webnovelvip Chapter 75 Rainbow
Chapter 75 Rainbow
Gu Yunkai is not interested in other people's feelings, unless it involves his plans, such as Wen Jing'an.
Otherwise, most of the time, Gu Yunkai is very happy that the gossip factor is satisfied, but it is absolutely impossible for him to intervene like a good old man.
Not long ago, "Light Like the Day" deliberately released gossip hype, implying that Chen Wang and Shu Muen had an affair because of the drama, did not make it clear, but only mentioned it vaguely, the two of them were surrounded by paparazzi everywhere in the past two days, and some even Sometimes even the filming crew would have the media deliberately visit the set after hearing the news. To put it bluntly, they wanted to know if the two were really in a relationship.
Catching rumors is a reporter's forte, and the ambiguous bait released is a means of propaganda.
The Talc Company is already an old hand at this kind of hype, and it will never turn a scandal into a scandal. It is better to say that whether it is a variety show or a movie, it is not uncommon for scandals to stir up leading actors and actresses. For celebrities, sometimes romance is not necessarily If you really want to get married and have children, it is very likely that it is just a deal. In fact, not only the producer will do this, but many media are also keen on this aspect.
Although this kind of routine is very old, the audience loves to watch couples on screen, and hope that the two people who play the role of couple will eventually get married in reality, especially if the tragic couple in the work can achieve positive results in reality, the publicity effect they can get will increase significantly.
As for the separation in the future, it's very convenient, just find a reason to break up, such as less gathering or more separation or emotional disagreement.
Generally speaking, there are two ways of this kind of hype. One is that both parties neither admit nor deny. Admitted that another scandal started; there is another kind where both parties came out to express that they were in a relationship, and to cooperate with the company's publicity needs, when were they photographed intimately in and out, and then "be generous after being discovered" to the public, including Propaganda on Weibo, and then the end of the breakup, etc., have to follow the publicity steps formulated by the company.
For the audience, if there is a real couple acting on the screen or appearing together in a variety show, the meaning is quite different, even if it is just what they think is a "real couple".
However, this kind of publicity requires two people to act like a couple in front of other people all the time, so it is not uncommon for it to be fake. Many people will really date for a period of time, but this "illusion" will soon disappear, and then they It will take longer than expected to break up, and some lucky people will find the true love of life directly, get married and have children.
Shu Muen seems to be in the middle of both.
In addition to not knowing if there is a frustrated love scene, Shu Muen's condition is not very good recently, and the workplace is not very optimistic.
During the previous filming, Lancer was always dissatisfied with the close-up action of entering the water. After being NG several times, Shu Muen had to repeat the performance after entering the water. Lancer was so angry that she cursed on the set. After being scolded, she was very depressed. , but didn't even talk back.Women are always inconvenient for a few days. Even if Lancer is mad, she has no choice but to let her adjust herself and think about it more. The movements are getting uglier, not to mention the scene of going into the water.
After the play, Shu Muen changed his clothes and hid in the studio lounge and cried secretly, but was bumped into by Gu Yunkai who came to get a water glass.
"Are you ok?"
Gu Yunkai froze at the door for a long while, and finally understood why everyone didn't enter the lounge. He didn't enter or retreat, so he simply closed the lounge, took two steps closer, handed over his handkerchief, and picked up his handkerchief. Turning his back from the special water cup, he took a sip to hide his embarrassment.
Shu Muen, who was bumped into the crying scene, didn't react at all, but wiped away her tears dejectedly, not as energetic as usual on the set, she forced a smile, and said in a low voice; "It's nothing, it doesn't matter, I just suddenly felt that I am very useless, Director Lan said so much, I still can't do it, he gave me several chances."
"There's nothing you can do if you're in a bad state." Gu Yunkai persuaded him politely, but didn't say anything more.
In a place like the entertainment industry, if the state is not good, you can still force yourself to smile. If you have no status, you can't talk about playing big names. If you want to play, you can do it. Don't participate in this kind of big production.For a project like "Light Like Day", it's already very good if the main creative team is not Zhou Papi's personality. It's not the turn of the actors to play "little temper" and not in good condition. .
To put it bluntly, when you have enough capital, you can do whatever you want. If you don’t, you won’t even be able to get sick, even if you spent nearly 24 hours in the previous [-] hours running announcements and collapsed due to overwork. People will not praise you for your dedication, they will only blame you for suddenly falling down at this time, which hinders the next arrangement and needs to be adjusted again.
But is there any way, the competition is so cruel and indifferent, don't take the jobs that you can't take, they can let other people who won't fall down take them, but for the stars, if you miss this opportunity, who knows if there will be another one? Chance.
Everything is for the sake of being famous. Only when you are famous will you have more and better opportunities, more lucrative treatment, and a better future.
Man is always a creature bound by the monster of struggle.
Gu Yunkai sat on the side and comforted her a few words, in fact, these things were not what Shu Muen wanted, they were purely due to menstrual period problems, and his personality would become more or less sensitive and fragile, so he didn't cry on the set In fact, he was already very strong, not to mention that the fight scene in the water was actually very cold, and the clothes were absorbent and heavy.
But Lan Se couldn't help it. Shu Muen delayed the filming of the whole crew by himself. Fortunately, it was the afternoon scene and other plans were filmed, so Shu Muen could have a night's rest.
At this moment, the makeup on Shu Muen's face has been removed, but her face is so pale that it looks like makeup from when she was injured, and her lips are also pinkish white. Gu Yunkai poured her a glass of brown sugar water, which is used by several actors in the lounge those few things.Shu Muen thanked her in a low voice, her mood seemed to ease a lot, and she chattered about today's filming, she stopped suddenly, as if her emotions had broken down a little, and kept saying Sorry.
Gu Yunkai hesitated for a while, picked up a blanket to wrap around her, saw that Shu Muen's face was full of tears, and curled herself up tightly, she tried hard to say: "I don't know what's wrong with me, I'm very sad I want to work hard, I have tried very hard, I don't know why I just can't do it, it's really too cold, my hands are shaking, I can't lift it at all, I really want to do it, I don't want to mess up of."
Shu Muen probably has a little anxiety disorder, which is quite common for actors and some workers, not to mention that she is not in a good physical condition now, and her personality is undoubtedly a lot more sensitive. The mistakes that can be made up are flustered, but don't know how to react.
Can't really blame her at all.
"nothing."
Gu Yunkai comforted her, gently held Shu Muen's hand, and said softly, "It's okay."
Shu Muen reminded him of Gu Jianyue.
"Do all of you men only say this sentence, it's okay, it will pass, it's okay, it doesn't matter." Shu Muen's face was pale, and Gu Yunkai's words seemed to have unintentionally turned on a switch of hers, Tears welled up in her eyes, and she cried bitterly, "Why are you men always like this! Even if you are bored, you won't take the initiative to speak up, you will just silently force me to make a decision, and then blame me..."
Gu Yunkai was slightly taken aback, and the atmosphere suddenly fell silent.
"Sorry." Shu Muen didn't cry for a long time, and soon came back to her senses. She rubbed her eyes in a hurry and said guiltily, "I'm sorry, Brother Yun, I didn't mean you, I'm sorry, really... Did I Messed up, I... really don't know how to say it, sorry."
"It doesn't matter..." Gu Yunkai was startled, and immediately changed his words, "It's okay, I don't care."
He looked at this fragile girl who was almost vulnerable, and naturally he didn't mind what the other party said when he was emotionally unstable, not to mention that those words were not very offensive. Gu Yunkai could tell that he was not blaming him, but It was just being implicated by a male compatriot.
Shu Muen was silent for a while, held Gu Yunkai's hand hesitantly, and said in a low voice, "Can you keep it secret for me?"
"Okay." Gu Yunkai patted her arm lightly, and agreed softly.
Frustrated in love and frustrated in the workplace, no wonder Shu Muen seems to be hit so hard.
Like this kind of publicity and hype pretending to be a couple, it is usually necessary to sign a non-disclosure agreement. Once it is revealed, it will pay a huge sum of money. Most of the crew will not know that the two stars have signed such a contract. Gu Yunkai only knew about it because he was one of the promotional actors and needed to cooperate and sign a non-disclosure agreement.
Regardless of whether Shu Muen said that this person was Chen Wang, or that an old lover had been treating her coldly and violently, which caused her to empathize with Chen Wang but felt painful, none of this had anything to do with Gu Yunkai.Such emotional conflicts, even if the object is Chen Wang, are not conducive to the hype of sweet and true love at all. Gu Yunkai is not interested in such things at all.
Gu Yunkai has no enmity with Shu Muen, so he won't cheat her, and he won't be too impatient to gossip and talk nonsense, so as not to offend others. After all, the last thing the circle needs is an enemy.However, the relationship between the two of them is just ordinary, so naturally they would not nervously remind Shu Muen to be cautious in his words and deeds. Don't worry about it, Shu Muen is not Wen Jing'an and Sharp, it's not worth his effort to persuade and think of ways to make the other party more acceptable.
On the contrary, the words Shu Muen said kept lingering in his mind: Are you men like this, even if you are tired, you will not take the initiative to speak up, you will only force others to make decisions...
This kind of thing is actually not uncommon, and it can be said that most men will have this problem more or less.
Many men will never open their mouths to break up peacefully unless it is absolutely necessary. Most men feel that it would be very irresponsible if they open their mouths to dump their girlfriends, unless the girlfriend is really a "nightmare level" author. Being sick with the princess makes people around feel very bad, otherwise they will never open their mouths, for fear that they will be condemned by others.As soon as the relationship cools down, if they want to break up, they will subconsciously start to use cold violence to make the other party retreat.
In the final analysis, it is to seek someone with a clear conscience, who is unwilling to be this bad person, puts himself in the position of being dumped by his girlfriend, and continues to find the next one with peace of mind.
The euphemistic and polite point of the evaluation is that there is no responsibility, and the straightforward and vulgar one is that I want to build a chastity memorial archway after being a bitch, but there are many such cases.
It's not that Gu Yunkai thinks of Jian Yuan on purpose - it's just that he really doesn't have anyone else to think about in terms of love except Jian Yuan, after all, this is his first love.
Jian Yuan is not this kind of person, and no one knows it better than Gu Yunkai. Although he has not known Jian Yuan for a long time, he knows that that big boy is not someone who will play with other people's feelings at will. Naturally, he is not the type who is irresponsible, irresponsible, and deliberately uses cold violence to force others.
It's just that Gu Yunkai sometimes really doesn't understand, does Jian Yuan really not care?I don't care if we see each other or not, I don't care that the two of us are separated by a different place, I don't care that Gu Yunkai is busy with work, I don't care that every call is hung up in a hurry or someone interrupts...
He felt irritable just thinking about it.
Is a person's tolerance really that high?
This incident was more or less funny, Gu Yunkai originally thought that he would be the colder and indifferent one in the relationship between the two of them, and he always thought so, and even worried and thought about it for a while.But no, he said to himself now that he was far more nervous and concerned about whether this relationship could be maintained than Jane.
They haven't seen each other for nearly two months.
The filming is coming to an end, the summer season is over, and autumn is about to enter.
If Jian Yuan doesn't plan to ask him to meet in the future, then they haven't seen each other for three months. Which pair of passionate lovers won't see each other for three full months, they won't get through a decent phone call, and they will break up after a few words. open.
Maybe he is the only one who is far away from Jane.
Sometimes breaking up is not because anyone made a mistake, nor is there a problem with the relationship, nor is there a conflict but unwilling to talk about it, and unwilling to fulfill the couple's contract, it's just time.Time will silently wipe out all the passion and love, and completely bury those surging feelings in the sand.
People will notice that something is wrong, but silently and slowly accept this subtle change. No one can blame them, but they didn't choose each other, and they didn't make any efforts for this matter. This kind of love has gradually become ordinary, from a heart-scratching longing to an irrelevance...
He and Jane are far from that.
But it's already headed in that direction.
Gu Yunkai has only a half-knowledge about love, and feels that he will probably remain so forever. He doesn't know how other people will perfectly deal with this matter and solve this problem. In short, he can only make a clumsy phone call to Jian Yuan hesitated before playing, thinking whether Jian Yuan would be composing music at this time.
But mind him.
There is no such thing as a veteran who has everything in all aspects. There is only one life, only one time to be trembling, and one time to act willfully. It is better to choose the choice you want presumptuously. No one is always right.In the final analysis, everyone's life is like eating a snake, some people can't eat anything and it's over, some people eat almost the entire screen, and it will end in the end.
It's just the difference between sooner and later.
Gu Yunkai finished the psychological construction for himself tremblingly, tried to clear the rationality in his brain, let his instinct control him, almost pressed the dial when his mind was blank, and watched Jian Yuan's profile picture and notes on the screen It shows that all the strength and courage in the whole body have been drained.
Every interval between the ringing of the bell was so long that Gu Yunkai wondered if Life and Communication Group were playing tricks together.
After Gu Yunkai thought at least three hours had passed—in fact, only 30 seconds later, Jian Yuan on the other end finally connected to the phone.
"Did I bother you?" Gu Yunkai couldn't restrain himself from blurting out this sentence.
"It's okay." Jian Yuan said vaguely, but did not answer the question directly, which made Gu Yunkai's heart sink for no reason, and he quickly added, "It's not a disturbance, I'm just... sorting out Quzi, I'm glad you called." He quickly returned to his usual appearance, talking to Gu Yunkai about some daily things, and Gu Yunkai just listened until the other party suddenly became quiet.
Jian Yuan talked about a lot of novel incidents accumulated recently before he realized that the other party hadn't been called away, and he was more or less used to saying: "Are you... not busy?" He thought for a while, and then said , "Don't force yourself to chat with me, I'm already very satisfied."
They only talked for 3 minutes.
Gu Yunkai suddenly felt a little suffocated, and also felt a little heartache. He didn't know if it was because of Jian Yuan's habitual retreat, or because he was annoyed by the other party's unmoved attitude.
"You want me to hang up, why?" Gu Yunkai didn't like this feeling that made him feel a little uncomfortable, so he asked directly, "Are you busy or you don't want to talk to me? Or do you want to talk to me?" Save some time and continue creating." He is good at using the advantages of language, and he has some experience in how to tell the truth, he is good at praising others, and he is also good at finding loopholes in words, but this time he is just straightforward, You're not welcome.
Jian Yuan was caught off guard when he heard this, and said in surprise: "Why do you think so?"
"Be more direct, do you want to break up?" Gu Yunkai said calmly.
Jian Yuan was completely offended, even if Gu Yunkai didn't face to face now, maybe fortunately he didn't face to face, if they did face to face, they might have to fulfill the agreement they made in the couple's contract when they were angry, Please refrain from fighting, lest he be beaten up by Gu Yunkai.
From now on, Jian Yuan has never shown any anger towards Gu Yunkai. This time, he tried his best to suppress his anger, and gritted his teeth: "How can you say those two words!"
"Which two, break up?" Gu Yunkai heard the aggressiveness in his voice, and he was slightly relieved. If the other party didn't respond, then he really didn't know what to do, and said lightly, "If you don't plan, Why do you care about it so much, if you plan to, we will have to mention it sooner or later."
"I don't like these two words." Jian Yuan emphasized, "I don't like these words that sound bad. Why do you mention it?"
Gu Yunkai was silent for a while, it was a shameful thing for him to reveal his feelings, but this kind of analysis is necessary when they want to keep this relationship going.People always do everything possible to show their perfection to attract the other party, but sooner or later the other party will see the shortcomings. No one's mask can last a lifetime.
That will crash.
"I feel very uneasy, A Yuan." Gu Yunkai walked to the balcony, he put his arms around his arms, the scorching heat hadn't completely passed, and despite such a hot weather, he felt cold for no reason.
Playing Feng Sanlang in midsummer is simply torture. Wearing a thick ancient costume, but pretending to have a normal temperature air conditioner in his body, it is warm in winter and cool in summer.Gu Yunkai originally thought that this was already a very big challenge. It was no different from the chill that froze into the bones when he played Shao Li dressed like an early summer season. It required great perseverance to complete.
But it's not as difficult as this moment.
"I don't want to miss you in a place I don't know." Gu Yunkai whispered, "I know your character, you like to take care of other people's ideas, you like to treat others with tolerance, you can enlighten me, you are almost It’s just that I have met one of the few beautiful people in my life. But I am not, you see, this is the problem, I am not like you, so I really don’t know, sometimes you are tolerant, Or really don't care."
Jian Yuan's anger disappeared in an instant, and he asked him cautiously in a somewhat flattered tone: "Do I make you feel uneasy?"
"I don't know." Gu Yunkai repeated, "I don't know, maybe I'm just asking for trouble. A Yuan, I'm not afraid of your jokes, I have experienced a lot, and it may be far more than you imagined. Many, it’s not that I’m moaning for nothing, I know which things are eternal and which things I really want, I like chasing fame and fortune, there is no one who doesn’t want to go up, and I try not to cause trouble for others, but None of these things compare to you."
Jian Yuan held his breath a little nervously.
"Let me simply put it this way, if you call and say you want to see me, unless it's too busy and it's a critical moment, I will ask the director for leave, no matter whether he gives me the leave or not, even if it's only half a day. Run to see you." Gu Yunkai laughed dryly twice, "Does that sound irresponsible, even if I was killed before, I wouldn't be able to do such a thing."
"That's how I care about you."
Gu Yunkai was silent for a while, then sighed: "I know I sound weird, I told you, and I asked you, I am an actor, and you have your dreams, we can't see each other more, we can't be caught by the media What was the wind, I first asked you to comply, and you complied perfectly, and then we both made sure that each other could accept these situations before starting this secret relationship, but in the end I was not satisfied."
When you fall in love with someone, every look and every action of his looks seems to be given a completely different color.
Gu Yunkai originally dismissed this theory of change in love, people will not easily change their minds because of another person, but now they realize that some truths have their own uses, and when it comes to the end, no one can avoid it , cannot escape.
"I miss you too." Jian Yuan sighed clearly, as if helpless, and said calmly, "But what can I do? You have your work to do, and I'm also busy with my own. I always feel that you have worked harder than me. If I miss you, I search the Internet. There are always a lot of news, good and bad. I can still see your Reuters and posters. I know it every day. I was thinking about you, but I saw those, so I could bear it again. But you miss me, you have nothing, you can only chat with me, call me, if I want to ask you something willfully, Then you worked too hard."
Gu Yunkai choked for a moment. He didn't know what to say. He felt like Shu Muen at noon today. He tried his best but hated his powerlessness. He knew that he couldn't become a big fat man by eating all at once. Still can't help but hate my incompetence.
The problem is the difference between rationality and reality, and contradictions are often born from both sides.
"Then..." Gu Yunkai heard himself speak clearly, his voice was hoarse like sand in the desert that had been honed by the wind, "I want to work harder."
Like some weird religious ceremony or a mess of promises and contracts, the two of them lowered their voices at the same time. Jian Yuan's clear and soft voice seemed to be choked up. He repeatedly asked for confirmation, and asked Gu Yun through the phone Like signing some devil contract, he carefully and meticulously verified: "Are you sure? Guaranteed?"
"I'm sure." Gu Yunkai pursed his lips and said, "If you really don't care, then it's nothing, you just need to tell me, and I will also tell you when I miss you very much, very, very much, we can Discuss when we can meet, if not we can at least comfort each other, just... don't say anything, as if we are still just polite friends."
Jian Yuan said calmly and gently: "I don't want you to be unhappy, I don't want to be your trouble, I didn't know it would also become your burden."
Gu Yunkai can almost imagine the way his boyfriend is talking now. He is nearly thirty, and the family may have to be an adult to start a family and start a business, but he will never change. Beard, thin wrinkles folded at the corners of the eyes, those bright eyes still have childish innocence and purity, pure and innocent.
"If I just want to have fun with you, then you should be worried, lest we have an unpleasant night." Gu Yunkai couldn't help smiling, "But we plan to spend the rest of our lives, do you understand? My The rest of my life has already started from the early morning when you came, I didn't expect it to come so soon, but now I feel that the sooner the better, that's why I work so hard."
The rest of my life...
Jian Yuan felt that his heart was like a piece of wood, which was carved delicately by his family, always smiling at others, but just now Gu Yunkai suddenly told it to sprout and grow again, with long tender green leaves and bright red flowers lingering around On the smiling face, the most original appearance was restored.
"I always want to see the annoying things about you, and you always want to see the annoying things about me." Gu Yunkai said slowly, "I never thought of getting married before you, see Other people's weddings are also boring, but when I met you, I thought I had found someone I could bear, even if you did something wrong, I only thought it was cute, as long as you don't keep making stupid mistakes."
Jian Yuan laughed.
"Don't look like I'm the only one who cares about you." In the end, Gu Yunkai just said, "I don't mind if I love you more, but you have to care about me more, okay?"
Jian Yuan complained in a low voice: "I have never been so timid. Before, my uncle and my father thought that I was so skinny and gave them a headache. I have never been so cautious and meticulous in dealing with anyone. I have always worked hard Patience, don't make you worry, don't make you feel troublesome, I've been patient so hard..." He muttered a lot of words, and he couldn't stop his mouth at all. It was time for Gu Yun to go to bed, but He didn't care, and casually turned off the alarm clock.
In the end, Jian Yuan ended his long speech, and solemnly declared: "I am the one who loves you more."
"That's just because you're stupid." Gu Yunkai couldn't restrain the smile on the corner of his mouth, but he still added some contempt in his words, and said happily, "Stupid self is wondering and thinking, you can tell me these things talk."
Jian Yuan's voice was full of disbelief: "You think I'm stupid? You once praised me as a genius."
"Yeah, limited to music."
No matter how good they are, the topics of conversation between lovers can't escape the things that come and go, and they turned into a sticky look again, talking about their recent life, talking about some things, and Jian Yuan by the way I introduced a new family member to Gu Yunkai, a child with a little defect, very cute, who is his cousin in name, and the two of them have been playing together recently.
According to Jian Yuan, this 'cousin' is a neutral party, even a friendly party on the road to conquering the brave.
Gu Yunkai's affection for his boyfriend's cousin, whom he had never met before, quickly increased until the alarm clock sounded. This was the bottom line for Gu Yunkai's last bedtime. It was already eleven o'clock. If he didn't sleep, he wouldn't have the energy to participate tomorrow. shoot.
When saying goodbye, Gu Yunkai repeated: "If you miss me, just tell me, if you want to meet, I will go too."
"No, I don't want to meet." Jian Yuan said softly, "I don't want you to come by plane alone, just to see me, and then go away alone. When I think of that scene, I feel very sad. You don't know, Yun Come on, I really want to love you more and make you happy, but I don't know what to do, I'm always worried that I'll mess up something, but I can't even think about you."
Gu Yunkai felt his nose sore, he didn't want to show that he was easily moved, but it's not something unbearable to be overwhelmed by his boyfriend's sweet talk.He breathed against the tip of his nose for a while, finally calmed down, and said softly: "You are already a gift to me."
"...You can't do this." Jian Yuan first forced those words out of his throat almost silently, and then wailed in despair, "You made a foul, I won't be able to sleep tonight."
"Good night."
"Good night."
Jian Yuan put a big red cross on Uncle's status as a relationship consultant in his heart. He felt that the old man's words always made sense, just like what his grandfather said, Uncle had never experienced love at all, and he didn't know what should happen between lovers. How to get along, asking him these questions is meaningless.
Jian Mo can provide the best solution on how to behave in the world, but those are all outsiders, people who have been intertwined with life, and have some connections but not deep ones.
Not applicable to the person who is willing to walk hand in hand for a lifetime.
The rest of my life... the rest of my life...
Jian Yuan lay back on the soft bed, the phone in his hand was so hot that he could fry an egg, he didn't realize that his ears were turning red, he just stared blankly at the screen that was gradually darkening, suddenly I regretted why I couldn't record the conversation just now.
Simply unable to sleep tonight, Jian Yuan simply jumped up again, took out his laptop and Gu Yunkai's movie discs, and the TV dramas are all online on the Internet.
He is ready for a marathon of Gu Yunkai's movie (plus TV series) tonight.
Gu Yunkai, who had a good night's sleep, was refreshed the next day, and Shu Muen seemed to have finished the psychological counseling for herself, or had figured it out, or maybe it was just a short-term emotional breakdown. No matter what, she took yesterday's Letting go of the matter, she became energetic again, this time she performed perfectly, even Lancer stretched her face and praised her a few words.
Life always seems to be like this, with occasional wind and rain, and eventually a rainbow.