webnovelvip Chapter 67 Confession
Chapter 67 Confession
If you are like a rainbow, you will know it when you encounter it.
If Jian Yuan could divide half of his musical accomplishments into painting, he probably wouldn't have to work so hard and keep practicing without any results.
Luo Xuan walked past him carrying fruit, frowned worriedly, moistened her lips with the tip of her tongue, and said in a soft voice: "Far away, this is not a picture of mother, right?" She had already looked at Jane Yuan worked hard to draw for a long time, and the rough human figure reminded Luo Xuan of the works of Picasso who just tried the three-dimensional abstract style.
"It's drawing the person I love the most, Mom." Jian Yuan replied ambiguously.
Luo Xuan immediately put herself in the right place, and then she shrugged her face, racking her brains dejectedly, planning to praise her son, lest he lose confidence.
"Xiaoyuan is not talking about you." Jian Wenru walked over slowly with a cane, and a light-colored blanket was still draped over his shoulders. He was also shocked by the abstract and broken pictures with unparalleled artistic appreciation, he was silent for a moment, then suddenly patted Jian Yuan on the shoulder, and said kindly, "Do you want to talk to grandpa?"
Jian Yuan immediately understood: "Is my painting really ugly?" He asked sadly.
"No. Of course not!" Luo Xuan hurriedly said, "It's very special, very artistic."
"It's not very ugly." Jian Wenru is much more traditional, he said coldly, "If you take this painting as a bride price, he will definitely think that you are here to seek revenge."
Jian Yuan sighed, and finally accepted the idea that it is impossible for people to be perfect, he tore off the canvas, put down his paintbrush, stared blankly at the drawing board, and said after a long while: "He won the Flower Award yesterday. Best Actor, I want to congratulate him, he is so good-looking every day, do you think he will like his friend? Or Sharp? Sharp is really interesting."
"Who?" Luo Xuan was still a little confused, "Is it someone Yuan Yuan likes? What does it have to do with Sharp?"
Luo Xuan is Sharp's brainless fan. She is the only ordinary person in the family who chases stars and has no investigative ability.
"Yes, he is the person he loves the most now, and you are now in second place." Jian Wenru looked at his daughter-in-law sadly, sighed, found a seat on the sofa and sat down, and said calmly: "Every day, you Play that piece at home, and even a deaf man will know that you like him, little Eros, how do you know that your Psyche is not waiting for you?"
"What if he wasn't waiting for me?" Jian Yuan wiped the oil paint on the clean spot of the canvas, and he sat on the high stool and suddenly asked vaguely, "Grandpa, how can you be sure that someone loves you? Or do I just like you?"
Jian Wenru is very straightforward: "I just need to make sure that I love her, or like her, and then pursue her, unless I don't want her to enter my life, then I will appreciate her like a work of art, not Tell her. You have to know what you want to do. When you envy a relationship, you can't think about why you can't get it. You have to think about why you never try to get this relationship."
"Do you know what young people's friendship is nowadays? If you just want to be wise and safe, and you want to withdraw your hand anytime and anywhere in time to save your face, as long as the other party harms your interests in the slightest, just be silly for a while, and then You feel that this person is hopeless, looking at him is like seeing a plague god, then this is friendship." Jian Wenru shook his head and said, "Everyone is envious of Garcia and Church, they never think about this pair of friends They are all working hard for each other, they just feel that some feelings appear easily, it should be there, others are born to dig out their hearts and send them to you, but if they are a little silly, then it is not him friends."
Luo Xuan complained: "Dad! How can you tell Yuan Yuan about such things, it's too cruel!"
"Love is more complicated than this, and it needs tolerance. If you want to find faults, you can find them. If you only want to be obsessed with the best side of this person, then chase stars with your mother, spend money to see those good things, and stay away from him. , he deserves to be approached by better people!" Jian Wenru said seriously.
"If you are prepared and think that you can tolerate his ignorance, his occasional stupidity, and his stubbornness in certain things, when he encounters difficulties, you plan to face them with him or be a stick Wake him up, instead of running away in fear of getting into trouble, then you have only done what a good friend should do. Don't think there is anything special, why should people love you, you dare to say your own Feelings, make sure you love the real him, don't use friendship as an excuse and cover to take advantage of him, this is the real love for him."
"Tell him, and let him give you a chance to pursue him. If he misses you or doesn't love you, it's not your loss, it's his. He missed a man who loved him the most in the world."
Jian Yuan jumped up as if the stool was equipped with springs, and he ran upstairs without stopping. Jian Wenru relaxed his back cheerfully, and leaned on the back of the sofa in satisfaction. The daughter-in-law who was a little out of condition, he waved his crutches and said, "Don't be stupid, make me a cup of tea."
"Oh, good." Luo Xuan obediently complied, and asked suspiciously, "Father, stay away from him...why did you go?"
"He's going to decide whether I can see my granddaughter-in-law in a while." Jian Wenru leisurely pulled the thread on the sweater. This dress was woven by his wife and had been worn for some years, and then smiled. , "That is, whether you can see your daughter-in-law."
Luo Xuan was stunned, and said in shock: "Yuan really has someone he likes? When he was a child, he clearly said that he would always like his mother!"
It's so sad, daughter-in-law.
Jian Wenru shook his head, touched the newspaper on the coffee table, and happily flipped through it.
……
When Jian Yuan sent the video invitation, Gu Yunkai was still sleeping.
At 05:30, Gu Yun got up and jogged around the villa, then had breakfast, watched the scenery for a while on the terrace on the third floor, returned to his big bed and stared at the first trophy in his life For about half an hour, I realized that I was jumping for joy like a child in kindergarten who got the first little red flower, and then fell asleep.
In fact, he felt a little dazed at the entire scene of the Fanhua Awards yesterday, as if he was sleepwalking, until the award presenter called his name, he was pushed to stand up by Wen Jingan in a daze, the other party's face was full of joy, almost Happier than when he won the award, he helped him pull his suit while applauding, giving him a little encouragement.
Gu Yunkai didn't feel anything when he walked the red carpet, and he didn't feel anything when he was seated, but after the Fanhua Awards started, the familiar tension came, and he realized that he worked so hard to get success and recognition. And when the other party reported his name, he had a brief power outage, as if the robot's battery had been removed suddenly.
It wasn't until Wen Jingan pushed him awake and left his seat to go up to the podium that Gu Yunkai took a deep breath and calmed down. Then he got the trophy, gave a speech, stepped back and sat back on his seat, holding the heavy trophy suddenly Seeing Wen Jing'an laughed, she shook her hand and said, "Sorry, it's slightly better."
Wen Jing'an rolled her eyes sharply at him, patted him on the shoulder intimately, and said with a smile, "Let's see who gets it next year."
"I don't care about next year, it's my family now."
Gu Yunkai thinks about it now, and thinks that his smile last night should be quite awkward. Fortunately, Wen Jing'an is a good person.
"what's up."
Gu Yunkai was still in a state of half-asleep and half-awake, he covered his face with a pillow in a daze, and accepted it, Jian Yuan's voice was full of suppressed panic and bewilderment, it sounded worthy of his opening open your eyes.So Gu Yunkai opened his eyes, rubbed his face briefly, wiped it with a wet towel, and kept himself in the best state that a person who just woke up could achieve before looking at the screen.
"I can play that song for you now." Jian Yuan pursed his lips, looking a little uneasy and naive, as if full of expectation, but also as if embracing despair, he looked up, the phone was probably placed on the stand On the top, Jian Yuan's whole body and background are projected from top to bottom, and it is in the piano room again.
Gu Yunkai yawned—I'm sorry, he didn't mean to yawn when he was so serious, he just couldn't control his physical reaction.
"I'm ready to listen." He sat sluggishly on the big bed, turned on the video as usual, found the lazy holder on his bedside, stuffed the phone in it, put it together with his Flower Award, and hugged Pillows fell on the bed like a drunk with a hangover.
When the music started, Gu Yunkai didn't pay much attention to it. He was used to the beautiful melodies lingering in his ears. It wasn't until the almost crazy love was vented from Jian Yuan's fingertips that his heart seemed to be tightened instantly.Music is a very direct way of expression, just like writing and painting, literature and music have no practical meaning, they cannot meet the basic survival needs of human beings, but they are spiritual food.
As the captain of the Dead Poets Society said: We do not read and write poetry because they are fun, but because we are part of humanity, and human beings are passionate.Yes, medicine, law, business, engineering, these are noble pursuits that can last a lifetime.But poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are the meaning of our life.
The same goes for music.
Emotions that cannot be expressed in language can be conveyed with the help of music; and thoughts that are difficult for human beings to understand can also be expressed in music.
When Gu Yunkai heard love, it was like a flood breaking a bank, like the frantic passion, soft love, and firm promise you can imagine, all came out of this song.He tensed his fingertips tightly to make sure he didn't cry out, even if it hurt a little, the music was so beautiful that an ax was cutting his heart, he didn't know if it meant something, or... It's just a meaningless act that Jian Yuan shared with him first after he got used to creating.
"So." Gu Yunkai said blankly after the music ended, "Do you have someone you like?"
Jian Yuan tensed up and clenched his teeth, which made his lovely face look more or less ferocious, maybe it wasn't his expression that was ferocious, but Gu Yunkai's heart that was ferocious, desperately in need of an answer, and Fear of that answer.In the end, Jian Yuan tensed the muscles of his face, and he almost gritted his teeth and said, "I can't say it here, I have to go see you, let's talk face to face."
"Oh..." Gu Yunkai stroked his hair, nodded, and then continued to ask, "Then what should I do now?"
Jian Yuan was stunned by this question, and he said in a daze, "Then, wait for me? Then give me your home address, and...um, access permission?"
Gu Yunkai nodded and said calmly, "Okay, how long do you want? Is three days enough?"
"Enough." Jian Yuan nodded firmly. Gu Yunkai was not sure that he was enough. Now he shortened the time to three hours... No, can three minutes be enough?
They hung up the video chat peacefully. Gu Yunkai sat on the bed blankly for a while, then suddenly jumped up and began to lift his wardrobe and watch box. He was surrounded by a large pile of clothes and famous watches. , I still haven't forgotten to call Gu Jianyue: "I want three days, no work, no visits, no parties, nothing!"
"Are you crazy?" Gu Jianyue was surprised. Even though she said so, she still helped Gu Yunkai to look up the schedule, "There are two good auditions, but the others can be postponed."
"Then tell them that I have schedule arrangements, thank you for your kind invitation." Gu Yunkai said lightly.
Gu Yunkai was very calm, until he hung up the phone and was caught off guard by a wardrobe of clothes, then fell back on the bed, slowly retracted his legs hanging on the floor, and curled himself up.He can do many things, he can realize the ideals of 'Gu Yunkai' and Gu Jianyue, he can adjust the small mistakes in Sharp and Wen Jingan's life, and he can make everyone have a good impression of him, able……
He is almost omnipotent, but he cannot control love alone.
People are not perfect, so the corresponding things will never be perfect, good things take time, and extreme joy begets sorrow, Gu Yunkai has always known it.
If the person you have always liked happens to like you too, how lucky you are to meet among thousands of people.
Gu Yunkai suddenly felt that the ribs in his left chest were tense instantly, as if they were about to be pulled out of the skin, and there was a dull pain. This kind of secret pain began to recur, and it might take three days before he saw Jian Yuan. will heal.He stretched out his hand to cover that place, as if he wanted to press it back, he pressed it lightly, and said softly.
"I am willing."
I don't know how long it took, a warm hand suddenly touched his shoulder, and a soft female voice rushed over her gently lowered body: "What's the matter?" Gu Jianyue took off her slippers and tiptoed. Clumsily climbed onto the bed, like a cat that doesn't want to disturb anyone, clumsily and laboriously hugged Gu Yunkai's motionless upper body, as if comforting a dangerous but quiet big lion, let him pillow it on his own Gently smoothing his hair and chest on his knees, his voice was as light as a cloud floating in the air, "What's wrong with you?"
Gu Jianyue lowered her head, purred and rubbed Gu Yunkai's hair, patting her chest with five fingers like onion roots, like a mother singing a lullaby to her baby, or like two cats expressing intimacy.
"Jianyue, am I dreaming?" Gu Yunkai murmured, grasping Gu Jianyue's fingers, placing them on his chest, resting his head on his sister's abdomen, turning his face to stare blankly at her. Looking at her, it seemed that she was not looking at her, but turned into a distant sight, as if looking through her into the unknown void, with an almost innocent tranquility and helplessness on his face, "I Are you dreaming?"
"No." Gu Jianyue stroked his forehead amusedly, "The Best Actor in the Fanhua Award is indeed... No, no, you're not talking about the Fanhua Award."
Gu Jianyue's face changed like the weather in spring, she changed as soon as she said it, but her voice didn't change at all, she asked softly and caringly: "It's him, right? What's wrong with him?"
"I don't know." Gu Yunkai suddenly closed his eyes, leaned against Gu Jianyue's lap and shook his head, "I don't know. I didn't expect that much at first, you know, I just got used to it, and I was lost for a while It will pass quickly, and then it will go back to normal life, nothing has changed."
"Now it looks like it's about to change."
Gu Jianyue was confused: "What is going to change?"
It's me, my life is about to change.
Gu Jianyue didn't get an answer in the end, she tried to communicate and talk with Gu Yunkai, but the other party didn't say anything, so she had to force him to finish his lunch, and then supervised the dejected him to take nutrition during dinner. Only then did he leave in peace.
After that, Jian Yuan didn't contact Gu Yunkai. He wasn't sure if Jian Yuan was on the plane, so he had to repeat the song over and over again, and then he heard more and more things from that song. The cautious fear of the listener lurks in the deepest part of the note, like the water surface under the sunset of San Grenzo, the waves are wrinkled by the wind, and when looking back, the cautiousness and anticipation of hoping that the other party will also turn their heads.
He turned his head.
Jian Yuan arrived in the early morning of that day. Gu Yunkai never thought that being in love is a kind of torture, nor did he think that the waiting that those words would not blurt out would be such a torment and hard work, like a god of death Ai Ai is standing behind you, that huge sickle will cut off at any time to reap this joy.
He likes me, he loves me, he wants to be with me.
It is obviously something that can be confirmed, but if you don't say it, you can't feel at ease. Gu Yunkai dreamed that Jian Yuan's plane had an accident in the middle of the night. He was so frightened that he broke into a cold sweat and woke up in the middle of the night.His head was covered with sweat, and he felt clammy and cold, so he went to the bathroom to wash his face. When he was holding the sink, he saw the man in the mirror with messy hair and exhausted, like some exhausted old wolf, mouth The room was heavy, as if he had just had a nightmare, so he simply brushed his teeth again, and then heard the doorbell ring.
this point?property or...
According to the security system of this community, it is unlikely to be criminals. Could it be that someone nearby caught fire?
For safety's sake, Gu Yunkai still looked at the cat's eyes. The young man outside the door had a familiar yet unfamiliar face. He stood outside awkwardly, with his head down and wringing his fingers, as if he had made up his mind. The corners of the mouth were tensed, that expression was not suitable for him, Gu Yunkai didn't like it, as if he was planning to go somewhere to die generously.
It's Jian Yuan!
The message came from the brain slowly, and Gu Yunkai was half a beat slow to realize who the facial features represented, so he subconsciously re-locked the door lock that he had just loosened.He didn't even know why he did this, and he opened the door immediately after realizing it.
When the two looked at each other, Gu Yunkai couldn't help but began to hold his breath, just like what the hero and heroine would do when watching a horror movie to avoid ghosts or something scary, until he started to feel his heart It hurts, and I don't know when a railroad track was installed in my head, and the rumbling train is rolling over.
His mind went blank.
"come in."
These three weak words were finally squeezed out of Gu Yunkai's throat. He was completely unaware that his current expression was intertwined with two emotions of joy and panic. It looked complicated and subtle, and Jian Yuan almost saw it. I lost my courage when I saw him the first time, and I had to repeatedly think of my grandfather's serious expression, my uncle's contemptuous face, and my mother's grievances to cheer me up.
"Clouds open..."
Jian Yuan's luggage fell to the ground, he swallowed, and couldn't help but said: "I have something to tell you."
"Come in!"
Gu Yunkai said sharply, he was obviously still wearing pajamas, with disheveled hair, dark circles around his eyes, and a haggard face like a homeless man with a hangover, but his voice was as majestic as an emperor giving orders.Jian Yuan was overwhelmed almost immediately, he realized that he subconsciously lifted the bag like a conquered soldier, held it tremblingly and slipped into the residence of the lover of his dreams.
My God, was I too fierce just now, I should be more gentle.
When he brought it to the door, Gu Yunkai's mind was blank and there were only a bunch of garbled characters and doubts about his own voice. He turned on the light as if he was sleepwalking, and took out the milk in the refrigerator before opening the wine cabinet.Jian Yuan put the luggage bag on the ground, and said to Gu Yunkai who was boiling milk, "I came today because I actually want to tell you something."
He doesn't look like anything now, not like the little boy who clamored to see his abs in the morning, nor the young man who chatted in the middle of the night, nor the up-and-coming star at the banquet with ease and good manners.
"Come on, why didn't the guard call me?"
Gu Yunkai interrupted him and said suddenly.
"I have someone I know who also lives here." Jian Yuan was interrupted unexpectedly, and responded obediently, "The guard recognized me, so he let me in."
"That's it." Gu Yunkai nodded, poured the milk into the teacup, and handed it to Jian Yuan.
Calm down, be calm down, calm down.
"Just got off the plane?"
"Yeah." Jian Yuan uncomfortably lifted the luggage bag to her feet, Gu Yunkai pretended not to see it, and the string that was holding the rib in his chest became tighter and tighter, as if it was about to break immediately .It's strange, when people want something very much, how fear will follow it, as if the emotion of longing for it has overwhelmed the reason, and they can give everything for it, but in the end they can't bear it. I can't help but flinch.
Gu Yunkai was silent for a while, and tried to ask calmly: "Then shall I help you prepare for the guest room?"
"No... no need." Jian Yuan looked at him, a little confused, and soon became sad again, and then said softly, "I just want to tell you one thing."
"It's okay to talk about it tomorrow."
"No!" Jian Yuan finally realized that the escape was not an illusion, and simply stood up, his voice was unconsciously louder, with an angry and strong tone, and said forcefully, "Please sit here and listen, give me 5 minutes Okay, you don't need to clean up the room for me, I'll leave after I finish speaking."
Gu Yunkai felt timid for the first time in his life, and he fell silent.
Jian Yuan didn't want to show that he was shocked and sad. He originally thought that even if Gu Yunkai didn't like him, he would at least have a slight liking for him, but... Maybe, just like Gu Yunkai always thought, Just treat yourself as a special kid.
But Jian Yuan didn't want to back down. It wasn't until this moment that he realized that if he hadn't thought about it, he wouldn't have thought about it. But now that he's come to this point, he really feels that he can't be satisfied with this kind of friend Relationship.If possible, he also wants to be happy every day, as long as they share their lives with each other, it is enough to feel happy with each other.
But it's not enough, it's far from enough, and it will never be enough. He repeatedly tested Gu Yunkai's bottom line for himself because he couldn't be satisfied.
What he really wants is often more than what he wants.
"I don't know when it started." Jian Yuan stood there, like the epitome of a god, as tall as a statue, he spoke quietly, his breathing became heavy in the silence, "I also I don't know why, but I didn't think about you very deliberately, it's strange, right, I have many friends, but none of them are like you."
"In fact, every day is very peaceful. Grandpa said that the life of ordinary people is like this. Most of the time it is very ordinary, but I am not such a person. Sometimes I will suddenly think of something and do something." Jian Yuan Narrating quietly, "I'm not a person who can calm down. To me, other people seem to be sloths. They do their own things slowly and methodically, and then get used to ordinary life. , I can't stand that."
Gu Yunkai rubbed his fingers, trying to force a smile.
He thought that in Jian Yuan's eyes, he was probably a sloth, at best, a sloth with a better appearance.
"Then I found that my time stopped, it was no longer constantly bouncing, and every moment of the stop had your face, to me, it was as if the wind suddenly stopped for something, My life, like that, stopped for you."
"I don't miss you like a friend." Jian Yuan repeated, "But every time I eat, see something I like, or even a beautiful scenery, I always feel that you should Here. After we parted that day, when I had breakfast every day, I would look at the table first, and I always thought that you would still appear from behind the coffee table, and you had helped me make a bowl of cereal with too much water, but you didn't. "
Jian Yuan said softly: "I don't know what's wrong, I really don't miss you, I don't suddenly feel 'ah, I haven't seen you for a long time, it's time to get in touch', I just think, you It's supposed to be everywhere in my life, like you should be there, so I always wonder why you're not there."
He reversed the title and the title, and finally fell silent, his voice trembling slightly, soft and even with a sad smile, he said softly: "This is probably not what you want, but it is what I want, I love you more than friendship."
As if waiting for a trial, the space became silent again.
Gu Yunkai sat motionless, holding the cup of milk that he hadn't even drank, thought for a while and put it back on the coffee table, it took a long while to break the silence, and said coldly: "You said When exporting, have you thought about taking responsibility?" He gave an example slowly, "I am a star, and you want to make achievements in music, you have your career, I have my life, we are not in the same circle , Doomed to get together less and leave more, have you thought about it? Do you have the courage to endure it?"
Every sentence is like a needle, piercing the heart, the blood cannot flow out, and accumulates inside, as if the blood penetrates the muscle, completely occupying the gap.
However, this is not a refusal, ecstasy came far earlier than rationality, the meaning behind the words is obvious, joy swept over Jian Yuan's expression almost from the moment the words fell.
"I am willing."
Jian Yuan walked over, sincerely knelt on the ground, and stretched out his arms to hug Gu Yunkai. He raised his head slightly, put himself on that shoulder, and hugged this old and lonely soul tightly around his back. Intertwined, like two groups of soft smoke blending into each other, his fingers grasped the corner of the nightgown, and the tip of his nose was buried in the smooth and soft silk clothing.
"I am willing."
He muttered, his cauliflower-like curly hair rubbed against Gu Yunkai's cheeks, tender and fragile.
It's really strange to cry at this time, one shouldn't cry when one is happy, Gu Yunkai has been silent for too long, like a cheetah lurking in the dark night, when the prey is ignorant, it suddenly pounces on the opponent. Sitting on the couch, he clamped Jian Yuan's shoulders, stared at the young man's pure and bright eyes under the light, and with an almost pious mood, kissed him in a ecstasy and disorderly manner.
They moved to the bed before the two of them tossed something out of the couch.
Gu Yunkai's kiss didn't look like anything Jian Yuan had fantasized about. It wasn't sweet or weird, and there was a bit of mint flavor of toothpaste, probably because the tip of his tongue just touched the corner of his mouth, with a bit of salty skin, a little It was like drinking milk, he hadn't kissed others much, but he felt that this was probably so intense that it was almost suffocating by the standard of normal people's judgment.
The nose barely had time to breathe, Jian Yuan's chest was heaving like a blower, the environment in front of him was fragmented, until the tip of his tongue was numb, Gu Yunkai separated from him.
His only feeling is that Gu Yunkai's teeth are really neat.
Gu Yunkai held his face, the flawless mask collapsed in an instant, the eyelashes were wet, the eyes seemed to hide the Milky Way, the rosy lips seemed fuller than usual - Jian Yuan refused to think about who it was because of .He stretched his limbs like a sugar glider with only a sliding membrane, and covered Jian Yuan's body like a pool of melted cheese. The quilt was rolled up like a doughnut, tightly entangled them both. in it.
"Do you want to do it?"
Gu Yunkai clasped Jian Yuan's hand, with his chin resting on his chest, his eyes were surprisingly beautiful, his legs were longer than Jian Yuan's, and he put the other's stiff lower body into his pajama pants, and blinked to hint.
"Do not."
Unexpectedly, Jian Yuan shook his head and said: "I don't really think about it, no, no, I really want to, really want to, just... I don't think it should be this time, it can't be so casual."
And you look so tired.
"Conservative." Gu Yunkai approvingly reprimanded him slightly, and transformed himself into Jian Yuan's body again, he heard his chest seemed to be beating, but he couldn't tell whether it was his own or Jian Yuan's, it completely betrayed its master A perfectly concealed surface, but it doesn't matter.At this moment, Gu Yunkai suddenly understood Wen Jing'an, because at this moment he realized how important this piece of the puzzle is, far more important than anything like career and reputation.
It is indeed a very painful thing if a person is crippled all his life.
Especially after owning it.
It would be cruel to lose.
But Wen Jingan's puzzle piece shouldn't be Gu Hao, it can't be.
Gu Yunkai didn't feel too excited. Compared to the surprise and trembling at the door just now, compared to the helplessness and calmness when he was confessed, compared to those weak resistances, all that was left was warmth and tiredness. Jian Yuan entangled his fingers tirelessly, as if all this should be like this.
It's as if they've lived like this for decades.
The author has something to say: Eros is Cupid, usually a symbol of crazy love.
Psyche is the wife of Eros. According to legend, she is even more beautiful than Venus, so she is jealous of Venus.