webnovelvip Chapter 59
Chapter 59
Not long after, "Eternal Solitude" was released.
For roles like Church and Garcia, after all, the friendship between them is in the drama, and the actors will inevitably compare with each other, so usually after the release, there will be a carnival between the ordinary fans of both parties' acting skills and the rotten fans.
This time it was unexpected. Sharp's fans were full of praise for Gu Yunkai's acting skills, and Gu Yunkai's fans were also fond of Sharp's works. Outsider glasses.In fact, both fans went to the red carpet ceremony, and there was also a sister who shot a video and posted it on the Internet. As the saying goes, fans follow the owner. Of course, there are some fans who want to kill the owner. is a minority.
The friendship between the two families is as long live as in the movie. The favorability of the characters and actors is superimposed, and they are naturally close like a family.
As if Gu Yunkai sacrificed for Sharp in the hail of bullets, and Sharp entrusted his life wholeheartedly to Gu Yunkai, no matter what the reality is, at least the imagination is beautiful, and the fans of the two families are also very happy, so the truth is also true. Not too important.
Recently, Gu Yunkai doesn't care much about the box office, nor does he care much about film reviews. He knows too well that he is definitely a foil for Sharp in terms of professional acting and film reviews, so he doesn't want to ask for pain. He has seen a few before, and he still wants to find Looking for my own flaws, but people didn't tell me why, so I gave up.
His work has finally come to an end, and the specific worth depends on the final box office. If the box office of "Eternal Solitude" hits [-] million or even [-] million, it will be stable. How much difference, but the next competitiveness will be slightly weaker.
In a sense, the box office also represents the commercial value of the actor. If the biographical film has a good box office appeal, the meaning will be very different.
The previous black material incident came too unexpectedly, the studio paid a lot of money to go in, but fortunately, the millions of dollars for filming campus idol dramas filled a small hole, Gu Yunkai was busy with this aspect, and decided to take a break for a while.
After staying happily at home for a few days, Gu Yunkai couldn't help but turn his gaze to the phone.
Jian Yuan...has he watched a movie?Have you bought a magazine yet?
I haven't heard that Jian Yuan is busy recently, but after all, it's been so long since San Glenco, and the two of them haven't talked on the phone or chatted a few times. Would it be too abrupt for him to call so suddenly? Otherwise, it is better to send a short message to ask, or leave a voice message.
Gu Yunkai opened the lock screen, and submissively sent a greeting that he despised the most before: Are you there?
Before he could press 'send', the door was suddenly opened. Gu Jianyue was carrying a black patent leather bag on his wrist and clutching a newspaper. Pulled and pulled off the foot.Gu Yunkai subconsciously stuffed the lock screen of the phone under the pillow. Although he didn't know why he acted like a guilty conscience, it's quite normal for the elderly to feel embarrassed when they want to fall in love.
"What's wrong."
"Oh, I heard that you haven't gone out, so come here to take care of my dear brother." Gu Jianyue flicked his feet, threw himself into the sofa, slapped the newspaper on Gu Yunkai's chest, and He buried his face in the pillow and muttered, "By the way, I heard Judy said that you followed the news about Wen Ge, his ex-boyfriend and Sharp? Well, here is the newspaper."
Gu Yunkai glanced under the pillow carefully, and then opened the newspaper. The headline was very explosive. It was a major revelation that a certain boxer had been arrested for sexually assaulting a fan. Gu Yunkai hissed and frowned slightly. frown.Gu Jianyue struggled to get herself out of the pillow, Lai looked at Gu Yunkai's shoulder for a while, and suddenly hugged her elder brother's shoulder.
It seems to be the movie that Gu Jianyue mentioned before, and it should be in the middle of filming or has already been finished. I'm afraid it's a headache to come out with such news.
"By the way, I have a question."
Gu Yunkai already felt a little uneasy.
And Gu Jianyue has almost wrapped both hands around her, and she hugged Gu Yunkai tightly like a giant octopus or a cage, then she raised her head, with a naive, cute and innocent look With a suspicious smile on his face, he said: "Of course such a person is not a pity to die, but in the past few years, brother, you don't seem to have any gossip."
"........."
Gu Yunkai was not used to discussing the specific content of his desolate life related to sex with anyone, any woman, any female junior, or any female junior with relatives.
So he lowered his head as quietly as a chicken and stared at the newspaper. There were not many mentions of Wen Jing'an in the media, to the effect that Wen Jing'an and Gu Hao might rekindle their old relationship.
This is an important matter. If Wen Jing'an is really mentally retarded to this point, he must immediately consider how to change his plan appropriately, lest Finny come to the door the next day and break his neck.
"It's normal not to have a girlfriend, but you don't even go to bars or spend the night outside very rarely." Gu Jianyue counted each one with her fingers, and forcefully restrained Gu Yunkai who was trying to break free, "Sociable Most of them are male celebrities, Cheng Qian and Lalao are a few female celebrities, but you don’t go out with them. You never sleep with anyone. Drunk, even Judy, you don't have any inappropriate thoughts."
Gu Jianyue insisted on emphasizing: "You still insist on exercising. I heard that athletes have higher desires than normal people..."
"Just tell me what you want to express." Gu Yunkai knew that this catastrophe was absolutely inevitable, so he couldn't help but hold his forehead, trying to hold back the urge to scream and the plan to struggle.His body is indeed very young, but his heart is already unbelievably old, all his enthusiasm has been poured into acting, and it is not his fault that he only has a sense of impulsiveness towards Jian Yuan now.
It can only be blamed on other people not being attractive enough, okay?
Make love and make love, you want to do it because you have love. Human beings spend their whole lives looking for another piece of the puzzle that fits their souls best. Is it just to let you see a gap before you put yourself together and go up and fight it? ?
"I mean, if you have any questions." Gu Jianyue blinked, her gorgeous red lips pursed slightly, as if she was a little embarrassed, but then she became tough again, as if she had taken on the responsibility of her mother In the same way, he hugged Gu Yunkai completely, put his head to his head and said, "I can accompany you to the hospital, whether you are asexual, or you simply don't have it, or you don't have any hormones, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter , I will always be with you."
Gu Yunkai didn't really want to know what Gu Jianyue had imagined, nor did she want to know if she told Hao Ying or what Hao Ying thought now.
"So do you think I'm impotent or impotent?" Gu Yunkai almost burst out laughing in his heart when he uttered these two words slowly, and was extremely shocked that he had maintained such a calmness that was almost ashamed. .Although it is said that a man can never bear this kind of insult, but Gu Yunkai is indeed not an ordinary man. He is very sure that he has no problems, and he is also very sure that his physical ability is normal. After all, he has to experience it every morning.
It's really not his problem that he is not interested in other people.
Gu Jianyue's expression became visibly worried, she bit her lips anxiously and said: "No, I think, maybe it's just that other people don't have much charm, you were a little romantic when you were young..." She almost held back With grief and suppressing the uneasiness of his conscience, he reluctantly said these words, "But we can't rule out other problems and possibilities. I think we can go to the hospital to have a look."
Gu Yunkai already wanted to die a little, he felt the awkward atmosphere as if it had solidified into a solid body, like a water drop hanging in the air, as if it would fall, and it would not fall, lifting people's hearts to the sky Can't put it down.
If he had known that this topic would be brought up, he might as well have been caught by Gu Jianyue and sent a message to Jian Yuan. It would be better to lure young people than not to raise them.
"I have someone I like."
Gu Yunkai patted Gu Jianyue's hand, he took out the phone from under the pillow and stuffed it into his pocket, then put on his slippers and walked into the kitchen. He is very used to modern electronic products, but he also loves newspapers and books He has a special liking, so there are small shelves in many places in the house where books, magazines, newspapers, etc. can be placed at will. He stuffed the newspapers in and calmly boiled the milk.
"Who! In and out of the circle, who is it? What's the situation? Male and female, how old, how tall, are they good-looking? They are still studying or office workers. How did you meet? Do I know you? How do you treat you? Do you like you? Are you dating? Or when do you plan to get married?" Gu Jianyue jumped up as if stepping on a large trampoline spring, stuck to Gu Yunkai's back like a koala, and was dragged forward. He continued to chatter, "Why don't I know, when did it happen? You will never hide it from me, so it was recently, and you kept your body like a jade for him?"
Gu Yunkai said helplessly: "There are so many questions, which one do you want me to answer?"
"All." Gu Jianyue was merciless.
Gu Yunkai rubbed his forehead, looked at the milk that was already boiling, took out two mugs for drinking milk from the cupboard, turned off the induction cooker, and said seriously: "Then I will choose the most important point to answer. , He likes me very much, the kind of friend, but I love him and want to sleep with him, but I don't know if he loves me or wants to sleep with me, that's it." Gu Jianyue took the bottle of hot milk cup, looked at him half-understood, and then walked all the way back to the living room.
When Gu Yunkai sat down, she also sat down together.
"Quickly stop being curious about my private life." Others were adding milk to the coffee, but Gu Yunkai added some coffee to the milk, and at least half of the pot left in the small coffee machine was put down.He lowered his head and took a big sip, covered his face with one hand, and sighed helplessly: "You just looked like the face of paparazzi who dug up the news and blocked the car."
Gu Jianyue snorted twice, bumped Gu Yunkai's arm lightly, and said solemnly: "I'm completely different from those paparazzi, others just want to empty your commercial value, I just want to empty your personal Life. Believe me, brother, there is no one in this world who doesn’t want to sleep with you, no matter who the other person is, even if he doesn’t give up or a woman is cold.” She is like a leader who is giving a speech Like the former, he lashed out at Fang Qiu, swaying with one arm, so that the milk barely spilled.
Gu Yunkai rolled his eyes and said, "It sounds really reassuring."
This obviously made Gu Jianyue very, very unhappy, she simply put the cup on the tea table, leaned over to face Gu Yunkai, then turned his shoulder to face herself, and said with a serious face: "Do you know how many fans wanted to sleep with your abstinent face after "Elegant Man" came out? They said that you are a [-]-year-old walking, a rampant hormone, but you are so abstinent that you want to scream."
Gu Yunkai looked at her with ashamed expression on his face: "When "Elegant Man" was not released, the fans also shouted that they wanted to sleep with me, and after "Farewell to the Wind and Moon" came out, it was the most."
You are so right, I am speechless.
Gu Jianyue was at a loss for words for a while, but my sister sometimes has this kind of advantage, for example, at critical moments, she can mess around and act recklessly without any condemnation, so she directly took down the mug from Gu Yunkai's hand, angrily She took out his mobile phone from Gu Yunkai's pocket and smashed it in his hand, said seriously: "Call him, ask him out, go to a movie, go to the fountain in the park and kiss him when you make a wish, Tell him you love him."
"Is this how Hao Ying got into you?" The expression on Gu Yunkai's face couldn't tell whether it was disgust or contempt.
Gu Jianyue's face flushed slightly, and she said loudly: "The heart is the most important thing! If you don't say it, how do you know if he will suddenly run away with others, hesitating, time doesn't wait for anyone of."
"Seeing the moon." Gu Yunkai sighed, "It doesn't make sense to be loud. If I tell him that I love him, I want to sleep with him, and I want to see his face every day when I wake up, I will Think...but he doesn't want to? He gently forgives me and allows me to continue to love him, then how can I bear it, endure that he doesn't love me but continue to be friends with me, or we don't even have to be friends, and then I want to see him every day."
Gu Jianyue fell silent, and corrected: "But what if he loves you too?"
"I thought the same way when I bought the lottery ticket. Maybe I'd win the lottery. When I met everyone, I thought they might be good friends that I could spend my whole life with." Gu Yunkai patted her shoulder, and said softly, "But in fact, life will never give you those good things."
"Is love such a difficult thing?" Gu Jianyue stroked Gu Yunkai's back, as if comforting a child, resting his head on his shoulder and said softly, "But someone always wins the lottery, and Church also finds it." Garcia, how do you know he doesn't love you—so who is he, male and female, and when did you meet him?"
Gu Yunkai shook his head helplessly and said: "How can it be so simple, man, a young musician, very cute, we have known each other for more than two years, after I invited Hao Ying to dinner in the play "A Clear Sky of Love", Met by chance on the road."
"Little musician?" Gu Jianyue's face was full of doubts, and she panicked, "You didn't seduce minors, did you?"
"He is two years older than me." Gu Yunkai was a little speechless, "Can you have a little trust in my character?"
Gu Jianyue laughed awkwardly, then hurriedly followed Gu Yunkai's back again, letting him hold back his breath, and explained to himself in a low voice: "Who told you to use such a doting and sweet expression to describe what?" Little musician', it looks like the domineering president with slow emotional intelligence in the novel came out alive, just like I was talking about his little wife."
Sometimes Gu Yunkai really doesn't understand what women are thinking.
"However, no matter how you say it." Gu Jianyue picked up her mug and took another sip. Now she urgently needs something warm to calm her shock, so she stopped making those relaxing jokes, and she pursed her lips. Said, "You know I don't care about this at all, how much public relations trouble you will cause me? Just call him and tell him that feelings can't lie. If he doesn't love you, he won't love you in his whole life. Then dump him, like dumping a newly bought expensive bag, telling yourself that there will be better ones in the future anyway.”
Gu Yunkai said speechlessly: "I don't need expensive bags."
"It's not important! Just suits, cars, houses, skin care products, whatever you like."
"I love him."
"..."
Gu Jianyue was silent for a while, then suddenly put down the cup again, then stood up and hugged Gu Yunkai, she bent slightly, like a gentle and kind mother loving her son who had just begun to love, she kissed Gu Yunkai The head is spinning, I don't know how to explain my happiness and sadness at the moment.
This was the first time that Gu Yunkai clearly expressed what he really wanted.
But she still couldn't help.
"If he misses you, that's his problem." Gu Jianyue hugged him tightly, knelt on one knee on the sofa, and said softly, "It's because he's not good enough to have the most precious treasure in this world."
Gu Jianyue will always remember the day her brother left school, the fork in the road where their lives separated from then on, Gu Yunkai turned to smile at her, messed up her hair, and then got into the car and left without looking back.
Since then, they have hardly met each other. For four whole years, Gu Jianyue was like a stranger, occasionally on posters, on TV, or in calls and short half-minute videos. Better fans.She became more and more unclear about Gu Yunkai's hobbies, and more and more confused about his character, until she graduated, until she chose to terminate the contract for Gu Yunkai, until she moved back home.
Gu Jianyue's heart was always heavy, she felt like she was sucking Gu Yunkai's life, when she saw the sleeping pill bottle in the trash can, she almost thought that Satan was going to come and take away what was left of her.Then Gu Yunkai woke up and asked her to cook noodles. She was not as gloomy as before, as if she had completely got rid of the shadow of failure and the company, and became better and better. The closer he got, he even accepted Hao Ying.
It was he who tenderly forgave himself, allowing her to do more for this person.
He is the most beautiful and pure creature in the world, and anyone who can get his favor should go crazy for it.
…………
Jian Yuan, who was supposed to be so lucky to go crazy but didn't know anything about it, was selling Amway to his grandpa.
Jian Wenru got married when he was very young. His wife was three years older than him. She died of illness five years ago and moved to the home of her second son to take care of her grandchildren.When he was young, he worked in the empire and was appointed as the leader of the palace band. Now this position has been replaced by his students. After retirement, he was appointed as the vice president of the Imperial Conservatory of Music. He is a highly respected musician.
A celebrity with such a prominent status as Jian Wenru naturally has a somewhat arrogant and eccentric temperament, the most famous of which is his disagreement with his two sons. The eldest son decided to join the army, while the second son, who is talented in music, criticized his Music theory, that his music needs to be reformed and updated.
The relationship between father and son is always tense.
But unexpectedly, his relationship with his grandson is quite good.
The man in the magazine is indeed very good-looking, but he is a man after all. Besides, Jian Wenru’s aesthetics has stayed at a relatively early stage. He likes the kind with big round eyes, red lips, and fleshy cheeks. He smiles a little delicately. cute type.
Like his wife.
Like Gu Yunkai's almost destructive appearance, although it is unbelievably good-looking, to be honest, he doesn't appreciate this kind of bewitching and cold beauty. There are a few photos that look a bit classical in facial features, stunning and charming , but this man's eyes are a bit too obtrusive, and there is a lot of past hidden in those eyes, which is the most intoxicating part of him.
However, this does not prevent Jian Wenru from intuitively feeling Jian Yuan's love for this person.
From a long time ago, Jian Wenru knew very well that people are slaves of desires, sophistication is the price of everyone's growth, for fame and power, any malice is an insignificant price, people take the initiative to jump into the abyss, or be swallowed by the abyss.But Jian Yuan is unique. He is like an angel sent by God to mankind. He has seen darkness since he was a child, and he has also felt the unrest in his family. He and his son are not good parents, and his daughter-in-law and wife are too gentle. , but Jian Yuan still grew up beautifully.
He still remembered that when Jian Yuan couldn't even read the words, he had already started to get familiar with the notes. The child sat on his lap, pressing the black and white keys heavily with his feeble little hands, and played a short piece intermittently. song.
That was the beginning of Jian Yuan's real understanding of music. When he grew up and started to have strength, he didn't need the help of adults. Jian Wenru would often sit beside him and watch him play the wonderful music. At that time, Jian Yuan's eyes were shining brightly, as if there was light.
Just like now.
He was as obsessed with that man as he was with music.
Every human being has two souls.
Each wants to break away from the other,
One stubbornly clings to the world in crude love;
The other strives to transcend the vulgarity, and devotes himself to climbing the lofty spiritual realm beyond the reach of ordinary people.
People often only perceive the former, but Jian Yuan is born with the latter.
Jian Wenru sang in a low voice in time, it was the part where the male protagonist confessed to his beloved in "Lord of Love", Jian Yuan knew that he was too obvious, and couldn't help but blushed, somewhat embarrassed scratched his head.Jian Wenru smiled faintly. He pushed those photos, and suddenly asked, "Xiao Yuan, tell Grandpa, do you like him?"
"I..." Jian Yuan blushed suddenly. When facing his grandfather, his shame suddenly appeared. He hesitated but shook his head resolutely and said, "I love him."
That's it, he's always the king of his own mind, the absolute ruler of his own world, unbelievably honest with his own heart and feelings.
Falling in love with this man did not make him weak, nor did it make him afraid.
Jian Wenru is already old, maybe it is because of his old age that he can see more and more clearly than when he was young, or even middle-aged.He stroked his gray hair, then straightened the collar of his sweater, and suddenly said: "Grandpa is someone who has experienced it, but grandpa is only someone who has experienced it himself. What kind of person is most suitable for you. Grandpa's experience is only applicable to yourself, because what I need is what I want, but that is not what you want."
"Grandpa... I don't quite understand." Jian Yuan was a little confused.
"It doesn't matter if you don't understand. People will always have things they don't understand. Grandpa just wants you to know that it doesn't matter whether this matter is good or bad. You will always be yourself, and you can make the choice you think is right." Jian Wenru He smiled elegantly. He has been engaged in music for many years and also loves to read. He has a refined temperament, even at the moment when he is pale and handsome, he also has a kind of upright and quiet bookishness, "Tell grandpa what kind of person he is. "
Jian Yuan nodded, scratched his hair again, and said honestly: "He is a very good actor, very serious, and hardworking. He likes me very much. He is different from others, and some of them are because uncle likes me. Me, some people like me because daddy likes me, and some people like me because they want to please grandpa, but he just likes me, likes my music, likes my talent, likes what I say, likes my thoughts."
"I don't know how to say it, and I don't know him very well. He is very tolerant to me, more tolerant than anyone else. He looks forward to my creation and tolerates my shortcomings. He doesn't understand how the staff is written, and he doesn't know How is each key of the piano different, let alone how the strings of the violin can produce completely different sounds." Jian Yuan shook his head and said, "He doesn't know anything about music, but it's like a muse reborn, destroying it easily I."
Jian Wenru laughed heavily, his chest heaving and vibrating in sullen joy: "You silly boy." He held Jian Yuan's head in his arms and rubbed it, then patted his grandson's shoulder, and let go I couldn't stop laughing, "Did you tell him?"
"No." Jane Yuan, with her messy hair, was confused and distressed, "I dare not, I can't say it, I walked all the streets and alleys in San Glenco with him, we went to see the Notre Dame Temple, went to When I left the museum, I watched him all the way, I said he loves me, he likes me, he just looked at me and smiled, neither admitting nor denying, but I know, he just thought I was just talking about the friendship part .”
"He doesn't know that I love him, so frivolous that he wants to kiss him in front of the Notre Dame, and hug him in front of the museum..."
Jian Wenru made a braking action, shook his head and said, "Boy, I don't want to know what's going to happen next. Can I stop now? I'm already an old man, and I don't want to bother the doctor for listening to my grandson's innocent first love." My heart beats."
Jian Yuan smiled clumsily and mischievously, looked at the magazines at a loss, adjusted his posture, shook his head and said: "I don't know, I don't know, Grandpa, I once asked Uncle, he Said that I was on a whim and felt that I was not cautious enough. He thought that liking someone was like liking a new violin. In fact, I don’t know. I can’t think of anything every minute and every second with him; But after leaving him, reason came back like a tide, I like new things, I am changing every moment, I don’t know if I am suitable for him.”
"Don't hesitate, don't hesitate, dare to take risks." Jian Wenru crossed his hands in front of his abdomen, and a long blanket hung on his thighs. The old man's smile was old and tired, but his eyes were still full of spirit. Shining like a star, he said in a warm voice, "All beings are often hesitant, and you will regret it when you miss it. If you don't get him, even if you have everything, everything is still nothing. This is how you love someone. You will find that things related to him are slow." It is slowly disappearing, but his face is getting clearer day by day, this is regret, and it will torture you for the rest of your life."
Jian Wenru leaned on the soft pillow on the chair, and said softly: "Failure will not make you wither, miss will. When you choose a path that will never fail, and you decide that you will never get hurt, wait for you to go At the end of the boring, you will start to imagine what kind of life and scenery lie behind that road full of thorns. Peace and stability are boring, only challenges can miracles happen.”
"I am not a wise little old man, nor are your uncle and your father. Your uncle is an arrogant person. He will not admit anything that cannot be grasped, so he does not understand love; your father is paranoid. Stubbornness, what he doesn't know, what he can't understand, is worthless, so he doesn't know how to be in awe."
"No one can be replaced." Jian Wenru laughed, "This is nonsense, everyone is irreplaceable, your uncle is in power, your father has led a new era of music, I was not eliminated because I was indeed wrong Yes, Xiao Yuan, it's because my time has passed, and in my time, your father is a worthless little thing."
"It's the same with you, you can underestimate your own value." Jian Wenru lovingly stroked his grandson's cheek, "You can use this as a reason to grow up harder, but that's not an excuse to hold you back, don't shrink back, you should tell He, don't be afraid of failure, and don't be afraid of rejection, if you can't even accept and trust yourself, then how can you make him love you."
The old man is always tired very quickly. Today's sun is very clear, and it is very warm on his body. Jian Wenru's voice gradually became indistinct. He lowered his eyes loosely, slowly closed them tightly, and soon fell asleep Yes, snoring lightly.Jian Yuan suddenly woke up from the conversation, covered his grandfather with a blanket, and walked to the piano room next to him.
He played that piece of music several times again, this time the feeling was quite different from the previous dazed state of mind, but the piece was still a bit wrong, so Jian Yuan was like the first time he played the piano, over and over again, Playing it patiently over and over again, finally one time, he played the whole piece from beginning to end without stumbling.
It was as if the whole person was suddenly immersed in the sea water, the water did not oppress his chest, wishing to explode him into a human firework on the bottom of the sea, it was more like a gentle embrace, washing away his fatigue and confusion.Thoughts seemed to be dancing lightly, slipping out of the obsession and confusion of feelings, he broke free from all restraints——
This piece is not like any he has composed.
It wasn't until the end of the playing that Jian Yuan suddenly realized that he wanted to pass the recorded piece to Gu Yunkai, but when he was completely immersed in the music, he felt that something was wrong.
Jian Yuan is very good at playing skills. This may not be an appropriate description, but he likes to show off his skills. Many people think that music should be back to basics, and some people think that skills are quite important.Jian Yuan didn't care about this, he felt that he could use whatever he wanted, the most important thing was emotion, technique, and the way of playing the piece.
With his concentration, the music score has been deeply imprinted in his mind. Sitting in front of this huge white monster, the romantic lingering sound just popped out from his fingertips, slowly and warmly, like golden honey, sticky and Sweet.The whole piece flowed out, lingering in the whole house, almost every note was whispering his admiration for Gu Yunkai, as if every beat came up neatly and orderly to hit him on the head one by one.
They roared loudly about this fervent and frenzied love, ready to move like a storm, ready to destroy and destroy all defenses, wishing they had no choice but to tear apart each other's armor and manners, and then the two naked souls hugged each other tightly , knead into one.
This is so explicit.
He must have heard it.
Jian Yuan lowered his head, his fingertips almost trembling.
The author has something to say: Grandpa's words are actually from Goethe's "Faust" [It should be this, I read it for too long and I can't remember it clearly. 】