsteps silently.Love is a wonderful thing, too close or too distant between lovers seems to be a harbinger of a sad ending.
After all, it is always difficult for people to control time and distance. They are at a loss and confused. They don't know how long to spend together when they are intimate, and they don't know what distance to keep.Those who are too close can't help but push forward, wishing to enclose the other party within their own range, it is best to become conjoined twins, which will inevitably make people breathless over time; Living together, or fading day by day, I don't think there is any good in having the other party, and there is nothing bad in not having the other party, silently implying the end of the relationship.
So even though she has no knowledge of love, Jian Mo is firmly pessimistic about the love between Jian Yuan and Gu Yunkai.
People who are addicted to love always think that they can last forever, but in fact it is just an illusion produced by the brain. When people are in adversity, they will even feel disgusted with themselves. Relatives who are connected by flesh and blood have clear interests, how can they ask for tolerance? To treat another person who has nothing to do with you, just rely on the temporary passion and the hormones secreted by the brain?
Youth always has the power to know the heights of the sky and the earth.
Of course, Jian Yuan doesn’t know the future. The Meteorological Bureau announced yesterday that it will rain today, but it turned out to be cloudless and extremely clear. Even the predictions will be wrong. All predictions about the future are only possible, maybe, the probability is relatively high, not will be for sure.
No one knows what will happen in the next minute.
So he prefers to seize the moment.
Jian Yuan has read many books, met many people, and knows many love legends in this world. When playing music related to love, the old musician always said that his heart is bright, and never blamed him for playing Can't see the touching emotions, just smile occasionally, feeling that Jian Yuan still doesn't understand what real feelings are.
But among the repertoire they are preparing for the comic opera that needs them to perform, there is a passionate and loving piece-"Leo Overture".
Before the performance, Jian Yuan was very nervous. He practiced many times, but he knew that some emotions could not be expressed by skills.
I still remember that when I was practicing with those musicians, the old musician sitting beside me looked at him frequently, and talked with him in surprise and relief after the practice: "Congratulations, A Yuan, I miss you Lovers must make you very happy."
Jian Yuan can hear what other people want to play and what kind of emotion it contains. However, when his own feelings are heard, he still feels shy and embarrassed. He doesn't even care about the excitement, he just holds his own Violin, looking at the gentlemanly gentleman music teacher, who looked at his temples dyed white with embarrassment, said softly, "I'm really sorry, did I make it obvious?"
He wished that everyone in the world knew that he liked Gu Yunkai, but if this love affected the performance of the song, it would be a big problem.
Mr. Music couldn't help but smiled slightly. The fine lines at the corners of his eyes were slightly wrinkled, showing years of experience, and he said softly: "Don't be nervous, your performance is very beautiful. Don't be shy, my young man, love is not What an embarrassing and difficult thing to say, you already have a resonance with this piece, just like Les found Ophelia, which is something to be happy about. You have always been a bright and sincere person, so you can hardly hide anything The secret, the music reveals everything you feel long before you say it."
"I really don't know how to tell you." Jian Yuan showed emotion, and he sighed softly, "I am a person with no certainty, so I am inevitably a little scared about this relationship, but he is really a person What a wonderful person, if I can spend my whole life with him, it would be such a lucky thing, I don't even dare to think that I have such a blessing." There was an excited and happy look on his face, almost like A young man who is getting married tomorrow.
The music teacher was almost amused, he gently retracted his fingers from the strings, sat upright, beckoned to him sincerely, and said slowly: "I really have nothing to say about this matter. Teach you, child, that every musician has a poet hidden in his heart. Love itself is pure and unblemished. It is not stained with any disease, and it is not subject to any control. It is just a feeling. I listen to it in your music. It can be found that you love her sincerely, then everything can be easily solved."
"So in terms of feelings alone, you really have nothing to worry about. Where did the fear come from?"
Jian Yuan saw the meaning hidden in Mr. Yue's worried face, and hurriedly shook his head and said: "Please don't worry about me, it's not because of the family. Let's put it this way, I really respect the elders, but there is really nothing to hesitate about love. Yes, I want to choose the future for myself, not for them. It’s good for them to support me, but if they don’t support me, I will never give up my relationship because of it. If I go against my sincerity in order to please them, I can't do it anyway."
Teacher Yue's face softened a little, he couldn't help smiling and said: "That's right, I know the temper of the elders in your family very well, but they will seldom veto everything you insist on and care about. Now that you say that, then naturally it is that one?"
"Yeah. He loves me very much, and I love him very much." After all, Jian Yuan is still a young man, and he can say what he wants to say directly. An elderly musician is always romantic, and he doesn't like this kind of straightforward expression of feelings. He doesn't care about the way, if he is a conductor who is reserved and shy by nature, he might be frightened.
"When you want to give all the stars and moons in the sky to someone, you will naturally become concerned about gains and losses." Jian Yuan sighed slowly, "I can't restrain my heart, this emotional expansion It was so fast that it almost scared me. It would be okay if I didn't see him. I wasn't nervous at all, and I didn't feel at a loss. It seemed that I was still my own master. But I really saw him After seeing the face, I didn't even know where to put my hands, and I wondered if I had some physical disease."
Hi!What kind of fear is this!
The head musician who was forcefully stuffed with a mouthful of dog food couldn't help laughing. He reached out and patted the young boy's shoulder, hesitant to speak, and the words that had slipped between his lips and teeth came back again with a soft exhalation. It disappeared quickly, and he took a closer look at this cauliflower that fell in love, and he really couldn't help laughing.
"You are not sick, you are only in love. This stage will pass soon. After you are excited, it will slowly become dull. By then, she will no longer be your goddess. She It became your shadow, and you also became her shadow, you will no longer be excited to see her, but it was even more terrifying at that time, because once you can't see her, you will feel that everything is wrong."
Jian Yuan sat in the coffee shop for a full two hours, as if to make up for the traffic jam. He ordered a few pieces of cake in a daze, and then ordered a caramel macchiato. When the waiter came to deliver the drinks and cake The empty glass was taken away, but Gu Yunkai seemed to be still sitting opposite him with a gentle smile, that kiss was still repeated on his lips over and over until his cheeks became hot.
Because he was afraid that he would be inspired when he saw something by accident, Jian Yuan always carried a pen and paper with him. He took a sip from the cup, and the sweetness of caramel mixed with foamed milk spread in his mouth, just like his current mood. The cup was put back, Jian Yuan grasped the pen tightly and leaned over the table to write quickly.
He is not very good at recitative, but he has some experience with aria.
What surged through Jian Yuan's mind at this time was the scene in the second act of "Rice and Ophelia", when Rice fell in love with Ophelia at first sight and sat by the window gazing at the moonlight.The rewriting of this section stumped many people. Although everyone handed over their own works, the music teacher was still dissatisfied. Originally, this section should have been given by a designated musician, but due to the quality of the work , now the designated person has become the musician of the whole court.
Naturally, Jian Yuan does not dare to be arrogant enough to think that he can be better than those masters, but it’s okay to try, after all, his biggest advantage now is that he is in the same mood as Rice, and he feels happy when he thinks of that person. It's an honor to meet you, and you can't wait to laugh silly anytime, anywhere.
Creation is a happy thing, especially when you are in the same mood as the hero, this kind of creation is even more happy.
He loves Gu Yunkai just like Les loves Ophelia.
This feeling is like soaking in a pool of caramel milk foam, and I still can't stop wanting to dance for joy. There is an empty and quiet grassland, and the bright and gorgeous fireworks in the entire night sky. They are blooming in the sky unscrupulously. The sound of the music was placed at a moderate volume, and then he took that person's hand, clumsily, passionately, happily, and danced endlessly until the moment when the note was terminated, until the end of the world came The moon falls.
Then the two of them embraced each other and rolled down the grassy slope like this. It seemed that there was only each other in the whole world, mixed with the fragrance of flowers and plants and the smell of soil.
Jian Yuan originally only planned to stay for two hours, to make up for the time Gu Yunkai waited for him, and to feel the loneliness and solitude of the other party waiting, but in fact he was too immersed in creation, so until the cafe was about to close, He was politely invited out.Jian Yuan, who was immersed in sweet love, held the tune that he had revised countless times, and jumped a few steps on the sidewalk intoxicated and briskly. The lyrics had already come out of his throat, he was like a little conductor Spinning and dancing like a family, completely ignoring the eyes of passers-by.
Until a car broke through the silent darkness and suddenly stopped beside him.
"Little musician."
Wusu rolled down the window helplessly, watching Jian Yuan go crazy for a long time without realizing it, until the other party didn't notice him at all and was about to walk to the front, then he woke up drunk Jian Yuan in the music: "Get in the car!"
Jian Yuan was awakened suddenly, his blank eyes fell on Wusu's face after a while, and he said happily: "Good evening! Uncle Wusu, you look really energetic." He slipped back briskly Opened the door of the back seat, jumped in like an elf, moved his long legs in the cramped position, waved the music score in his hand like a flag, as if he was still in another world. Come back, "I wrote a tune today, wait a minute, you'll hear it when you get home, it's like a five times caramel macchiato!"
"Can I still drink it?" Wusu showed an undisguised expression of disgust. He thought about the drink for a while, shaking with aversion to cold, "Five times caramel? It's too sweet."
Jian Yuan dreamily said: "It's just so sweet."
Wusu shook his head, and decided not to talk to this younger generation who seemed to be out of his mind for the time being. People always have some shortcomings. The unavoidable problem of some artists is that at the moment of the so-called "inspiration burst", they always forget everything around them, and then immerse themselves in their own world and cannot extricate themselves.
Sometimes it's like a little lunatic in a mental hospital who hasn't been jailed.
So Wusu had no choice but to help Jian's family perform the duties of a "doctor", and ran out in the middle of the night to find this cute little lunatic. Fortunately, Jian Yuan never left here.The coffee shop closed very late, and it was already early in the morning. There were still some young men and women wandering around in the street who were addicted to nightlife, but there were not as many vehicles as during the day.
"By the way, have you had dinner yet?" Wusu asked casually.
Jian Yuan said nonchalantly: "I probably ate it." He turned the paper in his hand over and over to look at it, then turned on the light in the car, imitated the movement of playing the piano with his fingers, and hummed softly , can't wait to see his giant white stunner, never in his life has he needed a piano more urgently than at this moment.
"If you eat it, you eat it. If you don't eat it, you don't eat it. You probably eat it."
As soon as Wu Su heard this, he knew that Jian Yuan must have gone crazy writing the music, and even forgot whether he was hungry or not, so he turned the steering wheel and went to the food city first after turning the corner.
"Aren't we going home?"
It was only when Jian Yuan was illuminated by colorful neon lights that he realized that this road did not seem to be the direction to go home. He panicked and looked forward. , reached out to open the storage box in front of the passenger seat, searched out the cans of milk that Jian Mo bought before and threw them to Jian Yuan.
"Feed your stomach first." Wusu said calmly, "Anyway, I think you will definitely stay up late today."
Jian Yuan looked at him anxiously, trying to soften the old-fashioned heart of this elder who has always favored and loved him with his big watery eyes: "I'm not hungry, I'm not hungry at all, now I just want to finish this work quickly so that I can Play it for Yun Kai."
"He's definitely asleep at this point." Wusu responded coldly, "Even if he hasn't slept, I think for your health, he must agree to give you something to eat first."
Wusu's words were always so reasonable, Jian Yuan couldn't refute at once, so he could only sit in the back seat sullenly.
Is there any point in eating?Music, musical notes, musical instruments, these are the things that make him feel satisfied. Jian Yuan knows that if he doesn't eat until he is full enough, Wusu will definitely not let him go, even if he is anxious like an ant on a hot pot , but still resigned to fate and followed Wusu out of the car, and went into a restaurant to have a dinner that should be called midnight snack.
"Don't force me to message him."
Wusu stared at Jian Yuan, who was about to move, and waved his index finger, signaling him not to play tricks. The restaurants in this area are also fast food restaurants. Fortunately, besides fried food, they also sell meal sets. He ordered casually, and it went smoothly. Shun Jianyuan's little curly hair bouncing around, there was almost no one at this point, they randomly picked a corner and sat down with food.
Jian Yuan poked the rice sleepily with a plastic fork and spoon, obviously lacking in interest in eating, the chopsticks were put aside, his eyes didn't take off the paper for a moment, and the food was put into his mouth Suddenly, he said, "Uncle Wusu, do you know Yunkai's birthday?"
"It's exactly one month away from you." Wusu looked at the advertisement leaflets printed with package discounts and food recommendations in the fast food restaurant, and said casually, "You are at the end of the year, and he is at the beginning of the year. Why do you ask this?"
"You really know." Jian Yuan puffed up his face, the boss started to drink his drink unhappily, and he ate his meal sullenly, as if he wanted to get rid of the pile of things in front of him quickly.
The words are so clear, how can Wusu not know what kind of temper this kid is playing, he took the time to fold the thin sheet in his hand, he was really helpless to Jian Yuan's sudden childishness occasionally, he glanced at He glanced twice, couldn't help it, sat upright again and said helplessly, "Why are you acting as if you were the first day you met your uncle."
Jian Yuan clamped the pen he used to write the melody on, held it with his lips pouted, and muttered unwillingly: "I don't even know that Yunkai has so many things."
"There's nothing worth knowing about. His resume is as clean as a piece of paper." Wusu said indifferently, "He is lacklustre, abstinent, and a loner. He has only recently made a few friends who get along well. Most of the time he spends his time in the gym and Among the books, the most purchased type is the book, the private life is clean and there is no fault, the kind that can be seen falling asleep in his report."
Jian Yuan nodded thoughtfully, rolled his eyes, and muttered in a low voice: "There will be me in the future."
Wusu raised his eyebrows and asked, "What?"
"No, I said I want to eat quickly and go home quickly." Jian Yuan took down his pen and started to gobble it up.
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It's always nice to come home.
The media somehow got the news of his flight. When Gu Yun got off the plane, he was surrounded by a large group of reporters, and many fans paid attention to him because of the commotion.Gu Yunkai made a decisive decision and directly asked Zhu Di to contact the airport to pay the fee and enter the special passage. Ren Yuan, a tall man, protected him and Judy to block the camera, and the three of them hurried into the special passage and left.
Fortunately, Ren Yuan was notified to pick up the plane.
When we drove back to the villa, there were some paparazzi standing beside him and took a few photos of Gu Yunkai leaning on the car window. Fortunately, he is not a person who likes to live alone, otherwise these paparazzi would probably squat directly in front of his house , Maybe even the garbage cans outside the door waiting for the garbage truck have to be turned over.
Gu Yunkai directly asked Ren Yuan to drive into the community without stopping for a moment, and did not intend to get off at the gate of the community. He originally planned to let Ren Yuan turn directly at the gate to send Judy home, but he didn't want to at this moment. Dealing with the media - when he was visiting Chen Wang, the media outside the hospital really made him sick.
Although we know that after celebrities become famous, their personal space will be gradually compressed and occupied, and they will become less and less private and less free, but Chen Wang's drowning, which is a matter of life and death, is like a steamed bun of human blood in the eyes of reporters It seems exciting, but there is no bottom line.
After all, the reporter didn't know whether Chen Wang's situation was serious or not. They only knew that Chen Wang was drowning, so they ran to the hospital gate to block the doctor's normal work and obstruct the patient's passage. Although Gu Yunkai didn't think he was a good person, he couldn't do it either. There is no bottom line like this.
It was already late at night, Gu Yunkai got out of the car at the door of the house, and asked Ren Yuan to protect Zhu Di, and asked him to make sure that Zhu Di arrived home safe and sound before going home by himself, and then went into the house alone.
The crew on the mobile phone still didn’t respond. I don’t know if Chen Wang didn’t wake up or he was out of spirits. No one took the time to send a message. The last message was a voice message sent by Lan Se yesterday morning, to the effect that everyone should have a good rest , get ready for the next shoot.
Gu Yunkai took off his clothes and hung them on the hanger casually, and threw himself into the soft sofa. His muscles seemed to soften all of a sudden. There was only a round pillow against his abdomen, and he stretched out his hand to grab it. Pulling, I found that it was the back of the cactus left by Jian Yuan, and a row of small dinosaurs on the table were neatly lined up, like elementary school children who had just returned from an outing in kindergarten.
The house is often cleaned, and even though Gu Yunkai stayed in the crew for nearly two months, he didn't get any dust. He held the cactus pillow and fiddled with the little dinosaurs for a while, pushed them down one by one, and put them back again. After putting them neatly and counting them one by one, he found that there was a small Tyrannosaurus rex missing. He was stunned, put the pillow aside, rummaged around, and finally saw the crooked small Tyrannosaurus rex model in the corner of the carpet.
"I've been looking for you so hard, I don't know how to make a sound."
Only then did Gu Yunkai feel relieved, and with a slight smile, he fiddled with the Tyrannosaurus rex's little tail, and put it back into the team, which was perfect.
He just slept on the plane before, and now he has nothing to do, and his boyfriend is not around, so naturally he can't do anything that makes people unstoppable when he is turned into a red wave, now time is very At night, it is impossible to harass Jian Yuan, after thinking about it, he just watched TV.
Bai Hehe only joined the crew at the beginning of filming to gather the head of a fox demon from the Qingqiu clan, and left after showing off his beauty.
Gu Yunkai didn't pay much attention to him. He didn't expect to turn around the channel at night and saw him. The other party formed a boy group, which seemed to be his first appearance. It is a bit famous, and the other few seem to be trainees who just came up. The show did not focus on promoting Baihehe, but the four members of the group took care of it. It seems that Qiao Fanchen did not intend to use Baihehe as a trump card, but pushed four Ace out.
Bai Hehe was not the captain, but another one with a sunny face.
Gu Yunkai searched deliberately and found that this combination is called SN.
Singnice?
This cold joke made Gu Yunkai feel cold.
This program seems to be the first appearance of the SN group. The four big boys look very close, with smiles on their faces. The talc company has always been generous. Yu Yueqin, the queen of sweet songs, sang on stage with them.
The singing skills of the four are very good. Now the music industry is mixed with good and bad, and fresh blood can hardly be replenished. Although Gu Yunkai knew that Qiao Fanchen's production would never make any mistakes, he was still quite pleasantly surprised - congratulations, in a musician Under the influence of his boyfriend, he finally gained a little knowledge of singing skills.
In the past, Gu Yunkai only knew that some songs are very magical, some songs are very pleasant, and some songs are difficult to listen to, so it is so simple to divide.
interesting.
Large companies must have better resources, and the advantages and disadvantages of the self-employed are equally obvious. For example, in the competition for resources, the self-employed have no resources, so there is no competition. You don't need to worry about someone below who wants to step on your head and climb up, so as to seize your opportunity.
Competition is everywhere, and it is often the most intense internal fighting.
The group SN has made such a big effort when they first debuted. It can be seen that Qiao Fanchen has poured a lot of effort into this boy group. The typhoons of the four members are all good, especially the captain who is born with a face. Needless to say, Bai Hehe can be considered a "senior", but the last one is quite explosive.
These four young people are really rich and lucky.
Gu Yunkai lay on the sofa and watched the whole performance. Suddenly, he tilted his head and thought about whether Jian Yuan could make his debut. Knowing how to play the violin and piano, he is almost an all-round student master. This person has a lot of money to set up selling points...
But the other party probably isn't interested in the entertainment industry either.
Not to mention that Uncle Brave is still there.
This idea is of course a joke, let alone the brave uncle who has never met before, even Gu Yunkai himself does not want Jian Yuan to fall into the cannibalism of the entertainment industry, he just thinks about it casually , a reasonable obsession.After all, if two people work in the same circle, then it will be much more convenient to meet each other, and there is no need to get together as much as they do now, and even feel lucky to have a sneak kiss for half a month.
Half a month... How can there really be such a long time as half a month.
Gu Yunkai turned sideways, looked up at the ceiling, his long legs were dangling from the other handrail, as if he suddenly felt that the blackness above his head became interesting.They hadn't seen each other for a very long time, and the hurried meeting in the coffee shop was like a dream, and he didn't know if it was accurate, but until now, he still felt that he was not in reality.
Jian Yuan actually came...
He still remembers the rough touch of his fingers brushing against the curly hair, he also remembers the other party's blushing face and hot breath when he got closer, and he still remembers the other party's bewildered appearance after the feather-light kiss was fleeting, but that There are too few of them, and they can all be recalled in just a few seconds. In the end, only Jian Yuan's sweet smile is left.
The remote control panel was pressed to a small part, and the TV was turned off. In the quiet darkness, Gu Yunkai quietly recalled the eager and hasty meeting in the coffee shop. He was surprised to find that he didn't miss that moment at all. , as if it had been happy enough, so there were no regrets.
Then the phone lit up, and it was a short message from Wen Jing'an.
"If you don't have any arrangements on August [-]th, you can bring Jianyue to my house for a reunion."
Gu Yunkai stared at the only light source in the darkness. He let go of the hand that was resting on the back of his head, and unlocked the phone. It showed that the other party was typing, so he waited patiently for Wen Jingan to finish typing. Seven and eight minutes before the next message popped up.
"It's okay if you can't come, it's okay, I can understand."
Gu Yunkai flicked his finger on the touch screen, and it didn't take long for him to respond: "I can go, I'm free, Jianyue may want to accompany her boyfriend, I have to ask her."
"Ah."
This time Wen Jingan returned quickly, and then added: "Why haven't you slept yet?"
"Just got off the plane."
The two casually sent a few messages, but the conversation ended quickly. In the middle of the night, there was actually nothing to talk about. After all, it is not necessary to chat with each other about their night life-this is really nothing to talk about, Gu Yun Kai has a boyfriend but is currently abstinent, Wen Jingan is single and her thinking is more conservative and traditional.In addition, Wen Jing'an's work has just ended, and she has to continue working after waking up. Naturally, Gu Yunkai will not drag him to chat with him endlessly.
But before saying goodbye, Wen Jingan suddenly sent another message: "Don't tell Apu and Henry, those two troublemakers must come up with some messy bad ideas, and they can't hide their curiosity."
"I recently met a young man. I have a good impression of him. He is in the circle, but who knows if it will be successful. It's just a little affection. I want to share it with you. I know that I am not suitable now. The beginning of a new relationship, not sure, maybe... I don't know."
Gu Yunkai couldn't help laughing, he tilted his head to look at the screen, and asked, "Really just a little?"
"That may be a little more..." Wen Jingan replied, "But it's not that much, I'm not very sure."
The conversation ended naturally, and Wen Jingan fell asleep peacefully with little by little more of his goodwill, but Gu Yunkai felt a little helplessly funny about this incident, he rested his arms on the back of his neck, and the darkness gradually faded He put his mobile phone on his chest. Although no one mentioned the embarrassment experienced in the rest room that day, both of them knew that this matter had passed, and the friendship between the two had returned to its original state.
Gu Yunkai closed his eyes silently in the dark, without thinking about anything, as if he had completely emptied himself, and waited until he felt sleepy before getting up to brush his teeth and wash his face, then changed into his pajamas and lay down. He got into bed and fell asleep within seconds.
He had a very, very long dream. He dreamed that he had quarreled with Jian Yuan, and the quarrel was still fierce. Jian Yuan looked older than now, and both of them wore the same rings on their hands. Jian Yuan glared at him furiously, went upstairs angrily, and tore off the large piece of paper pasted in the study, the lovers on it had been marked with a big cross, and became a marriage clause.
They added a lot of things to this clause, and wrote some messy things like "Don't dislike the sound of the other party's snoring", "You can't laugh at the wrinkles on the other party's face", "You can't laugh at the other party's works", etc. Weird agreement.
Gu Yunkai was also furious. He sat down on the small cactus pillow on his sofa and hid all the dinosaur toys until Jian Yuan stomped on the floor and it sounded like a The fat man weighing more than 200 kilograms jumped all the way down the stairs of the two of them, and they looked at each other.
Then Jian Yuan pasted the treaty on the wall beside the stairs, pressed Gu Yunkai against the wall and kissed him six times.
Gu Yunkai accused him of violating the number of times, but Jian Yuan wiped his mouth and said nonchalantly that they had a marriage now, so Gu Yunkai's privileges belonged to him, and he just helped Gu Yunkai kiss off the one that belonged to Gu Yunkai. Those three times are not considered violations.
That look was arrogant and unreasonable, and it was strange when it fell on that naturally bright and lovely face, like a brat who deliberately pretended to be bad.
This makes sense.
hell.
Gu Yunkai couldn't help laughing and woke up. He didn't know why he had such an absurd and boring dream. He just reached out and touched the other side of the bed, as if there would really be a cauliflower leaning there, but in the end he only felt the coldness. piece of
So suddenly I thought about Jian Yuan.